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L-I'm a straight, virgo/boar INTJ (age 52) who enjoys books, getting out into nature, music, and daily exercise.

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Here's a quote from Fyodor Dostoevsky to start things off right: Love the animals, love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love.

Saturday, December 15, 2018

"Reality"


Reality
re-ality, re 49. di-os. Jesse teshara operating system. Re-me, over and over again.
Me on dope, high on marijuana, had some ideation along these lines.
Embracing buddhism, as a result. Deciding beforehand to not go “into the light” (rebirth).
Repetition, petition again, pet it ion? Huh? Shun petting it. (caressing, pets)
remorse- do morse code over again. No remorse! 466. don't 7 again.Jesus christ.Been there, done that!

Re words
rewards, remorse, reality, repetition, recharge, revenant, review, recap, renaiisance, resurrect...

redemption
metaphor for being “bought back” (redeemed, like a coupon)
sacrificing god is the devil's price for giving back enslaved souls to god?
Metaphor? Virtual? Unreal!
Trying to put a positive spin on a great injustice.
Because devil and god don't exist! Jesus was insane, trying to fulfill (insane) jewish scripture.
God choosing his own “chosen people” sounds like an idea from a / the devil, if you ask me.
If god is the source of goodness, then the truth, which is good, comes from me, my brain
(my brain is God!) (life is but a dream, who is the dreamer? I dream myself, I think, I hope)
Isn't it insane to think all my thoughts don't originate with ME!??
(I get by with a little help from my friends, corporate mind)
good and evil exist, but god and devil, no. Good and evil vary, between people. It's personal.
the whole subject is nutso.
The devil (a virtual reality, a role) owning souls (which don't exist), and returning them to God (heaven, afterlife, possibility of -) by virtue of killing Jesus (God as a man). Insanity, all of it.

Res-erection (reyes), met a Four, and Sam/Sara- my life is kinda nuts.
Words, wards, and were 5 (christ)

funky words:
bigelow tea!  (breaking god's law, ow, T!)
cross: crossing over, like the river charon, feeling cross on the cross
pain: i pan (bread, in spanish), i nap?
                   bread: bred, read B

insane in the membrane, insane in the brain! (cypress hill)
Insane clown posse (aka, icp)
mirror in the bathroom! (the english beat) (trip gently into mental illness)
madness (rocksteady band)
crazy in love (beyonce)

What's YOUR truth?
Reality revisited: re words from the chambers dictionary:
(“the only word in the english language that should always be used in quotes”)
realia!

pp. 1271-1309
reach, react, reactivate, read, reed, reagan, ready, reagent, realign, realize, realm, realpolitik, realty, ream, reanimate, rear, reason... (nevermind, almost 40 pages of this!)

Of course, I am not my thoughts.  I am not my name.  I am not a word.  I am not my brain.  I am my body (but my body changes, all the time).  I am whatever role I play.   All identities are self-chosen roles.  I think maybe I have no inherent self ("no-self", a buddhist concept).  I am the walrus.  I am a stream of consciousness, flowing to the sea of Brahman.  I am mostly water.  I am a human being.  God is made in the image of man.  Halloween can be every day, if you want to be a vampire, for example.  If you commit crime, or eat people, you can be a monster.  You can be forgiven.  You can start over, every new day.  You can ingest the eucharist, every week.  You can extinguish your self,  or elevate yourself, and be God, either way.  You can be an atheist, and still be good.  You can be mad, and still be sane.  You can be sane, but be mad.  It's all good.  Unless it's all bad.  Both, or neither.  Paradoxes exist!  Different perspectives co-exist, and change, in time, which you can call progress, regress, or even both!  May the force be with you.  May you be free and unforced.  May the police force leave you alone.  May the fourth be happy.  Maytag repairman, you're it.  Nevermind.  Be thoughtful.   Don't be mental.  Crunch some numbers.  Do crunches and planks.  Step off the gang plank.  Go off the deep end.  No, we're never gonna survive unless we get a little, crazy.   Insane in the brain, insane in the TOE (theory of everything).  Medicated, mentholated, meditated, motivated, dedicated, situated, and educated.  Via con dios.  Adios.  To gawd.

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