Own Your Future

Day 1

learn, earn, and return

reasons reap results

read to succeed, readers are leaders

from head to heart to hands

be do have and share

purpose and passion and impact

Warren Buffett is said to read 500pp/day

Day 2

My notes (plus, some of my own thoughts).   I missed it live, but I watched the YouTube video, later.

Insights, lessons, teachings, learnings

Focus, dedication, commitment, putting in the work, doing homework

Billionaires are just normal people, like you and I

   ‘just bipedal monkeys running around trying to figure things out”

Teshara, T’ share uh.. what to share, who to share it with

I am enough, I know enough, I’m good enough, smart enough, more than enough

strength, resilience, wisdom, can teach, winning state of mind, unstuck

Your clients are your old you (days, decades..)

MM, meant for more, FF, financial freedom,  MM, mastermind

You can do anything… Really? Ideas for impact - (god delegates?)

      Clean all the plastic from the oceans?

      Plant enough urban trees so that there will be shade, in the future?

      Tablet computer for prisoners, for education, immersion, fun, and yes -escapism

      Botany google glass!  Store?

      Save the world, lol

Wisdom.  Go slow.   Key Caulker motto.   Accelerated learning.

    Freeways, too, maybe.   Faster, with self-driving, I think, anyway.

    Make an impact, haha

    Crush it, haha

What drives you? Hardy fucking harhar

Broken brain, disability. (get crazy?) (“voice” that resonates)

Amazing wife and amazing life

Safe places, superpowers, public speaking, spirituality and philosophy, stress and pressure, soothing and peace, sincerity and passion, proud of self

Goddamit, say hell yes

Be healthy, live better, who you’re supposed to be

DD, dark days, doggedly determined

Imposter syndrome??  Lean in?

MMM, making money moves

Not stuck in a dead-end job (life is a dead end job, no?)

You happy, clients happy, everyone happy, the best version of me

Take a risk, be scared, go all in, be willing to fail, take the leap

Do what makes your soul sing!  Don’t be left out, left behind

Success, scaling up, being present, building an empire

make it yours, simple

skills, hobbies, passions…

What problem(s) can you solve?

What dream can you expedite?

What do you love to talk about?

What do you do or know that people come to you for?

Who needs my knowledge and info the most? who wants what you know?

Who am I doing a disservice by NOT sharing my message? Ideal client?

     People who are struggling to start where I once was

     People who want to go faster (entrepreneur sells what should be paid for)

What scares you to death?  What’s the hard thing?  

Something you are hated for, that motivates you

    Others “no” is your “yes” (just watch me!!)

First they make fun of you, then say you’re crazy, then ask you how you did it

SS, start small, spreadsheets, stratospheric success

CC, confidence and clarity, cutting a check for speed

OO, opportunity or obstacle?, overcome objections (in advance)

FF, fear of failure, family and friends, fight or flight, fly fishing

BB, build a brand

ET, everything is an opportunity to grow, or an obstacle to keep you from growing

IE, information economy (will grow with or without you), new world (AI, etc.)

FEM, the intersection of fun, ease, and money

from frustration to celebration:

"rewire" from slow, behind, stuck, lost, inadequate, not enough, to:

OGD, Opportunity for Growth, Development

    god is your best asset, maybe

    likeness of God, image / substance

from "crazy person who thinks He's God" to Loving Deity!

     believe in yourself, someOne to believe in

        I get by with a little help from my friends

Quote, by C Horton Cooley:

   I am not who you think I am

   I am not who I think I am

   I am who I think you think I am 

(a perception of a perception)

I AM (lol)

Some ideas:

"effortless, powerful, ____" (fill in the blank)

*leading Nature hikes, pointing out fauna, flora, ecology 

Roof fire retardant?

German recycling?

Thriving:  Buddhism for schizophrenia, quiet your mind

Cuddle sutra, extra (AI: affection and intimacy)

  "we are each of us angels with one wing; 

     to fly we must embrace each other"

Health: exercises, stretches, yoga, meditation, diet, look good

    Conquer sugar addiction

**Conversation over trivia with God

     tea ceremony, play/teach chess, discuss news

     with kind bars, mushroom coffee, kachava, gum drops

"salon" with Jesse

Frisbee with kids :-)

3WD (third world development)

Self-defense 

Nitch in nitsch (Nietszche?) 

Not a snitch in a ditch

is it pronounce niche (neesh, like Rajneesh) or nitch?

DAY 1

if it bleeds, it leads

head over heels

transformative tools and technology

met yet? (future self!)

SAT MAD, skills abilities talents, make a difference

   insights, knowledge, communication, mentor

make your mess your message

self-improvement, education, coach, motivator, therapist

god the good guy, a good guide

emotion, energy, excitement, vision

where focus goes, energy flows

stress, anxiety, frustration, overwhelm, giving up, self-doubt

become the best, work harder on self than job

change your story, limiting beliefs, mental and emotional state

   e.g. "all the good ones are taken" is a limiting belief

breakthroughs, next-level, goals

asking "god or the universe" to be in your corner

gratitude, cultivate (can't have fear, anger, stress when grateful)

give it your Allah, be who you're meant to be, not settling to be

priming- 10 minutes of positivity / day 

stacking the +'s (defining future moments of accomplishment)

heart "bathed in love"

supercomputer brain requires specificity

   e.g. lose 20 pounds, read 500 pages / day

     (numbers to track progress are good)

      not "lose weight", because one pound? done

invest in yourself, I'm needed, prove I can

sincerity and no b.s.

society starving for wisdom

gratitude, persistence, specificity, creativity, meaning, clarity

change your life with little steps, make it happen, real

read, recite, review; reasons reap results; reading 'riting 'rithmetic

what and why before how,  answering how with who

brain is adapted by evolution for survival, not happiness

70% of americans are overweight

must, will do it, necessity, need, required (not "should")

going swimming is an "immersive event"

Day 3

‘You’re there, is why’

3 strikes, I’m done with Tony and Dean (of course there’s a catch)

Of course, they want more money.  Just sales(wo)men selling sales.

Some good ideas for take-away, though (making a difference)

   “they killed it” , sip - stuck in the past, screaming in pain

This will blow your mind (I don’t want my mind blown, thank you very much)

    Like a brain exposed to air, or blowing your brains out…

Purpose and Success (purr pussy, and suck - sex sells)

   Outcome you desire, cum sire, blown away, community

   HL, think long and hard, to solve a problem, win-win

   S&M, sales and marketing, social media, spaghetti and meatballs

sell knowledge, a product, service, launch a business

Possibility, product, program, process, purpose, podcast

G-D is a Good Deal, what matters, goals objectives desires

Stolen dreams, by satan, devil

Borrowing and bar rows

Master the art, from the heart

Computer competency with complete compassion

Lead Nature hikes, know fauna and flora, ecological relationships

Don’t need to be perfect, just get in the game 

You can be selfish and selfless at the same time

Sales and selling as a service, sharing answers, solving probs

  doing a disservice by NOT selling your perspective, solutions

pos, piece of shit, possibly positive, pause for paws, poss-a-bull

brilliant minds, big men, big money

Congress making progress

Getting even and getting even better

Legendary, milk and honey, legend dairy

Musical oppor -tune- ities

Autism and ought-ism, you should!

Not interested in paying interest, bank’s interest in lending

Let’s fall in love (summer, winter, and spring, too!)

If you only knew (if you only new!)

Folks buy when they feel understood, not when they understand you

   Meet people where they are, 

   enter into the conversation already going on in their mind

Are you ready, red E - read people (like books) for income

Trance -formational, every buddy, sir viss (hungarian village)

Cod almighty, something’s fishy

3 strikes

craving and desire causes suffering

blow your mind is code for suicide

they killed it (pro-death)

   plus, crazy/drive/impact/crush references

new life, career

going gaga with gratitude for advice, greed, ambition

or maybe just extra income stream, side-hustle

beginning of you, oh boy

woot woot, woo hoo, woop woop. oh yeah

AI- enhanced Isaí (Jesse, en español), "all in"

theology, thirst hunger excitement, all oh gee

selfish first, selfless later

put your notion into motion

entrepreneur, birthing your big idea

winners never quit, quitters never win

strengthen your overcoming fear muscle

HL, heavy - lifting

every adversity is an opportunity

purpose-driven paydays, from your living room

messy, scared, imperfect, do it anyway

from caterpillar to butterfly metaphor

no need for a "green light" from a higher power

you are the someone to save you

today is the day to get started

a call to action from your future self

be in your own spotlight (check, lol)

take a leap of faith, MS (mindset)

thor chap says be author of a new chapter in your life

studs, students, bigger why, YMCA, Y (income)

insane value, follow dreams, full-heart, get in the spirit

purpose on planet, pop's spoken and unspoken example

askhole, asks lots of questions but doesn't take action

everything you want is on the other side of yes

inspiration to be a salesperson, in knowledge industry

clarity, confidence, coaching skills

change your life immeasurably

don't be in a job you hate, stressing over bills

become addicted to helping people

going mental about being meant for more (and kind meaning)

you don't have to do it alone; experts and like-minded community

  (it's a course enrollment pitch, w/ 30 day $-back guarantee)

journalling/blogging about god religion and spirituality to get thru schizophrenia

is it my passion? no.  dogs? no.  hm.

creating a new religion? kinda!

what makes me happy?

   finishing books on bucket list

   playing with kids :-)

   flirting with smart, beautiful women

   processing tons of data quickly

   blog traffic

   college classes (e.g. :

(happiness psychology, sociology of 3wd, philosophy

  anthropology of religion, creative writing, theology)

A vision:

1. Help people -

    choose/change

    modify

    integrate

    create their own customized

           Religion(s)

Using God as a tool to happiness, success, service, and community

lean on me, lean in, and get lean

FF

fanfiction, French fries, friendly fire, foo fighters, fast and furious, fantastic four, family feud, fast forward, false flag, (Hershey's and lesbos!)

MM

Marshall Mathers (Eminem), candy, Michael Meyers, Marilyn Manson, mother's milk, master of music, 2000, millimeter, yummy, mailman, milkman, magic mushrooms.. (hallucinogenics, with loose Lucy)

MF

methuselah foundation, muslims of France, making friends, master of forestry, motherfucker, mutual fund

FM

frequency modulation, family medicine, fibromyalgia, Ferdinand Marcos, foreign minister, field manual,  field marshal, famous monsters, Eff 'em!

the idea:

pick up trash, clean up the ocean, stop dumping plastics

pay people, invent robots, make internet free for collectors so they can:

listen to music while they clean, play trivia, listen to Joe Frank, radio, audiobooks...

distribute bags, gloves, picker-uppers, headphones, etc... 

specialize

what do yo want to read everything about? get a doctorate in? be a guru of?

:-)

Day 4

Do all my ideas, one at a time?

   If you want it/them done right, do it yourself

‘you’re a decent salesman, jess’ -v

‘you totally fuckin’ get it’

Know it like nobody else’s business 

  (playing the role of god, blogging), (not alone)

Global telepath? Public thoughts? Already everywhere? Delusion?

    $997 Launchpad (course, program), aka LP

The introduction woman said today, “give everything you have” (slippery)

   Makes $997 comparatively cheap

Stay curious and open (to giving them money, lol)

I don’t know my dot, my bull’s eye (it’s Reality itself, at the moment)

Specialize and monetize and capitalize - already done most of the work

I’ve had 310k+ lifetime (blog lifetime, this is my 16th year) page views

Have I gotten boring, lost followers, or is my blog in a social media recession?

  (for reasons beyond my control) (only 15 today) (6/4/23 had 1026)

Problem solved (does God exist?) (why is there evil?) (empowerment)

   (also, ideas for a new, better religion) (what I envision heaven and utopia as)

I help and impact thinkers and philosophers and society and politicians (!!)

(consistent life ethic) (democrats, usually) (exposing hypnosis and control)

Also, I’m curious what AI will spit out, if trained on my blog, too…

My symbol for God is the same as the OYF “bull’s eye”

    (niche within a niche), (specialization), (talent, service, solution)

    (core competency), (so crazy I’m sane?), (a modern deity example)

OYF (own your future) is close to OYC (open Yale courseware)

Is there and OYA? lol,  Oh yeah.   Orisha spirit (patron of Niger River) 

    of winds, violent storms, lightning, death, and rebirth.

OYD?  (just Odyssey);  OYB?  (oy is a language, open your book)

ADI (already done it!!) lol (Adidam merits further investigation, imo)

Abcd : action, behavior, comportment, doing (just do it, abecedarian)

‘you’re in business, jesse’

Higher power with a higher purpose

MS, motivating speaker, mindset (and Microsoft in Mississippi)

ANyway, 

Prompted to think of future, where I want to be, take stock, take inventory.  What would I do with wealth, following, popularity, fame, (and probably infamy, disrespect, too).  What would I do at the epicenter of the inevitable madness?  It might be fun.  Or I could monetize something completely different.  Hope is not a strategy (lotto gamblers, take note).  

   

Arguments Pro

   ‘how well can you muggle?’, fame and fortune, dreams of love, kids, house, etc., making a bigger difference than just the influence of words on my blog (maybe).  Join the LP “family”.

a. Always do what you are afraid to do, there’s growth on other side of uncomfortable

b. You will “need help”, with the program you are “destined to create” (takes work, takes time)

c. Selling is fun, a service, valuable, telling folks about good things, solutions to problems, making life better, helpful, win-win, simultaneously selfish and selfless, and social, rewarding, making friends, connection, community, doing something you believe in, love, are passionate about (and can change, it’s not on your tombstone, you’re not married to it…).  Don’t care if it fails, learning curve, (“your first business will flop”), trust the process, you won’t regret it: sales is purpose, calling, way to make an impact, make a difference, be a part of something bigger than yourself, good and right and virtuous, keep eyes on the prize, live in the moment, as your true-self, with authenticity.  People need what I know, enjoy buying, and it has therapeutic results of acting with compassion, totally fulfilling, the joy of being there for people.  

Arguments Con: $997

   Already there, have enough money, have time to read, always busy with news, email, trivia, books, blog, dogs, and daily music, gym, stretching… God doesn’t need to get “bigger” , or need a dangerous reaction from terrorist-types, or get pummeled by needy people with demands, or have schizophrenia possibly get worse (I’m currently in a good place), or possibly even legal action for Acts of God (even in jest).   There is no next-level.   I’m not meant for more.  I’m better than God, lol.  Maybe I should go into comedy.  Can still publish book w/o course.  I don’t want to be money-focused.  I’m gonna eat.  I like ideas.  Does action trump thinking and contemplation?  Or is thinking a valuable act, in itself?

Question: would mastering dog-training give insight into human psychology?

Religion blogging, journalling through schizophrenia, teaching spanish, help prisoners (library), pick up trash, plastic removal from oceans, plant trees, guided Nature hikes, one on one frisbee tossing with kids,  “salon” : conversation over trivia cards, with trivia buffs;   cuddling and massage and platonic affection/intimacy,  :-)

Living broke, with a broken brain, after a breakup (!) : single, schizo, and strapped!! 

Expertly enjoying a solitary life, empowered by martial arts and self-defense, cheered by dogs and blog, and grateful for reading, radio, and roommates (and writing).

I enjoy writing (writing service?), giving it away for free, and being me, sane or crazy, getting traffic and page views and my ideas out there.

Positivity, gratitude, jokes, play, and fun

dream: fully recovered, sane, fit, happy, healthy, in love

   (lose weight, gain muscle, read all the books in my room)

Does muscle weigh more than fat?  Yes (by volume)

Start another blog with News commentary aside daily history

‘people are crying because you’re number one’

‘I know I’m nuts, Jesse’

Day 5

Adsense, monetized -stopped

Paypal button - no donations (should check if it works)

Email - only 1 or 2 replies, over 16 years

  No requests (well, one, actually), no contributors, no submitted prayers

  

Go for mastery, don’t dabble

Think, say, do, feel, be

time, energy, money

love, positivity, vibes, energy, music

Space time energy matter

Power, energy, force

“kid-energy”

Put yourself on the line, online

Unc, uncle Jesse, unclear, uncomfortable, in a funk

Life is messy, people are a mess, I have a message, you can be a messiah

I like who I am now, if it ain’t broke - don’t fix it

I don’t have all the answers, but I have most, I think, lol

gurus, oracles, disciples

People suck, and I’m well

Simplicity: Be good, virtuous, don’t be bad, do evil

Do your best, give it your all (nobody’s perfect)

Mistakes happen, everyone has a learning curve

Deejay’s journey, destination

God is imaginary, God is a concept, a word

Hella gaga for Allah

Hell is other people - Sartre

A purpose-driven perfect day

   (politely decline being in police department)

Don’t believe the hype, hypnosis

‘you’re the most insane, jesse’ -v

I like reading, research, learning, writing, sharing, teaching

Start my own religion, like LRH or Adi Da

  Or Abraham, Jesus, Buddha, Mohammed

I have a product, service, skill, passion, solution

For priests, monks, nuns, rabbis, imams, gurus, sadhus, even popes

God starts as a role, progresses to identity, and may eventually become a status

Only god is good, so be good, better, best, and possibly perfect

I’m good at what I do.   That’s another way of saying I’m god.

Knowledge industry?  Sources of knowledge:

   teachers, parents, professors, library books, worldbook, britannica

   Your own brain, picking the brains of others (anyone, really)

   google, wikipedia, chat gpt, online courses

   college, university, librarians, experts with experience

shame, guilt, mistakes are in past;  a new you is in the future

confession, repentance, forgiveness, understanding, make things right

dreams, visions, visualization, insight, looking out for one another

‘you’re a dream, jesse’

Mental mentality, mindset, mindfulness

voice, telepathy, prayer, mind-link, conscience, better angels

Blank mind, quiet, present, alive, awake, aware

Exercise, the pump, sweat, endorphins, the zone, progress

Beautiful soul, good heart, brilliant mind

Strong, fit, healthy, well, sane - and beautiful

A beautiful mind, body, soul, spirit, life

No resentment, spite, malice;   regret, remorse

Go slow, take your time, don’t speed

sis, suffer in silence, gnosis

Destination, and the destiny of a nation

A disciplined day of getting things done

BLM, black lives matter

Build back better, lifelong learning, making money moves

Forever in debt to your priceless advice - Nirvana

Give it away now - Red Hot Chili Peppers

To get control of a mind like that - Jane’s Addiction

God, creator, creative, creation, creatures, creatine (lol)

If you must sweep the streets, sweep them as Michelangelo would have

Jesse Teshara, jest, jealousy, adjust, gist, JayZ…

Criteria for jumping in/success: 1 million people need your knowledge/service

   plus, 1 million dollars are in the pot, and 

     you can talk about it for 1 million minutes (over 16,000 hours!?) 

Personally, I don’t measure success by net worth

Development isn’t just growth

God, go deep

Sex talk

Ridiculously contagious enthusiasm, get in control, bonus

STD, doctorate in sacred theology; sainted

monist symbol (i use for god) resembles a breast

    Same as the bull’s eye graphic, “the dot”

(Obsession and coach are brands)

community, commercials, communication, 

compelling future, commit, don't miss out

straight up, unleash and unlock, lol

Succeed, and suck seed

Give it up for..

The “one”