Proof of poof

 First Principles

Proof that God is the Devil (principal object of faith)

Conjecture: the devil is just God, when he’s drunk

or, The Devil, created by God, is an agent of God, to do his dirty work

Or, there is no God, it’s only the Devil

Or, it’s all good, so it’s all God

Or, neither God nor Devil exist

Or, it’s a rotating position, more of role than an identity (for both)

Or, they’re just concepts, that serve to order society, and are therefore valuable

   The virtue in virtual, the love in evolution, the good in dogs, the 4-evil (numeric substrate to words), I (one), be (two) see (sea, si).  Contests won, To do things, trying, for people,  five (sex I have), sicks, S+Evan.  Ate, nein (german), lis(ten) :5 alive (is E is Ellen is ecstasy is entertainment is Elle)

  Pascal’s wager

Only God is good

Be perfect as your father in heaven is perfect

Heavenly reward for virtue (biblical?), saint sanity, bliss and blessed

   Bib, cal, lithium (mood stabilizer)

Only god is good

You should be good

It is enough to not be bad, to be good

The devil is for evil

So refraining from sin and obeying the law and being in love confer virtue

In love is in God, because god is love

God is infinite, being a part of god is being one with the universe

The universe is a multiverse of psyches, everyone in their own world

All in all is all we are, now everybody’s me, I am the walrus

Hell is punishment for sin, we are born with original sin, everyone dies

Heaven is outer space, part of The Heavens

Where it is cold and dark and boring and dangerous and unforgiving and vast

The universe is indifferent, without meaning, absurd

We make our own meaning.   Meaning need not be literal, mean.  

The Dalai Lama says Kindness is my religion

Loving kindness, compassion, virtue, wanting others to be happy

Extinguishing dukkha, suffering, discontent, dis-ease, unhappiness

By snuffing the sources of suffering: attachment, ignorance

Positive attachments and negative attachments, and delusion/confusion

education, enlightenment, light in your. mind, dreams, visions, imagination.

Sudden realization (light bulb!), satori, awake, aware, alive, present, mindful

kwuteo, knowledge wisdom truth enlightenment omniscience

Understanding yourself, your mind, your situation, the relevant facts, all

Cultivating virtue, meditation, bliss, service, concentration, presence, discrimination, equanimity, love, understanding, respect, joy, serenity, calm tranquility, imperturbability

Anyway, the universe is said to rearrange according to our will

The secret of prayer, karma, success: God “instantiates”, or, the universe

As an impersonal law of its process, is designed to give us what we want

Golden rule, he who has the gold makes the rules, also - you get what you give

You reap what you sow, blessings for virtue, misery for sin,

Do unto others what you would have them do for you, or,

Don’t do to others what you wouldn’t like for yourself,

With the exception to the rule, from GB Shaw, people have different tastes (!)

God, or the universe, is a genie!  It grants wishes.  There’s a moral component.

anyway,

If you don’t want to suffer, you don’t want to go to hell, you don’t want to be the devil,

Then you eschew sin/evil, you cultivate virtue, and you therefore become God

(or a part of God, who is infinite, so is therefore the universe itself, Spinoza’s god, AE’s god)

But the universe is your mind, too.  Your head.   Your psyche, your brain, your consciousness.  

Reality is the universe + your awareness, mental experience, your body (U+I, as it were)

U and I are Me n U, so menu, suicide, ruination…. Bruins.  Purity.   University and Interstate.

Universe has U and I in it.   You and Eye.  Aye and AI.  Me, myself, and Ay!  

Anyway,

Obviously, reality is the meshing of your body plus the rest of the universe.

Mind, body, soul are red herrings.   There is only body.  Our minds interpenetrate.

Just like a radio is physical and the waves are “spiritual.”   We can read each other.

We’re all the same, want the same things, for the most part.  Look inward, know thyself, to know society, the world.  I like music, books, nature, dating, good food, exercise…

All we do is move things around.  The entire universe is physics.   Our world is logistics.

We move money, ideas, ourselves, products, materials, chemicals, vehicles, etc.

Capitalism rewards supply meeting demand with money, intelligently and naturally structuring our lives and planet.   Other systems have been tested, with varying degrees of success.

Pinker tells us we’ve never had it so good.   We live in a relative utopia.

If you’re in hell, keep going.  For many of us, life is heavenly.   You will be rewarded for hard work and virtue.  Early to bed, early to rise, makes a man healthy, wealthy, and wise -Ben Franklin (aka Poor Richard).  Libraries, internet, movies, music, television, there is no end to the stimulus available.   World travel for tourists is another realm.   Drugs and natural highs and restaurants and culinary engagement/creativity.   Following passion, making millions, do what you love, want to do, enjoy.   Don’t be evil.   Make the world a better place.   Leave it better than you found it.  Love one another.  We all have the same demons and temptations and frustrations and malice.  We all want to get even.  We all want peace.  

Anyway,

If you want to go to heaven, be happy, live forever, you have to be good, they say, inculcate.   So you make yourself an angel, a deity, a saint, a dog, a friend, a lover.  You go to confession.  You eat the eucharist, replenish your soul with virtue after its weekly decay.  You are what you eat, so you ingest God, thereby becoming a member of the corporate body of christ, the son of god, the lord, the savior, the whatever.   I mean, we don’t know how those miracles actually happened.   You just have to take his holiness on blind faith.  He healed the blind.  So you say, fuck it, maybe he’s god, he told me to be perfect, so you become christlike, and presto, abracadabra, you’re the Almighty Himself, the source of all goodness.  You’re one with the universe.  You’re love.  You’re in communion with the saints and the pope.  You’ve got a blog and you’re getting hundreds of hits daily.  Then what?  Maybe people treat your claim charitably, you become a leader, a guru, a master, an enlightened one, a source, a friend and loving father to…your readers, your followers, your “children”, maybe even your cult.   Or priests like your creativity and consult your process for sermon ideas and inspiration.   You’re still just a fish in a big ocean, just a body on a big planet, but infinitesimally small in relation to the unfathomable vast of Reality, the universe, spacetime.  You do what you can.  You do your best.   You make your own life as heavenly as possible, before reaching out to solve everybody else’s problems.  The universe answers prayer on its own, automatically, mechanistically, without any need for intervention.  It’s a law.  It’s baked into code of the matrix.

      But who am I?  Is being God anything special?  It’s just a philosophical adventure, kind of a game, but is it real, or does it become more real?  Power corrupts and absolute power corrupts absolutely, said  - lord Acton, 1885 .  So God, the most powerful, ergo, is the most corrupt, which makes him evil, more evil even than the fuckiing devil, who hasn’t nearly the power of His Creator.  God is fucking Chthulu.   He’s Sauron.  He’s Voldemort, Satan, Antichrist, you name it, all rolled up and down into one.  The Most Good is the most powerful, so therefore The Worst, maybe a vampire with a thirst, an angel and a demon at the same time.  And that’s where I am, where things stand.  It’s all good, they say.  Eventually we all die.  It doesn’t matter one jot or tittle what you do with your life.  If you want to be bad, you can.   Maybe that is your MEANing.  Your spite, spat in the face of a shitty world, that’s treated you like shit, served you a giant shit sandwich.    

     But virtue, even if only virtually, is a far more pleasant experience.  You don’t want to be a warlock.  You want to be a friend, a true friend.   War and lies and torture are hell.  So be good, even if that makes you the devil.   Satan is just another word for “adversary” so you’re the devil, no matter what side of the chess board you’re on.  Be yourself, maybe a Buddha with “no self”, and live how you see fit.  Bodybuilding and daily exercise, whether maintenance or improvement, is part of feeling comfortable in your own skin.  I could say Get Out of My Face, but I don’t really care - you can occupy me, if you want, I don’t mind (much).  Endorphins and oxytocin, the thrill of victory, the bliss of love, the joy of cooking, the ecstasy of E, the rush of catching a wave, the satisfaction of a good read, and the reward of interesting conversation with friends, are all ingredients in the happy stew of you.   So do you, a part of the few, say, for instance, the peace corps, lol.   You can join a war corps.  That’s your decision.  You can be a slave of christ, or free your mind, neo.   You can play any role you feel like, life is but a stage, a dream, and different roles have vastly different outcomes.  It’s a lucid dream.  It’s a choose your own adventure book.   But we don’t know the best choices.   That’s why we submit to God.  But God is just another dude, no different from you, but playing the role.  Force be with you, lol.  Maybe there are some true Jedis.   Emperors.  Morpheus, the god of dreams.  YHWH, Allah, Zeus, Ra, Loki, Thor, Brahma, Siva, Vishnu, Adi Da.   

Confusion will be my epitaph - king crimson

will you ever finally reach a point of knowing -cowboy junkies

n-light-n-mint, mince, meant(al)

chief chef uses chives

Sioux chief and sous chef and sue! says Sue

deconstructing words, theoretical theology

national gnashing

unemployment and employment at the UN

building a mister E, myst

no car, no cares, in north Carolina

my aunt sir to prair

exempt and eggs empty

newspaper and noose pay per

infinity and femininity

Adele has a dell 

heard the herd

shit, a-void-it

freedom to roam about Rome

hawaii and huh why me

universe, one verse, let there be 'U n' I'. (smiling eye)

belief, be lief, be as glad, windbag, my liege, leaf me a loan

slow witted at SLO (San Luis Obispo)

loony moonie's universe

destruction, deconstruction, reconstruction, ineluctable suction

a lyin' lion lying down in Zion (sleeping eye, on)

disoriented in a delorean, under orion

political science,(poly/paul),(eye/ay/aye/ai),(sci/psy/sigh), (ents)

ints, members of intelligence community, g-units of intelli-gents

sy/stem - psi/tek/eng/ma,  spacetime/e/matt

system, cyst, sissed, assist

happy happenings, ha pee

holy, wholly, whole-e, ho-lee

TY, to you, thank you, 2u, cross/christ

crosswords beginning with T

tart, take a right turn (is not political)

psy system, sigh sis, starry d

cardinals are such cards, or birds (128, not 52)

Imagination Nation

Imogen, imago, magi, gin, gi in nat, nay shin

Country of cunts, trying to climb trees

Count me in, the grim reaper has your number

GR, god and religion, ang-gr, gr-eed, gr-many, many germs

National gnashing, John Nash, and driving a Nash automobile

Infection, infarction, fuct that’s a fact

Play a number, write a letter

bloodletting the numb, that’s cold

Letter B, let it be, let her bee

Let the bees be, don’t disturb the hive

Catching hives under the sign of cancer

Signs and singing and getting singed

Heat and hate and heather and the A, 

And tea with H (honey)

What do you do for money, honey-bunny

Do not disturb sign, hotels and ho’ tells

  sac, sec, sick, sock, suck, 

  sax, sex, six, sox, sux 

  sake, seek, psych, soak, souk

    And drinking sake, skiing, south korea

asseverate, but, country, richard, kitty, obituary :-)

perro/pero, los gatos 

suffering succotash, Sufi-ring, softer thing, chauffering

Words, swords, s-word, and S

Satan, Sara, Sarah Salazar, and Snoopy/Shelby

satan, sin, suffering.  -hiss, sucks.  snake, sibilant.

Settlement, settle down, sediment

The ninja waited (and waded), below

In a world of shit, pooper peeper

Tech and lechery

Lewd in a prelude

It’s a circus out there, a zoo

Chaos and K-awesome

Roaming Rome, shooting blanks

nobility, no bull, no bullets, no letting bulls

Bull at the abbattoir, bible abbott

V, a letter that lets

Violet light, High regard for Beauregard

violins, violence, violas, voila!

Vampire, vacuum, I’m a perv, sucks

MT, empty, mountain full 

horses and amounts, going mental, CH

V formation (geese), vendetta, aliens

This v. That, victory, V. Pynchon, VV fangs

Truth fairy, true or false, tooth faerie

Bees knees, if kneed bee

Indian give and pay forward

Plagiarism, plague, and playing jurist

Sol souls, alma-nac, poor Richard 

Not Richard but dick

BF, boyfriend, not buttfuck

Sol souls

The aye in the sky (son grants wishes)

I am the light of the world, low

My burden is light, heavy

The son of man, sun, bright

J-oui to the whirled

Jess’ mess, Jesse a lessee

Chuy, chewy, HLD (hey Huey, louie, dewey)

As you like iTunes, IT, ducking decimals

Sun and surf, con-“fusion”

I am a remote mote in the eye of the Holy See

HS high school, college of cardinals

Mighty mite.  Infinitesimal jest.  

All’s well that ends well

Butt of a joke, anal sex with

Make ends meat, a crappy crepe, settle-mint

Shit wit, a super duper pooper scooper

bathroom in the void, broom it

diaper - dead cat, pee didie, didie in burkina faso

I turn I turn we all turn COATS!

dust jacket and Ta-Nehisi Coates

Jack-it, jack in the box

Sioux city, I owe wah

Gattaca antics panic

Atta girl, from Attica

Tribal trials and tribulations

trusts, trysts, and traits of traitors

f.m. radio, and F’ em!  effem, says effeminate

Satyr watches fuck flicks on a saturday

Confusing Confucius

Shlomo Romo is a homo (sapien?)

Djinn drinks gin

Firstborn unicorn

Pepper in your pipe?  

Paper peeper piper poper pooper

Popper and Pappy

He-it-e, she-it-y, little deities!

Rappers that can rhyme on a dime

Ferrying faeries on a boat that floats

whatever floats your boat, arguments that hold water

flay, flea, fly, flow, flu.  flaw, flee, flew, flue, floofy and fluffy

art, aristotle, aristocracy, cats and rats, wrist crafts

conviction, vicki, and victorious victims

ghi, butter, clarified and made clear, buggery, boogers, baggers

ghee wiz (pee, wizard), good high, hi there

ghost cold, boo-grs;  ghost dawg, woooo-oof!

masturbation and sex with ghosts 

vs. warm war-mongers, battle of the sex

my god-walking business

there's sum thin 2 it

iced tea, ice ty, in the city (sit, E)

waiting for Godot, w8 for tax forms (W2)

irs, good sir, rise and shine, risible

audi tt, and time travel; SR5 and mystery

vatican avatar, a vessel, a vampire, a vector, a virus

a dove of love, a river of giving

vitamins and victuals, a valuable vaccine

priest, vow of chastity, fff, xxx, beast 2 backs

   father fucks female, vow as v, ow (victim pain)

network and contacts in NC

half and half is not whole milk

ash, ashley, ashby, atascadero state hospital

    if anything should happen

victory, whigs and tories, orrery, ornery, vic/tory

oreos and ore and oregon and laurie or i.e.

id est, that is, set identity, sed it, sed (thirst in esp), e.t.'s id

global unity, United Nations, as adversarial to alien threat, mc

mind control, my computer, military command, master of ceremonies

ben/frank/lynn, a patriotic threesome, lol

effem, holy fathers, god the F

little richard, poor richard, dick hard, tricky dick, ny knicks - on 

sports, sprouts, spores, ports, oort cloud (a mad conceptual mix)

  plus, southern pacific, poor, regional transit, ts Elliot 

also, spurts and spirit (spear it, penetr8), and arts/rts

roald dahl's doll, black dahlia, dalai lama, hello dolly, dalit in delhi

how do you say e.s.p. (extra sensory perception), 

en espanol (spanish)? percepcion extrasensorial!  

   (pe, physical education, pierre, peru, etc. )

pp, Philadelphia Phillies (over miami marlins, mm), protein powder

ccc, coffee and carrot cake, and computer company ceo

science, answering questions, six- who what where when why how

who, how (same letters), oh dubya, woh - whoa, woe

crazy horse, madman, cray crayfish, mad monkey, mickey mouse, medicine man, pda - public display of affection, pharmacist druggist apothecary, my pad or yours, effing frogs, lol