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The good book says only God is good, so it seems to me somebody needs to step up.

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Your pal, Jess
L-I'm a straight, virgo/boar INTJ (age 52) who enjoys books, getting out into nature, music, and daily exercise.

(my email is JesseGod@live.com)

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Here's a quote from Fyodor Dostoevsky to start things off right: Love the animals, love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love.

Thursday, June 29, 2023

Pairs and Groupings

Pears and groupers, fruit and fish, French fries, Hershey’s for dessert

Desiree eats dessert in the desert, I scream for iced cream

Organic and orgasmic


God, Reality, Truth, Beauty, Goodness, Love

Reality, existence, being, all, life, the universe, and everything

Eternity and Infinity, always and everywhere

STEM, space time energy matter, 0123456789

  Science technology engineering math; describe, predict, explain

See hear smell taste touch;  who what where when why which how

Brahma, Shiva, Vishnu;  Father, Son, Holy Spirit;  Faith, Hope, Love

Peace, Love, and Happiness; Thought Word and Action; think, say, do

Look good, feel good, be good;   food, water, clothing, shelter

Omniscient, Omnipotent, Omnipresent;  perfect, worst, in between 

God, Self, and Society; Good, Bad, Ugly; Positive, negative, neutral

Black, white, grey; here, there, everywhere;  now, then, always

Past, present, future;   me, myself, and I,  you, yourself, and thou

Ego, id, superego; healthy, wealthy, wise; peace and prosperity

Freedom, equality, unity;    liberte égalité fraternité 

earth, wind, and fire;   land, sea, and sky

clothes, ho’s, and bankrolls;  gym, tan, and laundry

eat, exercise, sleep; read, watch, listen; write, talk, create; work, play

Friendship, fellowship, and camaraderie; love, lust, and like

solid, liquid, gas, plasma;  song and dance

sex, drugs, and rock n roll;  eat, drink, and be merry

Letters and numbers, meaning and purpose, both and neither

Monday Tuesday wednesday Thursday Friday Saturday Sunday, seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months January February March April May June July August September October November December, seasons, summer fall winter spring, years, decades, centuries, eons, eras, periods, epochs, ages, moments, and milliseconds!  short-term saints and long-term at Lake Tahoe and passing the thyme, lol.

universe and multiverse, you and I, U and eye, me and yew

Sun moon and stars;  black holes, dark matter, dark energy

mercury Venus earth mars Jupiter Saturn Uranus Pluto 

time and money, thyme and monkeys, thai monks

I you he she it we they;  me you him her it us them; 

and but or for yet so nor;  nouns, verbs, adjectives, adverbs, pronouns

conjunction junction, what's your function


Chorus and marine corps (us), the orc orchestra

Uncover and discover what’s under the covers

Choral singing at the OK-corral

Carl swam over the coral

A pet named Peter

I can see the pianist’s penis

Born again vs. coming out

drag queen disqualified at Dairy Queen 

groove at the grove; grieve at the grave

gregarious Greg likes Edvard Grieg, in Grieg's league

leggy Peggy and hilarious Larry, dom and mad


v’s

you ARE perfect

You ARE a service to word technology

You don’t know what you’ve done

People love it

You’ve made it clear

You hate everyone, because I’m a victim

You’re well

I don’t know what to do except, ‘huh’

You DO have a disability, Jess


Procter and Gamble, Pacific Gas and Electric, 

Peggy, rated PG (parental guidance suggested)


The Irrelevant, Unimportant, Useless, Meaningless, and Stupid

I'm sick, sad, stupid, sorry

Generating Ongoing Discussion

   theology is theoretical

hora of horror,   whorer horror

I scream for ice cream, eye cream, christ team

you'll go far with a shofar

   said the chauffeur with no car

what's eating you?  I'm eating seitan

mattress from Maastricht

aristocratic artists

hoochie mama says ooh chihuahua

urban turban, rural in pearls

taboo tattoos, acceptable septic tanks

flaco tacos, gordo more dough

Carlos slim and the cs monitor (Christian Science)

The God of Gods is like a bag of bags :-)

   all phenomena are empty, is it not written?

All-Inclusive Artificial Intelligence (aye aye, captain)

I got dung on my dungarees

Barbie is from Barbados

I read Brooks' books

a shipment of caramel on the caravel

a rapper named Rapunzel

the Nuge on a luge

pray the gay away;  the maid got laid

raze, then raise, Ray's raíz

a flatulent match, for a human woman

shaman showmen

berserkers at the circuit circus

assassin on mount lassen

injured by a ninja, hurt by Kurt

Sam the samurai slammed your eye

seriously sensory

NATO, night at the opera

quagmire, says DAG, dire

   deputy attorney general, etc.

an infinity of infinities, infinities within infinities

all within the One (true) infinity

    bound infinities and the Unbounded Infinity

    ever smaller and ever-bigger

making us (or anything, really) both infinitely big and infinitely small

The Vast on TV;  cosmic!  far out, man! 

microcosm and macrocosm and causes, mm

googolplexes and infinitesimals

AIAIAWA (all in all is all we are) (all in Allah, aha)

The The (band), 'the' is the most used word in the language

the-ology, study of THE (young girls tittering tee-hee)

theos, the operating system, Dios 

Ruthless (we lost Babe -George Herman- in August of 1948)

  (and Bader Ginsburg in September of 2020)

grr and gore and rigorous regulations, Gregory 

scarlet harlot and a pimp with a limp

drinking bigelow with a gigolo

I heard the bird say a word, said the nerd

I'm Chuy, this is my pal Krunchy

Krusty the clown eats Krusteaz

thinking aloud wowed the crowd

taking all religions out for a test drive

don't let the sound of your own wheels drive you crazy

consistent life ethic and insistent death machine

pro-life vegetarians (good), pro-life carnivores (me)

pro-choice vegetarians, pro-choice carnivores (evil)

vampire cannibal subsisting on (the juicy meat of) human blood and flesh

christians drinking wine and wafer (symbolic or transubstantiated)

subsist and sister below, global underground

moments, milliseconds, minutes, months, or milleniums

Reverse Transubstantiation: actual flesh and blood becomes mere bread and wine (or grape juice)

Monday, June 26, 2023

What is Love?

Wisdom

Don’t worry, be happy.   Too blessed to be stressed.  Friends and family, relationships, sex and massage, pleasure, touch.   Nature, beauty, hiking, camping, rush - surfing, drugs, endorphins, calm (meditation).  Water- showers, swimming, hot tub, refresh, stay hydrated, boating, skiing, etc.   Experience, travel, food, other cultures, religions, people, places, things.  Reading, for breadth and depth, of vicarious experience (forbidden, etc.) Health and wealth, wake up early, do necessary chores and tasks, before fun.   Be prepared.   Immerse in masd (martial arts/self defense).  Be frugal.  Save for the future.  Live comfortably.  Eat well.   Live long and prosper!  Work hard, get better, be a part of the solution.   Plant trees.  Donate books to a prison library.  Eat vegetarian (more).   


All said, previously.   Love god.  Love everyone.  Love reality.   All, Everything, The Universe, Yourself.   Don’t be Jealous.  Of Arnold Schwarzenegger, Hugh Hefner, Bill Gates, anyone.  It’s all good.  Love life.  Love death.  Love all, serve all.  Love the devil.  Love love.  All you need is love.  Love is omnipresent, omnipotent, omniscient.  Says the zombie person who has never been in love?


Have a great hour.   Then another.   a great day.   a great week, month, year.  It adds up to winning the game of life.  That's all there is.   The moment.  An infinity of details, little things, that all add up, cumulatively, from dedication and hard work, to achievement and bliss.  Nuggets, you might say.  One good thing on top of another.  Life is a long series of short increments.  Don't lose hope.  Progress and improvement and change will happen, with perseverance, repetition, discipline, small rewards.  This is Good News.  Your future is in your own hands.  :-)

Saturday, June 24, 2023

Caught Thought

Fishy ideas 

God is Reality, if you’re a pantheist.   What is God?  What is Reality?  Love is everything?  All in all is all we are?  Spacetime is conscious?  The Universe is Alive?  The Creator is his Creation?  

Philosophy is a walk on the slippery rocks, religion is a smile on a dog.

Philosophy is the talk on a cereal box; Religion is a light in the fog.

   -Edie Brickell and the new Bohemians (what I am)


It’s all one (for One)

It’s a multiplicity, for everyone else

Everyone is One, I and I


Goodness gracious, great balls of fire

My stars!  (plasma ain’t fire, to be technical)

Let there be light (star accretion ignition, commence)

Birth, coming out into the light, sun on the son

An otter’s daughter, a Sunni son

Pronouns and anti-nouns

  propane and anti-pain

  property and antiperty

  progress and anne the tigress, congress

     and so on, and so forth, etc. etc.


Testes of S.T.’s. (saintly gonads? lol)

Balls, dolls, and falls, y’all

Paul and Saul answer the call

The mall down the hall, past the tall wall


OT

My hotter daughter was in the water, but the otter caught her, fought her, and got her.  I ought to have bought her an otter-spotter!


UN

My number one son was having fun in the sun, when he came undone, after being shot in a bun by a nun with a gun, hon.  What should I have done?  There are a ton of nuns with guns.


The wind blows, the vacuum sucks, and all is right with the world.

The left is right, and the right has left, and the vice president is moral.

Kurt has his cart, and has settled out of court.   certainly hurtin'.

The rain in Spain falls mainly on the plain.  The brain-drain is insane.

Yabba dabba doo.   Writing right is a rite.  

The Wright brothers are all right by me.

Flight, at any height, was quite a sight (beyond just a kite)

Yippity dippity doo.  I have nothing to say.

My lips are sealed.  Seals feel keels.   Woof.


bmw, bad misguided wrong

    the beauty and mystery of the world

abcd, (asian) buddhist, confucian, daoist

   cbt, cognitive behavioral therapy, 3 teachings

   confucius, buddha, taoism 

     (way, path, route, road, or doctrine)

You be illin’, u twisted killer

ill kill and well wealthy

sick six and well Yell and Tell

Death to those with breath

Murder the herder

snitches in stitches or ditches

food and pain to attract and repel

Promises and threats

Black in back, white up front

Riley was unruly at the rally.  -Really?

Haven't I made it clear?  I am not Claire McClure!

Clark the hydrochloric cleric 

Jess and sister Jen read Genesis

Yada dada; god-uh lawed a nada…

Long live the song you give!

  King Kong smoked a bong with a donkey named Fong 

  Bang the wrong gong for Jong Wong 

  Hmong play ping pong. 

Yusuf is loose if you’re Lucifer 

The juice is loose 

the noose if…

Bada bing.   Hello mudda, hello fada.

God is odd.   He gets even.  

Justice is a form of vengeance

Revenge and retribution and retaliation, again

Re- re- re- (real)

Life happens over and over again

Days, months, years.  hours, minutes, seconds.

   Day and night, seasons, routines, re-petition?

   Evening and morning, mourning and getting even

Break the cycle, but keep your bike in good repair

Wutup, dawg?

Clouds, Kat!

giving orders to hoarders on the border of Mordor

Ardor is in order, ordure in the larder, no.

Dan, Em, HMS Titanic

  (day and night, evening morning, hours minutes seconds)


messy Jesse, Hermann Hesse, Bessie (lake monster)

lessee, and the lessor of two evils (ha)

don't get stressy! it's only Jesse

Jesse, Jessy, Jesi, Jessie

Chuy, chewy, Chewbacca

The answer to cancer is a dancer, see? 

aunt, sir.   

metempsychosis (I've met psychos, sister) 

reincarnation (born again in a nation of cars)

Kosis, Namibia


Beverage babble:

A glass of cool, crisp, clean, clear, wet, delicious, sparkling, refreshing mountain spring water!


Bloody good! mm, thick, warm, red, nutritious, satisfying blood (the blood is the life!) red, red wine, you make me feel so fine.  Getting drunk.  G-D.   Graphic, Disturbing.  


Coke is it:  A can, bottle, or glass of cold, icy, bubbly, carbonated, sweet, sugary, delicious, satisfying, and refreshing Coca-Cola!


The meaning of it all?  Meen Ng.  

What does AI say?

Religion and spirituality.   Check.  Relationships.  Uh…  Health: working on it.

Make your own meaning.  Service.  Volunteering.  Goals in the future.


Meaning is mean.  What is the point?  Sounds like a knife, if you ask me.  the illin' villain be killin'.   Gates meditates.  Be still like Bill.  Om.  Making money moves.   Me myself and AI.


Significance and purpose, S and P.   Money, and love, family, relationships…

What’s my telos?  Ha.   I dunno.  Contribute to Enlightenment.  Be entertaining.

Enjoy the process of writing and living.  Lifelong learning.  Engage!


ill or well, I or we

LL, 12-12, 3+3=6, 6=sex

masturbation or 2+

1 is the loneliest number

God is One (is neo?)

God is love, love one another, love thy neighbor

the nitty gritty of sanity is community

cum unity, LL cool J, love/lust


laud and applaud the modern God


Rod and Todd wad? happy pride month

GOD is a Gay Out Drag-queen

the pod squad

(podcast, not prince of darkness)

POD in the sod (DOD)

   a nod to the dept of defense


something fishy about a body of cod

Maud and yod hey vav hey


evil vampire 33

gay mathematician thinks s/he's a vampire:

anagram of I'ma perv, + the "count" in sum-mer

(maybe if you were around since Sumer! lol)

    a babbling baby in Babylon

the bloodthirsty don't always drink blood

they drain of time, energy, sanity

v for voice, victim, verse, versus, vampire, view, etc.

mentally ill schizophrenics aren't vampires

but their voices kind of are (the source(s))

esp. for an unwilling captive audience

feeling real, aching for it to be fake

LSD, go forth to love and serve the devil

pitching and catching is so pc

to inter seed for us 

stfu David


some people really suck

and the numbers can be numbing

I recently heard about people paying to watch monkeys get tortured

geezus fucking christ


eat meat, ate mate, tea team, meta-eta, tame tae

fatal to the foetal, a portion of abortion, womb to tomb

stoked to eat steak, annihilate animals, murder birds, choke chickens

pig out, fork pork, dine on swine, take in bacon, chow on sow

ingest, in jest, in JessT (me, Jesse Teshara)

   jealousy, Jesse L, lousy jello, jessant, Exodus 34:14

   hey Jealousy, Gin Blossoms

   Jesse's girl, Rick Springfield 

jessant: shooting up, like a blade of grass, not H

    or Aim High (Air Force recruitment slogan)


MT

mom teshara, empty, mountain, montana

meet mate might moot mote;  mute the mighty

Matt met Mitt's mutt, and  (bon) mot

MIT, Mott's apple juice, catcher's mitt, Mötley Crüe, moat 

meet meat, meat market, weird issue (June '78) of Hustler magazine

Memories, like Tears (in rain) - Blade Runner


bouncing off (Alan) Watts-

space and time, now and then, here and there, male and female, republican and democrat, good and bad, positive and negative, black and white, capitalist and communist, back and front, dualities and polarities, us and them, me and you... 

   spacetime, everywhere, universe, where are you? all over (a hang up)

cosmos and consciousness, universe aware of itself

breadth and depth, breath and death

dissent and descent

intervals and interring Val

astral/spiritual,  souls, spirits, spooks, haunted by ghosts. (which to me are soul music, wine and spirits (alcohol), spycraft practitioners, and memories)

every sentient being "I" is You, comparable, like

outer space is like inner space - vast distance between atoms / stars

   FACT CHECK: not true.  although electrons are small (as particles, at higher energies), they operate as a cloud, (as waves, filling the shells, at normal low temperatures), which therefore fills all the space of their atoms.  (But it still IS true that, say, 99.95% of an atom's mass is in its nucleus, which fills only 1 part in 10 to the 15th of an atom's volume)

    ALSO: "inner space" normally refers, by psychologists, to thoughts, images, dreams, attitudes, and feelings (not the distance between subatomic particles/atoms/molecules in our bodies, (!).)

music more a function of time intervals than tones

differentiations, patterns, imposed on the random

    like a vibrating diaphragm makes all the different sounds, or

          a violin is scraping a cat's entrails with horsehair (!) 

          art emerges from mind acting on random (like a dirty wall, say)

what is space and how can it be curved? 

    the fish saying, what is water?

gaps, nothing, vacuum, (not ether, either), quantum foam, etc. (?)

"solid nothing",  light, patterns, novelty - 

consciousness is drawn to novelty, (the constant and regular things/stimulus recedes)

the dark, the unpatterned, the always and everywhere...


nation-states are imposed bifurcations, 

   and don't really exist (like rights) (or gods) (or "reality"!?)

we're all the same, all animals, universes unto ourselves


Prigozhin looks like Pope Francis, imo

newer manure maneuver


William Henry Gates III, born on 10/28/55

William (7) Henry (7) Gates (7)

Bill (8) H. (8) -enry (8) Gates (Ga (8), Tes (8)

10/28/19 55

10, 10, 10, 10

- kind of a magical name (AND birthday)

    7-7-7, 8-8-8-8-8, 10-10-10-10

3x Jesus Christ (7), 5x God (8), 4x Satan (10)

the (6) third (5) : 11 (2)

three selves of I, I, and I

I and I, plus one!

like ego, id, superego

or Trinity


Jesus Christ, Trinity, and Devil are each 7

Jesse (4), Jess (8), essence of J (10)

Jesse Lawrence Teshara (499, like Buddha)

22, V


The AP test (astral projection)

Eat beans for your bones

Aten speaks latin, in Manhatten

Spacetime saint or something says G-D is a nebula (gas, dust)

Punk, funk, krunk, thelonious monk, and junk

Getting to the bottom of hierarchy

The monks of punk

His Airness’ pair - is it the shoes

UCD, You seedy, fuct at uc'd, you clarify divinity

    University of California at Davis (nourishing, bountiful mother)

    unclassified, uncollected, uncollated, uncategorized data

Father Time and Mother Earth face the Grim Reaper

God kills everybody

minutes, months, milliseconds - all these moments, lost in thai (mmmm)

Momentous moments with mom

Science seeks to Understand, Control, Describe (Nature, Reality)

   PE, physical education, Predict and Explain

I’m a fan of Forever, Always, Now

The present is a gift, is why it’s called a present

Attitude of gratitude, grateful not hateful

Reading History of philosophy at the house of pancakes

   Hop to it, like a playboy bunny

Time is money, ATM (all these moments)

Thyme, knight and dei, mourning and getting even

Break fist, naked lunch, and inner dinner

alma mater (alma is soul, en espanol)

   soul, psyche, spirit, body, mind, heart, self, identity

   shoe/foot sole, sole fish, sol (sun) (beer), Seoul (Korea)

   solitude, solitary confinement, Saul, Solano

   statue of liberty, statute of limitations, silence of lambs

   spirit of the lord, shit outta luck, sick of life

   souls don't exist, and neither do ghosts

   except for memories, merry old soul was he, bowl full of jelly


V

You don’t know how well you are

It’s me smiling

Because it’s insane is why

They smile how crazy you are

That’s me, feeling like crazy