Fm, farmer's market; f 'em (female/male, father/mother), freak when
see mod you lay shun, fun/merriment, freedom/mastery, for me, flea
market, flo master, federal marketplace, f me,
fun, frolic, frivolity, felicity.
AH12allah,brahma(n),jah,jehovah,buddha,bahai,krishna,bhagavan,ishvara,shiva,waheguru,ahuramazda
tech, new nice wireless headphones?Bose
noise-canceling?With new computer, unlimited data -phone?
Ah, men. Amen. Am1!! amon.Amenhotep.
Om'n. Ramen. Rahm emanuel. Omen. Demon. Daemon.
Damon, damn o. atavan, “med you
can't o.d. on” inured to babble, just noise, ideas washing on
shore,
holy sea, as earth.
46: catholic OT, OK (46th state), chromosomes, forensics
go d. go die. Go, devil. Good without an o. D, vampire hunter.
Go- game, leave, triumph (trinity)
GD: gloom and doom, general dynamics
words: definiton(s), denotation,
connotation, synonym, antonym, homonym, homograph, acronym, numerogy,
translations, rhyme, etymology, embedded words (regalo, algorithm,
galore, algae, TN, 49)
ecdysiast! (strip-tease performer),
psychopomp! (the spiritual guide of a living person's soul)
(greek myth, a guide of souls to the place of the dead),
galimatias? (music artist)
throxgore and shnoodle-dorf, catholic
catechism, cat's eye, kat starr, caitlin moore, kathy gill
gill-t, purr-sun,
cougars/wildcats/panthers, cat got your tongue,
A great round rat with a tail like a
skillet – beaver
listen: love intimacy sex touch ecstasy
nature
you niverse, you essay, me n you (menu)
play: playmate, playdate, playgirl, display, ass-play, play-dough,
plato, plague, plain, plate
tuerca o nuez?! ya- already, finally, right now
redemption
red empty on (bloody vampiric-sounding,
if you ask me)
re dem pt ion (democratic party) (peggy
teshara, mom) (charged particle)
yes, that makes no sense. But
that's what I thought of. Maybe you see something.
PT cruiser, or PT boat, or petey,
peet's, peat bog, or pacific time... parent-teacher
anyway,
redeem (I deem myself totally,
ineradicably, utterly, irreversibly mad, crazy, and insane! Again)
nutz
shower, shave, shit, brush, flush.
Flesh for fantasy. 666. hey little sister, shotgun. Sh-ot-gun,
scient
ot, overtime, old testament, operating
thetan, offensive cross. US, unsatisfying, stressful. Upholstery
shotgun. Menu. Chickens, a chicken, chicken. Humans, a human
being, human. Mm, human. Ho Hum. Mm hm. Ho, hold on, whore. Ho
tell, m.o. (modus operandi) tell, holiday in (new year's). william
tell. Christ, Christianity, Christians. Buddha, Buddhism,
Buddhists. live, love, laugh.
Lovers, love, loving. Loved, loving,
in-love. Love, luvs, leave. Louvre, leaves, and live music. 3!
paint, triSaratops, spain, kaiser
soze, sam/sara, excellent, vic/tim, gregarious, dangerous,
erinaceous, pge, egypt, belt, gym, henny, tesla, jetta, slt, saab
9-3, z 71, heaven -dirt bath, e.s.m.e. t.w.o. -buffy, israel, india,
french, holland, brandi, fries, fires, ash (hematology), (prox)mire
and mudd, declarative declan, beneficent benjamin, dvd, protest ant,
vic-tory...
satan's slay, fire place, gr ace,
prey, missile toe, claws, morning mourning, k night, a wake, fun
eral, dec ember, w inter, rude off the red knows reign dear, happy
gnu year (gun).
!!: pleasant present, future feature, pissed post, figment fragment,
bitchin' kitchen, mahdi in an audi, augie's doggy, faggy aggie, watch
the witch, hordes at the ward, garbage cribbage, abort court, hates
haste, bitchin bitcoin, science silence, korean koran.
HP, history present, happiness psychology, higher power,
harry/hewlett, hydrogen peroxide, h(el)p no-L
“hypnosis by the hypnotized”
cba: cruelty, brutality, and abuse
m and m: motivation, meditation. Mice
and men. I, me, mine. Music and madness: icp
Satan, satanism, and satanists (stan
altshuler! Santa! As nat)
athe, atheism, and atheists (the A?,
hate, heat, thea) althea? (tea h) hot tea? Heta (greek alphabet H)
if God is love, than atheists believe
in Hate? Doesn't follow, lol. H-ate, eucharist!
sinners and saints, gods and monsters,
angels and demons, devil and god, lovers and haters
god is a garage door opener, lol. Or
maybe Gustavo Diaz-Ordaz. GG grace, glory (good gawd!)
trewart? My covfefe?! (theft? Rape? Encyclopedic wisdom? Art in
heaven)
mind, denim, mankind, nevermind,
reminded, mined, medina (elvis lives in evil levi's) elves
gothic goliath
collective commune, family, team, gang, party, nation, country
Garden of delights, phases of the moon,
ah dew
get out the door, grungy old dog,
growing older daily, get over death, get out of debt, good ol' dad
death, soldier (sol dier), dire, ired
(1,2,3) (I red, I, Red, ired)
d eat h, hated, d heat, the ad, date H,
ate hd...
died (49 -d), buddha'd, al gore'd...
jesse teshara -ed.
You shouldn't need the threat of hell (or the promise of heaven) to
be good, imo
sad, song and dance, said and done
death, pain, sorrow, and regret are
a part of life/reality
such- satisfied, u -smiling,
content, happy (“suchness”)
paths to god, holiness,
enlightenment (e.g. H) (scared/sacred)
fear of god, fog of war, god of
death
human tech: brain's memory capacity
visual rate of speed (“frames” /
second)
actual/potential? Fully utilized-
fat, fingers and toes, false and true,
fit and trim, fido and taco
mmm, mean median mode (pie a la mode!)
spiritual, spear it chew L (knight,
hell, elle, all, el (lord) (life or death)
fork, for kill, shake spear, spear
chuckers, chuck steak, chocolate (chaulk o' late)
no beer-belly, buddha-belly, distended
gut
low body fat, bmi; fit and trim
(“2nd body” (within),
baby bump)
clean white teeth, brush/floss/rinse
hi gene! Go to br. wh. bt. ch. wf.
(!)
excrete: ex crete.. piss, shit.
Pee, poo. Urinate, defecate. Micturate, bm/discharge feces.
happy dog: walk! Smells! Getting
petted! (Wag! Jump!)
Worry and alarm and disturbance-
barking! Arf, woof, bark, bow wow, yip, rruff! All true!
I believe in Dog! (thank you dog for
our food and our blessings)
Goodness and love and reality exist.
(glare!) (all god ever really is) reality is, a tautology, lol.
i'm just a person. I don't even
believe. A god to a dog? Be leave! Yay!
Dogs believe in us. We should believe
in God. God provides. (getting/provisions are good)
what we are to dogs, god is to us. A
simple theorem. A law? God is our master?
I am my own master, I am the master
of myself,
I permit no one sovereignty over my life, body, mind, self. I
am a self-made man.
“Persona non grata” (person not
appreciated),
in diplomacy: not welcome, entering or remaining, by a foreign
gvt.)
Mind map, brainstorm:
good, glad
glad; sad, mad -bad (ad, had,
cad(illac)(mium)(c assisted drafting)(cadenza),
dad, fad, lad, (go)nad, pad, rad,
tad, vlad, wad
madness: ahrwf, irate irritated, spite
malice revenge, oh bother
mother, brother, father, bother, moth,
broth, fat her, both-er
sister, cyst er (emergency room),
insist, desist, resist, resistance is futile
distance, resistance, stance, ants in
your pants, dissed ants (disrespected)
dis-missed, missed the mark, mystic,
miss stick
mm, mary moran, michael milken,
marshall mathers, mighty mouse, mother mary
michael/miwa/mitch matsuno (misha,
mai), m&m's candy. Michael moore.
happy, ecstasy, movie, move e, stacy
bliss, bless, b-less; huell howser,
and stephen/jonathan heuser,
“same difference” (called?)
john mccall, manuel micaller;
mom, ma, madre, mama mia, matrix
(reality, movie, womb, car/auto/vehicle)
auto, otto, ottoman
dm, dead milkmen, dungeon master,
depeche mode, pie a la mode
soul rotation album, bernie sanders'
revolution! Coup, coupe, coop, cop, co-op.
Little deuce coupe, Bitchin' camaro,
camara, mara (dale, demon, asmara turkey)
mess, messages, mess o jizz
relationships, love, amor (wikipedia
page) LA
ships, sink, sing k
hovey (clark), pj trudell (paul
james), tom mcguirk, greg -ship ping
boat, vessel, body and soul, sol (sun,
beer), sole (foot, fish), phish food (bj ice cream)
bagger, bugger, bug, insect, in sect
cum mare o
cry, crime, cryogenics, crimea
silence of lambs, sol-dier, statute of
limitations, statue of liberty, signs of life
br, blade runner. Gf, grave of
fireflies.
Karen wilson, andrea curtis, nina
sullivan, sara jane hawkins, holly johnson, melanie
bb beasty boys
travel: key west, china, disneyland,
ny/va, mexico, belize
8 (defecate, urinate)
fd, fred dixon. Stan altshuler, stan a
(santa, satan).
Doug kapovitch (dug kap).
Sheridan rom (sheraton room) .
Def- jam, con, death, lepperd, ecate, definitely definitive,
deforestation, de-f, defenestrate
Forensics: 4 n 6 (10, satan)
sad, seasonal affective, schizo
affective, social anxiety (disorders), sad and depressed, sick and
diseased
that's cold!
Is carbonite a thing
stupid with stu
rice and beans, room and board, rhythm
and blues, A- rab
brandi and brandon and brad
bold, boris and barry, air bnb, bamako?
ar, ar-15, anne rice, annette riddle, armando rodriguez, a-rod
“School” of fish, etymology?
sea horse is not a horse, jelly fish is
not a fish, sea monkey is not a monkey
rhode island is not an island
si, sleeping in
speed reading, language lessons
wasc, (write author, scribe, compose)
impermanence: frailty, fading, passing,
brief, lmited, temporary, ephemeral, mortal, transitory
(sublunary, tellurian, terrene,
geotic!)
perdurable, perpetual, sempiturnal
nothing is certain but death and taxes
eternal now, reality is, unreality is
not
reality is the only thing that will
always be, will never end, has always been
humans are just bugs on a rock,
impermanent like everything else.
Universe is infinite, dark, cold, and
lonely
the only purpose humans have is the
genetic imperative, shared by all life, to survive and reproduce.
The only meaning can be found in family
and parenthood
spawn til you die
be a man for others
possessed
call me a doctor or maybe a priest
I'm possessed, obsessed with being a
beast
i'm an animal, a manimal
a goddamn ant
a criminal, subliminal; hear this rant
i'm a dog, dawg you feel me?
Impossible, I ate so much my energy's
inexhaustible
I want to eat, i'm on the street, you
can't defeat, this bombass beat
just can't be human, humane, or well
i'm sick, i'm twisted, i'm going to hell
babylon and on and on
famine, hunger, starvation,
malnutrition
poverty, homelessness, squalid abject
dire
lack, privation, need, want,
destitution
affliction, unhealthy, unwell, s.i.d.
Mentally ill, psychotic
misery, hopelessness, despair, unhappy
(uh), discontent
ahrwf, resentment, ire, irritation
anguish, sadness, depression, sorrow,
regret, grief, distress
disappointment, s.a.w., upset,
dis-ease, un-ease, bothered, dukkha
frustration, futility, absurdity,
nonsense, meninglessness, anomie, angst
inequality, unmet basic need,
possessed, hearing voices, disturbed
schizophrenic, telepathic
psychopathic, sociopathic
depraved, diabolical, cruel, unkind,
vicious, mean, ruthless monster
wrong, bad, turpitude, sin, crime,
wicked, evil
immoral, unethical, unlawful, illegal,
criminal
scum, garbage, trash, vermin, refuse,
inferior, subhuman, disgusting
life is difficult, flawed, imperfect;
discomfort, fear, fright, terror; bitterness, hardship
I am scenic (plus hizophr)
I hear voices, which I imagine I would
be grateful for, were I deaf
I have a power, a gift, of telepathy
but am considered mentally ill,
psychotic, crazy
it pays the bills
am not in debt, and thereforre richer
than X% of americans
I am an independent researcher, writer,
blogger, poet
I submit- I am God (like everyone else)
if you heard my voice, well you might
be m.i., too
If you speak to god, then that's prayer
if god speaks to you, then you have
schizophrenia
you are all diseased
maybe I should shut up
but I hear you too, we infect each
other
how can society, the whole, the
organism, heal itself?
Schizo skittles, faggot mnm's, mike n
ike, big hunks, snickers..
seriously, wtf?
Silence of the lambs, silencers, silent
meditations
a sound mind
without noise that annoys
nun
a member of a religious order (perhaps
hell before heaven?)
if u r insane, is the solution to be
OUT sane?
Sane inside, sane outside
ingested, pills in jest
is this a joke?
Am I a joke? Is god?
Ugh in laugh, fun in funeral
gnosis of no sis
hi larry t, hilarity
excellent, ex ellen t-
brown honda, in deep shit
seraphim, hey little sister shotgun
sincerity, ceremony
mr. t, aunty christ, lgbt (and d), etc.
uncle jesse, uncle tom, gym and vice
jealousy and coveting
prisoners: happy, useful, peaceful,
safe.
With libraries, food/water, healthcare,
less meat, fitness, education
security, growth
tor ture and tor ment
desperate squalor and poverty
twi (the world is) twix and twizzlers
bubbles, candles, sands of an hourglass
how many humans in all of history?
107b?
Neither law or sin exists, objectively
but almost everyone has a conscience
tubes, products of evolution
superego, morality, ethics, code
self-defense of body, mind, spirit
subversive, helpful
cork board
ny times, economist, cs monitor
journal (notebooks, c), blog, publish
psych research, virtues, personality
characteristics
b/d, encyc, spd rdg, etb etr, 1001, awd
-winners, canon
in love with life, sound and silence
information, intelligence
panetics
ipad wikipedia app, show vicki
cr, costa rica, camp royaneh, consensus
reality
what is it, how might it be wrong?
Sick sick sick
vengeance, retribution, justice, karma,
spite, malice, revenge
i'm insane for a sane reason?
Geography, history (spacetime)
brahman, oversoul, dust to dust
wealth, prosperity, love and happiness
comfort, good weather
papal, peace adventure purpose and
love
goals objectives discipline
health, strength, leisure, relaxation
fun cheer laughter play
joy happiness bliss; contentment
satisfaction
facts, data, science
growth, development, progress,
improvement
lifelong learning
whirled peas
kill those who would destroy it
save the world, infinite life for god,
the source of all goodness
numb brrrs-
zorro, won, to (tu, too), thee, for (fore!), F i've (i've had 6),
sics (sicks), S even (how odd), ate, nein!, tent (tenement,
tenebrious, tentacles, tenacious, tenet, tennis, tennessee, tenable,
tenor),
if reality is God's dream, is it still
real?
Wow, walking on water
water to wine
healing the blind
libad (merrily merrily merrily merrily)
butt a dream? Bad?
Finger paint manicure nails
all uh, no god butt god
lom. Is lom?
Sh, sacred heart is quiet, ow sh wits
med a k shun, shin
power, juice, authority, electricity,
pow!
To err is human, forgive divine
pregnant (ant)
fat her, thin him
busy ness, bazaar, bizarre
in the in-box, eating at the y
listen to the pugilists
la la la (law)
correspondence (core a spawn dance)
naughty (not e)
flowers flow
elect rick
spanish (s bread -ish)
wonder (one dr.)
godparents, patton dick
dirk the dervish
dirt, dermatology, durkheim, derby,
dirge, durable
wonder ow eye wonder
derf! Lol
honda (hon, duh)
comedy, calm remedy
blood, be lewd
cats, cattle, and catholics
catechism schism, catatonic cathedral
catarrh, quatar, guitar, gooey tar
peggy and miss piggy
a porpoise's purpose, I propose
infantryman, infant try man,
lawyer/devil (battle, tittle, jetthro tull)
movie, emotion
whorer horror
turkey, monkey, donkey (hanky panky)
margaret, rage mart, r great ma, marge
simpson
all my children, daze of our lives,
general hospital (a H for generals? Be specific) devil, details.
Racist fun, F U N-
reznor's razor
caleb's cable in the weird word ward
holly's subaru, ruby sue; cathy blish's
bliss
martial marital
present president
dimwit dipshit
fitbit tidbit
joy is a dish soap
mary meant, hum baby
jolly rancher santa
ponder a pond
apple, a pull. Cosmological constant,
a push. Pushed greg.
Essay on self-awareness
peace of mind vs. piece of mind
dance (dan plus ants)
do it, dew wet
autumn, ought um
britney spears, presbyterians, ex spear
ience
western, we stern (a very serious
howard)
noise annoys hanoi
harmony, harm money
writhe to the rhythm of the eurythmics
can't beat a beet (said the talk-O)
write right!
Lesbian dictionaries (no Rams)
win in winter
dim sum in the summer
have a nice trip, see you next fall.
See you next tuesday
jd power and associates (jurisprudence
doctor)
5 br months (february, september,
october, november, december)
(3 embers, e.g. coal)
february march april may (fm/am)
july august september october november
(jason!)
july (jew lie), serious august, febrile
february brew, ill in april
this month's m.o.
Words are a wonderful world
jrr tolkien (jt), ent om ology (the
study of meditating ents)
logy (words), logistics!
Digital fingers (gr, fin)
stink, flatulence, foul fetor,
mephitis, gas, fart, pooted, blow up, stench
jewish is sort of jew, finish is sort
of fin?
Interesting, inter resting
cost of a bull (buy bull)?
Satan researches jeweler
jest, geste
eek, zeke
priest, pre saint
lawyer, doctor, professor (profess or
confess)
officer gay, shiekh threatt, jesus,
christine/ian, israel, koran, shiva
krikor the kraken
castle-scott, jeff pon, king, tim
bishop, brooks
met a Four
movies: candyman, sugarman
insolent insulin; die o' beat e's;
a tack, attack; eye scream, eye tea, eye and eye; s king skiing
kitchen counter, you can count on me,
the count
(company united nations cross
emergency room?)
numerology- new me, are all? Oh gee.
Math (tam and matt), counter-espionage.
Cow inter, what's your beef? More cowbell!
Zorro, nihilism, zilch nothing bupkis
(O blivion)
one, neo (eon, noe valley, brian eno),
alpha, god, won, uno, a1 steak sauce, dr. bronner, anarchy
Won! We're number One!
To tu too, bind torture kill, the whole
office.
Thee on a tree, CLU (getta clue),
nails, trinity (bomb, matrix character, christian father son holy
spirit)
For dmv, metaphor
Five alive, sing co, pentagon
Sicks, sex, sucks, sox, sax
Seven eleven (getting even? Revenge?
Vengeance is mine...)(satan, lord el playing chess)
Ate, tea, eat..
nueve, new eve. Anais nin. Jean nine.
Diez, die in sleep (zzz), perfect 10
(fingers) (toes)
numb brrs, cold (summer, plus,
addition, adder- a snake)
various threesomes: (mom, dad, you),
(mad made you),
good, go overdose?, goo smile, orgasm
-little death (old), g (offense, orgasm- rape?) d
atheist, a theist
crashing symbols
prison, no sir -ack (reverse), pris
(blade runner, priscilla?), jesus christ (2,5, p) risen!
Riesen (candy), reason
incarceration, in car sir ray shun (?)
tinted windows are illegal, lol
pre-sun, in the a.m.
Hell, no love, no god, rape, and pain
rape- are ape (reap, pare, pear)
pera, bitch, purr ass, pussy anus,
“in the hole”, just say no
got game? (gay me)
hello, adele
slb, skinny little bitch (courtney
love?)
12 holes of jesus! nostrils (2), mouth,
ears (2), anus, urethra, nails (4), spear (1)
dmi (daily maintenance and improvement)
housing apply?
Hugging, cuddling, spooning – 3 books
(sutra, touch the power of human connection, -samantha hess, touch
the science of hand heart and mind -david j linden)
WB audiobook? Brittanica? (wikip is!)
(for blind?)
nearby crime?
Magazine issues, master bates, navy
seamen, whatever comes in handy
melancholy music, slow/atmospheric, space
extinguish lust, porn
time flies bzzz
origami, sushi, taiko, sumo, aikido,
etc.
meditate, breathe, note
never bored, always something (entire
library!)
change routine, yoga book, google
questions
yale courses, phrontistery, wybcx
gr, garage rock, general relativity,
grand rapids
rwl wtc ees (ee bb mm) eat exercise,
body-build, make money
go rwl (growl, grow l, gr
owl),(world trade center)(see)
clothes closed (clothes the door!)
ribbit, rabbit, rabbi, abbot, habit, damn it janet!
inmersion en espanol! Think, talk, write, listen, watch, read,
dream! (in spanish, :-)
your dad is a motherfucker. Your luvs
are full of shit.
Eat the kind, drink the smart. Harmony
snacks.
Masturbators can go fuck themselves.
Gesellen (joined, in german)
bad, birth and death, Beginning And
enD.
Kitty purry, presbyterians, dag ridded
evil, only I can thrill
sa on kg kt ln
cheaper, new and fun, bigger, with
friends *
david intrusion
FU methodist church (foundry united),
fee fie foe, fum
IMGD2U
I am shocked! Currently charged with
battery?
Obama fallout, through thoughts thorough -thoreau
Bb bookworm bibliophile
usa, you satan ass,
universe, you niverse (you ess eh);
university, universe city
list, love intimacy sex touch (m.o.
Massage, orgasm)
science museum, aikido instructor,
author, cuddler, dogwalker, nature hike leader, fitness parter
hobbies, interests, calling, passion
skills, aptitudes, talents, abilities
employment, job, career
american dream, self-help, fantasy vs. nightmare
S
essay, assess bliss process, structure
shambhala, sunny side of sodomy
sibilance, hiss, serpent, snake,
slither, the situation
security, science, scouting, success,
sports, shows! Safe and secure.
Sin and samsaric suffering, satan sucks
supreme, super, special, solid
sexy, stunning, sweat (sexy stranger)
sanity, satisfaction, strength, social,
self
speech! Say something
shining sun, a star in the sky
Utopia, needs met.
god- concept, role, status. Memes,
rituals, beliefs. Everywhere, everyone, everything.
Hears prayer, can answer prayer. Can
control minds (or mindlessness), even kill you. Fear of god.
None of that is me. But I made my
case. Santa for adults! Good, forgiving.
Benevolent, kind, merciful, loving. A
man of war. War is the art of deception. Maybe a dick.
Maybe you. God is goo'd. The lord is
cum. God is love, the creator. Madness, mom and dad-ness.
I am not a father, either.
(MD=Buddhism=kill=H=8=God, etc...)
(frustration, futility, absurdity,
nonsense) -bible
noise and fury, signifying nothing. (a
tale told by an idiot)
Roles (goffman, shakespeare) Tubes
(animalia). Bubbles (me!, buddhism).
Pop goes the weasel. IR weasel.
Survive and Reproduce. Genes and resources.
Msf, doctors without borders
swo, soldiers without orders
phone, tablet, computer (holy trinity!)
find (fin, d) d-death, the end
in a daze cuz I found god (omg,
oblivion)
well? Vampire source. Hematophagia,
drink me in.
actual, real, true and factual, honest
to goodness, swear-to-god
vampires vs. V
VV (eye teeth)
game of death, glee or despair, good
orderly direction
penetration, gross or dangerous
a drug, opiate of masses
perspective, lens
a framework, way of understanding (H,
S, C)
history, society, culture. Cult of
hannibal, satan.
Tradition or perdition (stories, lit,
scripture, texts) (poetry, music, dance)
love, friendship, community
charity, kindness.
Belize is the bee's knees
cvs character strengths and virtues
changed perspectives: drugs, travel,
religions, acting, writing, role-playing, reading, lying, movies,
exercise, language.
Drugs, dogs, digs, and dag
do what thou wilt, lwt (10)
lawrence william teshara
be happy, for no reason whatsoever
mom and dad, make a difference,
medication and drugs, misery and dukkha
sanity, equanimity, happiness
meditate and do nothing
read Hillary (what happened, hard
choices)
good old days, glory days, glory of
death, god or devil, gratitude or dismay, general disarray, graduate
of davis, grampa or dad, glad or depressed, gone or dead, gulf of
darien.
Guns-drugs, gold digger, graduate
degree, google discovery, green/gop or democrat
G overdose (gamma hydroxy butyrate, ghb)
orc, oatmeal raisin cookie!
Morton's honey buns!
Keep busy, daily power-nap, …
are we of more consequence than a
bubble? Or an ant?
Do I care if my child turns out to be
Hitler, or Mother Theresa?
(MT!)
lay out all my options? Infinite!
Old first church
there is no such thing as life?
We are all already dead?
Destined, fated for general oblivion
death
no! because we don't want to, :-)
general specific orders us to keep on
keepin on
theophysics
we don't die, because we were never
alive to begin with
sad, angry, dismayed (sad)
pure, holy, good (peggy hennessy)
blessed, holy, sacred (bhs)
hos- hearts of space, spacious,
expansive, floating, ethereal (fees)
kp.org website, explore, kick around in
structured, disciplined writer, author
routine, work at the craft
passion, joy, pleasure, achievement
research, organize, order, read
everything
chessy jesse
happy as a clam. How happy are clams?
Does Mass matter?
Empty of meaning, purpose, identity,
substance, and reality
dialectic. Rich and full life.
Full-bodied aroma.
Vessels, feeling drained.
Empty headed, brainless, foolish
crazy, when windows are advertisements
for the lottery
led, laxative emetic diuretic
groan up
when shihtzu, obituary, compass,
shattuck, murano, krusteaz, winnie, grass, acid, pussycats
are offensive, eating nuts becomes
scary, popeye's chicken is threatening...
does one require forgiveness if you've
forgiven yourself?
A hypocrite without integrity, who does
not adhere to his own values
(yoobi is dense)
travel.state.gov
*mystic mistake
aliens, spies, thugs, faggots,
criminals, brutes, assholes/dicks, idiots
psychiatry, pharmacist, jailer,
corrections officer, teacher, parent, hitman, police officer,
mercenary, arms dealer, gun merchant, philosopher, telepath,
executioner, economist, garrote leaver, hater, blogger, gardener,
film maker, musician, meat industry, butcher, chef, restaurant
owner...
legal avenues for depravity: meat, law, abortion, author, actor,
soldier, hunting, exterminator, priest, criminal, fisherman, god
buddha enlightened nirvana, ben :-)
(esme is the eternal supreme master of
everything, lol)
mental masturbation, self-referential
mind is buddha. Thoughts, words,
images, dreams.
Stick -scholarship, thoughts, ideas,
concepts, knowledge
how to grasp something
that pervades everything
yet has no form
I decline to define declan, I declare
summer james, be warm, it's winter 8,3!
2! (ajs, 1,10,19) as J, me (that sums it up)
scared of being sick, stuck somewhere
morality of murder, depravity and death
beautiful young female, friend and
relative, carelessly killed
mercy! murcielago
sickness and stress, quality and
quantity
*life is inspire, then expire
but a dream?
Books go boo! (ghosts!), economists go
eek!
AI, attempt at immortality
news? North east west south!
Time is life is money, letters
(blood-letting?), spelling and gospel, hastech unltd.
Margaret delia hennessy, peggy lawrence
teshara, annette v riddle, lawrence william teshara, mr. T
listen, write, talk. Wilt. Richard
stollnitz. Dick zonca. Pat Zonca. 3 moms, 3 dicks.
I have 3 sets of parents: biological, adoptive, and god-parents.
plus mother earth and father sky, if not the mothership, lol
America, am Erica
uncle Sam, sam/sara, uncle S am.
Snodgrass, not satan!
Moe- mystery of eucharist (simpsons!)
oj and a beer and wine and bread
lighten up, light reading, cig, sun,
comedy, ceiling, light-headed, smile
debt, deb t (debbie teshara!), debit-
deb it
marcel the bat cow monkey dog
liquor in the front, poker in the
rear (
money, funny honey
legal, frugal
pooh teen, putin, put in, poutine,
input
awe thor, reed, boo K!
Clean room, body (e.g. teeth), and
mind!
Darkness- true crime, bams, masd,
horror (e.g cthulhu), even BB (somewhat)
nature tourism
steven segal aikido, jackie chan, jet li, bruce lee, wing chun, krav
maga, shaolin, jujitsu...
permanent, real, absolute, concrete,
true, existent, spacetime, reality, universe
reality and relationships
wag price structure
community, family, companionship,
camaraderie, brotherhood, sisterhood
burmese, veggiemore
library bathroom readers?
f.m. Fighting method
heaven vs. hell:
ordinary life, by comparison, IS
Heaven!
Lawn bowling, exploratorium
parades, magic sow
chinese, st. patrick, pride,
report (non-income) to SSA
honesty, honor. Convicted felon?
AR, annette riddle, augmented reality
10: H, news, vocab, trivia, music,
okcupid, wag, masd, lit, exercise!
Pat: Brown, Zonca, Beatty,
Sullivan, Hennessy, Growney, Devlin, Bruce
ugh in laughter, ire in satire, gr in
grin, s and m in smile
love yourself, others, all, and love
itself
be good, get happy
enosis, kenosis, zoonosis
hyp, gnosis, diag
di ag no sis, weird
monetize, provide a service
some serious stimulus
blippi, bob sage, doogie howser, tom cruise, zach braff
Tranquilized by trivia
torah torah?
Kandinsky
micronize the mickle mike
bryology
intersubjectivity, god's dream,
collective unconsciousness, hive mind, “reality”
“in our mother's womb we have
vestigial gills and tail and fins for hands” -engaged buddhist
reader
ernest becker's immmortality project
boko maru
all animals are equal, great chain of
being, hierarchy, food chain
remember you're unique, just like
everybody else
god is a form conducive to
self-improvement
cowshwitz, whales, the mind is a vast
ocean of ignorance
ecology, gluttony
coup d' vlle, d'etat, d'grace
bronco billy
president hoover, you suck! ('22) vs
('29-'33)
30 large hydrogen bombs (avg. human
adult) m:e equivalence
9,357 itunes channels
on fire, mj, michael jackson, richard pryor
crackers or crack, junk food or junk
byron, boron, baron, boris, karen...
nap, meditate, sleep, relax, do nothing
yes! Yoga exercise stretch
hopefully not bugged by my blog
did the radio xmas gift work?
Star map!
NG atlas, on tablet (que paso?)
alexa, what can you do?
Decent docent
better business bureau, beach blanket
babylon, big burly n buff, bad body builder...
dave firebaugh, fire, cassidy starfire,
sonya solinsky
candy's candle
emmy, tony, oscar
Theillusionist.org,
everythingisalive.com, radiotopia.fm
highest gear, lowest rpm
way, truth, light: weird al yankovic,
terry pratchett book, solinsky
pub trivia
sky space soil sea
bilingual illiterate
oblation?
Ablative absolute
roy masters
the drunk giraffe drank half a carafe
direct action everywehere
history, hydrogen, harvard, honda,
hospital (H is 1?)
funtrivia.com
Anne Sexton, we are all writing god's
poem
procon.org
we exchange our lunacy for reverence -elizabeth woody
cart before the horse
cruelty assault rape theft before H
catholic means universal,
including mice, terrorized by cats (in
their nature)
anne rice, all right
meat, banality of evil
ann-imal crew-elty
green tea, T.
yellow bandana (banana)
f-t, false true, funtrivia, fun times,
feifarek-tipper, full-time
a rhetorical question: is heaven better
than love?
Earth is better than the heavens!
Gigantic orgasmic dick! Who said it's all gravy? Gravy on duck.
There's a Messiah College, PA (Rev.
Gary Davis) (!), giggle of delight! Kia -know it all.
a homonym can be either a homograph or
homophone
diplomats, serendipity, dip-stick (when
I dip, you dip, we dip)
homeowners with garages (homo's with ga
rage), gaze at cape horn,
assassin (hashish, not buggery), like..
fun fact..or grapes...penal (anal pain?),
August West, in Fairfax, and in
Dartmouth, MA
congress progress, re-assess, take
notes from economist (econo-missed)
papal people use paypal, parson in
prison, (ahura) mazda protege (!)
SNL, pinterest, solitaire, BB, berkeley
bowl, blue berries, bill bryson, big bird, bike bart (bus)
make friends, not fiends
Pratchett, Wodehouse, Waugh, Vonnegut,
Gabo, LG, Bryson, Neil Gaiman,
white water rafting
GD get drunk (obscenely? outrageously?)
panic and pandemonium, pandemic
vampiric drinking and pan (bread, en
espanol), get eaten (by worms)
augie to magic show! Cub scouts?
You don't know jack
spike and mike
gtu, join mensa
claremont hotel, bus ride
audiobook for blind (can I?) (encyc?)
everyone should have a life ethic, enjoy life, be pro-life, and work
to make life pleasant and fun for everyone, including, and
especially, prisoners.
I think the statement 'all good' is bad
does that make me a hater?
Or just a person with a morality,
ethics, a conscience?
Hate the sin, not the sinner, as they
say
I love sinners, lol. Yum?
Sweehearts, drunk, gr-eat, eat the
rich, eat carnivores
people are animals, what's your beef?
(can o bull)
Ants on the plants
fancy shmancy
put on my dance pants
I don't mean to go on a rant
here,...dennis miller
I am the key master, are you the
gatekeeper?
Funky yankee hanky panky with a donkey,
a monkey
the sanity of a manatee, calm tranquil
at peace
until the fucking motorboat roars over
them, cutting them to pieces
rinky dink slinkee on my pinky, wink
wink
wikipedia trivia question archive??
sara's poetry /books
festivals
reed.edu, radio like yale's?, online (only)
fact! The f act is a fun act!
Forgive us our trespasses as we forgive
those who tresass against us
(Schizophrenia!!) passing tresses,
right into the brain!
Act of forgiveness, too
good never loses? Evil never wins?
Each, virtual? Chess. War.
Seven, morning, more nine inch nails
G. Satan even.
Breakfast, a good football move,
athleticism (fast break)
or a gruesome injury (bone)
si self importance, self improvement,
sports illustrated (ill)
E! music, tv, movies, books, museums,
writing, gymnastics
religious variety, cirque, magic,
mma, wwf, monster trucks, demolition derby, taiko
cops and gluttons, both pigs?
If you seso, brain
some questions will ruin you, if you
are denied the answer long enough -
assassin, kill for money, kicks,
belief?
Evil horror, eh? Devil and demons, in
Norway? No way!
Villains, painting the town red
ologies and isms (OG's and jism, jazzy)
theology, pychology
stream of consciousness, poetry, rap
strong fit healthy well sane. Suck
fuck hannibal wall sick.
Get right with the world, be all you
can be, get away with murder, be an assassin...?
spite malice and revenge, pranks,
malicious mischief, break laws
chad and jack (don't break them)
support nationalism, military, arms
merchants, sell weapons, kill bugs, terrorism, capital punishment,
abortion, hunting, eat meat, start wars...
i'm thinking about writing a book so
dark and lethal the world would go insane
nuclear instruction for destruction,
list of motives with illustrative stories, happy sane evil and
revenge
mind control, nationalism,
sectarianism, racism
drone bombs, satanism, anarchism,
vampire romanticization, hatred and red hats, ninjitsu assassin
training, learning lethality, general acts of anarchy, terror,
mischief, savagery, disorder, and mayhem.
Brain storm (brian and stormy)
zombie, golem, werewolf, monster,
giant, witch, ghost, mad scientist, vampire
psychopath, sociopath, sadist,
torturer, mka murderer killer assassin, and rape
in a very real sense, heaven is not
being in hell. (enlightened, tv and lamp and fireplace) Enjoy!
Suicidal, seeking release from
suffering, torment, hell, pain, agony (past masd) sith pa!
Oblivion, nihility, nothingness
(release?)
there is a path to liberation from
suffering, says Buddha.
not hara-kiri / seppuku, or setting
yourself on fire, you idiot
weather we at her, father f at her, fat
her, a wet her ;-)
nibble on ears, hicks with hickies, xox
hugs and kisses, not ughs and chocolate.
f'd. Food, drink. Fire department.
Failure, despair. Flunk, d is for dolt.
Host, hostess. Borg assimilation. Ass
stimulation, ha ha. Fed ex. Fe, iron faith.
Fear of God, unending pain and sorrrow
end stages of some prolonged form of
annihilation
realizations, adjustments,
transformations
kingdom of reeds
I knew less than nothing about myself,
whether that was a lie or the truth
apple and pb, veggie tupperware
compassion, service, goodness, virtue, respect, loving-kindness, joy
gv, gay vampire, goodness virtue, grass
valley
gr, goodness respect, general
relativity, green grass/ anger, grrrl power, growth/replacement, gdr
toe, theory of everything. Too, theory of origin. Ass, always
something soft (to sit on).
demented demon, dementia
number of animals:
11,010,010,031,431,100,000,000 (11 sextillion +, more or less, lol):
10 sextillion nematodes, 1 sextillion
zooplankton, 10 quintillion insects, 10 quadrillion dust mites,
10T fish, 10T land amphibians, 10T
reptiles, 1T mammals, 400B birds, 24B livestock,
7B humans, 100M in research labs.
(11 scxtillion?: 11,with 21 zero's
after it)
Tozi- the aztec goddess of healing
ar, jesse, ur the count
v: victim, voice, vampire, vanquish,
victory, vs., v.
“never mind” vs. “pray without
ceasing”
straight a student, if you are, then
you think too much
clarity, larry t. clear-headed.
“clear”, scientology.
A ghost, a soul, an apparition,
diaphanous material. I see through you!
Enya, yanni; music and the MU (memorial
union)
enya, inside you; urine, you're in,
europe, you're up
collecting, gathering thoughts.
Gathering storm. Brainstorm, mental map (MnM)
put into narrative, sentences,
paragraphs, structure
author, writer, creative artist,
journalist, poet, essayist, (auteur?), word-smith
code, hypnosis, spells, memes, catchy
phrases, neologisms
rewarding, appreciated, esteemed,
lauded, worthwhile
challenging, addictive, stimulating
rational and sane (not dwelling on,
engaging with, voices)
what I like, think/say/do, know
fantasy: immortality: freeze time, time
travel, not age, turn off pain
teleportation, invisibility, morph
not need food, drink, air, water, sleep
(but can still enjoy them)
access to omniscience, one fact at a
time,
heal, regenerate, not die, or be reborn
as a set form, date, age (like videogame)
money, sex, drugs. Freedom, love,
happiness. Combat mastery. Super strength, speed, vision.
Dematerialize, rematerialize
(teleport). Friendship, harmony, joy. Perfect recall.
read all books, live all human history,
go everywhere, try all crime, do all drugs, pursue all science,
explore all opportunities, live! Sample being all life-forms. Surf
entire internet. Relieve all suffering.
Oh, well.
ch, evil ate
it's it?
One bread, one body, christian
corporation
shit: move shit around, don't be a
shitty person, be part of some shit, don't be full of shit
shit happens, good shit and bad shit,
i'm not shitting you, and that's some shit!
Murder your own baby or a higher crime rate? (!)
library- books, magazines, papers, computers, cd's (music), dvd's
(movies), audiobooks, lectures
Question: does killing silence the
voices?
Jews selling jewelry, irate in ireland,
a cockroach on my cock
grace! That's why I say hey man nice
shot
helen, in hell. Leslie, lying less.
Ignore lenore.
Justice law tome (jlt, writing the book
of law, not)
okcupid genders, lol
agender, androgynous, bigender, cisman,
ciswoman, genderfluid, genderqueer, gender nonconforming, hijra,
intersex, non-binary, pangender, transfeminine, transgender,
transmasculine, transsexual, two spirit, MAN, WOMAN.
Love is composed of a single soul
inhabiting two bodies -Aristotle
(not 2 souls in 1 body)
omniscience knows all
goal of dreams?
(maybe it is ALL GOOD, “on some
level”) (different levels? Game of life?)
perfectly powerful personification of
the principle of an eternally existent entity
SF YEAH J, son father yahweh elohim
adonai holyspirt jehovah
zeus, zoo ssss (snake at the zoo!), to
share Ra, esg (egyptian sun god) gestation
ire . Immanent ra entity. Razor, ra
zeus...reznor? Reyes, res reservoir, reservation (indian). rez
Gab b.s. Was fm/am:
god allah brahma, baha shiva, waheguru
aten shangdi, ahura mazda, flying spaghetti monster
supreme super source, sibilant snake
satan, sustainer spirit/son,
sf hs (son, father, holy spirit), 3:
creator, trinity, see!
Jesus and jehovah judge
greatest conceivable existent
sleep in sthe stormy sea, sun sky stars, sleep sheep, sheeple
gymnastics, dance,
individual display of beauty, form,
conditioning, athleticism.
Intense, acrobatic, forceful, fluid,
impressive, exciting, interesting, creative, imaginative, dangerous
fun
focus, mastery. Flexible, limber, agile, loose. Dynamic,
energetic.
parole v. probation. Pa role. Pro b a shun. Priests shun pa role
(!) shun bat. Bat an eye, on.
heal, heel, god eel, electric?
Torah, torture, torment, tornado, tort
(civil wrong), tornillo (screw)
ahh, tor?? sick shit. Masochist.
Mass o kissed?
The buddha who can endure all
suffering, or jesus on cross (without resentment?), or nazis.
Chess is war, war is hell, hell is
other people, chess is other people! I don't play, :-)
homie don't play dat
dubai, do bye, do bai: bother,
aggravation, irritation
my voice, his voice (a/b)
perfection, a sick cat (prr infecion)
motivated to have the perfect day, no
mistakes (organized, productive, efficient, flawless)
ultimate way to combat habit of being
self-critical!
Go to sleep tired, proud of my day.
GD, groundhog day
regimen of daily improvement
god's blogs at gtu, lol
is morality based on, ultimately
derived from, pleasure/pain?
Happy reading: learned optimism,
seligman. Flourish, seligman.
Stumbling on happiness -daniel
gilbert. The How of Happiness, sonja lyabominsky..
God is 1, everybody else, zero?
Sexual 1 and holes, god penetrates...
mindfuck, 4 “holes” fuck: pussy, ass, mouth, mind.
Bits and bites, does not compute
love, heroin, endorphins, and food,
music, movies, books, money (!)
buddhism, basic goodness
calvinism, total depravity
is god a monster, a psychopath, a
demon, the devil?
Only god is good??
one, oblivion non-existence.
Am I a whale? Is everyone krill? Mwaaaaa
monks and monsters and mondays and
months and monkey and money and monet and mono and mona
mon ami! Mon dieu! De-mon. (that's
actually ah law, jesse) yes, I know, david eldridge is a lawyer (a
layer? Brick layer, full of shit)
Read, exercise, multitask....rem sleep,
lol
forgiveness, repentance, renewal,
rebirth (a new day!)
the shit story: inuit makes knife from
feces, snowballs like an investment, riches/survival, success.
A catcher in the rye? Bodhisattva.
Help hell P (ack), sinister interpretation.
Hell thy, 0 sum? MY (2) health, heal
one (phallus)
God as an immortal idea, that never
dies, lol. Me, me!
Savage sadistic sick satanist
schadenfreude
glory, fame, recognition, respect
big cheese, supreme pizza (I a tolle,
uh)
the base, baseball (al quaeda)
shit, shiite. Sunni days,
everything's a-okay. Friendly neighbors...
bogo, boko haram, polo, bobo
cabo wabo wahhabism
sufi salafi? Scifi, goofy.
Apostle or apostate? Prostitute's
prostate exam.
Mk, murder killing. War, slavery, sin.
Love, non-violence
sad- serious, austere, dour (not happy
does not equal sad)
adult school
I am not god. God is love. Love
believes all things. Strike 2.
sanity means believing truth, rejecting
false(hood), lies
war is the art of deception
virtual world, in your head, cow-
created own world, subjective
u niverse, smiling, you, your
environment, mind/psyche/head/thoughts/brain, reason
riatgtei (intersubjectivity!)
all one consciousness experiencing
itself subjectively?? (god, somehow)
creation- family, wealth, happiness
sara /someone intelligent curious
knowledgeable (sick)
smart intelligent caring kind,
(somebody, sara brown, supreme being)
the god in me bows to the god in you,
bs (bernie? Ben stein)
all in all
gd, global development, gravely
disabled
gr, golden rule
gi, gastro intestinal, galvanized iron, Great Intelligence (dr. who
foe)
kindly, friendly, content, creative,
curious, lol (love of learning), healthy, strong, attractive,
youthful (appearance, mind set), organized, disciplined,, mellow,
easygoing. Calmness, composure, evenness of temper, esp. in a
difficult situation (a cult situation?),
possibly, passably
types of intelligence- native,
emotional, social,
schedule blocks of time
craving
freedom from psychic intrusion/ worry
anx stress nervousness
(?!) possible? Anyone? Accept status
quo?
Not the way the universe is built?
Not.
God is love. Love is an emotion. A
relation. Not a person. No?
Life expectancy, 82.6 japan, 67.2
world, 39.2 swaziland
4700 yo bristlecone pine (methuselah),
white mountains
13k yo king's holly, dragonfly...?
mayflies “one day insects” (some members, a few hours)
250M yo bacteria spores in susp
animation, in sea salt
suicide, 1:40 seconds, 800k/yr.
Greater than half of world's annual 1.5M violent deaths -who
2nd leading cause of death,
15-29yo's
$, sperm donation
wasp, worry anx stress panic
depression, anhedonia, grief, fear,
paranoia
anger, frustration, distressing
thoughts
headshocks, racing thoughts, manic,
sluggish
guilt, not enough/too much sleep
dukkha category, exhaustive, lol
prayer as voice, thank the voice, talk
back
jog, jumprope
avg. american, 44k / yr. 710K net
worth., 81.8T, 4% savings rate, 3% (bottom 90%)
65% homeownership rate, 53k median
household income, adjusted for inflation.
Slavery (at its highest in world
history??)
Braz veg sandwich
mosquitoes
reduce, redeem, hatred, sacred,
redolent
give dag riddle, glad did derive, dag
ridded evil
glad I died dre v
read, listen during cardio (mt,
multitasking), chew gum, lol
600 active volcanoes
desert, less than 10 inches
precipitation/yr *dry, not necessarily hot
atom, aztec toltec olmec mexican (mato,
I kill)
20m intervals, exercises
variety, intensity, muscle-confusion (vim and vigor)
toil, worry, and pain
punctuated by brief pleasures, sex and food.
a portrait of the poor in portland
drinking portuguese port.
Dance, romance, and infants in fancy
pants
bbb- be a better blogger
SADness: cia special activities
division (special ops force in US), so sad.
Separation anxiety and sexual arousal disorders, too.
RA resisting arrest
1001 list of movies, photocopy, also.
100 years war, 1337-1453 (106!)
ahead warp zillion, spawn til you die
hummus and pita! Baklava!
Brain: linear, non-linear. Global,
lateral, fragmented. Realistic, analytic, idealistic.
Be eloquent, communicate clearly,
express self well, never repetitive or repeating or recurring!!
think lucid ly and clearly, with
clarity and lucidity (see larry t and lucy id (itty))
who identifies as lucifer, even a
little
cal, clear and lucid
tranquil, calm, peaceful, relaxed
stillness and quiet
awake alive aware
happy cheerful positive optimistic
go out doors
humor, laughter, levity
plan out day, prince of darkness
alien tech? Gvt. Research.
u.s. In 134 wars, “currently”
sf soldier of fortune, swedish fish,
strawberry paleta, cin bears, red twizzlers, coke, etc. m&ike's.
alan Fuerst, michael rec'd, Mhairi
McFarlane (vah-ree), 544pp
able accounts (achieving better life
experience)
prisoner, pri son one er. Prius,
priapism. Partido revolucionario institucional. (v FOX!) 666
ceiling, c-ling, clinging, let go, let
god, let the bloody vampire let, with his letters, spells, wards,
sentences, and periods...
no one expects the SI!
Ow pain, window pane, justice just
ice??
police, time in hell, staring at the
walls of a prison cell. Ch cell hell ur clear head, clean heart
incense, candy, plasma globe, music,
cuddle!
Neuschwanstein castle!
Ab, assault battery, bay area, ben
augie, type abo blood. Abdominals. Situation room.
kill a tree or erode the ozone (paper
or plastic)
we are our ancestor's afterlives
heaven is love-bliss, and hell is
torture
hope Arkansas, and hell Norway and joy
dish soap and hatred of red hats
christian painters on the couch
boo, hiss said the buddhist buddy.
Hello and hi. Good mourning to you.
hey zeus, said britney spears, the
presbyterians
warmth has war, funeral fun, heart
hater, and laughter ugh
oblivion, I liv on!! allah, a law, all
a H!
A mosquito, a little mosque? To a
sufi, maybe
eric and erica in america
what's up doc? Antigravity, of course!
“homework” and email list....
bookmarks, itunes....
ken jennings' trivia almanac
ultimate bookof trivia, scott mcneely
the book of general ignorance,
mitchinson and lloyd
teshara:
haters, earths, hearts, aha, erst,
rest, hare, hear, rhea, share, hears, hares, shear, era, arhats, ear,
shat, hats, haste, hast, stare, ares, aster, sera, tears ah, ha
tares, rates, sea, star, rats, hart, set, eats, rah, teas, star,
tsar, art, tar, as at her
wordles- areas, haste, resh, rathe,
reata, rase, sate, seta, trash, teas
resh, rathe, seta, aster, rhea?
