Me, My Name, and I

Jesse Lawrence Teshara

Jesse (4), Jesus (2), Chuy (3), Isai, jester, Jess (8), j’ suis, J

Lawrence (9), Larry (2), lorentz, lore ints, law rents, L

Teshara (9), Mr. T,  jolt cola, T

JT, JLT, Jilted, jolted, jailtime, Jesus on cross

Jay, El, Tea.  tejava. JT, like pi.  Or pie.  Trader Joe’s.

499, buddha, V

Letters, blood letting, spelling, spells, words, wards

jess, falconry strap.  ingest, digest, egest, jest, jester.

jessant, issuing forth, like a plant.  ants. bugs. an insect. 

In sects, sectarian, anthropology, aunt, ant I christ, apology

Hey zeus, J esse, being J, I am, essence, see sj, sees J, sex

J sees, JC’s, like Jesus, satan, cane/umbrella, tennis,tennessee

Chuy, like chewy, chewbacca, dog food, granola bars, bread

Lay law war wren, essej is the message, jesuits, society of jesus

falcon wren jay (fly fly fly), birds, brr, berkeley, erkel, chilly

i, isa.  J’suis.  I am.  jest.  I am who am.  body of christ. 

corpus christi, marine corps, corporation, corpse, cops

Me, jesse, listening to gentleman jesse on my jesson radio

During the sf curfew against social disorder, in sf

society of friends, sara french, suck fuck, saint francis

Vandalism and violence, vv, vampire teeth, vicki victims!

Victory and vengeance (l’estat, the state), canines, eye teeth

Jesse was a vampire, too.  V icky, blood everywhere.

What a mess, what a message, what a messiah

The whole office of the eucharist, trying to eat me alive

Body and blood of christ, cannibalism and vampirism

ah, bloody hell.  TWO.   Eu a christ.  Anointed with oil.

Some olive oil, or vegetable oil, cooking oils, like crisco

Do this, in memory of me.   Eat me.  Bite me.  Suck it.

Like a mosquito, drink me dry, like a piece of meat

Muscle, tendons, organs, skin, flesh, marrow, lymph

Brain, bones, blood, breath, balls, breasts, butt, back

Out of my head, out of my mind, mad crazy insane

Get out of my face, with that soul rotation

Chuy, chewy, bread and body, crunch n munch

Edvard Munsch, the scream, like sour cream. Flesh like fish.

Bits and bites, bytes, choose your chews, ingest, in jest

In Jess T.    Mr. T.   Drink tea.  Mr. coffee.  

Father coffey.  Fr. Te.  Father time.  Father sky.  

Some chips off the old block of cheese.   Consumed.

Consomme, and consumption, and digest

Die jess t.   DI jess t.   Jesse teshara, 49.   Go,  niners.

Readers digest, and indigestion, and court jester 

A farce, an arse, butt of jokes, raising a stink, shit

You are what you eat, less what you excrete

ingest, minus egest.  consume, less sweat/shit/spit
self and stupid elf, sell f, santa elf, satan fel