thought-form associations

I've been listening to Master Teacher Radio
(a Course in Miracles)
loco, but stimulating

"associations" (about 'association'! : ass, so, cia, shun)
     tion- that is on, cross ion, I on cross, on it, no it, shun, etc.
     asshole shuns cia;
     the central intelligent agent might not be in the cia!
types of association: groups of people / interaction; (gop!)
    linguistic, conceptual, object relations
sin, separation, guilt
sickness, pain, death, sacrifice, crucifixion
inevitability and universality of death,  no exceptions
oblivion, nullibiety vs. eternal life, immortality
fear, insanity, chaos, cross
reality is your union with God
truth, purpose, meaning
the love of God
subjectivity, salvation, forgiveness
there is no past, there is no future, there is only now
karma, reciprocity, giving, receiving
mental masturbation, the mind associating with itself
you are your own conflict, split-mind
holiness and wholeness
release your identity
there is rebirth, every instant
spiritual growth, atonement (at-one-ment)
giving is receiving
you are perfect, divine, whole - as god created you
nothing is evil
it is impossible to be unjustly treated
you are possessed by your own thoughts
leadership to death
god and anti-god

some of my own:
smalbed: satan mephistopheles antichrist lucifer beelzebub, evil, devil
incest: iniquity crime evil sin turpitude
ellen, Lenore, helen
lek hl (Leslie, elle, Kathy, helen, Lenore) Lecter, hannibal
LN, KT (ellen, Katie)
mercury (4)- Michael Mercury, car (comet), planet, element hg)
love and evolution (love you shun)
atheist and a theist, godsend or god's end?
slave- slay and save (do you not know that you are not. your own? -NT)
the worthy words of Wordsworth
the witty hitman, Walt Whitman
bruce jenner, jen brucer, caitlin jenner; bruce lee; bruce almighty
   pat bruce, bruce meads, bruce mibach, mountain man
gay candy: mike and Ike's, ben and jerry's, m and m's, her-she's
cvs: crime vice sin, Cthulhu Voldemort Sauron, catholic victim of satan
dae- distant angry estranged, David Andrew eldridge
    dea (drug enforcement agency, part of death),
    aed - automated external defibrillator, etc.
drugs, meds/medications, pharmaceuticals
am/pm; am/fm (prime minister?, former marine?)
god/devil, good/evil, chess/war, black/white, win/loss, zero sum
problem/solution, adversary opponent enemy (aeiou!) I and you
hell and heaven are the same place, states of mind
happy and healthy vs. hating and hurting

indigent indigenous indignation
elegant and arrogant
eminent and eloquent
console the consul
asana sanity, yoga and yogis and yogurt
cold u could cloud
awkward award
premise, promise, compromise, calm prom, my eyes
coffee, coffin, cough
first fist, resurrection, res-erection, come again?
adult, a dolt; youth, you; child, chai;
   elder, leader, older, odor.  L Reed.

mad crazy insane (mci), mentally ill, schizo, sick (miss).
   psychotic, delusional (pd)
deep, depths, Honda ('deep' in spanish), (honey, duh)
voices, victims, and vampires (Dracula was a lawyer)
courts (hearts in French?), litigation: x  v.  y (v as versus)
creativity, passion, constructs

you are always in your own circumstance and subjective condition
sex and procreation, procrastination (pro-c)
reality is what you are, your self-identity ("your" self)
surrender yourself to god, unconditional love
association is what is keeping you from god
god only gives, give everything - you are everything
gr
   grim reaper, grievance, give receive, golden retriever
bones and flesh, hardware and software
fag, fear and guilt
sheep and goats, wheat and chaff
room and tomb
ss- mission, passion, association, consciousness, purposelessness
   singleness of purpose,
  (st. Stephen's (stoned)-white reality, red passion; sss, hissing snakes)
soy- shame on you
sow-savior of the world
human condition, con-dish-in
eat is a part of death
thyme and time, Enya- only time, spacetime blocks, instantiation
   alpha and omega, remembering now, end times
   the universe re-arranges itself, creation, ideation and prayer
oow! out of this world; in this world but not of it
specie and species (tv and total value, totally valuable)
man and human and newman (and Gary Oldman)
scrip and script and scripture (and crypt)
criteria and cry tears; loss=joy
l.a.  -lonely and alone
forms and formulations
there is only mind, you are nothing but your mind
all the world's a stage, staged in your mind, "fearfully fun"
common source and common sense
brain and rain and the matrix, "right as rain"
sickness, suffering, sin
forgive and forget (and four)
(2) the force, death, jew, Jesus, beast and the world is over
t.w.o.  - the whole office (of the eucharist)(meaning of 'Jesse')
time, that is me, you will kill yourself, murder by death/time
the projection project, object project, this or that
transformation and transfiguration (and trance)
energy associations, stars and photons, space between (neurons?)
light and consciousness and enlightenment and my burden
  and dreams and visions and light-headed and light-hearted
  illumination, thrill (and illness), distance between thoughts
  mass energy equivalence, beings of light
unity and singleness of purpose of the universe, oneness of mind
black hole, dark side, earth and moon, evil, danse macabre
hole, whole, holy
"little death"- orgasm
god is not conceivable -kristamurti
cells and shells, animation, possession
sad- sickness and death (oblivion, rebirth, or heaven?)
   god is love, love believes all things, so-
   god holds all three possibilities in quantum superposition?
   (just a thought) (all possibility, in fact!)
lord- life or death
vim (and vigor!) -vengeance is mine
respect and reflect
you are the hero of your own dream
convent and conventions
subject and object, madonna's material world,
goal objective destination (gooooool!!!)
reanimation, animal, anne-i-mate (lol)
God is One, everyOne, each (5138=8) is god (764=8)

a few more:

lightning lighting
perception, deception, inception
phony telephony
hay weight I got a wind ow pain
  4 ever in debt 2 your priceless ad vice
beloved boulevard (blvd)
I am Isai, am I....ami (French friend)
lector, like Lecter
I am a boar (Chinese astrology), boring pig
   I eat myself (I like pastor tacos, bacon, pork loin, salami)
street saint (something, sum thin, 6)
meat has me in it
outstanding incentives
progressive congress
imminent exile
evolution of death
transgressive transportation
  driven by a transvestite transexual
Damon's demon is dementia
blacks on the block
   bleck bluck!
chief chef
government argument
environmental alien (green gray), angry color
security scrutiny
guidance, guy dance
real royalty, queen on quinine, King Kong
ass, anxiety sadness shame
vampire empire umpire, steak stake, stakeholders, Keats
negro nagger drinkin nog
I am, am I?  Iam's cat food, amigo.
mediation, medication, meditation
fat infatuation and fate
hate crimes and hating crime
heart rending and rendering
team time
general's genitals
penis from Venus
animated by animus
plotting to plop in the plot
sated state, worst west
rei, rewarding exciting interesting
snide talk on the sidewalk, buy a glock?
the jock chased a flock of cocks around the block
white on top: white supremacy or, hair, or whipped cream?
alone groan, moaning Joan, a clone on the phone
rap nap: (crap! I got the clap! snap!)(slap your gap), dirty dozen
 strapped, cap, flap, app, baps, haps, japs, lap, map, sap, tap, zap!

dump trump
   mendacity, criminality, hypocrisy, incompetence
sister, resist, is rest
soldier, lord is e (i.e. S), i.d. loser
identity, i.d.  entity
accident, axe sid (vicious) ent (lord of rings walking trees)
   cutting down a tree, a branch of the family tree
sin, iniquity, transgression, unrighteousness
    godlessness, faithlessness, impiety, irreverence
collusion collision
cyber-bribery at the library
eternal learning, learn extraterrestrial, real net, real ten
trump putter and mutter
Putin and mutton
tele-prumt-er