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Your pal, Jess
L-I'm a straight, virgo/boar INTJ (age 52) who enjoys books, getting out into nature, music, and daily exercise.

(my email is JesseGod@live.com)

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Here's a quote from Fyodor Dostoevsky to start things off right: Love the animals, love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love.

Monday, November 14, 2022

Compassion and understanding

 Wake up from your nightmare!

Sinned in what I have done and what I have failed to do

Bogged down in a burden of guilt

Forgiven! Renewal, a new opportunity:

    Don’t do the bad, and do the good!

Always improving, ever higher, excelsior!

Not bad, good, better, best, perfect

Be all that you can be!

Unconditional love, freedom

Cooperative love, idealism

Tomorrow is, a new day

Humane humanity

human, not God, angel, devil, demon, vampire 

   (but acting and roles are only human!)

Get rid of procrastination, self-sabotage, and limiting beliefs

   Evils in the human condition: Violence, war, destruction, jealousy, quarrels, conflict, vindictiveness, suffering, trauma, savagery, cruelty, hate, sadism, upset, anxiety, insecurity, psychosis, denial, corruption, anguish, toil…. Materialism, power, money, fame, glory, greed, egocentrism

   Confront and admit your shadow, own your shadow

We are all boiling over with rage, at injustice, for being condemned as bad, or even evil

And we avoid criticism, seek positive reinforcement

We are all seeking knowledge, enlightenment

   kwuteo: knowledge, wisdom, understanding, truth, enlightenment, omniscience

   science: describe, predict, explain;  laws and theories

   who, what, where, when, why, how, which

Meat (and its horror) puts the ‘dish’ in human condition

Goals, girls

Sane, of sound mind, anima sana in corpora sano

social, community, nurturing, togetherness

cooperative, selfless, loving, innocent

   Not angry, alienated, egocentric

   Not selfish, competitive, aggressive

progressive, not regressive

security, warmth, comfort

free and sensitive

calm and untroubled

No split self, between instinct and intellect, genes and neurons

Conscious, aware, intelligent, thinking, understanding, with lucid insight

OT and NT,  obvious truth, nurturing togetherness

You are truly good, wonderful, perfect, a hero (not a villain)

We are all fundamentally good

We care, are kind, have compassion, a moral conscience

We are indoctrinated into love by the food, warmth, shelter, protection of mother, as babies 

Simplicity, you are full, desire nothing 

Humanity as a united organism

Arriving where we started! 


France finance

Taipei personality

Impartial imperialism

A pulse is a plus


I went to St. Stephen’s grammar school, St. Ignatius high school, 

   UCDavis.  I now live in Berkeley.

SS, suffering and strife

SI, savage instinct

CAL, cooperative and loving

UCD, unhappy cheerless depressed


(sigh) science, (sigh) psychiatrists

“all over” the world

Human “race” (species) (faster! faster! mush! win!)

Abominable bombing

  Red hatred, gr anger, rays of rage

  Wrath in Athens

calm and mellow Furies (Greek mythology, spirits of punishment)

  Ire in ireland toward vampire sires, church spires/choirs, hired fired

  Spite about spit, lyres and liars, tired of being stuck in mire

  Malice, icing on the cake of justice

  Revenge, vengeance again

Biologist says we’re all bisexual (the gist)

Copy of book (cop, boo!)

US humans (united state), in an un”bear”able state

Transformed (by an electric transformer?)  Shocking!

   Shakyamuni, Shaka Zulu, shock the monkey, meat the eye

All in all is all we are, says Allah

Trauma mama

turmoil, turmeric and oil

   Term “moil”

human, who’s your man?

Compassion, sympathetic pity and concern for the sufferings and misfortunes of others

    SPAC for the S and M of others

    Cum passion, ass shun

Understanding and standing under  

    (shorter, lower standing, stand: satan/devil)

    Stan ain’t satan; what are you up to? (height, ha)

Yo ho ho and a bottle of rum (pirates);  

   Ho ho ho, merry christmas (santa);  

       Santa and machine-elves! (dmt)

   Yoyo (toy), YoYo Ma (cellist), froyo (frozen yogurt).


Jesse L and Jealousy

chewy, like a wafer (Chuy); Jesus, also, in spanish (hey Zeus!)

Isai, Isa is Jesus in Arabic;  

Jesus- Jess, u!; Jesse and JC;  essence of J

Jesus’ name was Joshua (Yeshua), Birkenstocks like Jesus-shoes (sandals)

Teshara, as earth;  Soul in the soil; 

    Heaven as ave hen (dirt bath! happy in the dirt)


On JC:

I am not pro or anti christ. I do not know christ.  He’s dead.  Once you die, you’re dead, that’s it.  Christ just means anointed with chrism.  Anybody can be christ, therefore.  The demons recognized him.  He was called the morning star (like lucifer).  I don’t believe in souls: he’s not coming back.  JCON, jesus christ of nazareth, satan (10) con(vict) .  Unless God is all of us, the body of christ as a corporate entity, the church.  Jesus is not somewhere up in space, with space aliens, in another heaven, in the heavens.  I don’t think it matters what you believe.  If God is good, we’re all going to heaven!  (Earth already is), Sexstacy, sexual ecstasy with Stacy. Lazarus died a second time. Jesus, if he had multiple lives, probably did the same.  (manipulating power, like an EMT re-starting the heart with paddles: Clear!).  A coffin was found with his name on it.  Can't escape aging! (yet, anyway).  I have mirror-neurons, and I am empathetic.  All in all is all we are.  Allah?  All, aha!  I am.


    Morpheus god of dreams (not just the matrix character), dream-catcher (native american), life is but a dream (sometimes a nightmare), buddha says “I am awake”, Awake the JW magazine (Jehovah’s witnesses), “the natural light of reason” (divine telepathy, catholic phrase), “conscious light” (from Adidam), Lucifer (light-bringer).  God as negative entropy.  Organizing your thoughts, getting your shit together, crunching numbers, processing data, clarity.


only god is good, be god: (think, say, do, and be)(good, better, best)

god, going on diet, getting outdoors, giving out dollars, glad/over the moon/delighted!

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