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Your pal, Jess
Ladies- I'm a single, straight, virgo/boar INTJ (age 51) who enjoys books, getting out into nature, music, and daily exercise.

(my email is JesseGod@live.com)

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Here's a quote from Fyodor Dostoevsky to start things off right: Love the animals, love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love.

Friday, March 15, 2024

Intel

 Agents, Operatives, and Spys

Mental privacy and cryptography, encryption.    Thinking aloud in your head, thinking in print, thinking visually, in pictures, in movies, in dreams, in visions.    Imagination and intrusion.   Open-minded vs closed-minded.   Foresight.   Possibility.  Fiction and fantasy.   Auditory, visual, tactile, olfactory, gustatory hallucinations.  Verbal or musical.  Black and white, or color.   Eidetic.  Lucid.  Voices, schizophrenia, telepathy, mental illness, psychopathy.  Spiritual warfare, prayer, talking to God, listening to heavenly beings, religiosity, psychic, sensitive.  Military simulations.  Remote viewers.  Morpheus.   Neuralink.  Mind-control.   Mined mind.  Headshocks, chest pains, teeth-taps.  Shared mind.  Collective unconscious.  Hive mind.  Psychic vampires, draining, sucking up data, vacuuming, hoovering.   Agents of countries, corporations, political parties, etc.   Mind-reading.  Reading is condensed, vicarious experience. Iridology and dermatoglyphics.  Math, numerology, chess, moves, money.  Music and poetry.  Dance and body language.   Have a nice day.

Wednesday, February 14, 2024

Go Biden!

Language

Spanish: brush up, refresh, immerse

conversant, fluent, mastery

International intellectual


Wordplay:

happy VD!   St. Valentine and Valentinian

love love and enjoy joy :-)

And Ash Wednesday, too.  (A&W root beer!)

Yesterday was "pancake day", says my calendar (?)

Being on the phone is fine and fun

Listless and listful and listerine

Ruthless and ruthful

Profoundly confounded

Uncool to be cruel

Adapted to being adopted

mediating meditation

pent-up pentecostals at the pentagon

Erf!   energized, relaxed, focused

Eternally nocturnal

Flea, federal law enforcement agency

Police and pissed off lice

Pat’s pot, Erin’s errands, Vicki’s victory, Jim’s gym

GT, global telepath;   JT, jesus cross

Justice (+shrs) and Jesus Christ

bible libel, holy foley artist, and the faintly saintly

everything, everywhere, all at once

everyplace, all the time, always and everywhere

Paraplegic paralegal in a paratransit

apprehensive and pensive

an omen about ohms

justices with juice

the diabetic thinks crullers are cruel

alternation between altercations and alterations

Pain and pleasure, dominance and submission

Foundry, and found wet

Discipline, etb etr, a full day

    Early to bed, early to rise

Demons and no meds

Starting your reading journey: Speed Reading, How to Read a Book

M and M, Master and Margarita

Newbery award winners, Hugo awards, SuperBetter

Wikipedia, Britannica, World Book

   Chat gpt, Google

Britannica is on local public library website (could it also be on my Kindle?)

    I want Adi Da's Aletheon on my Kindle

J! And daily vocabulary (book/day?)

The Man Who Fed the World, I Am a Strange Loop, Business Adventures -Brooks, Tap Dancing to Work, How Asia Works, The Rosie Project..

Nabokov, Updike, J. Irving, Joyce, Wolfe, Gaddis, Elmore Leonard

Mamma mammal’s mammaries

quarantine, shelter-in-place, lockdown

economic, monetary, financial, fiduciary

SSA, sub saharan africa

SSI, surgical site infection

living will, directive to physician, healthcare directive, 

   advance directive, durable power of attorney for healthcare

Brush/floss/rinse; planks/crunches

G-D, grief - despair

     Depressed, upset, hopeless, angry

Imagine how you will feel:    Before, and After

Debt of gratitude to dogs

crickets that play cricket, flys catching flys, a mosquito in a mosque, a butterfly flutters by, a bug committing buggery, an insect in a sect, how to train your dragonfly, listening to the beetles, gnat king cole, I spy a spider, cats and caterpillars, reaching toward a roach, nice lice fleeing fleas, centipedes sent to Reed. 

“reckless” endangerment

S and M, sex and murder

Are there LARGE pox?

Spacetime- it’s always now

Samsara, saints angels martyrs

   State administration for religious affairs, serape

Tarnation isn’t as cuddly as Yosemite Sam!  Comes from eternal + damnation

Feel the BERN (bliss, enlightenment, realization, nirvana)

Insight inside incitement

Don’t get mad, get even?  Vengeance is a dish best served cold?  OR…

    Let that shit go!   Forgive and forget.  Move on. God’s unconditional love.  Kind and compassionate.   Beneficent and merciful.  (or Righteous Anger??)

live, love, and leave the Louvre

Liturgies and lit orgies

malay, melee, and May lay

a photograph of your foe

date night data

information about flying in formation

a heavy lighter;  a light heavyweight

shooting a water gun at your college flame

a massage after Mass

a pure psychopath on pure heroin

I want more A, amor

Husband makes my head spin

Compassion is the sympathetic pity and concern for the sufferings and misfortunes of others, accompanied with the strong desired to alleviate it.

Self-compassion, is reflection, understanding, forgiveness, accepting God’s forgiveness, and not judging or sentencing yourself.   I would also say, maybe not believing in hell in the first place.  

Gas, guilt anger sadness

desaparecidos

Perfume from Khartoum

Stinky pinky and flagrantly fragrant

Drink and drive, drink it dry

Travel, and a house with a pool, and aiming high (St. Helena)

Public relations, broadcast journalism, publishing, paralegal

Souls, delusion, unless understood differently (Disney Coco?)

Seoul, sol, sole (capitol, beer/star, fish/shoe/body part) 

MMA: merchant marine academy, metropolitan museum of art

1954 miles (length of US-MEX border)

My news: Economist, 1440 (email), Wikipedia, Yahoo, Onion

   and Flash Briefing (audio, on Echo)

Disney museum, sake tasting room, Tilden park, plays

Bay Area Museums 

OYC (Yale online courses)

aikido, jiu-jitsu, wing chun, etc. 

muay thai, krav maga, kung fu, karate, capoeira, judo, taekwondo, mma, kickboxing

Jesse ran, yes he can

Teshara-thon

in for the long-haul

at the devil's level, in God's pod

a dancer's answer to cancer

kind kindred

felicity from publicity

habitually bitching about obituaries

fighter fated to be underfoot

criminal, culprit, delinquent, offender, lawbreaker, transgressor, perp, unsub

treasure, pleasure, leisure

west wing chun

Mara runs a marathon

liz Hurley in a blizzard, early

my late great date Kate hated my mate, Nate, for bringing up her weight

and, um...Anne is dumb

early urls, late lattes

seƱorita that drinks amrita

buddy with buddhi (intellectual faculty, power to form and retain concepts, reason, discern, judge, comprehend, understand)

Buddha's body and bodhi (peepul, tree of knowledge)

choose us and cheese us, Jesus

naughty note (not-e)

bitch? you betcha! a master of monsters, mister

listless mistress, and dominatrix in the matrix

the saleswoman at the sex toy shop was peddling paddles

Anne and Al, annually;  anal, annually

asura, a power-seeking demon

epically ethical

delightful lightbulbs

migraines and your grain

I'll trauma best

Larry's library

ledge slay shun

a girl on the grill (ew)

a goy boytoy

cardamom and cardadad

MOMA and DADA (museum of modern art, dadaism art movement)

candid Candide from Candada, Switzerland

Canada and a can o' whoop-ass

Auschwitz, Switzerland, and wits (calm comics, drunk com-mead-ians)

wet sweat, dry eyes, moist Joyce 

do rags and ragu

Greg and Clegg are looking at Meg's peg-leg

living on eggs and kegs

begging for dregs

eggheads that regularly take meds

limber in limbo

flexing in chick flicks

peer p.r. (public relations)

double-devil

a flood of blood

eschewing Yeshua

choosing your pet Chupacabra

body, better off dead - why?

weirdos eating burritos

zach effron eats saffron

take a rest from recipes

confection infection, refection perfection

Kelli eats smelly jelly-bellies from the deli, says the telly

honey, sweetheart, sugar, sweetie (kind, sweet, and....delicious?)

honeymoons and blood sugar sex magic and hunger/thirst for each other

chemistry and vegetarian diet and swallowing and licking and lipstick

French kissing and penetration and passion

getting a taste for each other and tasting each other (sbc*)

Venetians at the Vatican

a vampire named Constantine

psychotics on narcotics and antibiotics doing exotic hypnotic robotics

I got a UTI in beautiful UTAH...  oh?  you, too?

she sent me from Utah to Pluto

jizz, jazz, jezebel, and jews

chrism and jism, the gist of christ

massage oil and olive oil

motor oil, vegetable oil, Olive Oyle, and gargoyles (and gar-guys)

witchy woman: warmth, intimacy, touch, cuddling, hugging

sex: super-ecstasy;   hissing at your ex

serious, impassive, often dour, sometimes depressed... and hardcore

thesaurus, theosaurus, and god, the dinosaur (and the god of dinosaurs)

bit by a bat on the butt, beat by a bot, bait on a boat, betting on boots

egghead executive, Legolas the legislator, and a jewish judiciary

Zechariah the executive, a legislator that slayed on a ledge

democratic aristocrats, republican pubs

democratic cats, republican pelicans


Biden is compassionate, cheerful, competent, serious, an experienced leader, an example

   (Trump isn’t)

Trump is mean, bullying, stupid, ignorant, corrupt, racist, untrustworthy, dangerous, insane, unserious, a clown, a shit-show.   


the dapper don, the diaper Donald, and Big Dipper Dan

sacked from the circus for a sick suck's sake

playing soccer, drunk on sake

Chuy chews on chow with Chao

the problem: 75k Americans a year die of synthetic opioids (like fentanyl)

    (one problem, anyway) (Brent is reading penthouse on fentanyl in a tent)

rowdy and raucous (roe and reproductive rights), or respect and decorum?

congressional chambers, and the chamber of your weapon, and chambers dictionary

who is critical of giving critical aid?

unity and commonality vs. division and separation

freedom, independent voters, third parties, and write-in candidates

bipartisanship and working together and cooperation and putting politics aside

a "brutal" contest?  No.   At least, I hope not.  Biden is 81.  Trump is 77.

Marjorie Taylor Greene and Ketanji Brown and ActBlue and Red states

POTUS and SCOTUS and FLOTUS (and Otis??)

Chief Justice and Native American Chief and mischief

Mitch McConnell and Eminem and Master and Margarita and Milkmen?  mm

expectations and sexpectations, coming up, hands-on experience

applause for laws, cheers for the tv show Cheers

miles of smiles, laughter after, joy of toys

freedom and democracy, F and D, assault and a salt shaker

addressing a dress, a stance on assistance

overseas and seasick sailors who are so over the seas

NATO and Nate, swimmers from Finland, weed in Sweden

Putin pooping, and cranes flying over Ukraine

don't mock democracy, freedom isn't dumb

reap-productive freedom, edam to choose cheese

p.o.w.'s and the power of women.   whim.

from setback to comeback, and from regress to progress

an oath to create growth, exporting sports merchandise

buy american, and bi Americans, queers with fears 

Rhodes, Jeff Bridges, and hi ways

R and D, searching for Reeses, devil op mint

clean water and pure virtue, jawing about jobs

succeed at sucking seed (sunflower seeds)

blue man group in blue states, red man in red states

pride is a sin, and gay pride is a parade, and lions live in them

prescription drugs, crip shun ughs

prophets making profits and quaint saints

funny money (comedian income) and feeling sunny, honey

reincarnated permanently as an ermine

mortgage, porridge, and orgs.  hellbent on lowering rent.

chilling children, and warm dorms, and hot pot

tutoring and threetoring and fourtoring

betting on debt, getting wet, jet set, got pets yet?

axing lax taxes, raising wages, anger at hunger

minimum wage at the cinema

Bill's a billionaire, Homer is homeless

disrespecting people with disabilities

the senior scene; caring for medics (and Medicare)

social security, sociable and safe, SS, and hissing

credit cards, and hallmark cards, and business cards

you're such a card!  cars and Kardashians 

feeling like a failure and a fool

pay to play, don't shirk work, and party hard

persecuting a cute person with a purse

mayor of America, fix the need for a fix

an Illinois bill makes me ill

Marching in March, we miss Miss Missy

prayer, protest, and passage of political progress

dark money vs. light money

the way of wages, the slayer of slavery, ok vacations

apple core and climate corps and peace corps and marine corps

vile violence, the urge to remove scourges

predatory predecessor, shooter shit, stop the pop pop

ass suckers and massacres, horror about whores

hostile to hostages, mass and hosts

gauze in Gaza,  Hamas is no laughing matter

heartbreaking actions and encryption of hearts

Terry the humanitarian

bargaining with the bartender

2 state solution and the State of Unity

who are the Houthis?  ruthless youth and helled elders

suits in Sudan, ties in Taiwan, chai tea in China

UN unity, Jen's agenda, Don online, Pam's family, competing with Pete

sacred, for red's sake

talking about toxins

honesty on nests

resentment, revenge, retribution and rock and roll

Fendi and the public defender

vicious vice of the veep?  virtuous victory of value and values

United States of America, Ted states about Erica

"all about data, ground game, and turnout"

deeply weird, fake, insincere, bullshit

drama, acting, performance, role-playing, stagecraft


guru

Maybe I was God

Or sometimes Am God

Or only God when x

Or fulfill different criteria for different people

Or Number One AM (like everybody else!!)


Jesus, Adi, and Me.

What is the Truest Religion?  The Best Religion for Happiness? 

Think Peace!

HIVE mind.   Is that an INSANE idea?

crypto-xian: paint, window, carpet, nails, couch, cow, tangerine

messy Anne Nick

bible parables, and Jordan river, and bulls

ague and plague

Absalom's abs

am I my brother's reaper?

they fricking defrocked me for saying "fuck fracking!"

god is righteous, upright, and right

the devil is wrong, sinister, and has left us

is Evelyn at the devil's level?

we are things that cry about being things

the doctor apologized for pathologizing

gentle Jen wears magenta

Nietzsche is neat, the messiah is messy

fit, fat, faith, and fate

TOE and GUT (theory of everything) (grand unified theory)

Jack got carjacked after jacking off;  

   the jack of all trades read Jack and Jill at jack in the box


aversion

rancor, spite, ill-will, resentment, animosity, acrimony, anger, malice, ire, hatred, enmity, hostility, antipathy, vitriol, maleficence, aggression, violence, revenge, cruelty, sadism, torture, torment, pain and suffering, rage, wrath, fury, retribution, righteousness, justice, karma, abuse, neglect, assault and battery, rape, terrorist threats, stalking, intimidation, bullying, unkindness, mean, uncaring, apathetic, cold, selfish, hard, insensitive, ruthless, unforgiving, merciless, pitiless, brutal, savage, vicious, agony, wickedness, evil, sin, turpitude, inhuman and inhumane, monster, diabolism, demonic, depravity, dissatisfaction, discontent, dukkha.


grim reaper, G.R.I.M.: grudge, resentment, ill-will, malice.

turn the page, a new chapter, tomorrow is a new day, starting fresh, refresh and renew, born again, rebirth, reincarnation, a new life, starting over, going back to square one...

   closure and finality


life's a bitch, then you die;  life's a beach, then you fly;  life's a beech, then you dye.

bitch (female dog) tied to a beech on a beach

the butch bitch botched the batch

bitch moan and whine (bmw), complain complain complain...

  da plane! da plane!


dye?

color me badd, color me goodd

black and white bones and eyes

black and blue, skin and eyes

R and B, true colors (red and black, what all are inside)

behind blue eyes (The Who, TN Orange -Megan Moroney)

hair, skin, and clothes (can change colors)

10-13 species of beech

has small edible nuts (you want to eat my nuts? nuts!)

beech makes bistre, a pigment made from beech soot

the Latin name for beech is fagus


AA-ZZ

always advancing, Alcoholics Anonymous, big and bad, BB king, clean and clear, CC Rider, Creative Commons, Comedy Central, door dash, doctor of divinity, dungeons and dragons, electrical engineer, ee cummings, French fries, firefighters, good guys, good game, heavenly host, happy hall, I and I, I'm impressed, judges and justices, King Kong, Kris Kringle, long life, landline, learned league (trivia website), millimeter, Eminem, Megan Moroney, Mary Moran, night nurse, knights who say knee!, double O seven (eggs and 7), past participle, papa don't preach, query and question, Ronald Reagan, railroad, Range Rover, rural route, registered representative, St. Stephen, social security, stay sharp, stay safe, Sarah Salazar, schutzstaffel, Tom Teshara, tik tok, too true, Unitarian Universalist, Ulster University, vice versa, virtual virginity, world war, weight watchers, xx (dead), the xx (band), yea yea (why? why?), ZZ Top.  


mosque vs. mosquito, revisited:

the answer?  etymologically unrelated (of course)

'mosquito' (little fly, in spanish) first appeared in 1583 

mosque (from arabic, masjid, place of prostration) dates from PM 

    PM?   Prophet Mohammed (back in the day, 570-632AD)

although a Sufi might consider a fly one of God's creatures, and therefore a mosquito as a little mosque?   just a thought.   Interestingly, only the female mosquitoes bite.   They need the blood for the development of  their eggs.  The males feed only on plant juices.


I have illiterate/uneducated, (or possibly dumb or inconsiderate?) roommates (or some, anyway) that can't get the recycling right.  It shouldn't be a problem. There's a brown lid for paper and cardboard, and a blue one for the plastic and glass.   Oh well.   I'll have to explain the RECICLAJE (recycling), I guess.   Es fĆ”cil.


cool animals (at Camp Royaneh):

mosquitoes, scorpions, black widows.    skinks, alligator lizards, western fence lizards.   garter snake, ringneck snake, gopher snake, western diamondback rattlesnake, and king snake.  Turtles, tree frogs, and toads.   Yellow bellied racer?


masd

martial arts and self-defense

sequences and mechanics of moves, experience and combinations/footwork, training practice exercise fitness and conditioning, discipline and dedication, instinct, fighting spirit, will to win, simplicity, personal, own style, repetition, repertoire, bruce lee, creativity, breadth, non-violence, pacifism, no-self, run away, defuse, submit (e.g. just give them your wallet), strength endurance speed power flexibility, skill and technique and readiness and preparedness and preparation, facility, learn and teach, see do feel, know both sides: offense, defense, right side, left side, dojos and senseis and gis and belts and competitions.

     FFFFF:  philosophy, fun, fitness, friends (and fury?!)

for use/applicaton in different situations, e.g. (special forces, bouncers, rape, street fights)

simplicity: an 8 part move is difficult in real life fight situation: 

    keep it simple and effective, relentless, vicious   

aikido is the art of peace, non-violent, pacifist, doesn't injure, submissions, "the art of hitting people with planets", like weeble wobbles, learning to fall, roll, blend with attacker's energy, and eventually students ideally come to "dance" as both offense, defense, uke and nage.

    jujitsu is "101 ways to get to the groin" (-my friend Mary)

BJJ is grappling (most fights end up on ground), Gracies often win MMA fights

   tackling and bringing submissions

krav maga, the Israeli defense forces art, meaning contact combat in Hebrew, is known for being brutal, no-nonsense, good for women vs. rape, and incorporating different arts.

   Bruce Lee created Jeet Kun Do,  from Wing Chun, a type of Kung Fu.   Wing Chun is a hard art to learn well, and uses the wooden dummies, for close contact, fast, and dangerous (e.g. the eyes) overwhelming attack.  

   JKD?  way of the intercepting fist.   WC?  Singing Spring.   KF?  any skill acquired through learning or practice (work, achievement, merit).    Wushu means 'martial art.'

   Capoeira is beautiful, like a dance, with athletic, acrobatic and gymnastic moves, designed by slaves in Brazil, I think.

most dojos have a free introductory session, go to all of them and learn heaps!


caution is wise, but don't let anxiety, paranoia pervade or take over

warmth, openness, acceptance, excitement


string of associations:

God is love.   God is a man of war.   Love is a battlefield.   Chess is war.    War is the art of deception.   God is the devil.   God is hate.   God is a woman of peace.


*sbc/cbs

sweat blood cum

bodily fluids (lymph? piss? tears?)

and milk