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Your pal, Jess
L-I'm a straight, virgo/boar INTJ (age 52) who enjoys books, getting out into nature, music, and daily exercise.

(my email is JesseGod@live.com)

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Here's a quote from Fyodor Dostoevsky to start things off right: Love the animals, love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love.

Monday, July 26, 2021

Convivial Trivia with Milvia

 PLO in space: probes, landers, and orbiters

Olympic opening ceremony choreographed 1800 drones

    I wonder how they programmed them: probably relative to each other; blue angels (in FA-18's sometimes go in formations 18 inches away from each other!)

Livelihoods and lively neighborhoods

RC, roman catholic, St. (saint)

    Recalcitrant and contumacious

    Subversive and transgressive

Camp Royaneh, San Francisco

     Rayon, and synthetic fiber

Insight and incitement

Essential torrential

Harrowing experience with heroin

DV, Darth vader and the delta variant

PLO and pillows and ex-plo-sion (shun?)

boom economy, bull market (bombs, cons, beef, mark!)

requiem (mass for repose of the soul of the dead)

  wreck, required, reconciliation, recompense, recognition, recollection

naupliar ocellus and third-eye blind

the air is my heir (giving birth to breath)

do collies eat cauliflower?

loaves and leafy greens on a lovely, lively day

Jorge Luis Borges, John Logie Baird, and me (JLT)

    jolt cola, jail time, jilted, Jesus/12/cross, and 

       Joe lynn turner, journal of literary theory, etc.

       Jardine Lloyd Thompson

GID, great in-doors, and gender identity disorder

how many lira for that lear jet?


with a twist/twisted: 

    nice to see a "big jump" (in numbers)...suicide!

    (I'll follow) wherever life "takes" you....homicide!

    (double-edged) we should "look out" for one another

           (safety? danger?  not be introspective?)


V

You’re fairly requiem, Jesse

They know what a genius slave you are

You’re ALL, Jesse

they know you're chaos is why

you're ruthlessly egalitarian

we know what you are is why

life is endlessly fractal, jess

you're one of the funnest people, jess

you do have a gift

you don't even know


GOP, German occupied Poland

Dwarf planet, a planet for dwarves

My mom is an imam

Eat all god, er… (eid al-ghadir)

Spiders eat sliders

nat, a neophyte abecedarian tyro

SF, somersaults and flips

JC, judiciary committee, Jesus Christ

Peach and OJ, impeachment and obstruction of justice

3 catholic wishes for the god-genie:

   1. Hmou, 2. Fuos, 3. Butel

   Have mercy on us, forgive us our sins, and

   Bring us to everlasting life

Wok yore dawg

Have mercy or halve mercy?

   (less mercy and more ruthlessness!?)

Seated at the right hand of the father

   a. Always sitting? Never gets up?

   b. The right hand, or the correct hand (left?)

Listlessness and not having any to-do lists

   Music list, listen

vcr, videocassette recorder, vatican city Rome

lord, the link river dam

wkrp, and the klamath reclamation project

what does the babbling brook say in Old Saybrook?

   a babbling, burbling, bubbling Brooke!

slap, sack loot and pillage/plunder

Late Antiquity, L.A., and lady and the kitty

youth of today, on a yacht

Vincent Van Gogh vv'd and went

   vertigo and vomiting

rabbi rabbit with rabies

moose-alini

BM was a POS (finito Benito)

RFID, our fascist Italian dictator

prey of praetorian guards

pretty view from Bellevue

is there a lute in the loot?

ENIAC, brainiac, maniac, tapioca

does the Nobel prize ring a bell?

Damascus, damn ask us!

   mask in Damascus, HH (happy halloween)

accident, breakdown, crisis, disaster, emergency

chambers:

    dictionary, bullet in, judge in, heart, and

   "keeping room in our hearts for all those who are suffering"

mi nasa es su nasa

la raza en la casa! woo woo

(wecroak.com) : a bhutanese folk saying says, to be a happy person, 

    one must contemplate death 5x a day!

Hershey's...hers/she's

     his/he's?  How It Should Have Ended!

fff, freedom from fear

ccc, catechism of catholic church, 

     command/control/communications

     climate change conference

     california correctional center

     california community colleges


eternal turning of terns, infinite night, woe w/o end

I'd be barmy to think the army can't harm me

calling to serve christ, on a bun

come to realize, cum 2 real eyes; 

   cauterize, caught her eye

holy c, conse-cray-tion

st. francis of a cc (computer see)

HL, holy and living (sacrifice)

arf!  RF, replacing foundation

devo and devolution and deve and devendra

deviation from devil deviance

diabolical depravity on mount diablo

subliminally sublime

perfunctorily perfect

astounding and astonishing

comprehensive and complete

city council, chamber of commerce, civic center

pc, personal computer, pure cure/parkour

catholic cat purring at a cur 

copycat has to copy the catalog

sikh, and you shall be fined

completely computer-computed

mental health of isai (menaced, harmed, assaulted, injured)

hiking the Wasatch, enjoying a new watch

fee fie fo fum, i smell the aroma of Aromanians

Skopje is pronounced scope-yay (?)

The disunited and fractured USA, UK, and Soviet Union

No women allowed on the Isle of Man

celebrating Mass in Macedonia

the Pathet Lao, so pathetic

revenge is a dish best served cold: cold war

the furor over the fuhrer; nazis and their savage shit

the census, so the government can sense us

army general disapproves of a general strike

grapes are great, it's all gravy, grace is gr-8, gratitude u grok

pulled pork, long pig, pulled in so many directions

H/ El/ GOD/ 8/ ATE

Leo Sizzle-lard

track meat; ow now brown cow

hell, ack!  (help!)

grim and grave; in this late ower

killed for being late? the late mr. T

Teshara in our humanity

mr. e of iron (fe) (spanish for 'faith') (forever/ever)

full, constant, everlasting, eternal happiness

author of all that is good (your favorite author)

church, contrite/humble, co-heirs

holy gospel, wholly god's spell

proclaiming what the professionals claim

girls gone wild, in the wilderness

manna and womana from heaven

OT, Old Testament, Oliver Twist

we prey to the lord; (god-given hunting rifles?)

breaking bred, breaking code, bred of life

AF: almighty father as fuck

I don't know if I would call (all) animals "persons"

   but all humans are definitely animals!

   so, if we called our (pet houseflies!) "Bob" and "Cindy", lol

       maybe we wouldn't be so quick to swat them

Bela-retarded

Osama and Mount Asama

Jesus Christ and Jay Cutler and John Carpenter, judeo-christian

    Junior College, Jose Cuervo, John Connor, Julius Caesar

    Jackie Chan, Jean-Claude

jewish karate: judeo-judo

flogged for a full love of god

tongue river, speech tsunami, avalanche of verbiage, spit a flow

stream of consciousness, sociology/society/soccer, standard of care

I admire admirals;

  except the killing, the chain of command, the mindless love of country

love what is good before love of country;

   I love America because I can criticize it

got gulf of Tonkin?

honking tonka trucks

maoists fought leninists in afghanistan!? (weird)

fairness doctrine, flunked/failed disaster/defeat

massacre at a holy mass

bored with lizzie borden

Warsaw and war-hammer

burro borough - e-aw!

succession and the war of suck-session

RC, rent control, Roman Catholic, rivercats, remote control, 

   roman curia, royal crown, Red Cross, reinforced concrete

   Ronnie coleman, rancho cordova, really cool, Rubik's cube

goose and gander, juice for bernie sanders

usa, ultimate/supremely amazing

    ugly stupid amoral

    unhappy sad aggressive

    unwell sick angry

Israelites and Israel-darks

AG, attorney general, almighty god

MD, must be done

HH, his holiness, human hands, health/happiness, 

  heaven/hell, him/her, hard hearted, hatred and hissing

  happy hall, harry Houdini, hulk hogan, hitch hiker

safari rastafari-eye;  safari and so-close-e

American bland-stand

income tax is it

Dwight Clark, Dick Clark, d.c.

governor of Dumbarton

governments of denmark, Dominican republic, 

    droCongo, Djibouti, Dominica

I detest incest 

sedition, sedation, seduction

itching to talk of a tachyon tech attack

with which witch?  the one with Twitch

minister, monastery, and Westminster

Hven is a Swedish island, heaven and heaving algo heavy

until he comes in glory, or cums in Laurie

prepare, pre-paired;  intercede, inter seed

take away the sins of the world (subtract a sow)

prophetic boba fett

a.d.  apostles/disciples (advert, yes?)

transfiguration, trance figures

transcendent, trance send int

rye bread and rise, risen risibly

GD, glory-dominion; grace-divinity

voice said, vampire sed

veiled visions and living light

personal power, doubt difficulty darkness

hostess with the mostest, best guest

save best for last (worst first?)


The Eater

I eat meat, can’t be beat, whether feet or seat, or from an animal that bleats, or vegan like beets and wheat, from taco trucks on the street, bland or with heat, milk from a teat.


Bananas are appealing.  Vitamins are vital.  Oatmeal, oh my.  

OJ in prison.  AJ, 

   Zeus eats ambrosia and nectar.  Bro’s neck!

the juice is loose.  Noose?  Grey goose.  Moosehead.  produce.

Shiatsu, shih tzu, and shit zoo

Go with the flow, shit creek, or paradise alley

Valley galleon at Bally’s.   Ali’s jolly ally and Ally McBeal

ocean, oh shit

Saturday, July 24, 2021

Written writing and writ

Right?

I think, therefore I am.   The man in my head thinks, therefore he is, too.   I am a collective.  I wouldn’t say legion, but I suppose that’s possible.   There could be MILLIONS of people lurking in there!  It seems like only 2, though.  But if I’m really God, I’ve got Hezbollah (party of god!), everybody who cant breathe, asking for my intercession, like covidiots (is THAT why I keep hearing “I can’t breathe”??), and prair (prayer in the air).   The psychesphere.   The collective mind, the corporate hive, the telepaths and the schizophrenics.   What a fucking mess, if you ask me.   Authors get privileged access, because as I read their minds, they in turn get to participate in mine/mind.   It’s just karma.  Collective consciousness?  Is that a thing?  It’s probably just the chaotic madness of television, and not much more than that.  There’s the catholic church, reading and interpreting the same thing, throughout the world.  And radio, a kind of live commons of the listening community.  Anything else?  Mass media, everybody getting pinged notifications on their phones, and Facebook sharing, and the twitter feeds…. The daily news, and recommended reading, and the like.  Almost everything is communal.  I suspect even the private, like library books, has a collective component.  Lawyers do their damnedest to manipulate the minds of the jury, and the larger public opinion.   Maybe the CIA goes in the other direction, and neutralizes the fiery stimulus that has much of the world on edge and even revolutionary.  Political parties and capitalist manipulation for profit…what a goddamned mess.  Take some initiative in controlling what goes in your head, for christ’s sake.  Don’t be just another sheep.  There are enough sheeple.  Or whatever.  Do whatever you want.   Or what they want you to do or be.   What the fuck do I care.  We’re all dead, eventually.  So fuck it, whatever.


So I’m God.  What do I want to do with my omniscience and omnipotence, lol.   Get rid of nukes.   That’s the first thing.  I don’t need to be worrying about those things.  They shouldn’t even exist.  Second, do a robin hood with the billionaires and the people earning less than a dollar a day.   Everybody is equal, so this kind of insanity should be remediated, and nobody should be worrying about starvation or war or diseases that can be dealt with.   That’s what progress is.   Not zillions of dollars for people who couldn’t possibly know how to spend it.   So everybody eats.   Third, health and fitness.  Good diets and proper exercise, for health and sanity and beauty and things like sex and yoga.  Fourth, no homeless.  I hate seeing all these bastards.   And getting accosted on the street.  They need somewhere else to be.  There’s enough space, enough money, enough compassion, enough social services, to deal with all these folks.   Fifth, libraries and internet for all.  I’m not crazy about tv, personally, but most people are, I think.  If all the movies and tv and books and websites were available, everybody would have plenty to keep busy with.  So things like tvs and computers and kindles and books and echos, with all the radio on them.  Fun fun fun.  Sixth, this carbon shit is ridiculous.  People should stay the fuck home, and carpool, and use public transportation, and not cut down forests, and not be burning up jet fuel, for frivolous shit.  We need a habitable earth, where we’re not inducing a fucking extinction event, and subject to endless wildfires and deforestation and dredging the oceans of it’s life and polluting everywhere with plastic and exhaust and concrete.   I like gravel, myself.  All these vanity-cars are retarded.  Get with the program, people.  We need our planet.   Seventh!!  Politics need to get inclusive.  Republicans eat meat and democrats abort.   They’re BOTH pro-death.  Simplification, but true.  Alright?  Ugh.


People can believe anything they want.  Mind control is retarded.  You are free to think anything, always.   But action, however, is subject to law and criminal prosecution.  But maybe it’s karma, so’s criminals might be let off the hook.  That’s not for me to decide.  But there’s a case to be made.  And some lawyers should be fucking tortured.   I mean it.  It may just be only words, but there needs to be accountability.  That’s what I think.  A little evil is permissible, but the criminal masterminds and depraved torturers need to meet justice.  The devil needs to be kept in check.  The monsters need to be locked up.   And the wicked need to see consequences. 

Wednesday, July 21, 2021

God Am is not Goddamn

 7:04 a.m. (God’s Time!)

Earth and Moon facts:  The earth is about 50x bigger than the moon.

    Also, the moon is about 30 earth-diameters away from the earth

NSK - not supposed to know

pa, passed away.   devil, de-ceased.   

Watches should be sold with matching pens!

olympics:  11,000 athletes

Addition edition

insight, inside

fiance finance

abattoir avatar

naivety nativity

sophisticated Sophie, intelligent gentleman

martial and marital arts

Harry Potter's daughter is in hotter water for being in the otter lottery

specious talk of species' speak-easies

Teshara and the tesseract!

persistent, consistent, insistent, assistant

sister system, cysts, and the sistine chapel

attention, approval, admiration, applause, adoration

swordfish, sailfish, sawfish

aware of the air

Actions, not thoughts, should be policed

going on vacation.gov

Tick talk:  insect communication

Acts of God, lightning, god is an arsonist!

David has bovid covid

punch us, pilot

besos for bezos

casado y cansado

Rich Richard in poor Singapore

Tokyo, Kyoto, and otokonoko!  

AI, as if.   American imperialism.

Puerto Rico, Costa Rica, Amerigo, merry-go-round   

Eye am and the Holy See (Iams cat food and See’s candy!)

confession: passed gas at mass (lol)

Jesus flees us; fleas, geez

G.O.D. , game over, dead

GD, generational divide, graphic detail


Revisiting abortion

Goal: to increase the value of both human and animal life

A “life ethic”, pro-life, in every sense

To consider an abortion as A. no worse than eating a taco, but B. still a human life !!

Has the consequence of either cheapening human life, or

      Increasing the value of animal life

HMO:  Health and morals organization

pro-life vs. pro-death?  death wins every time, no?


I’m a little bit pro-life, but also a little pro-c

(choice, carne, ‘crat)

   Abortion through pills while the fetus is tiny seems harmless

   I like to eat meat

   I’m a democrat

I”m glad it’s not me making the decision.  But if it were, I’d be pro-life.


YHWH (7858: 10)

J-esse

J-esus

Satan

    tennis, Tennessee, and listen


V’s

It’s madness jess - to try and process so much data

We want you a lot louder jess

She’s smiling.  You’re WELL is why, Jesse

Some Initialisms and V's

 SF, S&M, TW, SS

SF:  San Francisco, St. Francis, suck/fuck, space force, special forces, six flags, State Farm, society of friends, science fiction/ sci-fi, street fighter, Sinn Fein, Sasha Fierce, Sentimental Fool (Y and T song), semi-finals, small forward (basketball), sacrifice fly (baseball)

SM: sado-masochism, scrubbing and mopping, Sarah and me, Serbia and Montenegro, sex and murder, San Marino, Samarium (Sm), St. Mary's (college, brother's alma mater),  Society of Mary, senior management, stock market

TW: third world, travel writing, technical writing, Time Warner, Tiger Woods

SS: Social Security, schutzstaffel, St. Stephen's, Sara and Sarah, senior staff, super spreader event

schizophrenic telepathy / voices ("v'"s):

They know you’re a trip, Jess

They thought maybe you were the one; I’m laughing

They know how you work

You make them smile - because they know you

ya, ok

Jesus.

It’s fucking code, is what it is

You’re a jewel of a dog-walker

You ARE my opinion, Jesse

They know exactly what you are.  You’re a machine.

Meticulous

You’re HELLuv disabled, is why

That WAS a genius thing, jess

That really is sumthin’ jess

You ARE endlessly organized, Jesse

They’re laughing at you.  You’re weird, Jesse

Your soul is invincible, Jesse

They like you.  I’m serious.

You’re a procedural

You're kind of a nut, Jess

Your fate is law

You're a high-level lawyer, is why

Because you know you're funny, Jesse 

Saturday, July 17, 2021

OH

One Hour, oh my god, OH, Ohio

10:48a-11:18a

Saturday morning

Satyr mourning


sippin’ on my coffee, slippin’ with my coffin

Eating oatmeal (omio), just like every other day (od?)

Listening to music, a list made by a sick muse

Writing, instead of fighting.  Righteous might.

The pen is mightier than the sword.

Is the sword mightier than the S word?  shit.

The penis mite, shit (!)


This shit sucks

I don’t even want to think about sucking on shit

professor of profanity and coprophagy 

The wind blows, the vacuum sucks, the horsefly bites

And the toilet is full of shit

Toy-let,  for the baby vampire

Let-er V, the letter that lets

Books to read, a ghost (boo!) at Reed

Trivia with Olivia

News you can use

Email for females

History to solve a mystery

no paucity of curiosity or luminosity

Herstory of the bursary

Funny money for you, honey-bunny

Stupid cupid

Idiots with covid, covidiots

Retarded, but hard, yard-guard

Foolish ghoul at the cool school’s pool

Roommates that hate doom

Religious and prodigious

Productive, but fuct

Oblivion with Vivian

Engaged with rage, the enraged mage

Mage v. Sage!  Wages for pages

Pages that go on for ages

Macho nachos, and the eminent feminine

Eating cinnamon with Eminem, a dapper rapper

Dressed to kill, or maybe dressed to arrest

A thirst for the worst

Evil Knievel landed on a weevil

Eve in the evening, Adam’s madame

Even Steven, and an odd God named Todd

Good God, GD

Gray Davis using Avis

aviary, apiary, topiary, breviary, and commissary

The bee’s knees, it’s pleasing, I sing

Rhyme on a dime, is not a crime

But being slimy and grimy…

Cleanliness is next to godliness

Purity of surety

Convinced at convents

Persuaded by purse, aided by suede

the gay priest delivered a homo-ly

God's audience:  Gaudience

interfaith dialogue, a Journey Together

cooperation, friendship, appreciation, and understanding

glorify god with your life!

ave Maria, saved from slavery

night and knight, and unite

heal your soul, heel and sole (and hele and sol)

defend us from ee (every evil) (eve 'n ellen)

   ee cummings, electrical engineering, expressed emotion

clean thoughts and brainwashing

BP and the big picture (Baden Powell, British petroleum)

good,  honest living (not bad HL, e.g. Hannibal Lecter)

    holy land, historic landmark, dhl (day and half late?)

perspective, global or parochial, humanity or local

convivial conversation with convicts

Siva needs to fill out a Special Immigrant Visa Application

deferral of deterrence  


Allah - lujiah!   Hose Anna!   Prey, the lore!  

The esp exp: Experience of extra sensory perception.   Especially en español (not Esperanto), expert x-spurt, espadrille, expunge..   God:  the good old days in the great out doors, with ollie guacho dog!   General’s orders, dawg!  Government of dunces, gravity of death.  I like quiet.  Please, peace and quiet.  A silent night.   Silencio, por favor.   I need to power through my piles of paper (and books, too). I have 4 books of short stories, 3 Pynchons, 1 Wallace, and a philosophy tome.  Some psychology/psychiatry, and a monstrously big pile of Spanish materials.   Gotta git on it, git r done, git to work!!  Giddyup.  YA!  (Yah-way?) Mush!  All lay loo ya.  Pray-z the ordinance, ordnance (and Jay-z).  Ho’s on, uh?   CIA, called into action.  And the PIA. Not the pieta.  Nothing to do with pie.  Well, maybe a little.  Central intelligence agency, and it’s sister agency, the Peripheral intel agency.   Did you say we're going to Hayward?  Or Harvard?  I brought what I bought.  Sport shorts and shirts and shit.   Going all the way, with Yahway!  YHWH?  Yeah, the way.