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Sunday, December 30, 2018

Buddhism

Buddhist lists

my own take: rich- right, true, correct (+ intelligent, happy)
520 million + (7% world population)
mindstream, goes off on tangents!, but flows back to ocean of reality:-)
everything is connected, interrelates
my voice says i'm a bhikku, you're a trip jess...
be, discover, change, and improve your no-self, lol

systematic theology, philosophy, religion
goal of buddhism: reduce, eliminate dukkha, for self, others.
Show the way, the path. Guide. Set an example. Learn, teach, master. Instruct, assist, help, share.
Share knowledge, wisdom, understanding, truth. Facilitate enlightenment.
Meditation, mindfulness, bliss, equanimity, compassion.
satori, samadhi, nirvana, bodhi, bodhisattva, etc.
Contemplation, curiosity, engagement, motivation, dedication, discipline, steadfastness, focus
Make the world a better place. Progress, development, life is good! Gratitude, contentment, joy, service
become joyful, compassionate, enlightened. Increase the peace. Help others. Kindness, love, charity.
Humanitarian- Help humanity, all living things, all beings, all animals, everyone, everywhere, always.
Dukkha, defined: pain, suffering, stress, anxiety, worry, misery, anguish, despair, sadness, depression, despair, hopelessness, displeasure, discontent, unhappiness, unsatisfactoriness. Agony, torment, hell.
Sorrow, tears, crying, hurt.
Ha ha, heartache. (harmony, dharma, first do no harm, jain dar-lin) (jane and ellen!) hardy har har, ho ho ho. He he. Heh heh. Laughter, ugh later. The count. Detachment, dour, analytical, discerning, discriminating, deep, comprehension, insight, kwuteo (knowledge, wisdom, understanding, truth, enlightenment, omniscience). No O. god/good. Oppression, repression, depression, recession, obsession, possession, confession, in session, lee press on nails, bruce lee jesus, god's gym, pray and prey, pay for paper, pay-per-view, Pe (Pierre) resists, prayer warrior, pray without ceasing, psycho, mental, predatory, of sound mind, mindfulness, monkey mind, quietude, stillness, tranquil, noticing, noting each thought, awareness of breath, emptiness, music with space, music from the hearts of space, muse, mews, moose, ick, sick, sic 'em, attack dog. Al gore, raining cats and dogs, global warming, global cooling, loco, crazy in love, war and warmth and awareness and beware and wary, ming vase/dynasty, die nasty, nas and tupac, t-pain, nasty boys, miss janet if you please, michael jackson, mj, michael jordan, magic johnson, mindstream, derailed train of thought, basketball, basket case (missing free throws), baseball and golf and chess and ping pong and tennis (focus, winning mentality), briefcase, attorney/lawyer, sawyer, turn knee, murder was the case that they gave me, just in case, justin timberlake, jt, john travolta, 10-20, jesse teshara! Satan cross. Stan a. cross, dag? Dag ridded evil! “I hate my name” 26, z, omega, sleep. Mai. Repetition, ad nauseum, over and over, again and again, without ceasing, without end, on and on, neverending, forever and ever (and even more ever), yada yada, and so on and so forth, etc. etc. there is nothing new under the sun, it's all just little bits of history repeating, just another day, just like any other day, that's ever been; round and round, new day, new year, 4 seasons, incremental change, the more things change the more they stay the same, those who don't know history are doomed to repeat it, eternity, oblivion, death. Rest in peace. Rest in pieces. Jack the ripper. Cal ripkin. Rip your napkin. Kirby puckett. Pucker up, kiss the curb. Curb stomp, american history x. X-men, Malcolm X, extra extra read all about it. The news, the olds, the new S, the oldsmobile, the popemobile. Pope, kissing the earth, the dirt, the soil, worshipping the ground I walk on. Ha! Ha-satan. Nat as ah. Nat X. Nation of islam. Islam, I slam, is lame, muslim, muslin, muesli, muzzle him, what up dawg? Allah, arm leg leg arm head. Extremities, extremism. Arms, armed and dangerous. Martial arts, self-defense, training, kung fu master, black belt, o-sensei, superiour equal inferior, o say can you see? The blind swordsman. Boot to the head! I'm not dead yet!
Mindstream, flow, stream of consciousness, train of thought, associations, one thing one thing – leads to another, talking heads, talking out of my ass, eddie murphy, raw, southpark reverse eating... the end!
Presence of unwanted things, absence of that desired
(persons, places, things, events, states, thoughts, words, actions)
such as: (sickness, illness, disease), (old age, senility, infirmity, dotage), (death, oblivion, annihilation)
attachment, detachment
obsession, possession, hessian, session, mesh in, recession, depression, confession
passion, dispassion, compassion, bash in, fashion, cash in, ration. Ass, shin. Shun. Sunyata.
Rational rationing of rations. (ameliorate: a meal your ate) (liberation, liber ration)(vir-chew)
lashing, lesson
sex: over cumming, suffer ring, bi-cycle of death (hated, date H), re-(bi)rth!, sam and sara!, b-ism, jism.
Schools (of fish!), refuge/future (F.u.), grace (gr ace, golden rule), psych elle/kull, wholehearted
commitment, vajrayana, community cum-unity (sangha), guidance (guy dance), deeds leave seeds,
cirCUMstance, before (b4, 6, sex), factors (F actors), passion and ass, under-standing, craving, desire,
lust, goo'd out-cums, becoming, fundamentally, US (unsatisfactory, stressful), meditation (john and
dianne!),
personal: buddh ism, 3ism (sara!). (ova) Is m. 49 bud dha 94 (adi da!), budd ha, 49, dios, reality.
God is an atheist. Doesn't believe in himself. In omniscience, omnipotence, omnipresence.
Not possible. But belief is enabling? Makes people happier? Reduces suffering? Necessary lie?
Karma (car, ma), med-itation (shun), ism- intelligent scientific mind, ignorant stupid moron.
swans, geese, calling birds, french hens, turtle doves, partridge! (dukkha, duck! quack!)
regret (egret!), important (I am a poor cross ant!!), monkey/whiskey (monk wisdom), v omit (499)
time- thyme, that is me. Small minute. Painful hour (ow-er), weak week, month (7), year (why ear)
y and t, years and tears, yesterday and tomorrow/today, (oakland rock band), jesus and cross
chance chants, sangha, him hymn
stand, hey, it, amen -plural ;
SI (serenity, insight) (smart, intelligent) (stupid, ignorant)(screaming insane)
st. ignatius, sports illustrated, yes (spanish), I of sauron (!), sigh, c/see/sea, self-improvement
systeme international, sj (societas iesu), socialist international, smithsonian institution
swarm intelligence, synthetic intelligence
sacroiliac, small intestine, substantia innominata
suicidal ideation, sexual intercourse, self-injury
(vampire voices, feed on resentment -enlightenment, mind mint, can o bull)
body- action, intention, foundation (shin) (H sin?), hiss story, days/daze, tion (shun cross on!), ab-stain,
nerve-ana, meditation, medication, authenticity (tat, cat, city), mae: medication and authenticity.

types of word groupings:
rhymes, alphabetical, language, slang, synonyms/antonyms, alliteration/assonance, Categories/lists

x-fold, elicits origami, napkin, poker hand, folding. Foaled (baby horse).
types- theravada (darth vader), mahayana (hi anna!), vajrayana (vagina?)(ray and ana!)

0 (wholesome) (hole sum)(black hole sun) (bhs, burlingame high school), it all(ah) mounts to nothing?
1: noble ones (ariya), uni-verse, community, union, (unitarian, g-unit!),
3 jewels (refuge in, 3 jewish refugees), TJ/JT/El, TJ: Three Jewels :-) tj maxx (clothing retailer), tijuana
buddha (buddy ha), dharma (don't harm a), sangha (happy singing?), (ah ha)
3 negative roots (g,h,d; 10, satan),
3 good roots (non-attachment, benevolence, understanding) (nabu!)
3-fold training (higher virtue, mind, wisdom) (vw + bmw)
3-
4 (no bull truths): suffering (dukkha), cause of suffering , end to suffering, path to end suffering
  4- the four immeasurables: 1. loving-kindness, benevolence (ben, ellen, kay)
       2. compassion (cum passion, compass shun, cum/piss/ass)
       3. empathetic joy (ellen and jesse?) (electro magnetic pulse, pathetic) (pat, joy!)
       4. equanimity (like water off a dukkha's back)
 (4 true realities (TR): tuesday, thursday!;  (?), 4 stages of meditation (?) all the world's a stage!)
5 precepts: (bleed! Buddhist laypeople ethics education) abstain-
     1. abstain from killing living things/beings (extended to vegetarianism)
     2. stealing (ling? chinese for 'another') (ellen and anne!)
     3. lying (ying? chinese for 'should') (shoulder, don't should all over yourself)
     4. sexual misconduct (s and m, samsara?) (adultery) (sam and terry)
     5. intoxication (talks sick, toxic personality, k shun)
5 aggregates (skandhas, heaps, piles) (of clinging/craving) (that constitute and explain, body and mind) (each is not I/myself) (is empty, without subsance):
     1.  form or matter (f.m.!), made of virtual bumps in spacetime? (people, sentient beings, objects)
     2. sensation or feeling (s.f!), pun: pleasant, unpleasant, neutral.  consciousness connecting internal with external..
     3. discrimination (your psyche is a bigot? ha) (s and m process that recognizes and labels)
         (sensory and mental), recognition, re-cognition, best recognize! respect! lol
     4. mental formations (like this entire  blog, lol), (object oriented programming), karmic activities, triggers of action, what makes people initiate an action
      5. consciousness (awareness, cognizance, discerning, see?)
5 hindrances: to the good life / proper meditation.
   1. sensory desire, (satan devil!)
   2. ill-will, (hey, that rhymes! poet and didn't know it)
   3. sloth and torpor, heavy body, dull mind, "dddd" (dragged down into disabling depression),
   4. restlessness and worry (raw!), inability to calm the mind (aka "monkey-mind"),
    5. doubt (lack of conviction or trust) (no doubt, a band) (dow, convict, trustee)
7 factors of awakening: 1. mindfulness, (a full mind?), 2. investigation of reality (IR!), 3. energy, 4. joy / rapture, 5. relaxation, tranquility (body, mind), 6. concentration, clear awareness 7. ara (teshara!) accepting reality as-it-is (equanimity). (enmity of sequins!)
8 (-fold path, noble) no bull, EFP: “right” everything! ("all right", not milk)
      1.  right view (abcd! : "our actions and beliefs have consequences after our death")
      2. right resolve/intention (path of renunciation, enter an environment of non-sensuality, non ill-will, non-cruelty)(res sacharoff, patrick hennessy, nun, eons, crew)(pat and will!) (tent, tension)
       3. right speech (no lying, idle gossip, chatter, slander, abuse, even subtle belittling or barbed wit)
           (eric idle and barb!)
       4.  right conduct/action (no killing or injuring, theft, sex, material desires)
            (kits m.d.)(skit, skittles)
       5. right livelihood (only what is essential for life) (joining a monastic order, joy and mona!)
           promoting life, instead of death: poison peddler, slave trader, prostitute, butcher, brewer, arms dealer, etc. )
       6. right effort (7 factors of awakening!) generating wholesome states (jen's hole)(jen and tate)
           will and exertion, a steady pull, to develop virtues (detatchment, compassion), curb passions
            (will and ted!)
       7.  right mindfulness (no absent mindedness!, always aware of what you're doing)
            awareness of thoughts, feelings, body sensations.  retention of dharma teachings.
        8. right meditation/samadhi/concentration (sam and dhyana) (4 stages of dhyana!)
            "absorption" (sponging the concentrated orange juice?)
             extirpation of delusion (ignorance), craving (attachment, lust, aversion), hostility. (anger,        hatred, rage, wrath, fury, ire, resentment, bitterness, ill-will); meds (medication, meditation), sore abs (!), you can't spell samadhi without m-a-d!  (like funeral has fun)
10 virtues / perfections (paramitas):
     1.generosity, giving of oneself (jen, goo!)(jen and ross!)
     2. virtue, morality, proper conduct (al, chew, more ality, more 49, more buddha, p.c.!)
     3. renunciation (re, again.  nun.  cia.  shun, avoid)
     4. transcendental wisdom, insight (tw: tiger woods, third world, trump's wall; honda model)
     5. energy, diligence, vigor, effort (deve lopment)
     6. patience, tolerance, forbearance, acceptance, endurance (all the ents/ants)
              patrick (hennessy) IS tall.  I've met a Four.  and Oso (bear).
              my cousin in law's dad is named 'Ant'.  ack sept.  end of rant.
     7. truthfulness, honesty (th! the-ology, sith, etc.)
               ("ruth is the truth" -bumper sticker)(I'm with sith, lol)
     8. determination, resolution (nation, solution)
     9. goodwill, friendliness, loving-kindness (elle, kay, g/f)
           friendly friday, virtuous tuesday
     10. equanimity, serenity (eek! one, enmity) (sir wren)
           sirene is a balkan brine cheese; serene, scene, irenic, ironic, siren)
              i've met a serena (yuen) and (michael) wren
24 qualities of ideal buddhist follower/santani (see dharmachakra):
love (compassion? kindness?), courage, patience, peace/charity, magnanimity, goodness, faith, gentleness, selflessness, self control, self sacrifice, truthfulness, righteousness, justice, mercy, gracefulness, humility, loyalty, sympathy, spiritual knowledge, forgiveness, honesty, eternity, hope.
      
bhikku, bhikkuni (monks, nuns)- 36 vows for a novice, 253 for a monk, 364 for a nun
  (theravadin: 227 for monks, 311 for nuns)

kleshas:("cloudy" mental states, that manifest in unwholesome actions)(passions, poisons, defilements, afflictions, unwholesome roots, disturbing/negative emotions): greed, hatred, delusion, conceit, wrong views, doubt, torpor, restlessness, shamelessness, recklessness
    icc: international criminal court; ignorance, craving, clinging
synonyms, related conceptual groupings:
(ignorance, confusion, bewilderment, delusion), (desire, passion, attachment, lust), (anger, hatred, aversion..aha), (pride, arrogance, conceit...pac-man!), (envy, jealousy...nv, jesse L?)
     plus, wrong view, false view, opinionatedness
     "arising from a reification of an imagined self" -Muller (yogacara school of buddhism)

jesse words:
jealousy, JC, jay-zee, genessee  (street in SF), even gypsy (if you're not paying attention), j'suis (french for i am), jiexi (analysis, in chinese), jazzy, see's j, see s.j., jester

nirvana description: having eliminated desire, and accepting reality as-it-is, experiencing blissful egolessness, peace of mind, achieved an end of suffering, freedom from pain, in a timeless state of perfection, in the safe happy and quiet place of the great sages, who are free from sorrows, with the realization that all things and beings are without self, empty, without essence or fundamental nature, and impermanent.

my voice said "Buddhism IS a kind of suicide"
extinguishes ego, id, superego
me, myself, and I
the many me's, and the mini-me!

definition of a psychopomp:
1.in greek mythology, a guide of souls to the place of the dead.
2. the spiritual guide of a living person's soul.
(which still makes sense without belief in souls, or an afterlife)

empty
MT, mom teshara, margaret teshara
empty mind, blank mind, no ideas (e.g. words, images)
vampiric, drunk, blood loss, or alcohol gain
poop, urine, stomach
physically, mostly empty space:
     electrons are "bumps in spacetime" (virtual?)
without essence, without permanence,

w/o "substance" (sub stance? submission?)
    (or submarine, or subway sandwich, for that matter)
weird philosophical term.  i think of the table of chemical elements.

84,000 !!

path to liberation (6): ethics, meditation, wisdom, (k/c to elb/w), devotion, visualization, textual study
be good, quiet your monkey mind, make and learn from (yours AND others') mistakes, make time, imagine, read!
rebirth- born again! Yes? No? (kindness, compassion to world, every living being) (elbow!) (louis ck!)
rebirth (4): heaven, hell (limbo, purgatory);
realms, on earth;
christian born-again;
children, grandchildren, etc. (not exactly “you”, but close!)

positive, negative, neutral labelling noticed, then diminished, and finally extinguished.
Changing mental habits from attachment/aversion to detached, objective, real understanding.
Realization of universal (impermanent, transitory, fleeting, ephemeral, temporary) nature of all
“conditioned” (?) phenomena.
Also, the 3 marks of existence are S.I.N. (suffering, impermanence, no-self) (dukkha, anicca, anatta)
include emptiness and no-self, in addition to dukkha? (dookie -green day, (excrement)
“God is empty, just like me” - zero, by smashing pumpkins
impermanence, dukkha, and no-self? Happy nothingness. Blissfully extinguished. Grateful dead.

5 beliefs of dissent
1. I don't believe life is necessarily suffering. Dukkha comes in different measure, for different folks.
But it's good to know a system to overcome suffering, anyway.
Keeping busy, doing what needs to be done, is the simple answer.
2. I also don't believe death is anything other than complete oblivion, annihilation, and extinction.
In other words, I don't believe in rebirth, or the need to end a cycle of rebirth.
I do believe consciousness can penetrate other minds, telepathy and hive-mind and collective unc.
So maybe I'm wrong. I just don't believe in it (yet?).
3. Also, there is nothing wrong with attachment to hedonistic sense-pleasures.
Life is short, enjoy it while you can, as often and as much as possible.
It doesn't have to get old, if you keep things fresh, and mix it up (experiences)
  1. The belief that nirvana is permanent is itself a delusion. But you can still have a happy death.
       Maybe, though, there IS a state of consciousness, one with ultimate reality, that is
          Illuminated Constant Eternal Bliss, like standing on a mountain top in the cool, clean air. (!)..honestly, though, this strikes me as a line of hopeful hypnosis,  no different than "Jesus sitting at the right hand of the Father"
  2. Enlightenment does not equal omniscience! There will always be ignorance, for everyone.

But I won't throw out the baby with the bathwater!!

enlightenment
bodhi, an ideal state of intellectual and ethical perfection
nirvana, extinguished ego, feeling unified with surroundings
one with the universe, one with everything, one with reality
nothing is fixed or permanent and change is always possible
extinguishing the 3 fires of greed, hatred, and delusion
compassion for all living things, and profound spiritual joy
no attachments, aversion, craving, ignorance, passion, lust
suffering, sadness, pain, unsatisfactoriness, stress, dukkha
desire, thirst, clinging replaced by freedom, liberation, release
equanimity and acceptance, blowing out, extinction
in tune, not subject to change or influence, conviction, resolve
insight, tranquility, goodwill, kindness, compassion, serenity
awake, alert, mindful, discerning, discriminating, perceptive
meditation, contemplation, attention, thought, reflection
stilling, cooling, peace

b-ism, ave hen, he will, buddy H-ism, flame/fire, extinguished/blown out, repeating cycle of blad (birth, life and death), freedom/emancipation/liberation/release, from suffering, ignorance, rebirth
(fler from sir), a feller met a feller in a field of beans, says a fella to a fella can a fella tell a fella what a fella really means? Rebirth of sunfish (sol, sole), HH (his holiness) highest happiness, realiz of emptiness, non-self. Quietude, calm/tranquil, still, quiet (person, place)(mind) attitude/quietude, equanimity, quaalude, wha? Affliction, suffering, sid past mad, causes (sick ill disease pain agony suff torm misery anguish despair) sudden insight/wisdom to transcendent truth, impermanence, dukkha, non-self, emptiness (a “tall glass of water”, neither half empty or half full!, optimist, pessimist, vs. cynic, sin-ick) joke about transcending dental medication.. vampiric substrate, facet of meaning (drunk, empty) (M.T., my mother, margaret teshara, treat all as your mother, birth mother is not my mother, and adoptive mother isn't either, and neither is mother earth, OR all three are!!!, all true, god believes all things, living things, living room, life of your tires, chemical half-lives)

heartache -crete= ha ha
said the cretin, in crete, during the cretaceous

be mine, said the lover to the slave, on valentine's day, who was possessed (b/be/bee/bea)insightful, no?
b-ism, bee-ism: bee mine, honey, sweetheart, tender-hearted (yikes!), busy as a bee, B: butt, breasts
BB body building, butt/breasts, big and bad, bill bryson, bb king, bb gun, bebe (southpark),baby! bay-b, big and beatiful, big and burly
belly of the beast (beast with two backs) (b-east, burma) (reference to jonah in the whale, in bible) JW!
(bob: bob around (barbara anne -beach boys), robert, bobo, fishing) (davis, skinks, dad, CR, grandpa)
CR: camp royaneh (also, consensus-reality, colorado rockies, seer...) (catholic radio, 1260, sat )

xmas tree: compost, erosion barrier, food for goats (JT jesse tree, jesus cross, jess teshara -me!)
everything is old, thought before, nothing new/original (under son): ol' d : disease, dying, death
alternative interpretations (AI) of that old devil (ddd), reviled by “haters”
dis-ease (dukkha),
dyeing (fabric, “colorful”),
d eat h/ de at h: devil eat god, david eldridge at hannibal's deli, “little death” (orgasm)
death=hated (hater=earth), therefore, happiness =accepting (loving?) death. A law. (allah?)
Loving the hated: different, weird, strange, queer, non-conforming, radical, subversive, alternative
one with the universe, united with brahman, eternal rest, thus-gone, extinguished,
like a candle in the wind. Death, thou shalt die. Richard scarry, personification
(angel of death, anne I mull) (anne rice) 78, 6y (sexy?) anne rice, blood fetish

back to buddha, buddhism:
(get behind me, satan) (butt, behind: devil is gay/queer/homosexual/fag?) messages, mess o jizz
anyway, (any which way butt-loose), associations (ass of cia, shuns), ciao, chow. Mess hall. Kith.
kids in the hall, kith and kin, family, fame- I wanna live forever!

I originally intended to just compile all the Buddhist lists, which i see as being how a clean mind should work, but got carried away with associations and connections, which I hope you enjoyed!
(I enjoy the messy process)

buddhist enlightenment is awakened intellect (AI!) as is?  Isai, my name in spanish.
jesse lawrence teshara, 499, buddha 234481, bud9, d4, ha9
   was idi a buddha?  idi amin hardly fits the profile!
   also, 'the buddha' does not equal 'satan' (says J)
499=22=v.   avalokiteshvara, bodhisattva of compassion (teshara +v +avaloki)
ava and loki! (god in norse mythology, a trickster god) (ava  gardner)
nirvana, spiritual release (spear ana, the nerve, lol)
bodhi, supreme knowledge and wisdom, of a buddha
    (the word knowledge evokes "biblical knowing," too)
       ( aside: is god a slut?  he loves everyone.  bisexual?)
maybe a motive for immersion in buddhism,
   for those seeking power, or being #1 (supremacy)
best, highest knowledge is supreme, many have it
(or maybe the few, the proud) (but no! humility is a virtue)


prolife, veg, a combination of buddhist extinguishing of desire, combined with met basic need.
Need, compulsion, desire... preference . Virtuous, enlightened-
Elegant, meticulous, precise. Fearless, brave, courageous. Immaculate, clean, discerning.
Powerful, sane, inquisitive, confident, tranquil, healthy, disciplined, dignified, grounded, solid
good, benevolent, equanimity, gentle, kind, loving, compassionate, merciful, caring (self/others)
authentic, honest, true, genuine; sacred, holy, tender-hearted, awake, aware, generous, beneficial


if equanimity = all good (it doesn't necessarily have to)
not good, bad, or even neutral -unlabelled, just IS. Accepted. Ack, sepsis.
God? (no evil) (not by killing sinners, locking up criminals, superior upbringing, government taking away freedoms, or everyone in one religion, etc.) (but defining everything as JUST IS (not evil) (not good, either). All god's plan, you could say. Love everywhere (everything). Pc, products of conception. Enlightened perspective (who knows what evil lurks in the hearts of men? The Shadow knows!) (conscious light!, ha) fire pain … or is it Utterly Sick and Delusional (!) (preferences and aversions, “residue”), nobody home, “simply not there” -american psycho, airhead, blockhead... eminem “feels so empty”, space cadet, mindlessness, “scatterbrained”  Bhikku, bku, be kill yourself?, suicide, on fire, self-immolation, SI, thick duck, selfless no-self A/B, skandhas: heaps of ideas, blog posts, words. (piles of paper)

BUDDHISM=23448914,
5885


or, right brained, Buddy His M
(e.g. man, marcel, monkey...)

1 comment:

Jesse L. Teshara said...

Another amalgamation of analysis as bliss.