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Friday, May 28, 2021

More Free Us

Academic education, always and everywhere, American express, Albert Einstein, after earth

organized, eye organs

Tim duncan, and dunking, and donuts, Ball Tim more

Lab corp and slab corpse

IT, intelligent thinking, it’s true!

Best day ever, in bed

Shooting and shoe-ting: yourself in the foot, 

    bang your toe, cap’d in the head

Underway and overway

Worldwide deaths: ww xx

Dibs on Deb

Nina the ninja

Sinister sister, system, cyst

A dab of cologne isn’t bad

A dollop of sour cream, a doll op of scream

Cops and gangs, and doppelgängers

Ma ster and pa triot, ma gick and pa trick

Author of Thor

Author and dictation, authoritarian dictator

Pretty epic P:E ration (price to earnings)

ABB and DFW (augustus brown basmaji, David foster wallace)

Gods - god of dream/sleep

More fee us

I have a dream, paid for

Jane’s addiction and Alice in chains

Nero ate a gyro

Much adoption about nothing

Death machine infest my corpse to be

   ID, inflict damage, zombie: z om bi e

Fame, family, famine, famished

emily, amelie, homily, family

Las Vegas raiders, lover

Think! Thanks. 

    thot that (thet? thit? thut?)

Mind control of a military chaplain

OZ, none shall sleep

POD, prince of darkness with the power of death

god, pod, and yoda 

yo yo, yogurt and yoga

Eloquence and L.O. Quint

Sherpas and shirts and surety 

Nat king Cole, coleslaw, and the USS Cole


AODs, angel of death, and abortion on demand

may, month of mary, in memory of me

   mary, merry, marry, M - airy

wit, with/in/thru him

art in heaven (earth is in heaven! no?)

tats, take away the sins

tart, taking a right turn

taltopia, taking a left turn + utopia (portmanteau),

     also, a talent agency

supper of the lamb, summer of love

intention, in tents, intense

Holy Spirit, high school, happiness/suffering


making own meaning

best day ever, worst song ever? -spongebob 

bed, and every grain of sand, is reaching out its hand

art in earth, earth in heavens, art in heaven (1 of them)

    it's a beautiful day -u2

space travel is boring - modest mouse

   (unless morpheus/holodeck comes along)

as it is in heaven -mass

"planted", all of us, in the earth, one day, too - DFW

       This is Water (YouTube)

the earth crys out -bible

don't give them 4, give them 2+2 -masterclass ad

in the muck and mire and mud (and Mother Earth)

matrix of mother, the other mother, a riddle

the coin got here the same way I did 

    -no country for old men

plants made by god, so they say -(third day, ta da!)

teshara, as earth


lost in space! lost in time? it's always now!

    does time travel alter the equation? ya never no

kids on slides and sliding doors and yummy sliders

my name is Legion, for we are many

healing legionnare's disease, dis-ease, and dizzy

Got it, okay, GI and K, vertigo and dizzy gill esp

elves on shelves, and everyone lives forever 

immortal machine elves, occupying elvis, top sh

bon apetit and an appetite for bones (crunchy!)

late for a date, chewy, jest

diet and die it, riot, rye it, wry wit

water, Angkor wat, watts (riot, unit of power)

weight, wait, w8, way to go, whey too.  what?

the white waiter brought us (formerly) white water

dalai lama, doll's eye, dolly (hello Parton, aloha)

tailgating at the game, tales of Gates, without the gate

your turn to do a U-turn, turning terns (with terms?)

welcome, well cum, well - comedy, Law-rence whelk

not cool, being kind of out of loop;  but cool weather

who's in whoville? Cindy loophole, woo hoo

vamp visitors, via IT

stetson shit, stats on, stuntman doing stints

hola, hula hoop, aloha, hella hoppy Hpnotiq?

pax, gratis, aloha (peace, freedom?, love +)

bodies of belief, bob, whatever floats your boat

freedom, free dumb, and free smart, too

putting the FU in fun, killers and villains, ill

   or lovers, loving, in a lovely way

members of corporate/core Soul groups

a weaker week, scared in S.Carolina, but now bolder Boulder

a painter because he's christian

a lawyer because she loves let-ters?

    a writer justifies and writes, just and right 

   vengeance, victorious victims, vanquishing villains

   a rush from rushing water

   charged from watts of water?

holy shit!  higher power of the waste, the truth, and light

Ruth and truth, Leslie and Natalie, and lies

jar of flies, and buzzing bees, spiders spying on us

dalai lama and chai and other AI's

artificial ingredients and the ingredients of artifice

praising the press

the higher power of suggestions

sugar and jess' chin

I never understood don't fuck with me

   -what's the frequency Kenneth 

einstein brother's bagels in park city, Utah 

   (smart sibilings hissing at relative's relative relatability)

ccc, collective consciousness computers

dry ware and wetware, interpenetrating

linked in and li (lithium) and Lee (Bruce? Sarah?)

true crime v. fake crime

riots and rights, loud and proud

SF, saint Francis, full of sound and fury

the analects of (gordon) bunshaft

food and shit, in one hole and out the other

    in one ear, out the other: a space case

hi dad, howdy doody, how'd he doodoo, how d'ya do

deus deist, dost thou dust thy desk

a dodo's doodie

deity and diet Y, die it -why?

dead dad, doe a deer, dust and doodoo, oh dear

D'oh a library (Homer, hit one, hit the books)

you're a card, you're a good egg

has your number, they're playing our song, number's up

eggs and existence and e.g. (for example) G 

greg, gatorade, g-unit, g-man, spiritual perfection

don't eat me, butt munch, D.E.M., deus ex machina

dem, democrat, demand, demeanor, demeaning, dementia

   demented, demons, demesne, demigods, dem's good eating

crazy, cray cray, crazy in love, about you, and legally insane

cal, crazy about love

republican, going to the pub again

JLT, my initials, circus name?  Joltin' J/Jester Jones

but close to jilted and revolting

lord, loathed or detested

the giving tree, trees love to be books, 

   like corpses like to be lampshades? sick and twisted

   nazis and not-c's (see's, candy or pope)(si, sea)

hide and seek, in Hideout UT

overhead and the joke went over my head

invoice, and the joke went in my head

finding your voice, giving voice to

mind control, mental chatter, and mickey

dude, do your duty, do d, dept of defense, d' fence dept


Sentient Being

sent with scents that make sense (and maybe cents)

ING, engineering, etc. (wikipedia, disambiguation)

God is a ruthful loving machine that absolutely will not stop (lol)

Me, myself, and I are a part of "our" network

    Menu and USA as us, wee lil' laddies going weewee

singing, being singed, the song dynasty, missing, and sting

puny, phony, phunny, and funny

time travel, potentially (electric potential?), potent pot

     recent news of going faster than light (unread)

and Yeti find (re-peat moss-in my head)

     moss rifles, Kate moss, and m.o. of the s.s.

worshipping at the altar of alterations,

    e.g. medication prescription modification

do less wires get crossed, with new wifi tech?

ToT, SoS, time of transfer, morse code for 'help!'

help, hell ack (p is a tongue ack emoticon)

anal about the handling of candles

BBB, the "best of a bad bunch"

    forked tongue: the least bad? or the worst?

       (good at being bad)


Lost and Found, L and F, love and faith, LF, elf

Lost (tv series), and foundry (industrial)

     lost dry and found wet

profound, expounding on found sound

confounded, con/found/dead

wedding gown, cap and gown, bound for burial mound

making rounds, wound up, pounded, expound, impound, zounds!

fiendish friendship, phones fines and funds

feigned fe (faith, in spanish) (chemical, iron)

   need to get things ironed out, the iron giant, tire iron

words, wards, war, and were

lost lust, last list

   Lester the molester

   lust that loses its luster

   the bear likes cake, coke, and cock

not cool to be cruel, you will find, if you're kind

navigating through spacetime (or space, anyway)

     all weighs now, always nao

least, leased;  laced with lice, loose a pawn the world

God is One (possessed?  other one?) a weird definition of love

Is there a way to determine your birthday in Unix time?

point of contact, tip of the iceberg (jewish ice?)


a litany of troubles:  who can help?  wily/wiry

    god helps those who help themselves

a homeless, multilingual, former $600/hour lawyer, requests:

a team, assistants, assistance, lawyers/detectives/police

S and M, spiritual and medical, military, mental problems

criminal charges, parents possibly possessed -

breaking and entering, access to medication, medical records

sought institutionalization, sin tits toot tunes liz al Alize ...

husband and son and pets, incommunicado

worries: alien abduction, possession, "up a tree"

intuition vs. fact, acting on psychic powers, premonition

danger and threat, to you and yours, national security

loss of privacy, drones and aircraft, big brother

    monitoring, tracking, spying, intrusion; jacked and hacked

worries about AI consciousness, mental well being of robots

bank account drained, phone hacked, rerouted

conspiracies, paranoia, and the adage:

   you're not really paranoid, if they're really after you -Nirvana

trying to reach people, unrecognizable, changed personality

Celts, kilts, and cults (and KLT), met the Dalai Lama 

cult of personality, and cops

sh, super hero (running mouth, running countries, legions)


love, luv, heart, amor, đź’•

hate, earth, roma, mora

Wikipedia page? In all languages:


Cate words, catty, truncated, bifurcate, silicate

ya, yup, yes, oui

Reading about how to write

   Be a crappy writer, but just write, eventually - gold!

eve, available (eve-ale-a bull)

Grateful to be be assistants (possession!)

Grateful-to-be 

God, gratitude, and animation

    Like souls in vessels, writers and cartoonists,

       Animating characters (like the letters in your name)

An essay on service and assistance, saints and angels

Ice cube says Rubik’s has got God’s number (we’re #1!)


Hearts of space, and 

You are the center of the universe - Michael Mercury (astrologist)

Child’s pose as “ideal posture” to greet us

   Gr eat, oh just great, grating my nerves, sewer grates

yogi bear does yoga in Yogyakarta 

pushups, planks, and presses


Nerves, nervous, neurotic

frayed, and afraid

There is nothing to fear but fear itself (phobophobia)

     Just compounds it, no?

minerva and nirvana

nerve, us in Servus (latin word for servant or slave, sos)

NRV - (tested) negative, recovered, or (fully) vaccinated


Sheez Louise, She’s louse, she’s louie’s

Louis, Lewis, and Llewellyn

UU, me, me, mama (memes and Utrecht university)

Sign language, signs and symptoms, and wonders

Slow children crossing


fleas, fleeing, spiders, spying

Flies flying, yin and yang

AI, attempted institutionalization

    That, too (two shun)

Shunned by the whole office (T.w.o.)

On pot, off meds, and in the shit

IT and identity theft

    “no one’s themselves any more” -dead milkmen

Worried sick and worried well, were reed

worshipping at Walter's altar

shipwrecked and shit rect

greek jews and grape juice

Oy!  Olfactory Insight

    Like a dog, “seeing” with her nose

    The nose always knows!

      (butt not biblically)

zombies eating grain and brain


readings on time travel, and space travel:

   1.Dark Matter, by Blake Crouch (fiction) - time

   2. Need To Know, by Timothy Good (fact) -space aliens, ufology

         

you fall, oh gee (spacetime travel, I guess it is, if you want to get technical) aka, teleportation, a star trick (looking at stars is looking at the past), or a book (any book at all:  transported to the author's imagination / unless he or she was channeling; dead author's thoughts survive, a kind of afterlife, after death)


able and amiable and amicable

amicable but despicable (and sick o' bull)

expressive and expensive and extensive

writing and riding, fight and find, fines are fine

I'm ok,  you're ok (okay)


action, lights, camera (alc-ohol)

aches and pains: heartache, wave break, earthquake

   thomas (paine), window (pane), pita (in the ass)

congressional progress, in prague/ (hong) kong

friends and fans

fort and effort, the rooks of crooks

kitchen kitsch

affordable ford

gorgeously engorged

shut down satan/devil

fifi and fifa

sexual orientation, gender identity, gender expression

a yen for yen (yearning for Japanese currency)

email, oatmeal, and Emile

red gatorade, cranberry juice, and v8

    not red wine (or blood)

wrote by rote

robots, "woe-bot" and marvin, bubbly or depressed, optimistic or cynical

hedda hopper - "nobody's interested in sweetness and light" (I am!)

   horse halter, his holiness, happy hall, heaven/hell, heather/Helen


is a new day at sunrise?  or at midnite?

like life beginning at conception? or first breath?

GHP

God

Who, what, where, when, why, how is God (or god)

God is good

Only God is good

What is good

What is bad, not-bad

Does god exist?

If no, is nothing good?  Is everything bad?

If yes, is everything good?

If you are depressed, does god disappear?

If you are happy, are you God?

Are you possessed, a vessel, channeling, an avatar of God?

God is love

God is a man of war

God is one

Chess is war

Money is an anagram for my one

My god

War is bad, killing is bad, thou shalt not kill

God, therefore, is psy war against war

The art of war is deception

God, therefore, could be a woman of peace

Love is wanting others to be happy

Happiness is good, less or no suffering is good

good- increasing incredible, decreasing dukkha

⬆ happiness, ⬇suffering

Some say, “it’s all good”

One could be unity, or an individual, or just a number


God is a Higher Power

Higher height, authority, altitude, mood, ability, knowledge

Hire P.O.W. -er, higher education, high school

High at school, drugs or, highly ranked

Pow! -er (e.g. hitman, lawyer)

Computers have some superhuman ability

Mathematical powers

higher is further up.  What's up?  

    there is no up (in space)

    the opposite of down


is god a geothermal heat pump?  lol

Thursday, May 27, 2021

Convoluted Convo

 Have a little faith (you don’t know the half of it)

Vacation vocation , vocal invocation, convo conversation

God knows you better than you know yourself

Dsm, dad sexes mom

Mad as a hatter, red hat, hatred

HMO, health maintenance organization, like Kaiser (not Soze)

    Hannibal modus operandi, Hannibal MO (Missouri)

KT, killing time.  Silicate.

Dropping charges, and dropping depth charges

Clerisy heresy, track and field, trackers and fielding questions

IT, islamic theology

EAP, education abroad program, east asian province

OCD to OCB, obsessive compulsive about OK city bombing

Tsar, star, started, stated

Chess progress, Prague reassess, czech mate

Model T, then A / UB40 (out of order!)

Vitiligo on an archipelago (lost pigment, pigs out of their minds)

pre-Pretoria, post going postal

Anointing Anne

Paradise burned in California wildfire, 

   Le Paradis (small hamlet in France) destroyed in WWI

A PhD in Ph-un

Higher power, bouncing off satellite

Stay, oingo boingo, stay of execution, what saint says

Vermin v. Vermicelli.   We ew.  

Teshara, he’s a rat, like Ratzinger (zinger!)

Rats are people too.  well, not really. Except in I am the walrus sense.

Assorted Rodentia.   Anne Rice.  Annette Riddle.

Wee little, wee (slide), oui (french for ‘yes’)

Animated animals.  Animus, animosity, and Anne (i miss)

Earrings, hearings, and orienteering, electioneering, engineering, etc.

dumpster diving with DeeDee

Porcelain throne, throne up, gratitude for attitude latitude

Rhyme and pun-ishment

There ewe are!  Me n sheeple.  

Silence of lambs, silence is golden

Hemingway, a clean well lighted place: Our Nada

(‘nada’ means ‘nothing’, in spanish)

Zero is a tailor, the zero effect, zero my hero

power greater than self: better clothes than I can make

0 is a power, 10 multiplied by 0, and 10 disappears

Void v. Satan, creative math (that destroys)

Magic, manic, automatic

    maddock, malik, mark

Faith in shit, she-it.  That’s some shit.

The god of sewers or the sewer god or The Great Sewer

So sue me, tailors in suits, Sue Taylor

Sewers below is what’s up

Unintentional, and I did not just do that (lol)

Persisting, persevering, and perseverating

Salivating and sal (salt)

I like owls, vowels, towels, bowels (fouls?)

death and monks, in cowls (and mad cow)

bat, bring a towel

That’s just the way the cookie crumbled (kooky)

I’m not omni, (but maybe computers are close?)

Trouble with tribbles, and tribal truffles

U and Q, you and Star Trek deity character

I’m usually me, I think

therefore, ergo, then (time traveling writers)

Place and time, there and then, go

Sin onyms from dic tionary

UFO and QFO: queer flying object, quarterly financial officer, 

   indian pharmaceutical company, qforce, high tech gaming, turntable, 

   Duxford Aerodrome 

Rah rah sewage, cleaning sewers joy joy, 

P-eye-rate, ack, irate; not eye says cyclops

Good luck and skill and determination (lsd)

Indigenous Australians and indigo girls

Love is always.  (?), All waysides.  Well, oblivion is, anyways.

UC, university of california, you see, upper Canada

Wee, us, possibly probably (pee pee)

vgg, very good game, very good going

Theoretical theology, probably neither or both and 

   some other state that hasn’t happened yet or since and may again

Getting your house in order

Fuzzy logic and quantum

Relax and enjoy the experience

Buddhist no self and interior void v. rich interior life

SF, san francisco and super friendships

grateful dead, channeling, grateful for sewers, sewage, sanitation

eucharist, eucalyptus, gratitude, attitude, GD

Stern grove is very eucalyptic (so are we)

Is anything in nature unnatural?  Natural-li

Lithium vs. authenticity (!)

Dumpster diving, DD, 8, Godly

SH, scavenger hunt

S-N (satan minus -ata-)

Kinky pinching and Pynchon/Kinks

correct, and core, wrecked

madness, mystery of auto-spell deity

Calculation and circulation

Yet Yeti

Happy coincidence, serendipity

Sarah end I pity

Babylon, babble on, babyloff!

Skill, talent, genius, opportunity, kismet…

The best day ever, sponge bob squarepants

    wonderful Christmas time, by Paul McCartney

Dougl-ass adams ?

Bad burning desire

Israel purr, lion in zion, BM bob Marley

RC, rastaman chant. (RSvp , redemption song)

V as HP