Mr T

Dad, padre, pa, father

Pop!  Be perfect, as your father in heaven is perfect

Mr. T, I pity the fool

LWT, Lawrence William Teshara

Law, will, share 

Tesla, TES hara, LA wrence

Mom - PT Cruiser, MDX

Greg- GLT (volvo) (don't call him 'raca'!)

Me- Jetta, 9-3,  z71

Ozzy, ride home, 49er celebration, whiffle ball at park, Red and blue teams, balance on knees, little golden books, frick and frack, Flea markets, BHS dance, recycling, fence windmill purchase, and selling uniforms, CR, MHR (camp royaneh, mountain home ranch), ping pong at family camp (mather), Uncle zeke, communications, citizenships (3), thrown in pool, murphy’s gulch, morning minute, albums, 3 chairs, shaving, m and m game, blue cards, get on with it, straight man, 351 yell and 3 cheers and dreary hours of winter at campfire, eagle eye, Disneyland, few times;  touring the US Navy boat; Harrah’s, Concours d’elegance(2?), gold country, square dance, Reading aloud, downstairs: Willie Wonka, Charlie and great glass elevator, Pushcart War, Mr. Boox, James and the Giant Peach… Toy car village, ape family running through house,  Beef and onion ocean pizza, devouring ribs, anger at spilled glass, Christmas, records, gifts, decorations, Halloween, lake Merced towers, decorations, Patrol meetings, Drives to T14 on Tuesdays, rage at Steven Heuser,  Eagle Scout project,  Black like me, Letter from Birmingham Jail, Mad’s silly answers to stupid questions, Homies, parachute toys, water rocket, Morning shave and radio news, PA system, popping toys, kitchen sit ups, hide the cookies, cleaning plates after meals,  Letter of recommendation, letter in my accordion folder,  Albertson’s with Ellen, not running the painting business,  Trip home from crash, collecting belongings, addressing Sarah’s family, Concept, I am not God, Buddhism not (necessarily) theistic, a philosophy,  Playing trivia on tablet at hospital, You pulled that “From the air”, Santa Cruz becoming him, Entering David’s house, my on and on-going monologue about him,  I hate the Dodgers, ratchet at Giants games, sitting upper deck boxes candlestick, Flowers for mom

To Share RA

Teshara, T' share Ra:  Rah! Rah!

Religious Authority.   

Ra, the Sun God.  (Amen, Ra! : Amun-ra and Amon)... the Egyptian sun god (Peggy T is 'egypt' re-arranged).   Sun deity, and I'm a son.   Hey, Zeus (light of world).   Trippy.   Troop 14, Ra!

Resurrection, Ascension

Robert Anderson, relationship/autonomy

resident advisor, regular army

10th letter of arabic 

Republic of Armenia

rheumatoid arthritis, retrograde amnesia

risk analysis, remote access

radium, right away

masd

the fight, la lucha, jihad

1.martial arts, self defense;  

2.mephistopheles, antichrist, satan, devil;  

3.mask and social distancing 

I read Americanah, I found The Half-Blood Prince, I bought 8 Pynchons.   The only one I don’t have is his latest, Bleeding Edge (2013)

Saturday is the Memorial Mass and Reception for Larry Teshara (dad).   Sit Junie tomorrow (wednesday), 11a ish, no walks scheduled (Mimi has S and S).   I need to see what happened with my DMV check and expected license in the mail…

Left alone and allright!   hell is other people, and righteousness, left-hand path, sinister v. dexterity.   Sister and sinister and sin and cinema and synagogue and cinder blocks and syntax.  Sindh, province of Pakistan.  Sing, sinead, of Sinn Fein!  Singh has sinusitis.   Chad:  cases, hospitalizations, and deaths

fair and balanced reporting:

father blather bother, oh brother

He talked (way, way) too much, and was a bore

“there is nothing wrong with silence”.   bastard.

More?  Complaints, galore:  sit ups on the floor?

He didn’t like his body.  Obesity.  Diet.  

Ozzie.  The wheel came off.  

The Economist, and wikipedia: disrespect for detail

Threw away my stuff:  Sword and unicycle, especially.  

Nausea, in the vanagon.  Take off your hat. Petty.

Wine, wine, wine.  Music?  Didn’t read, much, either.

wikipedia, brittanica, books.  Pele.  

Center of attention, many selves, (most?) unrevealed

didn’t tell mom MG, paved backyard, helluva question

Stinky bed, avoiding mom, and pillow hell

No Patrick scouting, no chinese

Eating ribs, speeding, and… microwave/fridge

Graffiti hatred, and catholic show, uncritical

Eagle Scouts have to believe in god… v. buddhism

Angry at Ben, Tom, Mom (domination)

   crushing handshake

Didn’t want to see Aristocrats

File cabinet faggot

fair and balanced, facebook, flash briefing

   I have my own issues

Pontificating

 Greetings.  Thank you for reading my book.  A journey of mind, yours and mine, of ideas.  A dive into philosophy and theology.   It’s based on my blog, with the aim of greater organization and better readability.  More rational, less insane.  And hopefully even more fun.  My name is Jesse Lawrence Teshara.   There’s another Jesse Teshara, I discovered (thanks, google/ facebook/ linkedin).  I don’t know his middle name.  The odds of it being Lawrence must be pretty low.  He’s a cook and an aviation ordnance man for the US Navy, from Livermore.   My uncle, my dad’s brother, Tom Teshara (d.  2017), worked for the Navy, too.  I actually met someone who knows this Jesse.  I imagine there’s some fun possibility, there.  Anyway, I’m a writer, a blogger, a thinker, a philosopher, a theologian, and an author.  My blog is “God’s Blog."   

Anyway, stick with me, we’ll get there here, too.  Where’s there?  Not to be too depressing, but death.  The universal fate.  The fun is the ride, the meaning what we make, and the joy in being yourself, if not love.  Immortality is just a concept.  A delusion.  Oblivion is the reality.  So what’s the meaning of life?  Mean, to be literal.   Or kind, if that’s more your style.   I was voted Most Kind in grammar school (St. Stephen’s), and I want to keep that designation.  Not all rides are fun.  I crashed my car (in ’94?), and my teenage sister died.  Horror, and tragedy.  It’s hard to get much worse.  Well, there’s Hitler and Stalin and Mao.  But it was still pretty damned heinous.  Moving on, hopefully I can make up for this depressing mistake, and leave the world better than I found it.  That accident was almost 30 years ago.  I turn 50 in about a week.  About halfway there.  To whom much is given, much is expected.  I have sinned in what I have done and what I have failed to do.  But I have also done some good.  Glorify God with your life, is what they say.  So, learn from my mistake(s), and be good, better, best.  Be all that you can be.  Get on with it.  Git’ r done.  Go slow.  May the force be with you.  First, do no harm.  Second, make a difference.   Third, be content and have equanimity.  Fourth, love life.  Fifth, die without regret, and sixth, leave a legacy of love.  Allright?   Just don’t be evil.   That’s good.   The bar is low.   And only God is good.   So be God!

What is God?  God is love, one, a man of war, good.   A word, a concept, a role, an identity, a status, a deity, a higher power, and a supreme being, a principal object of faith.  A heavenly father, a creator, the source of all things good.  A good and glad guide - dog, backwards.  The Most High (religion is the “opiate of the people”).   Reality is all the God there ever is.

What is reality?  “The only world that should always be used in quotes.”  What is “reality”?  It’s an anagram of re-Italy.   Or a little real, if you want to emphasize the “ity” (itty-bitty).  Virtual reality has virtue in it, kind of.  Real reality, to get real, is war and death and horror and pain and grief and sorrow and sadness and loss and misery and sickness and cruelty and aging and depression and madness and nausea and hell, punctuated by brief bits of good sex and delicious food.  Some love, some hate, and a lot of dissatisfaction.   The mass of men live lives of quiet desperation.  Nature is red in tooth and claw.  The world is a vampire.  You do what you can.  Life is good!  Seize the day!  Life is nasty, brutish, and short.  Be kind, compassionate, virtuous, loving, friendly, forgiving, happy, generous, true, honest, caring, curious, engaged, funny, fun.  Don’t lose your inner child, and remember to play, share, and look both ways.  

What is love?  Wanting others to be happy.   To dispel suffering, and increase joy.  A noun, and a verb.  Love all, serve all.  Be a person for others.   Be a role model, an example, a leader, someone to look up to.   Do your best.    A scout is trustworthy, loyal, helpful, friendly, courteous, kind, obedient, cheerful, thrifty, brave, clean, and reverent.  On your honor, do your best, to do your duty, to god and your country, to keep yourself physically strong, mentally awake, and morally straight.  Be healthy, wealthy, and wise.  

What is wisdom?  A know it all?  Or, sympathy and empathy and mirror neurons and putting yourself in other’s shoes and compassion for all, even the most wicked and savage and cruel, diabolical and devilish, tormentors and torturers.   It’s in all of us.  The one you feed.  Love and forgiveness, caring and concern and loving-kindness.  Be good.  Religion, in a nutshell.  Don’t be evil.  Being a blessing, answering prayers, obeying your better angels, cruel to be kind, in the right measure.  Spite, malice, and revenge?  Monstrous menace, depraved evil?  The dark side?   Savagery, brutality, cruelty, and vicious victimization?  Well, leave it to the civilized legal system, and of course, the law of karma.  God is good.  Some monks delight in solitary confinement, out of free will… May the (police) force be with you!  Wisdom is...no-self,  a candle, an hourglass, a bubble, cut flowers, a dead end, moments lost, like tears, in, rain.

Some Dad

memories, more of a sketch, than Proustian 

Ozzie, Murphy's Gulch, happy hall coloring books, scouting, went to BHS dance, fight with Steve, angry at Ben, Santa, pack 351, aluminum recycling, distributing flyers in the neighborhood, behind the scenes with a magician, Robert Anderson, go-rilla, knuckle dragging through the house, red and blue teams, balancing on knees, being read to (James and the Giant Peach, The Great Glass Elevator, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, The Pushcart War, Dr. Boox, little golden books, the book with a character named Jesse, choose your own adventure books, etc. ), unicycle and pogo stick, San Jose flea market, yellow vanagon, bob Marley, selling uniforms, singing 3 cheers on Scanlon, pool prank, chocodile, chief's room and trading post, m and m game, story about Jerry Brown, royaneh lodge patch, carved staff and neckerchief slides, OA and Zeke and Royaneh minute, little eke, 351 yells, the 85 jamboree, eating ribs, talking, "there is nothing wrong with silence", visiting grandparents at lake Merced towers, Halloween decorations, gravity experiment, skirt steak, broken chair, chirping tree, Star Wars action figures, switch blade, pachinko machine, jukebox, a few records, his profile artwork, me - coiling a hose and adventurous, #1 son, didn't catch colds, hamburger and onion Monterey pizza, friends with Fr. Prietto, ratchet at giants games, little giants, citizenship and communications mb, blue cards, get on with it, his library, indian sign language, hotwheels, matchbox, corgi, corvettes, the town village (for the cars and track), halloween and Christmas decorations, homies, parachutists, popping toys, birthday party favors, going to the scouting museum basement, grabbing the goose, patrol meetings, driving fast, pickers, laurel and hardy, Fawlty towers, Charlie Brown, trivia on the tablet, morning shave and radio, flowers for mom, his recommendation letter, harrah's car collection and a couple concours d' elegance, 49ers celebration, going to Disneyland with his hs band,  new P.A. system, driver's ed, 3 chairs, bad back, story about being robbed at the sun valley dairy, gas station commentary, sign - the difference between men and boys is the price of their toys.  KMEL, krqr and ksjo, a box of it's its, dad jokes, home barbeque, the jelly dessert thing, the collectible toy show, demolition derby, trips to dc, becoming a catholic, riding his bike at davis, blue cards!  big bird shirt, albums, shaving with the camera, wiffle ball, my go-kart, shopping for troops, Black Like Me, Letter from Birmingham jail, commissioner, BBC and "watching intelligent people talk," Pele's autograph, wine, everything is selling/business, floating in the pool, bad back, Hawaiian shirts at splash-in and rodeo,,,,

Tomorrow Is

Another day

     So I woke up, and it was early, like 4:30a, and I considered going back to bed, but I felt ambitious, so -in the pursuit of health, wealth, and wisdom- I started my day.   Made my bed.   Made breakfast.  Made water.  A bowl of oatmeal with raisins, a multivitamin, an omega 3 fish oil capsule, a pot of coffee, and a glass of protein powder.   Checked my email.  Sat still for 10 minutes, breathing.  Made an outline list of things to do, today.  Checked my blog.  Set my alarm for 5p, so I can see the tally of daily page views to my “God’s blog.”  Blog traffic sometimes, inexplicably goes over a thousand, and other times hits rock bottom (like 20).   I write the number on my calendar, to keep track.  A daily routine.  Maybe I’ll walk a dog, earn some money, or maybe it’s a “day off.”  

     Maybe I’ll go to a grocery store, or maybe I’ll get a meal from a taco truck or restaurant.  Sometimes I order a pizza.   Usually Papa John’s.  Ranch chicken garlic tomato, I like, often.  I like sushi burritos, and a couple subway sandwiches, and shawarma salad, and nachos, and the occasional bongo burger.   I like lox bagels from Noah’s.   I like an occasional spicy Chinese dish (say, Mongolian beef).  I like regular burritos, veg, chorizo, shrimp, chile relleno, carnitas, asada.   I like an occasional thai or ethiopian dish.  There’s a new veg restaurant that makes weird meat-substitutes, that’s kinda interesting.  Whenever I’m in San Leandro, I go to Los Pericos and get a super pastor taco.  There’s a new, third, taco truck in the neighborhood with a large menu, near Snoopy and Shelby’s, I’ve been to once, and plan on, again.   Chipotle is good, too.  I like to eat.   My mom always says I have such a wonderful stomach, lol.  Anyway, life is more than food.   Feed your head.

     I read history almost every day.  I get the daily NYT.   I also get the weekly Economist.  I have a library book of best travel writing to get to.  I have a really nice dictionary and atlas I want to absorb.   I have some Pynchon books I bought, that await.  My email refills with like 30, daily.   I’ve been entering the PCH lottery, on whim.   I bought a sonic cockroach repeller from them, due to arrive yesterday, but still nothing yet.  I’m sitting for a friend’s 3 pets (and house) for 6 days.  Gotta give food, water, medication, exercise, clean the litterbox, and bring in the mail and trash.  No need to water the plants, this time, I think.  There are a couple “pet spiders” on the kitchen windowsill that are a little fun to watch.   Anyway, their daughter is going off to college, in Florida.   She’s now a shark!  There’s Tiburon in the bay area (‘shark’ in spanish), and the San Jose sharks, too (a hockey team).   I haven’t been doing my daily pushups.  I should be doing them every other day, at the least.  I do 120.   I’m trying to lose my gut, but it’s still found.  And I want to read the Bloom canon, the Bill Gates recommendations, the Hugo award winners, and the Newberys…. All of Lev Grossman and Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett.  I’ve got a good History of Philosophy (tome), to power through.  I want to read Wallace and The Aletheon and the World Book encyclopedia, and other large bodies of intelligent writing.  LIke the J! Archive, online.  Busy, busy -Vonnegut.   Go Slow -Belize.   Motivated! Dedicated!  Ooh Rah! - u.s. Marines.  Which reminds me, I have lots of videos and books to process, in the pursuit of preparedness in the field of ma/sd (martial arts/self-defense).   So much.   

      And nothing matters, I can just sit here, pondering the ceiling or my navel or compassion.  Or I can listen to music all day!!  Life is good.   Bodybuilding is also a worthy pursuit, but I quit the gym.  I can still put on muscle, like the prisoners do, confined to their cells - it’s doable.  And incremental improvement in mental health is always in the cards, too.  Live until you die’s the only way to stay sane - lovin’ is what I got, I said, remember that (?) .   Other projects include listening to Joe Frank, Philosophy Talk, dating, and watching Ted talks and YouTube videos, like Penn and Teller, or Ridiculousness, or Cirque, or gymnastics, or parkour.  I want to see Taiko again, maybe even go to Japan, climb Fuji or something.  I want to publish my blog, have a book of all this that I can carry around, maybe.   Do I want a cult?  I myself am in all of them!  The cult of what’s happening now!  The syncretic belief in everything!  Like a giant quantum computer that holds all possibility in superposition.  The incompatibles are at war for the label of “real.”  Well, we’ll see.   Religion is crazy, a word game, and fun, too.  A good project to escape disability.  Reality-testing.  Creativity and productivity and contribution to the collective consciousness.  Maybe, if I’m not already, I’ll actually become God!!  Gawd.  That’s kinda cool, no?  Do I want to be a cult leader?  Like Adi Da?  Hm.   No going back.  No, I guess I could pass the torch, if I wanted.   Ha.  What fun.    Thou Shalt Not Do What Thou Wilt?  That's one possibility.   Or absolute freedom, for the darling darklings.  

Insanely Sane

Insanely Insane, maybe

What super-powers do I think are possible, that a human who could theoretically achieve the rank of a God, might actually have and use?  

Do I have these powers?

Or am I the only person thinking about these things?

If a God can be anybody, then anybody could be God!  Right?

If, like a supremely talented actor, he can thoroughly inhabit any role, then that’s a step.   If he can possess your body, and see through your eyes, that’s something else entirely.  There’s perspective, empathetic perspective, and then actual possession?   Does the target have to relinquish control?  Sell their soul, as it were?  My condition, called schizophrenia, is considered madness, insanity, or just plain crazy.  

Can you be sane and possessed?  Do you not know that you are not your own?  If everyone is insane, then the least insane is the definition of sanity (but not ACTUAL sanity), right?  Maybe only God is sane.   Thus, my quest.    Crazy sane, as it were.   God is love.  Love believes all things!

Human perfection takes many forms:  memory,  mathematics, creativity, vision, different forms of intelligence, speed reading, curiosity, drive and motivation and discipline and ambition, ethics, athleticism and kinesthetics, beauty, happiness, sex, cooking, parenting, mastery of any particular art, like magic, or martial arts, or any academic specialization, or origami, or law, or medicine, or business, or a craft…  Or being yourself, in a cruel world.  Contentment and pride, even in a state of mediocrity and mistakes and failure and delusion.  Getting back up.  Grit. 

I don't actually think I'm the top dawg.  Or even sane, for that matter.  I'd like to be insanely sane, though.  The quest continues.

I hope I’m not Absolutely Insane.  (My name in Spanish is Isai).  That would be the worst offender in hell, I think.   Unless God made me that way!   God loves everyone.

church chat:

sacrifice of a loaf of bread?  of course it's acceptable, lol

    SLB, and "a spring of blessings and love"

parthenogenesis at the parthenon

ark in Arkansas, covenant cunt

cut off from... (ouch!)

forgive and forget

   (what does that have to do with giving and getting?)

forget, forge T, forge a cross (iron cross, gymnastics!)

baptism washes, cleanses, purifies (from original sin)

   OS, original sin, operating system

FIT, fall into temptation

canaanites, cane and knights

ministry mystery

across the land, a cross (cemetery?)

a fusion reaction (with "every ounce of energy")

most grievous fault and mg automobile

mentally gifted, Matt Groening, all is forgiven

allah is for gift?

groaning, grown, groening, grone?

v's

you might have a sect

we know that you're a hero to god, Jesse

Erving Goffman, for example (e.g.)

Ciao, see you in a bit (biting chow)

4 things, not the same: 

   pitcher, catcher;  dom, sub

   Male, female; top, bottom (16 possibilities?)

Restaurant options:

    burger, nachos, burrito, sandwich, pizza, sushi 

    gyro, shawarma, chinese, thai, indian, ethiopian

Undertaking preparation for 

   Comprehensivity completion and comprehension

author, authority, authoritarian

sos, sound of silence, silent knight, ninja

Have an impact, make a difference

godspeed, haste

GR, grim reaper, graying/receding (hair), general relativity

   Gene Roddenberry, Grand Rapids

   Grow (gr, ow!), pushing up daisies: "planted"

Books of daze: enya, ed morrow

Safe from evil (body in a safe!?)

interesting, interred - resting

Is, islamic state, integrated studies, industry standard

SI, spells and incantations, soul and identity

Sw, southwest, spirit world

ss, spawn soundtrack, satanic slaughter

rapture, rap church

heretic, a tick in my hair; inheritance, hair tints

hw, homework, henry wadsworth (longfellow)

sod, sleep of death (a "wake" was from the custom 

   of most celtic countries in Europe for mourners to 

   keep watch or vigil over the dead until they were buried)

hm, holy man

icy, I see;  I touch: it, ouch!

(a seer sees visions, a hearer hears voices, etc.)

Punishment, puns and mint, hourglass, ow - ass (prison rape)

Listening to godslave is hellish, imo

Hellion has lion in it (lying about lions in Zion)

desiring to hear xylophone in Zion

MLK, and military law on killing

GU, global underground, giving up

BS, bird-snake (feathered serpent, Quetzalcoatl (nahuatl)

    Beige sunshine, billy squire, bob segar, bullshit, bible study

    backstage, balance sheet, bachelor of science, blocked shot

Trio of 3 trees

taximeter cabriolet, taxicab

whatever's clever

broken brain

pda, public display of affection, panic/disbelief/anger

Erica is in Arica, not America

mad madame madeleine

mickey mouse, mickey mantle, and eminem 

    mutatis mutandis, millimeter

sirens sweetly singing (near Aeaea)

Bilbo Baggins won a billboard award

the cows are in a mood

finger prince

Gloria Estefan and General Electric

prison library at Reading Prison (s. England, or se Pennsylvania)

fbi, fib, Fibonacci numbers, belief, feel bi, and Biff Henderson!

Facebook, flash briefing, freud and beyond

MBA and MacBook Air

art like Sartre, a bart fart, and a smart-cart at Kmart

stop a cop op

Melanie, Melania, Melinda, Melissa, Melina

Ellen and Helen, smellin' the melons the felons are sellin' 

Car alarms, sirens, throaty muscle cars, and Harleys

stop, pots, tops, post, spot, opts

Diabetes and dying of beatings

Tencent and Fifty Cent

S+P, priests and shamans, serve and protect, sacred profane

   sentences and paragraphs, sair n pierre

Trivial pursuit and the purpose-directed life

Carlos the Jackal and the IRS

The 1352 battle of Mauron (lol)

Moroni says Sauron was a moron!

Golly, a galley;  gosh, a gushing gash

God the father has a lot of dad jokes

Playing a ton of Prince on wprb

Dead dad (larry teshara, mr. t):

   Long-term, Lake Tahoe, 

   belt, hilarity, clarity, muscularity, Tesla, civic

saint ain't sane;  a belief in beef; drunken monkey monk

write, rite, right

protocol, procedure, process

bad, book-a-day

Joseph, Josephine, Jozef

Joe, Josh, Joshua, Jose, Josiah, Josette, and Josie

Jesse, Jessica, Jesus, and the jester

I used to joke it was short for Jessemiah

cattail, horsetail, and dog-tail cactus

a tale of Wag!, Walgreens, and Wag the Dog (movie)

some libraries have several storeys (pun)

walking in Milwaukee

Shelby and Shel Silverstein

   Snoopy and Snoop Dawg (Dogg, I mean)

fuck, my truck is stuck in the muck

fun, funny, funky, and funicular funerals

indignant indigent indigenous, and dogonomics

ben and jerry ice cream for dogs

52% of American households have a dog; 90 million dogs

JK:  Rowling, Just/Kidding, John Keats, Jack Kilmartin, Jammu/Kashmir

restore and re-store

hip-hop, happy hippies, hippopotamus, hope, hops

   Hippocrene, Hippocrates, hippocampus, hypocrisy

read the entire statement about the Empire State Building

Satan and Saint Vincent and Saturn

slab? or, synthetic lab-grown anti-bodies

aha! awe

expansive and expensive and ex- pensive 

    formerly thoughtful or reluctant

let it be, let it go, go with the flow, go slow

assuming you know the meaning of assumption BVM

maybe a God can answer all the questions on brilliant.org (!)

a Cretan is a resident of Crete;  creton is a pork spread;  

   my friend thinks Taliban are cretins (but cute)

  (pejorative for idiot)

look her up, not lock her up

LDS scriptures (4):

    pearl of great price, Book of Mormon, 

    doctrine and covenants, bible

council culture

sun-snake, shedding new light

scope and depth of satan devil

sos, spirit of shamanism

gag, goal and ground of existence

electric dialectic; die, tick!

pp, priest psychiatrist

game, gay me; assertive ass

transexual transcendence

harmful harmonies, nasty songs from Song Dynasty

mp, member of parliament, monty python, military police

    major and profound, Marshall plan, missing person

cosmos, osmosis, Moses

attunement, atonement, at-one-ment

linking and ranking kings

hierarchy, and higher ark key? 

growth or development, of god

burden of bird den

HL higher lower

kkk, Krispy kreme and Kmart

spirit, spears, spire, respire, perspire, conspire

convict consciousness, synonymous with sin

womanifestation, whore-ticulture, gr - gender roles

rational rations

male production, female reproduction

Kant, cont.

bewildered in the wilderness

Four-most, 20 cent paradigm, cent-aur

pomo Cuomo, postmodern god urn

bakery in Maine (domain)

deeper truth of bottom scavengers

extraordinary and exhilarating

lsd, lord and savior dude

imminent eminence

from light to light, food to birth

Sam, Sara, and Chad

samsara and cases, hospitalizations, and deaths

god as the most happy being

dialectic, lies for truth, evil for good

lodestones, load-stones, dung beetles, atlas, sisyphus

  "one must imagine Sisyphus happy"

heads or tails, brains or hearts

you can be childlike, but don't kid yourself

historians, sometimes they make history

a dyslexic sorcerer, casting weird spells

prime minister, a priest of amazon

odd god, to choose jews? no, the goyim annoy 'im

god of money, my one - gold, oil, diamonds

papal bull, bible, and bullshit

bulls, seals, grANT us peace, sow (savior/sins of world), lamb of god

Saladin, in my salad, on a sunny (not shitty) day

fin, in Finland:   fate: fatality

it's over, you're going under

Anne, next (annexed)

Dan, Sedan, and Sudan, suddenly

my impression of a Prussian

peckers involved in the typing rebellion

ISIS is what is is

ARE, are you Arthur Rose Eldred?

Prime Minister, at night

Do almost everything, by day

the veep is a very important person

Fidel, Castro street, and an Italian city 

   (from the latin for castle)

meet the lord, meat the lard

pills, journalling, and weight: pilgrim, journey, yahweh

servant serving ants

being a bee, becoming a beak

solving a cold case (of beer)

I haven't read Eugene O'Neill in eons

Utopia is an impact crater on Mars!

ISP, internet service provider, on Ismoil Somoni Peak (Tajikistan)

Sue, sued by the Sioux

Nancy, all by herself in her own city in France

autos for ottomans, RV's for the republic of Venice

busy Byzantines, visible Visigoths

dalai lama, llamas, and late antiquity/middle ages

episcopal chess moves

you're out of luck, m'am, it's the Mamluks!

legally regal Smeagol, and eagles, beagles, and sea gulls

paid in money, laughter, and sex:  funny money, honey

investigating investments in vestments, and prophet's profits

paraplegic paratroopers take paratransit to the paralympics

Chick Corea in Korea, eating chicken with some chicks

I dig dignity

Doug the dog

macaroons from camaroon

eating a blintz during the blitz

James Alfred Van Allen drinks java in Java

muscles from Brussels, cyborg from Vyborg

gas-masks and hazmat suits (aah, ass)

PCS

pet care services (like the Wag! platform)

permanent change of station (military)

possession of a controlled substance (police)

portland center stage (theater company in Oregon)

post covid syndrome ("long" covid)

personal communications service (like "metro pcs")

pacific central station (Vancouver)

parsecs (astronomy) , (19.2 trillion miles)

CR

Camp Royaneh

chile relleno

colorado rockies, cincinnati reds

consensus reality

consciousness raising

crown royal

college of the redwoods

Costa Rica, Czech Republic 

consumer reports

cognitive robotics

cosmic rays

consistent, reliable (democrat)