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Thursday, August 12, 2021

Insanely Sane

Insanely Insane, maybe

What super-powers do I think are possible, that a human who could theoretically achieve the rank of a God, might actually have and use?  

Do I have these powers?

Or am I the only person thinking about these things?


If a God can be anybody, then anybody could be God!  Right?


If, like a supremely talented actor, he can thoroughly inhabit any role, then that’s a step.   If he can possess your body, and see through your eyes, that’s something else entirely.  There’s perspective, empathetic perspective, and then actual possession?   Does the target have to relinquish control?  Sell their soul, as it were?  My condition, called schizophrenia, is considered madness, insanity, or just plain crazy.  


Can you be sane and possessed?  Do you not know that you are not your own?  If everyone is insane, then the least insane is the definition of sanity (but not ACTUAL sanity), right?  Maybe only God is sane.   Thus, my quest.    Crazy sane, as it were.   God is love.  Love believes all things!


Human perfection takes many forms:  memory,  mathematics, creativity, vision, different forms of intelligence, speed reading, curiosity, drive and motivation and discipline and ambition, ethics, athleticism and kinesthetics, beauty, happiness, sex, cooking, parenting, mastery of any particular art, like magic, or martial arts, or any academic specialization, or origami, or law, or medicine, or business, or a craft…  Or being yourself, in a cruel world.  Contentment and pride, even in a state of mediocrity and mistakes and failure and delusion.  Getting back up.  Grit. 


I don't actually think I'm the top dawg.  Or even sane, for that matter.  I'd like to be insanely sane, though.  The quest continues.


I hope I’m not Absolutely Insane.  (My name in Spanish is Isai).  That would be the worst offender in hell, I think.   Unless God made me that way!   God loves everyone.


church chat:

sacrifice of a loaf of bread?  of course it's acceptable, lol

    SLB, and "a spring of blessings and love"

parthenogenesis at the parthenon

ark in Arkansas, covenant cunt

cut off from... (ouch!)

forgive and forget

   (what does that have to do with giving and getting?)

forget, forge T, forge a cross (iron cross, gymnastics!)

baptism washes, cleanses, purifies (from original sin)

   OS, original sin, operating system

FIT, fall into temptation

canaanites, cane and knights

ministry mystery

across the land, a cross (cemetery?)

a fusion reaction (with "every ounce of energy")

most grievous fault and mg automobile

mentally gifted, Matt Groening, all is forgiven

allah is for gift?

groaning, grown, groening, grone?


v's

you might have a sect

we know that you're a hero to god, Jesse


Erving Goffman, for example (e.g.)

Ciao, see you in a bit (biting chow)

4 things, not the same: 

   pitcher, catcher;  dom, sub

   Male, female; top, bottom (16 possibilities?)

Restaurant options:

    burger, nachos, burrito, sandwich, pizza, sushi 

    gyro, shawarma, chinese, thai, indian, ethiopian

Undertaking preparation for 

   Comprehensivity completion and comprehension

author, authority, authoritarian

sos, sound of silence, silent knight, ninja

Have an impact, make a difference

godspeed, haste

GR, grim reaper, graying/receding (hair), general relativity

   Gene Roddenberry, Grand Rapids

   Grow (gr, ow!), pushing up daisies: "planted"

Books of daze: enya, ed morrow

Safe from evil (body in a safe!?)

interesting, interred - resting

Is, islamic state, integrated studies, industry standard

SI, spells and incantations, soul and identity

Sw, southwest, spirit world

ss, spawn soundtrack, satanic slaughter

rapture, rap church

heretic, a tick in my hair; inheritance, hair tints

hw, homework, henry wadsworth (longfellow)

sod, sleep of death (a "wake" was from the custom 

   of most celtic countries in Europe for mourners to 

   keep watch or vigil over the dead until they were buried)

hm, holy man

icy, I see;  I touch: it, ouch!

(a seer sees visions, a hearer hears voices, etc.)

Punishment, puns and mint, hourglass, ow - ass (prison rape)

Listening to godslave is hellish, imo

Hellion has lion in it (lying about lions in Zion)

desiring to hear xylophone in Zion

MLK, and military law on killing

GU, global underground, giving up

BS, bird-snake (feathered serpent, Quetzalcoatl (nahuatl)

    Beige sunshine, billy squire, bob segar, bullshit, bible study

    backstage, balance sheet, bachelor of science, blocked shot

Trio of 3 trees

taximeter cabriolet, taxicab

whatever's clever

broken brain

pda, public display of affection, panic/disbelief/anger

Erica is in Arica, not America

mad madame madeleine

mickey mouse, mickey mantle, and eminem 

    mutatis mutandis, millimeter

sirens sweetly singing (near Aeaea)

Bilbo Baggins won a billboard award

the cows are in a mood

finger prince

Gloria Estefan and General Electric

prison library at Reading Prison (s. England, or se Pennsylvania)

fbi, fib, Fibonacci numbers, belief, feel bi, and Biff Henderson!

Facebook, flash briefing, freud and beyond

MBA and MacBook Air

art like Sartre, a bart fart, and a smart-cart at Kmart

stop a cop op

Melanie, Melania, Melinda, Melissa, Melina

Ellen and Helen, smellin' the melons the felons are sellin' 

Car alarms, sirens, throaty muscle cars, and Harleys

stop, pots, tops, post, spot, opts

Diabetes and dying of beatings

Tencent and Fifty Cent

S+P, priests and shamans, serve and protect, sacred profane

   sentences and paragraphs, sair n pierre

Trivial pursuit and the purpose-directed life

Carlos the Jackal and the IRS

The 1352 battle of Mauron (lol)

Moroni says Sauron was a moron!

Golly, a galley;  gosh, a gushing gash

God the father has a lot of dad jokes

Playing a ton of Prince on wprb

Dead dad (larry teshara, mr. t):

   Long-term, Lake Tahoe, 

   belt, hilarity, clarity, muscularity, Tesla, civic

saint ain't sane;  a belief in beef; drunken monkey monk

write, rite, right

protocol, procedure, process

bad, book-a-day

Joseph, Josephine, Jozef

Joe, Josh, Joshua, Jose, Josiah, Josette, and Josie

Jesse, Jessica, Jesus, and the jester

I used to joke it was short for Jessemiah

cattail, horsetail, and dog-tail cactus

a tale of Wag!, Walgreens, and Wag the Dog (movie)

some libraries have several storeys (pun)

walking in Milwaukee

Shelby and Shel Silverstein

   Snoopy and Snoop Dawg (Dogg, I mean)

fuck, my truck is stuck in the muck

fun, funny, funky, and funicular funerals

indignant indigent indigenous, and dogonomics

ben and jerry ice cream for dogs

52% of American households have a dog; 90 million dogs

JK:  Rowling, Just/Kidding, John Keats, Jack Kilmartin, Jammu/Kashmir

restore and re-store

hip-hop, happy hippies, hippopotamus, hope, hops

   Hippocrene, Hippocrates, hippocampus, hypocrisy

read the entire statement about the Empire State Building

Satan and Saint Vincent and Saturn

slab? or, synthetic lab-grown anti-bodies

aha! awe

expansive and expensive and ex- pensive 

    formerly thoughtful or reluctant

let it be, let it go, go with the flow, go slow

assuming you know the meaning of assumption BVM

maybe a God can answer all the questions on brilliant.org (!)

a Cretan is a resident of Crete;  creton is a pork spread;  

   my friend thinks Taliban are cretins (but cute)

  (pejorative for idiot)

look her up, not lock her up

LDS scriptures (4):

    pearl of great price, Book of Mormon, 

    doctrine and covenants, bible

council culture

sun-snake, shedding new light

scope and depth of satan devil

sos, spirit of shamanism

gag, goal and ground of existence

electric dialectic; die, tick!

pp, priest psychiatrist

game, gay me; assertive ass

transexual transcendence

harmful harmonies, nasty songs from Song Dynasty

mp, member of parliament, monty python, military police

    major and profound, Marshall plan, missing person

cosmos, osmosis, Moses

attunement, atonement, at-one-ment

linking and ranking kings

hierarchy, and higher ark key? 

growth or development, of god

burden of bird den

HL higher lower

kkk, Krispy kreme and Kmart

spirit, spears, spire, respire, perspire, conspire

convict consciousness, synonymous with sin

womanifestation, whore-ticulture, gr - gender roles

rational rations

male production, female reproduction

Kant, cont.

bewildered in the wilderness

Four-most, 20 cent paradigm, cent-aur

pomo Cuomo, postmodern god urn

bakery in Maine (domain)

deeper truth of bottom scavengers

extraordinary and exhilarating

lsd, lord and savior dude

imminent eminence

from light to light, food to birth

Sam, Sara, and Chad

samsara and cases, hospitalizations, and deaths

god as the most happy being

dialectic, lies for truth, evil for good

lodestones, load-stones, dung beetles, atlas, sisyphus

  "one must imagine Sisyphus happy"

heads or tails, brains or hearts

you can be childlike, but don't kid yourself

historians, sometimes they make history

a dyslexic sorcerer, casting weird spells

prime minister, a priest of amazon

odd god, to choose jews? no, the goyim annoy 'im

god of money, my one - gold, oil, diamonds

papal bull, bible, and bullshit

bulls, seals, grANT us peace, sow (savior/sins of world), lamb of god

Saladin, in my salad, on a sunny (not shitty) day

fin, in Finland:   fate: fatality

it's over, you're going under

Anne, next (annexed)

Dan, Sedan, and Sudan, suddenly

my impression of a Prussian

peckers involved in the typing rebellion

ISIS is what is is

ARE, are you Arthur Rose Eldred?

Prime Minister, at night

Do almost everything, by day

the veep is a very important person

Fidel, Castro street, and an Italian city 

   (from the latin for castle)

meet the lord, meat the lard

pills, journalling, and weight: pilgrim, journey, yahweh

servant serving ants

being a bee, becoming a beak

solving a cold case (of beer)

I haven't read Eugene O'Neill in eons

Utopia is an impact crater on Mars!

ISP, internet service provider, on Ismoil Somoni Peak (Tajikistan)

Sue, sued by the Sioux

Nancy, all by herself in her own city in France

autos for ottomans, RV's for the republic of Venice

busy Byzantines, visible Visigoths

dalai lama, llamas, and late antiquity/middle ages

episcopal chess moves

you're out of luck, m'am, it's the Mamluks!

legally regal Smeagol, and eagles, beagles, and sea gulls

paid in money, laughter, and sex:  funny money, honey

investigating investments in vestments, and prophet's profits

paraplegic paratroopers take paratransit to the paralympics

Chick Corea in Korea, eating chicken with some chicks

I dig dignity

Doug the dog

macaroons from camaroon

eating a blintz during the blitz

James Alfred Van Allen drinks java in Java

muscles from Brussels, cyborg from Vyborg

gas-masks and hazmat suits (aah, ass)


PCS

pet care services (like the Wag! platform)

permanent change of station (military)

possession of a controlled substance (police)

portland center stage (theater company in Oregon)

post covid syndrome ("long" covid)

personal communications service (like "metro pcs")

pacific central station (Vancouver)

parsecs (astronomy) , (19.2 trillion miles)


CR

Camp Royaneh

chile relleno

colorado rockies, cincinnati reds

consensus reality

consciousness raising

crown royal

college of the redwoods

Costa Rica, Czech Republic 

consumer reports

cognitive robotics

cosmic rays

consistent, reliable (democrat)


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