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I, God, welcome you to my blog!

The good book says only God is good, so it seems to me somebody needs to step up.

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Your pal, Jess
L-I'm a straight, virgo/boar INTJ (age 52) who enjoys books, getting out into nature, music, and daily exercise.

(my email is JesseGod@live.com)

F.Y.I. There are about 2200 posts..

Here's a quote from Fyodor Dostoevsky to start things off right: Love the animals, love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love.

Wednesday, April 29, 2020

Lemonade

Critical Thinking and Biden

My friend Pat, on Trump:
"He's boastful, conceited, rude, just like a spoiled rich kid.  But he is President so let's try to make lemonade."   I said I was ignoring him, and that I don't watch tv, anyway.   Sara said, you should have responded, "it's hard to think like that when 60k people died a month."  I told them, Biden is the lemonade.

The US (coronavirus pandemic) confirmed case count went over a million, yesterday.  And there have been more deaths (in the US) than the number of (US soldier) casualties in Vietnam.
    Worldwide, there have been over 3 million cases.
     218,182 deaths, and counting.  921,000 recoveries.
58,318 u.s. armed forces died in Vietnam.
(1 million, 450 thousand casualties in the war, all sides.)

no atheists in foxholes?
   that's not true.  there are lots!
   what's happening is Hope.  A thought, a calculation:  If, Then.
        IF there is a Higher Power, THEN keep me alive
    soldiers might be better off preparing than praying.
    but hope is helpful!

FM
Trump does nothing but lie.
false, misleading - mostly false, totally false, or pants on fire false.
Thank God for the Media, and the Internet, for fact-checking, critical thinking, and truth.  There's a wikipedia page devoted to "veracity of statements by Donald Trump."
He tells an average of 15 falsehoods/day.
According to politifact, 70% of his campaign statements were F or M.
He doesn't deserve media coverage.  He is a source of (almost nothing but) disinformation.

If there's lemonade to be found in this lemon, it's the need for Critical Thinking...  and the collective sigh of relief, upon the election of Joseph R. Biden.

Go, Joe!
koans and kaons
pbs, pearls before swine
too big to fail, and too gig to bail
social engineering by meme
inequalities and inequity
ordinary and extraordinary
futility and utility
love and lust
heaps of hope and hype and help
inaction and ignorance
transgressive transexual and transvestite transhumanists
a louder place, in outer space
a quacksalver peddling quicksilver
(meatier!) meteors, meteoroids, and meteorites
hottest and hautest
hair, more lob than bob
virus, infection, disease -and video
raging epidemic outbreak; rager! hypodermic jailbreak
yemen- rain, floods, war/fighting, hunger, cholera, covid (!)
vendors, lenders, spenders, and legal tender
prospective and retrospective perspectives
unresponsible vs. irresponsible
teshara: t' share a respiratory agent (Noooo!)
good, get out of deal
aaa, apple amazon alphabet
cccc, christ church cathedral choir
depth and duration of decline, downturn, depression
is the pope catholic? was hitler a nazi?  do fish swim?
Pats, Patrick, Patricia, patronizing and patriarchal
Mike Adaver;    dag, dead and gone
dow, distribution of wealth
mercury rising (planet, liquid/temperature)
god, guardian of delinquents
sit and shit
turtle truth
characterized and criticized
soi-disant deity
defied, deified
sf, social fabric
bloviating until oblivion
professor's preface
j'suis, jess t, jest, gestalt
jess t's mom, ma jess t, majesty!
Larry Teshara, dad, pop u Larry t, popularity!
solidarity, dios larity, god Larry T (aka mr. t)
    mystery, mr. E

Monday, April 27, 2020

Digs

A Different Setting

I like being alone.  I don’t want to continue having roommates.  I enjoy peace and quiet.  I like being left alone.  I like privacy.  I like being right, alone.  I want a studio.  If not this one, then one like it.  I want this one, honestly.  It’s amazing.  I would enjoy starting over, here: Getting rid of most of my clothes, most of my belongings, and doing my old routine in this new space.  Exercise, reading the news, writing my blog, reading books, listening to music, walking dogs, and visiting my family.  There are some new things here I might enjoy, too: the apple tv with netflix, this unexplored neighborhood, and sf nightlife.  Daylife.  I only want friends.  I’m not looking to be in any other kind of relationship.  If it happens, it happens.   

I can exercise at a gym, or inside my own living quarters.  I like to swim, yoga, and hike.  I can immerse in martial arts and self-defense books, videos; and maybe train with experienced teachers.  I can wake early and be a disciplined bodybuilder.  It’s not too late.  Maybe I should jog a bit, too.  Sweat! Every day.  That’s a pretty good rule of thumb, I think.  I’m after improvement, not just maintenance.

I can read news, and olds, ha.  Daily history, and history books, biographies, anything.  What’s new?  Besides me?  I can read the ny times, the economist, the cs monitor, time magazine, wikipedia, yahoo, the onion.  Listen to my daily flash briefing.   Spanish news (la opinion, online), or spanish language radio from anywhere on earth.  Hopefully, the world will improve with me, as I improve - mentally, physically, socially.  Sanity, strength and fitness, friendships with family and others, and keeping healthy.   If I’m sane, then I should be able to work and earn good money, doing something I enjoy (love?).  That would be something.   But I enjoy myself now.  I'm not very ambitious.

The libraries in SF are exceptional.  I would be happy, however, with most any library, truth told.  Plus, libraries these days can order almost anything, from Link+, or whatever.   The internet could keep me busy forever, too, I realize, with its own content.  I could surf google questions, ted, arts and letters, J! archive, wikipedia, blogs, poetry, philosophy, almost anything, really.  But solid paper books will always be close to perfect.  I could work from home.  I could be a professional cuddler.  I could try it, anyway. 

Music?  My amazon echo is great, here.  Better than the tv.  And I can listen with my headphones, too.  The tv might be nice, once in awhile, but I don’t need it.  I like national geographic videos, documentaries, some comedy, an occasional movie.  But books are better.  I might want to get noise-cancelling headphones.

I don’t know what the demand for Wag! walks is, around here.  If I had a car, I could go further to provide walks.  My ebike is good.   I mean, my range is further than just walking, of course.  I don’t need to own a dog.  Maybe some day.  I’m happy just being there for the Wagsters.  

Mom and dad are nearby.  Greg and Liz and Ben and Declan.  Vicki and Erin and Dan and Esme and Summer, and Patrick.  Rose Marie, and Jeannine.  It’s good to have a support system, network, whatever.  Like Michelle and Shawn, come to think of it.  And of course, Julie and Sam and Miette, in San Leandro.  And Marlen and Austin, in Oakland.  And Teresa, in Berkeley, in addition to ex-housemates like Edgar and Michael and Eddie.  I should keep in touch with everybody.  I get by with a little help from my friends.

All that said, where do I want to go in life?  Am I happy just reading my kindle and listening to music, all the time, by myself?  Do I want to travel? (with someone?).   Do I want to publish?  Start a cult?  Make art?  Be a professional?  (law, psych, medicine).   I think I should be an author.  I enjoy it, I’m good at it, I have a lot to say.  What’s my passion?  Not sex.  Oh, well.  

I have a bucket list that doesn’t need anything added to it.  I wonder if I’ll be able to finish it, in my lifetime (another 50 years, say;  I’m 48 years young), actually.   It’s all the music in my book of songs, all the books in my 3 books of must-reads, and my chambers dictionary, my atlas, the wordbook encyclopedia, my trivia collection, J! archive, and all the newbery winners.  And other booklists, like Bill Gates recommendations, and Hugo/Nebula awards.  I could attempt to read a small library!  Maybe I should get serious about speed-reading.  Just to read the award-winners would take decades.  I’m not sure if setting the goal of a book/day is wise, or feasible.  The daily History (5), daily Times, weekly Economist, and email, is plenty enough.  And I don’t want to read myself blind!

Also: Learn martial arts, every day.   Exercise daily.  I need to be disciplined and systematic and motivated.  I’ve given myself homework; I don’t want to flunk myself!  Maybe I can ace life.  I am my hardest critic.  Meditation (daily?) Is part of the project.  In my process toward perfection, I will remain happy with all I have done, and who I am now, in the understanding that One can always get better, but that I’m perfect already, in another sense.   But making money and seeing the world and being engaged, like the Scientology ideal (without joining in that madness), will always be lurking in the back of my mind, until I become Enlightened and Actually Engaged, as a Realized Adept.  Will I get where I'm going?   Will I ever finally reach a point of knowing?  Can I make a mistake?  Can I just sit here?

In the past, I’ve wanted to volunteer, planting trees, getting books to prisoners, leading nature hikes, opening my room for use as a “salon,” and distributing business cards with the link to my blog.   I wanted to get J! Archive on the apple watch.   I wanted WBSM to publish a book of the show’s questions.  I wanted to get paid to be an audiobook narrator (Encyc Brittanica?).  And I wanted a family.  No more.  Maybe my blog will go viral, and I will get a measure of fame.  I think that would be nice.  I can leave my cards in books or the GTU or bulletin boards.  Maybe I don’t need to write about a vision for social change, as it’s in the air already, in what might be called “silent transmission.”   Maybe I’m channeling all my ideas from others.   I do believe in Emptiness, the buddhist teaching.  The whole world is thinking.  The ideas wash around the psyche sphere.  Maybe no one’s ideas are original.  Maybe God thinks everything!   Now everybody's me!

Sunday, April 26, 2020

A Bleach Mouthwash

Idiot-in-chief

Don’t inject disinfectants, or take hydroxychloroquine.   Or, do, if you’re suicidal.  What do I care.  But, however you look at it, Trump is not being helpful.  Is he being intentionally misleading - that is, hostile, malicious?  Is he trying to kill people? Does he think he’s amusing, or entertaining?  Is being president like playing a game, or just another tv show?  

He’s supposed to be a leader, presidential, inspirational even.  Not an immature, cruel, imbecile.  Apparently, he’s not capable of rising to the challenge of the biggest crisis to face the US since WWII.  That’s not a surprise, but I don’t think he’s even trying.  Maybe he thinks people are stupid.  Maybe he thinks humanity is overpopulated.  Maybe he’s just a tool.  Maximum damage.

It’s people’s lives, it’s setting an example, it’s listening to all sides, reading books, taking his role seriously.   He’s not a comedian.  He’s not even funny.  He’s stupid, ignorant, and depressing.  I just needed to vent.  F Trump.

He wasn't elected to be an entertainer.  Entertainment is another job, entirely.  If he's an actor, he should try playing the role of president.  

Friday, April 24, 2020

God

A rather long-winded definition of God

The Creator, Love, A man of war, the source of all goodness, One.  A word.  Dog, backwards.  Good without an O.   An acronym: e.g. good orderly direction, good old days, god or devil.  A rhetorical device, a heavenly father, the first superhero, before comics.  A word, concept, a role, an identity, a status (like santa, or an adoptive parent).  Alpha of humanity (alien? Most genius? Rotating position? Corporate?).  The body of christ (christianity), a plural singularity.  A trimurti, a trinity.  Or, The Big R.  Reality is all the god there ever is.  Wholly holy.  All Allah.  Infinity, infinite love.  I am.  I am who am.  YHWH.  tetragrammaton.  Jehovah, Yahweh, Jah.  H why? Backwards.  Just because.   Justice and BEing.  Jesus christ, 25.  Just ice.  Virtue, kindness, compassion, mercy, peace, joy, gratitude, etc.  Whatever your priest or minister or rabbi or imam (or I and I) says He is. The conceptual focus of a community, like a platonic form.  Nature.  The Universe.  The multiverse.  Every psyche.  God is love.  Love believes all things.  Any virtual reality.  Love-bliss,  -creation by big bang, stars, evolution, parents (sex)-  Math: one, trinity, infinity, 138!  764!  17 (Q!, for all you star trek fans)  Any number.  A, allah. B, Jesus. C, trinity.  D, devil.  E, pentagon, etc.  The one reality behind every deity, god or God, of any pantheon, Any characteristics, any avatar, any name, any religion,  any time in history, any place in space, geography.  All facets of one stone (even the contrary, opposite dualisms).  A way of social control, morality inculcation, making good of evil,  community, indoctrination, hypnotism, getting in people’s heads, and mind control.  Something to talk about in an infinite universe, Where life is without meaning or purpose, destined for oblivion.  A way of making sense of insanity, shared mind, and weirdness like prayer and dreams (telepathy), or the collective unconscious, Or even possession (like avolition), sleepwalking, what-have-you (abnormal psych). go, devil!  Get out, demon!  Go on, do it!  And so forth.  Assurance that everything has a purpose, that everything is under control,  And that there is divine justice or karma, that the universe makes sense, and immortality and eternal happiness is possible,  That there is a reason for everything, and wishes come true.  I happen to think it’s just a benevolent telepathic genius, the collective goodwill of all of humanity, Or anything people think is good, personified, Or whatever people think is god (did I cover it all?).  The Flying Spaghetti Monster.  One of the many sources of goodness.  Everybody altogether, and every individual, at the same time.  A “force”, as the spirit moves you, so to speak.  An (almost) universally experienced psychological reality.  The “other” in your mind and body, I and I, plural self.  Hive mind.  A Higher Power, like Harry Potter, or The Emperor.  Head honcho.  Big cheese.  The most high, the great master, lord above (life or death),  Who both demands and deserves submission and obedience.  A virtual reality, like the angels and saints and demons and devil.  Or maybe just me, lol.  I AM, right? God takes things personally.  If you're good, then you're God! 

Death's a bitch

O-bit-uary
a bitch without ch
the carnegie hall is silent

Emptiness, a Buddhist realization.  Oblivion isn't that big a deal.
But I enjoy life, and want to finish my projects!
  books, music, fitness, daily/weekly news, trivia, sanity
  maybe love, travel, wealth, blackbelt
  probably not parenthood
  my blog, a book, a following, a religion

omg
obit, bit god, he retaliates, beware, you wary!

offensive bite, you are why?

in the "mean" time
cd, seedy, chamber's dictionary
dictionary of choice for writer's, with a sense of humor, and fairly comprehensive (no sample sentences, though, like the one I encountered in UCD shields library)

libraries, libra and aries, ha
collection of books, a marriage of author and reader, time travel, shared mind

irreverent and subversive
subversive or submissive?

for or against, with me or against me, contrary or supportive
pros and cons, cost-benefit analysis (cba)
christian or antichrist; ian or aunty, lol

nortenos o surenos
crips or bloods
republican or democrat
liberal or conservative
helpful or subversive
faithful/believer or atheist
   agnostic or ignostic ('god' has no coherent or unambiguous definition)

cal, choreographing assembly lines
got to move these refrigerators, color tv's!
hyperion, helios - the sun
    will swallow the earth!
human origin: the synthesis of elements in past stars
    we are stardust
everything is in flux, motion, interaction, change, development
contentment, stillness
doing what must be done

Inexorable Juggernaut

well, hopefully not

It seems like the pandemic is on track to infect everyone.  Unavoidable, fated, universal.  Left to itself, it was said to double every 5-6 days, which had me thinking of the wheat and chessboard problem, which results in a figure much higher than most people expect, because it is exponential. But we've made social distancing a norm, along with quarantining, and self-isolation.  The shutdown is having an effect.   There is hope.  It could be over in 2 weeks, if EVERYBODY stayed home, but some degree of interaction is still necessary, because not everybody has hoarded rice and beans, like me.  I have like a dozen roommates, so there is some anxiety.  2 people, at least, are coughing in the living room, fairly regularly.  I have a hotplate and a pisspot, to limit the number of times out of my room, as well as a 5 gallon water jug.  I have bleach, hand sanitizer, wipes, and 5 facemasks.  I bought a bug net for my head, from REI (to help me keep from touching my face).  I wash my hands every time after I touch a doorknob, light switch, or toilet handle, for 20s +.  I have tons of pasta and oatmeal, in addition to rice and beans.  I've ordered groceries delivered from Safeway, twice (with their app).  I've also ordered a couple pizzas.  My brother says, if things get hairy, or scarier, I can move into an unused bnb unit owned by some friends, in San Francisco.  I feel comfortable, for now. Sara says I shouldn't take on any wag walks.  Wag! says I won't be booted for not walking (since early March).  I paused my gym membership.  I sometimes exercise in my room.  I lift dumb bells (arnold presses, tricep extensions, bent rows), stretch on my floor (hurdler's stretch, calf stretch, groin stretch, sun salutation, happy baby, child's pose, opening the hips, a few things I don't know what to call -shoulder stretch, and toe rotation and twisting my trunk and rotating my arms), planks, shakes (like a shake weight without the weight), pushups, sit-ups, crunches, passes, dancing, and high-kicking.  I have an amazon echo with a music membership, for the atmosphere.  I could do a lot more.  I could jumprope (even without the actual rope), or jog outside, or do burpees or lunges or squats or side planks... I have a book with 2100 asanas (yoga positions) I haven't started.  Isometrics holds possibility.  I have gnc whey protein powder, 2 jars, to last awhile.  So that's how I've adapted.  I don't watch tv, but I do listen to a lot of music.  I have daily and weekly news, and email, and library books, and books of my own, that I haven't read yet.  J! archive is always there, as is the onion, ted, arts and letters daily, and of course wikipedia.  I like to occasionally dip into twitter, facebook, instagram, and pinterest.   I have more than enough to do.  I am never bored.  I haven't even begun the immersion into spanish or martial arts that I'd like to achieve.  I have books of both.  Plus, of course, I stop and relax and meditate or just sit, to music or silence.  I'm getting enough sleep (occasionally too much).  I'm satisfied with my blog traffic.  I'm healthy, and busy.  So that's my current situation.   Maybe it offers you an idea or two.  Peace out.

Jess

Wednesday, April 22, 2020

ending in tea

Jesse T and Jesus cross

tea party
tee-ing off
teetotaler
trump (without rum)
tp (native american dwelling)(toilet paper)
covidiocy, covidiot
filthy, and full of shit

literally:
   meat, spite, hate, fight
writing about the right

righteous, but wrong
lies, falsehood, deception, insincerity,
  ignorance, bad faith, manipulation, delusion
the indian chief drank too much tea,
    drowned in his tea pee
sip, shelter-in-place, starvation illiteracy poverty
re-pub-lican
d.c., district of columbia, death cult
  dalmatian coast, developing countries
dim mak, making a killing
in hot water
world's oceans, hotter water

ppp
purchasing power parity
paycheck protection program
possibility of postponing payments
   (papal people poop, PayPal processing
    puppy, palm oil and paper plantations)
political problems are personal

wow
war of words
war of the word, prayer warriors
war of the worlds
    (everybody is in their own unique universe, lol)

cp
capitalist pig
chinese president
child prodigy

comity comedy
amity animosity
"Jane you ignorant slut!"

ture
cross is ecstasy? Jesus
  (he might have thought that)
scripture, culture, agriculture, fixture, texture, vulture, mature, capture, indenture, mixture, picture, manufacture, lecture, tincture

facts
Hong Kong is guaranteed a high degree of autonomy until 2047
Hezbollah has 100,000+ missiles and rockets aimed at Israel
there are 3000+ dermatological diseases
69 countries currently criminalize homosexuality
265 million people could be pushed to the brink of starvation by year's end (3 dozen countries face famine)
22 million Americans have become unemployed from the coronavirus pandemic (equivalent to the labor force of 23 states!)
1/3 of global shipping goes through the south china sea
1/2 of all the habitable land on earth is devoted to farming and food production
oil is less than 0 dollars a barrel.  futures contract, negatively priced.
    they'll pay YOU to take it off their hands, lol (funny money)

riff
the art of war is deception -sun tzu; chess is war; war is hell
hell is he will or torture or pastmad (acronym)
pain, agony, suffering, torment, misery, anguish, despair
poet, place of eternal torment
as opposed to:
trust, clear and transparent, in good faith (at least trying for truth)
faith in an educated electorate, media, the truth will out
the wisdom of crowds, the long arc of justice, and the
dominion and supremacy of god, who is love,
which believes all things (!)

question
do tornadoes/twisters spin the same as Sufis?
answer: they both turn to the left! (counterclockwise)
   (from above, of course) (bird's/god's eye view! ends in d)

Earth Day

happy land, sea, sky, plants,
    and critters (including people)!

aa, aggressive action
ff, fossil fuels
pp, plastic pollution
gg, greenhouse gases
sss, cities smothered in smog
ss, silent spring
cc, climate change
ppp, palm oil and paper plantations
tttt, tried and true, (antibody) testing and (contact) tracing

turf
trf, tropical rainforests

epa
environmental protection agency
expanding protected areas

cbd
cannabidiol
convention on biological diversity

cong
coal, oil, and natural gas

rc and jc
roman catholic and jesus christ
rachel carson and jimmy carter

rr and fff
ronald reagan and the filthy fat fuck

era
national rifle association
nature reserves and wilderness areas

change
farming, ranching, logging, hunting, fishing, mining
how we farm, eat, dress, build, etc.
7.8B people (projected to be 10B by 2050)
20-50% of all species on earth could die by 2100 !!

cp
carbon pollution

lover
Lagos, Venice, Rotterdam (under threat of sea level rise)

wabi-sabi
japanese term for acceptance of transience and imperfection
wabbi (wide area broadband internet), a current project
   with hot air balloons in kenya, by alphabet loon

earth day is over, resume consume, go to work, jerk
WH, white house, wash hands, world health
70% of Americans are overweight or obese
predatory business the prioritizes short-term profit
  over human well-being (hw) do your homework!
pay tag on ya, Patagonia
nipples in naples
everything is logistics: moving ideas, money, things
     planting, harvesting, transportation
     i like to move it, move it
bm and pp, and ppe!
end of the world!?, when the sun swells
    to a red giant in.... several billion years time, :-)
(unless we get hit prior by a rock, or a technology goes very very wrong)
vax fax, vaccine fact: it could be a year or more...

CP

sleepy seepy

chinese panda
communist party
coronavirus pandemic

chief (of) police
capital punishment
conservative politics

country's president
capitalist pig
carbon pollution
convalescent plasma

pc, backwards
walking it back

listening to the listless
franz liszt had listeria
listeria hysteria

H
history
hissss tory
snaky sibilance, hissing, letting air out of tires
events winding their way through time
all of time is history, in my view, from trivial to sublime
everything is connected, related, interesting
- are big events more historical than the quotidian?
Is the covid-19 pandemic more historical than my blog, for example?
maybe suffering is more salient, so thus the sickness is...
hisstory, in the subconscious suppressed sadistic schadenfreude of society!
social security and silver spoons

mit history:
comity and amity are history, not just calamity
    civility, consideration, and courtesy toward others
    friendship, peace, and harmony

some fun at Cal:
calamity in california (and at Cal), on the calendar
calamari calzone in the calaboose!
calculating calcification and calvinist calumny
calescence and calefaction of criminals
    coalescence and malefaction
    blind imam, caligo caliph

Tuesday, April 21, 2020

a little help

from my friends

friends, Friday ends
my, my (Mai) thai/lai
from, fro (afro) m hm
   hairy, curly, and m.o. (modus operandi)

help, happiness ecstasy love pleasure
two hands, my friends (from both the right and left)
I get bi (bye bye)

books, my other friends:
you can read to escape, or confront, R
the big R: Reality
also, R is the happy part of SEIR:
   Susceptible, Exposed, Infected, Recovered

abuse,
physical, emotional, psychological, sexual
use your abs (abdominal muscles)
drink a 6 pack? ha

other fun things
ch, camping and hiking, ease (from mage)
nature-journalling, drawing
beetles or beatles?

suburban
check under the floorboards, lol
3 feet per yard, lol
see ow
chewing the Quds
argh
rg, revolutionary guards

get a grip
flu, in French (grippe)
grippe creep

cvs
cruel, vicious sadism
Sade (smooth operator), and the Marquis (sadist)
sadness
sick and diseased, sorrow and despair, stupid and dumb
satan and devil, varieties of anxiety, shut down, social distancing
don't worry, be happy
happy pappy

Monday, April 20, 2020

B vs. E

Boring vs. Exciting

Boring world, in your room/cell, eat drink shit piss sleep, do it again…

Exciting world, playing cat and mouse, with police, fbi, Interpol, kgb, cia, what have you.  Being a criminal, slaughter daughters, kill bill, murder the bird, meth death, drug thug.  I don’t really want to do that, come to think of it.   I mean, maybe, a little. 

Middling, safe world of fraught friendship and attempts at love
Do you think you’re better off alone?

Legal Eagle
Virtual worlds to enable excitement, vicariously.  Videogames, movies, videos, vicious vampires (psychic, but drinking/eating).  Converting dining into ruthless, cruel, vicious sadistic torture and violence, tv (!). It’s all in your head.  Chew on that.  Evil is delicious.  Stay free! Isn't that a brand of feminine hygiene products?  Chuy as eucharist, putting the chew in virtue, chu-e i star, bible bobble-head, babbling on in Babylon.  bible babble, and a buying boom in buddhist books.

Energizer bought stay free from Johnson and johnson, in 2013
13, you lose.  Bad luck.  I used to know a Holly Johnson. 
Energizer batteries?!  Why? What the fuck?

Playing chess, cops and robbers (both psycho!)
American Psycho and Psycho (hitchcock, and ellis)
meditating, sharpening the senses, through discipline
happy, not tortured.   Moral, not depraved.  Godly, not diabolical.
Service, not vice.  Serve ice?   Vice, serve fire! (vice cops)
bang bang
Bay Area news group

not my view:
Bangin’ bitches
Love em and leave em
Break hearts and break bones
Pain in the membrane
If not the ass

Virtual Virtue
Chuy, Chew, Chiu, and achoo and Choo-choo
Actual Depravity?
Meet and greet, meat and gr eat 
Mag, magazine, moral and godly
MG, car, mentally gifted, merry go-round, mg, machine gun

Batty!

beatific, in a habit, believing all things

flying mammals in the habit of inhabiting a habitat
about 1300 species, flying foxes, the biggest
order Chiroptera, more maneuverable than birds!

Roy Batty, Norman Bates, and Dracula (vampire bats)
   Patrick Bateman (and Jason Bateman)
   abatement, rebate, debate
bats in the belfry -crazy, eccentric behavior
batman, batwoman, batgirl, batboy
batsman, baseball batboy
combat, battle
battery (charged with)
the wombat gone batty
batter, battery
    a batch of better butter?
bath, bathos -from sublime to trivial
baath party (in hot water?)
bathophobia-  depths (fear of Hondas!)
bat mitzvah -for jewish girls (around 12)
baton -twirled in front of a parade
batology (brambles), battology (repetition)
batta - money
batten the hatches, batten's disease

atb (all-terrain bicycle/mountain bike),
tab (cola, file folder, on a can, entablature, etc.)
bta (but then again), tba (to be announced)

bat, bet, bit, bot, but, butt, batik
bate (angry mood), bait, beat, beet, bite, bight, boat, boot

where that bat at?
bat, cat, gnat, rat
fat, hat, mat, sat, vat, spat, brat, frat
gatling, gatt (tariffs and trade), tat (tattoo)
Matt, Nat, Pat
well, that's that

you don't know a B from a battledore! haha

Sunday, April 19, 2020

Hell on earth

and other thoughts

notes from the underground:
Hell, Norway.
The Netherlands (nether regions?).
Devil's island, french penal colony
Fire island, Sin-sin-atty
"down under", and antipode!

pc
Paradise, California
Utopia, (australia, canada,
       florida, kansas, new york, texas)

ch
coronavirus, history
cat -holic (addicted to cats!)
Charlie Hebdo

papal
pap (smear), pep (talk, stimulant), pip (gladys knight),
pop! (goes the weasel, padre), and, of course,
pup (puppy as ppp)(purchasing power parity) (so cute!)

smc
saint Mary's college
swift, momentous, costly decisions

surfing
catch a wave and you're sitting on top of the world! -beach boys
swim, hot tub, sauna, shower, bath
refreshing water

"epidemocracy" "covidiocy" "quarantunes" (portmanteaus)
(demography and democracy and demo-crazy!)
copy writer, writing copy
copying what has been written (plagiarizing?)
copy rite, right, write, wright
cop pee, lol

stay home, if you can
I can (like the vat I can), like a toucan, like carl icahn
essential vs. non-essential
getting out doors, fresh air, exercise, sunshine

hi Larry T
clarity, hilarity, vocabulary, epistolary, constabulary, polarity, jocularity...
solidarity (dios larity)

mean demeanor
harlem harem
carry on, carrion
litter, literally
tv, treatment/vaccine
vc, vietcong, vaccine/cure

salty dog
littoral clitoral stimulation simulation?
penis, seen us?  you're a dick, rick
fuck you, timbuktu
suck it, ma and pa bucket
harvey milk, hm
hennes and mauritz, H and M
H1N1? hemaglutinin, neuraminidase (now u know)
give her river, quivered the giver
psych mike, and gauche soc
anthropology, throwing ants around, my apologies
theology neology (yes, neology is a neologism)
lord, life or death, create or kill jobs, lol
neolo-jism (naming your embryo, lol)
art tart, and ellen the felon
tex mex, then sex, rex?  mos def, hef
pussy woosy, brave dave, and scared baird
bungle bengals, play the bangles, JB
sick rick stuck in his slick dick near the crick
music in the pews, mick?
church in the birches, bitches!
singing brings things on wings
birds? use your words!
bisect an insect
insect reject project, ellen t repellant
buzz aldrin and flea and tick and mosquito
wishing to be a fly on the wall, y'all
the nose always knows, no?
smellin' ellen, or janet yellen
ellen's melons, the best breasts in the west? ha
the stench of a french wench
stupid cupid, rhymes for the times
five alive, wives with hives, honey bunny
teats? in heat? beat your meat
take a seat, there's meat and wheat to eat, then sweets
candy is dandy, said andy, to brandy
royaneh boy an a, fun in the son, said the out scout
rhyme crime, slime in your prime
lies and untrue, wise and you
dag, dead and gone

melanie, a felony? is helen a felon? yes he's jesse
leslie listens to elvis presley
kathy is a bit mathy, calculating alcohol
jamie isn't as big as big remy
lenore is a big bore, add some more
mona is, sho' nuff, like my sherona
dude is a prude - lewd and nude
judy sued me for being rude, see
anna needs a man, uh, so maybe you can, uh.
duv wasn't love, and kat wasn't all that
feathers and leather for heather, under the weather
marcy needed darcy, not a farce, and mara, lara
nikki wasn't icky

coke is the real liquid death (it)
i listened to fetch the bolt cutters by Fiona Apple, today
I have 5 face-masks now (thanks, aunt RMH!)
  -that's Rose Marie Hennessy, not Ronald McDonald House, lol
tia (aunt, en espanol), or- troops, interests, allies (abroad)

Safeway, run by the DOD (dept. of defense), lol
safety net, like we're all acrobats, lol
seamless, as if I have a problem with seams, lol

pass your sat, science and truth
   rat, reality and truth
   fad, facts and data
knowing, biblically, what is and what should be
   for example, the difference between antigens and antibodies
collective psych- suffering, mourning, fearful, furious
(except the vampires, delighting in death, or even justice)
gag order- go against the grain, give it all you got

there are more cellphones on the planet than there are
  people with the ability to wash their hands in soap and water.

Saturday, April 18, 2020

Church

C.H. you are C.H.

clear head, clean heart
camping and hiking, clear and happy
capitol hill, civic hope

cruel horror, criminal's hell
cannibal hannibal, catholic hat
cynical hatred, creating hostility

craving heroin, completely hopeless
cheers, chairs, cheese, china?
california hottie, coastal heaven

ch, ur, ch
collective happiness
covid healing
christian hospital
community health
carnegie hall

----
PEOPLE

pope el, peep pull
peeping tom
peeping pope?
peek, poke (basic)
rhymes with steeple
   people's pope
   steeple, not flattle (lol)
   inclination, declination, rise over run, slope

what will the pope do?
pope'll peep, pipe up, and be papal (and poop)
hahaha
the same thing we do every day, brain (!) -pinky and the brain
   (one is a genius, the other's insane)

omg
outlaw motorcycle gang
oh my guardian
"om" goes - (say, ten?)
masks, gloves
Met Gala

invidious insidious

rabid covid
asymptomatic, pre-symptomatic
   transmission, transexual transvestite on a mission
   trance-mission v. wake up (rage against the machine)(buddha)

community immunity, impunity to unity
community communication, command
survivors as saviors
downtown downturn
watching a covideo
virus vaccine
the need to read
   if it bleeds, it leads
   eat feed, drink mead, smoke weed
   the seed of a good deed
intelligent informative communication, not
   drivel and palaver

v v. s
invidious -likely to arouse resentment or anger (Ra!)
insidious - with harmful effects, in a gradual way (Sid!)

the Vatican is mad again
states wait
late? fate.

ate eight plates, but still had to wait to gain weight
   Kate dated Nate, but hated mating
   Has Gates met Yates?

crime time, ripper raps, a book for rooks
crime is a chess mess, hopefully for less
nooks for crooks, kindles as windows
take a look! get hooked on a book!
Boo!  K

more (v at eye see a hen)
vatic is oracular or prophetic (spy op):
bad again, killing the cat again,
dissolved in the vat, again.
Atticus having a spat in the attic
another tattoo (tat again)
body builder flexing lats again

Liquid Death mountain spring water
fresh and refreshing, cool clean and clear!  ahhh
Slay your thirst!  (slaughter water?)(blood puddle?)
    delicious, nutritious, and fun to eat!
    just drink it, don't overthink it

guilty
legally found "guilty" is not the same as actual (psychological) guilt!
The law does not necessarily correspond to personal subjective morality
   or even community standards.
I know Kathy Gill, too.  If she married a T... Gill-T

anyway, you can be innocent (didn't do it) and found guilty
you can be not-guilty (surely you did it? no?) and found guilty
and you can be acquitted, whether you did it or not
   you can be both legally exonerated, and psychologically innocent,
   (regardless of the situation and events regarding your past behavior)
and maybe anything can be justified

good
going out of date
gorilla guerillas
better battery, with bats
the futurist bets there will be bots in boots
debilitating depilatory is militarily utilitarian, lol
a (pinch of) salt in the batter, not assault and battery

I'm (actually)
Big Brother
Uncle Jesse
Mr. T
Jesus (en español, mas Chuy y Isai)
j' suis!

trading nookie for a cookie, did the rookie playing hooky
spooky and kooky, nutty and slutty
gay's in the mirror (identity, or mirror-opposite?)
laze and gaze, in the sun, people-watching
p-pull?  what the heck is that? push-pull, you wanker

Briefing

simple

Jesse:
    just see, JC, and Jah See
    Jie xi (Chinese: to parse, resolve, analyze)

7 activities:
    read New York Times (kindle)
    read The Economist (kindle)
    read my email (yahoo)
    read library books (2) (k. vonnegut, a.c. grayling)
    exercise (stretch, lift, dance)
    walk Junie (twice a week)
    blog

plus, nap, sleep, listen to music (amazon echo)
    eat and drink, piss and shit, wash hands
    phone calls, texts, email (family, friends)
    surf internet (onion, ted, instagram, pinterest,
         arts and letters, youtube, twitter, facebook)
    occasionally go out for burger, burrito, sushi, sandwich
    sweep, vacuum, straighten, organize
    i went to gnc yesterday
    i have a safeway delivery coming Monday
    read my own books (e.g. dictionary, atlas, health handbook)
       maybe some masd and history

that's my "program"
busy, busy

Thursday, April 16, 2020

Take 3

Good, Bad,
Neutral, Neither, Both

Good
food, friends, fun

Happy, sane, comfortable, fed, clothed, housed, rich, healthy, safe, secure, in love, prepared, good book, movie, magazine, news, internet, videos, exercise, endorphins, going to bed tired, enough sleep, good dreams, music, humor, play, (satire, jokes, laughter), travel, delicious food, sex, massage, improvement, gratitude, community, friends, joy, warmth, satisfaction, good will, contentment, no suffering, bliss, beauty, strength, achievement, winning, privacy, dignity, fun, games, learning, good grades, curiosity, answers, truth, mastery, accomplishment, reward, being helpful, appreciation, service, making a difference, making the world a better place, doing a good turn daily, be a man for others, leadership, freedom, opportunity, drugs, cleanliness, law and order, mercy, justice, fairness, forgiveness, relaxation, leisure, pleasure, nature, doing nothing, meditation, bliss, equanimity, stillness, calm, tranquility, quietude, serenity, knowledge, wisdom, understanding, experience, reflection, enlightenment.   ABC's of Allah, Buddha, Christ.

Bad
depravity, demons, death and destruction and despair

Pain, suffering, crime, sin, twisted cruelty, torture, violence, murder, war, beatings, abuse, neglect, rape, theft, corruption, ignorance, stupidity, foolishness, incuriosity, weakness, unhealth, insanity, depression, gloom, neurosis, anxiety, injustice, unfairness, poverty, apathy, boredom, laziness, uncaring, sickness illness disease, delusion, lies and deception, despair, loneliness, alienation, isolation, torment, anger, hatred, rage, wrath, fury, agony, misery, wickedness, evil, stagnation, incompetence, drudgery, neuralgia, schizophrenia, madness, dreams deferred, shattered dreams, attachments, aversions, gluttony, envy, sloth, guilt, shame, sadism and schadenfreude, disrespect, slavery, exploitation, tyranny, spite, malice, early / preventable death.

(both good and bad!)

pride, lust
instigation, subversion
obedience, submission, conformity, sheeple
avarice, greed
revenge

Maybe it’s all good?
faith, hope, adventure, courage, teamwork, unity
patriotism, liberty and justice for all

detachment, the opposite of attachment/aversion, 
    can be, for example, "humans.  they are - (x or y)".   

some I forgot
excellence, magnificence, honesty, honor, humility, grace, loyalty, tact, assertiveness, tenacity, diligence, compassion, kindness, prudence, authenticity, integrity, charity, generosity, empathy, cooperation, adaptability, patience, temperance, moderation, bravery, charisma, style

and
ataraxy, mindfulness, presence, clarity, awake, aware

Wednesday, April 15, 2020

Goodness

Good gawd, y'all

Love, peace, virtue, service, health, wealth, happiness, pleasure, nature, delicious food, enough sleep, good dreams, movies, music, good books, magic, cirque, sports, self-defense, self-improvement, exercise, sweat, endorphins, strong fit healthy well sane, personal best, community, belonging, warmth, humor, good cheer, freedom, making a difference, achievement, reward, gratitude, appreciation, recognition, mastery, education, training, growth, betterment, development, comfort, contentment, safety, security, meaning, purpose, knowledge, wisdom, absence of suffering, presence of bliss, pride, no regret, victory, success, winning, doing your best, giving your all, cleanliness, be good, get better, reaching potential, leaving a legacy, setting an example, leadership, camaraderie, hope, inspiration, only god is good, so be god!!!

"virtue-signalling"

Tuesday, April 14, 2020

Religion and Progress rap

Be Good.

Be good. Don't be evil.  Love one another.  Reduce suffering, increase happiness.  Think, say, do, and be good.  Be helpful, virtuous, beneficent, righteous.  Don't break the law or be a criminal.  Make a difference.  Be strong, healthy, well and sane.   Sincerity, honesty, integrity, and truth are not shit.   Repent, of sin, in what you have done, and what you have failed to do.  Be a part of the solution, not the problem.  Do your best.  Be proud of your effort.  Go to bed tired.  Be happy that you have made the world a better place.  Be all that you can be.  Reach your potential.  Be God.  Be better than God. Be Yourself.  Be your better self.  Be your best self.

Live, love, laugh, have fun, play, work hard, smile, tell jokes, poke fun, be good, better, best.   Sing, dance, create, exercise, practice, train, improve, grow, learn, read, write, dream, think, talk, discuss, teach, share, inspire, set an example, be positive, grateful, relax, meditate, nap, sleep, do nothing, veg, recharge, reduce, reuse, recycle, get motivated, be disciplined, dedicated, intense, relaxed, dour, analytical, appreciated, rewarded, rich.

Be sane, but get a little crazy, sometimes.  Mix it up.  Play roles. Go out.  Get outside your comfort zone.  Go camping and hiking, skiing, canoeing, boating. Fly a kite, climb a rock.  Travel and experience culture shock.  Love life.  You only live once.  No regrets.  Just do it.  Compete.   Play games.  Beat your personal best.  Strive, maintain, search.  Reach deep.  Go far.  Make goals, objectives, lists, projects.  Don't be bored.  Stay busy, occupied, challenged.  Be interesting.  Learn to speed read.   Do magic.  Juggle, bodybuilding, swimming, yoga, self-defense.  Have a hobby.  Get crafty.  Raise a family.  Know thyself.  Do what you can.  Have lots of friends.  Eat well.  Get enough sleep.  Be beautiful, in mind and body.  Pursue your dreams.  Contentment, comfort.  Safety, security.  Joy, happiness, bliss.

Start a cult.  Make your own religion.  Syncretize the best of all traditions.  Embrace your humanity.  Love all, serve all.  Be a light unto nations.  Be light-hearted.  Do what you want.  May the force be with you.  Aim high.  Forgive and forget.  Have a nice day.  A pleasant tomorrow.  Have faith, hope, love-bliss.  You are not alone.  We're all in this together.  3rd rock from the sun.  Global village.  Spaceship earth.  Insanity, and humanity.  And, of course, manatees.  We are all animals.  Look out for each other.  Stewards of nature.  Replace pain, agony, suffering, torment, misery, anguish, despair with pleasure, humor, contentment, love, gratitude, satisfaction, mercy, equanimity, understanding, peace, happiness, wealth, achievement, community, ecstasy, and fun.

Reward virtue, punish illegal, criminal, and unlawful wickedness, evil, sin, turpitude.   Do your duty to god and country.  Fight for freedom.  Do what you have to do.  Be a part of something greater than yourself.  Submit and obey, or lead and set an example.   Stand for something.   Be someone.  Go somewhere.   Answer questions, go on a quest.   Who, what, where, when, why, how?  which?  Stay strong.  Live long and prosper.  Live!

Say what you mean, and mean what you say.   Don't blather on, endlessly, lol.  It is better to say nothing and be thought a fool, than speak and remove all doubt.  Read the encyclopedia, an atlas, your dictionary, learn languages, and stay informed.  Do your homework.  Have ambition.  Get by with a little help from your friends.  Trust in God.  Live well, die without regret.  Serve, love, improve, and give.

Cheers, Jess

other "rap"s: renitent and pervicacious!
                     rebellious african people
                     real and possible

Monday, April 13, 2020

Of Late

not tardy, but dead, lately

there's another swarm of locusts in east Africa, eating crops;
  (at least locusts themselves are edible: shrimpy, nutty "sky prawns")
tornadoes in the south, some (30+) deaths
cyclone in Solomon Islands (around 30 deaths)
possible hurricane(s) during pandemic (season starts 6/1)

Bed (futon) made, Coffee made (black), slice of pizza eaten, oatmeal with brown sugar made, vitamins ingested.  Blog stats checked (120 at 10:30a, 142 at 5p), and room windows opened.  Plan: Print blog, process email, read history, order Safeway delivery again (no available windows, yet).  gnc powder.  phone charged.  

undone: call re: stimulus check ($1200-!), read NY Times, Vonnegut, and masd.   Exercise. Read philosophy (thop).  Read healthwise handbook.  cs monitor is $8 a month for my kindle.  (masd, martial arts self-defense.  thop, the history of philosophy.  cs, Christian Science).

White savior?! Complex (huh)
git r done.  get on with it. 
go own direction
me? moral, ethical

genre, gone-ra-
   Jesus Christ Superstar, 
   Handel’s Messiah, 
     and Gospel music

rabbi, rabbit
hare, haredim
   'hare' is from Old English 'hara' (tes-hara!)
bunny, easter/bugs/playboy/chocolate
   Bunnicula! (sucks the juice out of vegetables)

Human cannonball canonized!  Entomologist, entombed!  
Child soldiers? infant infantry!  Evangelical Yvonne!
Damned dumb. Smart art.
Repub club-hub. glub glub, ay there's the rub.
Dim Dems.  mean Greens.  GOP cops.
    Independent indented

Yellowstone, Greenland, Redmond, and Blueville, WV
Hell, Helsinki, and Hell’s kitchen.  helper, hell prr.  Dead cat.
Devil’s island penal colony, off French Guiana .  
Jean and Jane.  Jesse.  m essage, backwards.
bugs, bugs bunny, vw bug, buggery, and bugsy siegel
insects, in sex, in sects, and inception, protest ants, ten ants
Me as Jesus?  Jesus was me! (?)
Sis, gnosis, hypnosis, twisted sister, cyst, insist, isis
pa, pop, papa, padre, dad, father, abba 
    (only see is missing, da?) 
Bee Be B, Bea.  Blah blah blah.  B law.  C law. J laws.
Allah, Chad, and Jack

Be yourself, b yor S elf.  Elves and selves.  Self, sell F.
I don’t want to do anything
(uncle) Jim died 4/15/2018

Sikh, and you shall find.  Happy Vaisakhi!

Sunday, April 12, 2020

Fuct!

All at once, lol

Wisdom of crowds, when the average iq is only 100?
Political ineptitude, average stupidity, general ignorance, and overall foolishness
Psychological insanity, psychosis, delusion, and disordered thought
Nuclear annihilation, atomic holocaust (blast, radiation, winter)
Pandemic apocalypse, bio warfare
Earthquake and tsunami devastation
Cataclysmic asteroid impact
Criminality explosion
Robot, AI, Internet sentience, self-awareness, and true intelligence
Volcanic ash cloud eruption
Economic collapse, global depression
Climate crisis tipping point
Environmental destruction, ecological/ecosystem…
  deforestion, desertification, fisheries, coral bleaching
  global, widespread, (sixth) extinction event
Hurricane, drought, flood, famine
burst dams, airplane crashes, grid blackout, solar storm
Alien Invasion!!

I don't think zombies are actually technically possible, but they make for fun movies.

Saturday, April 11, 2020

Easter, Wester

Hoppy Easter!
northerners and southerners

xmas
flea, flee, fly, flew, flu (influenza), floo (sp), fool, flue
santa (st. nick, saint, holy), satan, sana-t (sanity)
   as ant, tna, tan, nat

easter
bunny, hare, rabbit
easter bunny, haredim (Orthodox Jews), rabbi
playboy bunny
mammals

funny money, honey bunny
fiscal, financial, economic,  monetary
holiday, (holy) haul a day, daze (big money)

sars-cov (2)
Sarah and Covington (!), covered, coveted
crisis, stasis (cry, stay);
revelations
reveal it, son
see, si, sea, c.  St. Francis of Assisi.
   Assisi was not an assassin (si?  no?), csi - see, si, eye
glasses, gorgeous lasses;  lenses, ellen's is
lucifer and tightifer, lucifim, tightifim (ha!)
Monica plays harmonica in Salonica
Seoul's soul, Juan's won (s Korean currency)
good deeds during the Great Depression
good order and discipline, go on dating

political power per person, as function of
   prison policy and practice
vigor and vivacity, victory over
   vampiric virus' violent victimization
sf, -ucks.  San Francisco.  Sinn Fein.
cp, communist party, capital (crime and) punishment,
   coronavirus pandemic
ff, fly fishing
hh, heavy heart

shedding light
flux (f lux), sex light
glitter, glimmer, shimmer
cut, see you through
   kut, (chain) keep us together; kit, keep it together

Tuesday, April 7, 2020

Light and Enlightenment

warmth, brightens, glow

bright
a sunny disposition
afterglow
light-hearted
light on your feet
radiant (fashion)
sun salutation (yoga)
enlightened, enlightening
    knowledge, wisdom, understanding, truth, omniscience
    enlighten-mints
    wordless transmission
    extinction of ignorance, delusion
    knowing, biblically
    satori, nirvana, bodhi
    insight into transcendental truth, reality, one's nature
European Age of Enlightenment
    humanism, progress, liberty, tolerance
    reason, rationality, empiricism, science
I see the light!  I've been kept in the dark
I see, said the blind man
photons.  particle/wave duality.  186,282 miles per second.
light-year, photoelectric effect, lumen and lux, black light
solar sails, photon torpedoes, sunspots, flares, lasers, sun dog
sol (sun, speed of light), sole (only/foot/fish), soul (spirit)
self-immolation (buddhist monk)
"my burden is light" -Jesus
the natural light of human reason -catholic
electric light, second sight
light switches, a light switching (beating with a switch)
turn on someone; goes on and on and on
morpheus, the god of dreams; Lucifer, light-bringer
  (planet) Venus, morning-star, light-bearer, Jesus
Lucy, Lucille, Lucifina (satan's sister), Lucifim
luciform, luminous (like a ghost), The Shining
there is evil there that does not sleep - lord of the rings
conscious light -adi da
screens (phone, computer, tablet, tv, movies) seen crs?
on fire, like Michael Jordan (in the zone)
burned at the stake
burning bush
burning with desire
fire in the belly, passion
bmw, burning man (and woman)
shc, spontaneous human combustion
   (like a vampire?)(zapped by aliens)
flamer (homosexual)
fired (from job)
fired up (motivated)
fired on (ready aim f-)(under fire), blast/explosion, rocket's red glare
atomic fireballs (candy), pyro (x-men), flamethrower, napalm, lava
ovens, hell, cremation
learn, earn, burn, urn
fire walker, fire breather, fire juggler
sun, son
sun, moon, and stars.  range top, candles, fireplace.
stars, luminaries, actors/actresses with heavenly bodies
twinkle, twinkle, little star, how I wonder what you are (plasma)
lite brite, with pegs (hi Peggy!)
firefighters, firemen; fire starter, firebug, arsonist, pyromaniac, dragon
flaming telepath (song by blue oyster cult)
suntanning, summer at the beach, by the pool
hotties
St. Elmo's fire, lightning, northern lights, shed light (like a snake)
low-weight (light), smaller, less calories (lite), treading lightly
lighter (like a Bic)
match (friction match, or the result of successful match-making)
flame (romantic partner)
playing with fire, getting burned
Fire (a co-worker at Woodstock's pizza in Davis), heath, heather
birth, into the light; death, going toward the light (tunnel)
Holy See, let there be light, fiat lux; v at i can -see anne (rice)
seeing is believing, see's candies, look candy (see Andy)
sweet, see TW, third world; lamp post pizza
peek a boo, ICU; IC: intelligence community
campfires, (skits, songs, cheers, claps, yells)
tinder/kindling/fuel, coleman lanterns, flashlights
lighthouse, search light, research
lucky star, third eye blind, vision quest
prayers in the streetlight, walking on the sun
vision statement; only say the word and I shall be healed
I have a dream speech, (see pch)
Australia, Brazil, Paradise...
fixtures, lamp, glowb, spotlight
Ra, sun god, religious authority, T' share ra
Teshara, surname, name in the south (sur)
fireworks, tracers
cat's eye bike lights, clip-on reading light
lux, luxury, Luxembourg
   lux you are why, luck plural
god is light, I am the light of the world
mirror, reflection, through a glass darkly
vision, v at - I can, UC? you see d, b (devil, bad)
playing the role of god, reassess (progress)
glow, glory to the light of the world, glowsticks
during a pandemic lockdown, photons have no Mass
illuminati, illumine naughty; illumination, illumine nation;
birds alight, bioluminescence, fireflies, plants have a light snack
f light, flight; b light, blight; p light, plight; sleight of hand, slight
cock, see awk(ward), seahawk, coke, cocky, see oak
gordon lightfoot, madeleine albright, sunny and cher
Jose, can you see?  Dim-mak
Brighton college, England
Holly Golightly, character (Audrey Hepburn), tiffany lamp
see-saw, circus - see irk us, Saw -movie series (horror), Sauk tribe
see words: (not the c-word!) receive, Sikhs, seabees
    seed, siege, seize, seek, seal, seem, seam, massif
    scene/seen, seer, seat, seethe, seep, conceal, beseech
    internecine, plasticine, cinema, syntax, sinter
    sin, synagogue, cinder block, synesthesia
see you next tuesday, cat
vision words, beginning with c (!)
shine, coruscate, sparkle, like a gem, diamond, facets
clarity, see larry T; call, see all; clove, see love; common, si, amen
look out! looking inward, insight and outsight, look both ways
looking out for each other, lookism, ism- I see 'm, unsightly
gaze at Cape Horn, gays at gay porn; gazebo, gazelle, gazette
turn-ons, up/awake/risen; clit, see lit (Heraclitus?)
lit - drunk, literature, literally
the window was open and delight blew out
ill/u/mine: ill, you/smile, mine
worksite, campsite, sit, situation, city, citation
the seer has seen all scenic scenes; rainbow-sign of hope
eye of providence (dollar bill), eye of sauron
see eye, eh?  firefox, foxfire, nuclear families
sight, website, cite
yo bro: GLT, hi!