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Your pal, Jess
Ladies- I'm a single, straight, virgo/boar INTJ (age 45) who enjoys books, getting out into nature, music, and daily exercise.

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Here's a quote from Fyodor Dostoevsky to start things off right: Love the animals, love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love.

Saturday, February 7, 2009


Jesse means 'gift, oblation, one who is'
Wikipedia link for meanings of all biblical names.

Here's the meaning of oblation:

"the whole office of the Eucharist."

Origin: 1375–1425; late ME oblacion
-The act of offering something, such as worship or thanks, to a deity.
-The act of offering the bread and wine of the Eucharist.
-Something offered, especially the bread and wine of the Eucharist.
-A charitable offering or gift.

I was told Jesse means 'Jehovah makes forget'.
Jehovah means 'self-sustaining'. See how this gets messy?
God is One, and I AM..
I, Jesse, am 'One who is'...
-self-sustaining makes forget
-the act of making an offering to a deity?

When I eat Eucharist, do I eat myself? I was Jesus in high school.
-(Jesus (heyzeus) and Chuy (chewy), in spanish, like the deity and his wafer)
Isai (accent on the second i) might have been better.
-I am...artificial intelligence, american idol, amnesty international, american inventor, artificial insemination, the american interest, active ingredient.
-My high school (St. Ignatius) chanted "we are..s.i.". The building is in the shape of an H.
If you want to consider me THE Jesus, I don't see any harm in that.

Am I one in being with my father?
Well, I've had my dad's face "soul-rotate" into mine.
And Lawrence is my middle name..
The madness doesn't end there.
My dad is Larry. Mr. T. 2. ('Larry' and 'T' are both 2)
Larry T, like Jesse, is 4. Jesus is two.
I'm not crazy. Numerology is not crazy.
I'm just tryin' to have a little fun, in my own way.
I actually had a roommate named Four Nguyen.
Jesse, Al, David, and Four: the 4 4's.

My name also means 'God's gift' and God's gift is himself, or love.
I don't plan on dying for anyone though, just so that's clear.
You only live once.
I adopted Jesus. Does that make me his dad?

Jesse Lawrence Teshara, the anagram? : ace wrathless, sane jeer

mad crazy insane nutty goofy loco schizo mental illness:
NUTS. Nuts are chewy. Chuy is like Chewbacca. Chewbacca is crazy like El pollo loco.
Corporate madness: the band Madness. MCI, mad crazy insane. Cray computers. An inn in France, the Inn Seine. The blue diamond people drive me nuts. Disney's goofy. Amtrak's motivation: a loco- motive. Furniture assemblers have a screw loose. The porn industry: skits-O. Mentally ill: not physically ill, necessarily, just 'mental' -have you gone mental? Mental can be rearranged to signify 'lame new testament'. Or LT, amen.
UC? motto: Let there be light. you see.
Dr. Bronner says it's all-1.
How can infinity be One?

Love believes all things.
I don't see how believing in hell is loving, however (except as a form of psy-war terrorism)
Eternal damnation and suffering? Hell no!
Sure as hell, suffering exists, BUT
sure as hell, no one lives forever...the law of impermanence.
Sure as hell, there is no hell.

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