In this blog...What exactly, am I trying to say?? you may be asking yourself.
I've said alot, and I think I should summarize things, maybe clarify, in this post for you.
We are a part of reality.
We are each our own reality.
Reality is God.
God is love.
God is good.
I know there's a lot of pain and hatred and victimizing/sin/criminality that goes on, and this can be the dominant reality for some of us. I suffer, too. And I throw blame around and hate. I can be a hater. Teshara can be anagrammed 'as hater' in addition to 'as heart.' It's only natural. I say I am God because I want to be love, I want to be good, and I want to use my power, the power that perhaps I deludedly only think I have, to fight for love and goodness against the cruelty and malice and unthoughtfulness and apathy that makes our world less than what we idealize as heaven. I have ideals and ideas. You can still embody love while hating. You hate the sin, not the sinner. You share the love. I am.
It's a free country, and all ideas should be thought about critically, to negate becoming sheeple. So, in order to prevent being a hypnotized pc zombie or whatever, you may in fact believe, for example, that (the opposite of the above assertions):
-we are not a part of reality
-we are not each our own reality
-reality is not God
-God is hate, and/or
-God is bad
Maybe you're right, and, either way (or both? neither?), you're still alright in my book.
In other words, I'll still love you. Beliefs about me are irrelevant to me..
I really do love everybody.
I just hate (or as my mom would say: really, really dislike) a lot of actions.
I've said alot, and I think I should summarize things, maybe clarify, in this post for you.
We are a part of reality.
We are each our own reality.
Reality is God.
God is love.
God is good.
I know there's a lot of pain and hatred and victimizing/sin/criminality that goes on, and this can be the dominant reality for some of us. I suffer, too. And I throw blame around and hate. I can be a hater. Teshara can be anagrammed 'as hater' in addition to 'as heart.' It's only natural. I say I am God because I want to be love, I want to be good, and I want to use my power, the power that perhaps I deludedly only think I have, to fight for love and goodness against the cruelty and malice and unthoughtfulness and apathy that makes our world less than what we idealize as heaven. I have ideals and ideas. You can still embody love while hating. You hate the sin, not the sinner. You share the love. I am.
It's a free country, and all ideas should be thought about critically, to negate becoming sheeple. So, in order to prevent being a hypnotized pc zombie or whatever, you may in fact believe, for example, that (the opposite of the above assertions):
-we are not a part of reality
-we are not each our own reality
-reality is not God
-God is hate, and/or
-God is bad
Maybe you're right, and, either way (or both? neither?), you're still alright in my book.
In other words, I'll still love you. Beliefs about me are irrelevant to me..
I really do love everybody.
I just hate (or as my mom would say: really, really dislike) a lot of actions.
I want to say, in the way of explanation, that, like porn, I know these actions when I see them. I guess I'll make a separate blogpost on God's law, for all you lawyers. Number one, for anybody, of course, would be don't hurt or kill me. Thou shalt not kill.
On "Reality is God"
Consensus Reality might not be your personal reality. "Reality" might deserve a few more lines, if I say the big R is God. God is a word, and maybe you think that is all it is. Maybe I don't know what reality really is. I certainly don't understand Schrodinger's wave equation. It's the equation shown above. It is said to describe "ultimate reality" in terms of wave functions and probabilities. I am my own reality, and I suppose reality doesn't have to understand itself. Maybe God is an out-dated concept. I guess I'll have to do a search on the equation in relation to psychology/mind, and layman's language. See, as for the God concept, I'm trying to freshen it up a bit. To know thyself, do I have to understand this Schrodinger thing? I am definitely not omniscient, I'll tell you that. In any case, I'm cool with being love, and doing my part to helping everyone have all their needs met, to live happy and healthy lives as part of a global community that should always be getting better, not worse.
His name is I am. And so, I am.
(I think)...therefore...I am! (lol)
God is One. I am Jesse. Jesse is J (10) being. I do numerology. 10 is 1+0=1.
Voila! I am.
Gaians believe god is earth. Teshara anagrams to 'as earth'
Voila! I am.
(a little hocus-pocusy, I admit, but why not)
God is a man of war. I fight psychic battles everyday in my head. I suffer head shocks.
There are prayer warriors, and I think of my thoughts often as telepathic interaction...
or, in other words, psy war...
Voila! I guess I am.
God is love.
Love is agape, philia, and eros.
I have fatherly love: I want everyone to be genuinely happy, healthy, and successful.
I have some friends: I would like to think that I could be a friend to any one of you.
I have sex. Although I suppose I could start having sex with everybody, I have enough love in me already to refrain from having to make love, as they say. Can you ever have too much love, though? Actually, I think the answer to that might be yes.
So I have love.
I have God.
God is everything, they say.
Maybe I am everything... Nah, I'm pretty sure I'm not alot of stuff. (!) But dunno, though.
Maybe identity is a strange thing, and I am in reality as reality is in me... in some other sense than my body.. Was Kurt Cobain right? Is all in all all we are? To know God, do we just have to know ourselves? By "all", would that include every..thing? the entire universe? an infinity?
I like these kind of thoughts. Thought I'd share. I'm a Teshara (pronounced T' share uh..)
But maybe I am buying into my own bullshit, and need to remain humble, as the mere speck of a worm that I am in the vast. A puff of breath or something to you all reading this in the future. I could think that everybody's me, or that I am everybody, or even that everybody experiences reality like I do. I think I'd be wrong on all 3 counts, though.
So maybe, like the great guru swami KC said, yeah whatever nevermind.
On "Reality is God"
Consensus Reality might not be your personal reality. "Reality" might deserve a few more lines, if I say the big R is God. God is a word, and maybe you think that is all it is. Maybe I don't know what reality really is. I certainly don't understand Schrodinger's wave equation. It's the equation shown above. It is said to describe "ultimate reality" in terms of wave functions and probabilities. I am my own reality, and I suppose reality doesn't have to understand itself. Maybe God is an out-dated concept. I guess I'll have to do a search on the equation in relation to psychology/mind, and layman's language. See, as for the God concept, I'm trying to freshen it up a bit. To know thyself, do I have to understand this Schrodinger thing? I am definitely not omniscient, I'll tell you that. In any case, I'm cool with being love, and doing my part to helping everyone have all their needs met, to live happy and healthy lives as part of a global community that should always be getting better, not worse.
His name is I am. And so, I am.
(I think)...therefore...I am! (lol)
God is One. I am Jesse. Jesse is J (10) being. I do numerology. 10 is 1+0=1.
Voila! I am.
Gaians believe god is earth. Teshara anagrams to 'as earth'
Voila! I am.
(a little hocus-pocusy, I admit, but why not)
God is a man of war. I fight psychic battles everyday in my head. I suffer head shocks.
There are prayer warriors, and I think of my thoughts often as telepathic interaction...
or, in other words, psy war...
Voila! I guess I am.
God is love.
Love is agape, philia, and eros.
I have fatherly love: I want everyone to be genuinely happy, healthy, and successful.
I have some friends: I would like to think that I could be a friend to any one of you.
I have sex. Although I suppose I could start having sex with everybody, I have enough love in me already to refrain from having to make love, as they say. Can you ever have too much love, though? Actually, I think the answer to that might be yes.
So I have love.
I have God.
God is everything, they say.
Maybe I am everything... Nah, I'm pretty sure I'm not alot of stuff. (!) But dunno, though.
Maybe identity is a strange thing, and I am in reality as reality is in me... in some other sense than my body.. Was Kurt Cobain right? Is all in all all we are? To know God, do we just have to know ourselves? By "all", would that include every..thing? the entire universe? an infinity?
I like these kind of thoughts. Thought I'd share. I'm a Teshara (pronounced T' share uh..)
But maybe I am buying into my own bullshit, and need to remain humble, as the mere speck of a worm that I am in the vast. A puff of breath or something to you all reading this in the future. I could think that everybody's me, or that I am everybody, or even that everybody experiences reality like I do. I think I'd be wrong on all 3 counts, though.
So maybe, like the great guru swami KC said, yeah whatever nevermind.
But here's a thought:
Only god is good, the good book says. Only the good go to heaven, they say. Only people in heaven enjoy eternity (unless you're a vampire, or go to hell...) of pleasant experience. I bet people in heaven can even be vampires, with virtual victims or something, if they so choose that as a pleasant diversion... Vampires may be immortal, but they don't live forever, if they're not careful, lol. Anyway, heaven seems like a pleasant prospect. I would love to have my own utopian kingdom, anywhere I can get it: at home, in a virtual afterlife, or on a seriously alive and loving planet. So I'll play with the God concept and hypnotize myself into thinking that I can create a heaven on earth, in the process. Can't hurt, can it? Sorry if my premise offends you. Just humor me, lol. Do I have any worshippers? (I don't care if I don't) Well, anyway, I basically want you to empower yourself, and Be a God. Can you dig? Peace.
I did say that Maybe I AM (Almighty God is a living man)... I have to say I'm not Almighty -I can't even heal myself of my trinity of symptoms (headshocks, voice, and chest pains)- but things take time, and maybe I'll have a good year, this year, and really come out on top. With God, all things are possible :-)
I was raised Roman Catholic, and I'm curious to know how all this flies. That would be funny if the Pope told me I take antipsychotics because I really am God. (!)
Maybe instead of hating the sin and loving the sinner, I should just love everything.
They do say it's all good.
Only god is good, the good book says. Only the good go to heaven, they say. Only people in heaven enjoy eternity (unless you're a vampire, or go to hell...) of pleasant experience. I bet people in heaven can even be vampires, with virtual victims or something, if they so choose that as a pleasant diversion... Vampires may be immortal, but they don't live forever, if they're not careful, lol. Anyway, heaven seems like a pleasant prospect. I would love to have my own utopian kingdom, anywhere I can get it: at home, in a virtual afterlife, or on a seriously alive and loving planet. So I'll play with the God concept and hypnotize myself into thinking that I can create a heaven on earth, in the process. Can't hurt, can it? Sorry if my premise offends you. Just humor me, lol. Do I have any worshippers? (I don't care if I don't) Well, anyway, I basically want you to empower yourself, and Be a God. Can you dig? Peace.
I did say that Maybe I AM (Almighty God is a living man)... I have to say I'm not Almighty -I can't even heal myself of my trinity of symptoms (headshocks, voice, and chest pains)- but things take time, and maybe I'll have a good year, this year, and really come out on top. With God, all things are possible :-)
I was raised Roman Catholic, and I'm curious to know how all this flies. That would be funny if the Pope told me I take antipsychotics because I really am God. (!)
Maybe instead of hating the sin and loving the sinner, I should just love everything.
They do say it's all good.
I have a friend who thinks computers are evil...
the web is called the inter-net, muahahaha. Boo!
I'm going to eat you for dinner, hahaha, says the spy-der on-line.
Feed your head, words are food for thought...
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