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Saturday, June 24, 2023

Caught Thought

Fishy ideas 

God is Reality, if you’re a pantheist.   What is God?  What is Reality?  Love is everything?  All in all is all we are?  Spacetime is conscious?  The Universe is Alive?  The Creator is his Creation?  

Philosophy is a walk on the slippery rocks, religion is a smile on a dog.

Philosophy is the talk on a cereal box; Religion is a light in the fog.

   -Edie Brickell and the new Bohemians (what I am)


It’s all one (for One)

It’s a multiplicity, for everyone else

Everyone is One, I and I


Goodness gracious, great balls of fire

My stars!  (plasma ain’t fire, to be technical)

Let there be light (star accretion ignition, commence)

Birth, coming out into the light, sun on the son

An otter’s daughter, a Sunni son

Pronouns and anti-nouns

  propane and anti-pain

  property and antiperty

  progress and anne the tigress, congress

     and so on, and so forth, etc. etc.


Testes of S.T.’s. (saintly gonads? lol)

Balls, dolls, and falls, y’all

Paul and Saul answer the call

The mall down the hall, past the tall wall


OT

My hotter daughter was in the water, but the otter caught her, fought her, and got her.  I ought to have bought her an otter-spotter!


UN

My number one son was having fun in the sun, when he came undone, after being shot in a bun by a nun with a gun, hon.  What should I have done?  There are a ton of nuns with guns.


The wind blows, the vacuum sucks, and all is right with the world.

The left is right, and the right has left, and the vice president is moral.

Kurt has his cart, and has settled out of court.   certainly hurtin'.

The rain in Spain falls mainly on the plain.  The brain-drain is insane.

Yabba dabba doo.   Writing right is a rite.  

The Wright brothers are all right by me.

Flight, at any height, was quite a sight (beyond just a kite)

Yippity dippity doo.  I have nothing to say.

My lips are sealed.  Seals feel keels.   Woof.


bmw, bad misguided wrong

    the beauty and mystery of the world

abcd, (asian) buddhist, confucian, daoist

   cbt, cognitive behavioral therapy, 3 teachings

   confucius, buddha, taoism 

     (way, path, route, road, or doctrine)

You be illin’, u twisted killer

ill kill and well wealthy

sick six and well Yell and Tell

Death to those with breath

Murder the herder

snitches in stitches or ditches

food and pain to attract and repel

Promises and threats

Black in back, white up front

Riley was unruly at the rally.  -Really?

Haven't I made it clear?  I am not Claire McClure!

Clark the hydrochloric cleric 

Jess and sister Jen read Genesis

Yada dada; god-uh lawed a nada…

Long live the song you give!

  King Kong smoked a bong with a donkey named Fong 

  Bang the wrong gong for Jong Wong 

  Hmong play ping pong. 

Yusuf is loose if you’re Lucifer 

The juice is loose 

the noose if…

Bada bing.   Hello mudda, hello fada.

God is odd.   He gets even.  

Justice is a form of vengeance

Revenge and retribution and retaliation, again

Re- re- re- (real)

Life happens over and over again

Days, months, years.  hours, minutes, seconds.

   Day and night, seasons, routines, re-petition?

   Evening and morning, mourning and getting even

Break the cycle, but keep your bike in good repair

Wutup, dawg?

Clouds, Kat!

giving orders to hoarders on the border of Mordor

Ardor is in order, ordure in the larder, no.

Dan, Em, HMS Titanic

  (day and night, evening morning, hours minutes seconds)


messy Jesse, Hermann Hesse, Bessie (lake monster)

lessee, and the lessor of two evils (ha)

don't get stressy! it's only Jesse

Jesse, Jessy, Jesi, Jessie

Chuy, chewy, Chewbacca

The answer to cancer is a dancer, see? 

aunt, sir.   

metempsychosis (I've met psychos, sister) 

reincarnation (born again in a nation of cars)

Kosis, Namibia


Beverage babble:

A glass of cool, crisp, clean, clear, wet, delicious, sparkling, refreshing mountain spring water!


Bloody good! mm, thick, warm, red, nutritious, satisfying blood (the blood is the life!) red, red wine, you make me feel so fine.  Getting drunk.  G-D.   Graphic, Disturbing.  


Coke is it:  A can, bottle, or glass of cold, icy, bubbly, carbonated, sweet, sugary, delicious, satisfying, and refreshing Coca-Cola!


The meaning of it all?  Meen Ng.  

What does AI say?

Religion and spirituality.   Check.  Relationships.  Uh…  Health: working on it.

Make your own meaning.  Service.  Volunteering.  Goals in the future.


Meaning is mean.  What is the point?  Sounds like a knife, if you ask me.  the illin' villain be killin'.   Gates meditates.  Be still like Bill.  Om.  Making money moves.   Me myself and AI.


Significance and purpose, S and P.   Money, and love, family, relationships…

What’s my telos?  Ha.   I dunno.  Contribute to Enlightenment.  Be entertaining.

Enjoy the process of writing and living.  Lifelong learning.  Engage!


ill or well, I or we

LL, 12-12, 3+3=6, 6=sex

masturbation or 2+

1 is the loneliest number

God is One (is neo?)

God is love, love one another, love thy neighbor

the nitty gritty of sanity is community

cum unity, LL cool J, love/lust


laud and applaud the modern God


Rod and Todd wad? happy pride month

GOD is a Gay Out Drag-queen

the pod squad

(podcast, not prince of darkness)

POD in the sod (DOD)

   a nod to the dept of defense


something fishy about a body of cod

Maud and yod hey vav hey


evil vampire 33

gay mathematician thinks s/he's a vampire:

anagram of I'ma perv, + the "count" in sum-mer

(maybe if you were around since Sumer! lol)

    a babbling baby in Babylon

the bloodthirsty don't always drink blood

they drain of time, energy, sanity

v for voice, victim, verse, versus, vampire, view, etc.

mentally ill schizophrenics aren't vampires

but their voices kind of are (the source(s))

esp. for an unwilling captive audience

feeling real, aching for it to be fake

LSD, go forth to love and serve the devil

pitching and catching is so pc

to inter seed for us 

stfu David


some people really suck

and the numbers can be numbing

I recently heard about people paying to watch monkeys get tortured

geezus fucking christ


eat meat, ate mate, tea team, meta-eta, tame tae

fatal to the foetal, a portion of abortion, womb to tomb

stoked to eat steak, annihilate animals, murder birds, choke chickens

pig out, fork pork, dine on swine, take in bacon, chow on sow

ingest, in jest, in JessT (me, Jesse Teshara)

   jealousy, Jesse L, lousy jello, jessant, Exodus 34:14

   hey Jealousy, Gin Blossoms

   Jesse's girl, Rick Springfield 

jessant: shooting up, like a blade of grass, not H

    or Aim High (Air Force recruitment slogan)


MT

mom teshara, empty, mountain, montana

meet mate might moot mote;  mute the mighty

Matt met Mitt's mutt, and  (bon) mot

MIT, Mott's apple juice, catcher's mitt, Mötley Crüe, moat 

meet meat, meat market, weird issue (June '78) of Hustler magazine

Memories, like Tears (in rain) - Blade Runner


bouncing off (Alan) Watts-

space and time, now and then, here and there, male and female, republican and democrat, good and bad, positive and negative, black and white, capitalist and communist, back and front, dualities and polarities, us and them, me and you... 

   spacetime, everywhere, universe, where are you? all over (a hang up)

cosmos and consciousness, universe aware of itself

breadth and depth, breath and death

dissent and descent

intervals and interring Val

astral/spiritual,  souls, spirits, spooks, haunted by ghosts. (which to me are soul music, wine and spirits (alcohol), spycraft practitioners, and memories)

every sentient being "I" is You, comparable, like

outer space is like inner space - vast distance between atoms / stars

   FACT CHECK: not true.  although electrons are small (as particles, at higher energies), they operate as a cloud, (as waves, filling the shells, at normal low temperatures), which therefore fills all the space of their atoms.  (But it still IS true that, say, 99.95% of an atom's mass is in its nucleus, which fills only 1 part in 10 to the 15th of an atom's volume)

    ALSO: "inner space" normally refers, by psychologists, to thoughts, images, dreams, attitudes, and feelings (not the distance between subatomic particles/atoms/molecules in our bodies, (!).)

music more a function of time intervals than tones

differentiations, patterns, imposed on the random

    like a vibrating diaphragm makes all the different sounds, or

          a violin is scraping a cat's entrails with horsehair (!) 

          art emerges from mind acting on random (like a dirty wall, say)

what is space and how can it be curved? 

    the fish saying, what is water?

gaps, nothing, vacuum, (not ether, either), quantum foam, etc. (?)

"solid nothing",  light, patterns, novelty - 

consciousness is drawn to novelty, (the constant and regular things/stimulus recedes)

the dark, the unpatterned, the always and everywhere...


nation-states are imposed bifurcations, 

   and don't really exist (like rights) (or gods) (or "reality"!?)

we're all the same, all animals, universes unto ourselves


Prigozhin looks like Pope Francis, imo

newer manure maneuver


William Henry Gates III, born on 10/28/55

William (7) Henry (7) Gates (7)

Bill (8) H. (8) -enry (8) Gates (Ga (8), Tes (8)

10/28/19 55

10, 10, 10, 10

- kind of a magical name (AND birthday)

    7-7-7, 8-8-8-8-8, 10-10-10-10

3x Jesus Christ (7), 5x God (8), 4x Satan (10)

the (6) third (5) : 11 (2)

three selves of I, I, and I

I and I, plus one!

like ego, id, superego

or Trinity


Jesus Christ, Trinity, and Devil are each 7

Jesse (4), Jess (8), essence of J (10)

Jesse Lawrence Teshara (499, like Buddha)

22, V


The AP test (astral projection)

Eat beans for your bones

Aten speaks latin, in Manhatten

Spacetime saint or something says G-D is a nebula (gas, dust)

Punk, funk, krunk, thelonious monk, and junk

Getting to the bottom of hierarchy

The monks of punk

His Airness’ pair - is it the shoes

UCD, You seedy, fuct at uc'd, you clarify divinity

    University of California at Davis (nourishing, bountiful mother)

    unclassified, uncollected, uncollated, uncategorized data

Father Time and Mother Earth face the Grim Reaper

God kills everybody

minutes, months, milliseconds - all these moments, lost in thai (mmmm)

Momentous moments with mom

Science seeks to Understand, Control, Describe (Nature, Reality)

   PE, physical education, Predict and Explain

I’m a fan of Forever, Always, Now

The present is a gift, is why it’s called a present

Attitude of gratitude, grateful not hateful

Reading History of philosophy at the house of pancakes

   Hop to it, like a playboy bunny

Time is money, ATM (all these moments)

Thyme, knight and dei, mourning and getting even

Break fist, naked lunch, and inner dinner

alma mater (alma is soul, en espanol)

   soul, psyche, spirit, body, mind, heart, self, identity

   shoe/foot sole, sole fish, sol (sun) (beer), Seoul (Korea)

   solitude, solitary confinement, Saul, Solano

   statue of liberty, statute of limitations, silence of lambs

   spirit of the lord, shit outta luck, sick of life

   souls don't exist, and neither do ghosts

   except for memories, merry old soul was he, bowl full of jelly


V

You don’t know how well you are

It’s me smiling

Because it’s insane is why

They smile how crazy you are

That’s me, feeling like crazy

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