Tears in Rain

hopefully, not my blog

from Blade Runner, "all these moments...will be lost..in time....like tears....in rain"

but they say everything is impermanent, even stars and the universe...    well, I guess you can say reality itself will always exist, by definition.  But not diamonds.  Ha.   "As good as dead",  "as dead as a doornail" don't inspire much hope.   "Bring us to eternal life" is hopelessly rhetorical.  Stay Alive! is my reading (don't be a zombie).

Teshara (my surname) has star in it (made from stardust!), also: an anagram of HA, TEARS.  I'm not bipolar, though.

When I was in jail, I had a cellmate named Four (Four-given!)

G-D is Good, Decent.  Hope you're Having a Good Day.

HH, healthy habits, RR, rituals and routines, FFF, fun frolic and frivolity :-).   PP, praise and prayer, SS Sufi submission

jazzy Jesse says jizz: judges, messages, palages (not palaces)(the 7 sins: pride avarice lust anger gluttony envy sloth.   Jewz?

wag!  I make Wages working for Wag.  I also used to work at Walgreens (wag, stock symbol).  I saw the movie Wag the Dog.  Barking up the wrong tree.   Wagons and Embarcadero.  (wag, bark).   woofers and tweeters.  Swag, scallawags, sewage!  (stowage, towage, etc.).   A barque is a boat.

bigamy is big of me, quasi-queasy, environmentally mental, suburban Serbia, blind and black, quite quiet, right riot, formerly four more, Fleet Street, mad hatter of Manhattan, el ritmo at gitmo

laying it down: LN, KT, and LEN, lenny bruce, ellen, Leni Lenape, leda and the swan, st. helena, jared leto, legion, legos (vs. lay cums)

HL, House of Lords, the dark lord, and the lord Jesus Christ, lording it over us.

spirit- spirited, animated; ghost/soul; alcohol; (spear) sex penetration, forked food, violence

words and works, life and light, love and leave, pray and prey, faith and fate, asking for tasks, deeds for dudes, shofar so far, wake and walk, demon doom, evil weevils, ace and race and grace, of love.

tip, trust in power.  hs, Holy Spirit, high school.   

cross country, hilly and holy;  1 track mind, winning the human race (ol' JC:  our lord Jesus Christ)

spiritual battle, warfare, struggle, combat, jihad;  good vs. evil, virtue vs. sin, holy vs. wicked, blessed vs. depraved, christian vs. satanic, saintly vs. diabolical...  grow, gr....ow.

c'est la vie, comme ci comme ca (such is life, so-so / neither good nor bad)

first and foremost, last but not least, hypnosis, hip-hop, gnosis, and no sis (suggestible, susceptible, weak-willed, and slow-witted), hypnotiq and Hypnos and don't believe the hype!  Hyperion, hyper hypo, hippies and hippos!

S, sex, sucks, hissing, snake, serpent, satan, sin, slaughter, separation, suffering, shit, sickness, selfishness, slavery, stupidity.... santa, saint, stain, satin, Saturn, saturnine, Saturday, satyr, satiated, say ten, Sara, Sarah, sun, source, sorcery, spells, spoils, and salami :-)

bless this mess, too blessed to be stressed