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Here's a quote from Fyodor Dostoevsky to start things off right: Love the animals, love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love.

Tuesday, December 7, 2021

Recap

764

8 (Infinity, ate)

Also, 7:04 (god’s time)

G-D, 7-4:  3 (trinity)

2 (Jesus, jew, beast...)

11, k (kill)

Godiva, Godot, Godel, Godet, Goddard, Godin

Godavari river, Godzilla

God am, goddamn

Gawd, Godda, goddess

Golly gosh gee, G-unit

GOD, Allah, YHWH (god is gay)

Jehovah, Jealous, I am who am, I am

Iams cat food

S

Good, one, love, a man of war (gollum!)

Good - not bad, only god is good, therefore, Be God!

One- individual, corporation (1 bread, 1 body), unity,  (plus: neo, money)

Love- part of evolution, love-bliss, the desire for others to be happy

War- the art of war is deception, chess is war, war is hell, warriors

    Man-of-war (jellyfish, not a man at all!)

Saint and sanity, santa and satan

Atheism and hate-ism

Insane, in the sane

  An inne on the Seine

MCI, mad crazy insane

Devil, demon, dark, depraved, disease, death, destruction, decay, despair

   Dumb David, darling darklings, deities and dads, dorks and dweebs

AI, mad- angry, insane

Isai- Jesse (Chuy, the whole office of the eucharist)

   chewy, eu a christ

   Christ just means anointed with chrism (oil)

   Jesse, Jesus, hey Zeus (and See S.J.)

       Jesuit pope

Teshara: Eshara, Shara, Hara, Ara, Ra (5 more gods)

   (plus Jesus and Zeus, make 7)

Avalokiteshvara (buddhist bodhisattva of compassion)  8

Gawd (silence of the lambs)

deity, de-itty (made big), die TY (cross and crucifixion)

   D-itty, a little bit of devil (for taste)

Don’t worry, be happy

Live until you die’s the only way to stay sane

The world is a vampire

God is love, love is God (adjective, noun, verb)

Love yourself, love one another, love all serve all

Reality is all the god there ever is

There is only one true infinity

God is a concept, role, identity, status

Atheism is a path toward god

God doesn’t believe in Himself, lol

Communion, binary, 0 and 1, zero and one, penis and hole, phD

Joy to the world, the lord is come

Joy to the world, joy to the fishes in the deep blue sea -3 dog night

almond joy, all monde joi


soldier, S old dier-

Marine Corps:  Devil dog, god lived

Army, arm E, my arm - barmy;  school-marmy?  

Navy, nay V, just say no to being a vampire

    eyeteeth of v v :  values and virtue

Air Force, police force, space force, use the force Luke 

Coast guard, shin guard, mouth guard, garden

Prison guard, yard guard, guardian angel, gar (fish)


God, 8, infinity, big, Big, BIG, BIG 

A zillion times bigger than that, and a zillion times more!

Without end, woe (whoa)

Mortality and death, mad (angry, insane; mom and dad)

Time is on my side, yes it is;   parsley sage rosemary and thyme!

There’s 2 sides to every story, true and false, mine and yours, funny and dour

Over the hill, the grass is greener, sidereal cider and sighed

2 homicides to every story (-cides:  fungicide, herbicide, insecticide, vermicide)

Ecocide,  patricide, matricide, the final solution (genocide)

Decide to deicide, what an idea

God get small, small, small  too


God is reality, and reality is good.   Death is not the end of reality.  Does reality die?  Everything is just fields interacting.  Nothing is as it appears.  Particles in a tickle party!  I’ve got my eye on an ion.  Cows like muons, and are put on the ark with some quarks.  Some hadrons are like, yeah, I had Ron, but some electrons are like, did you elect him?  Photons and protons are like Oh on, my friend, Oh on, to Tawney.   Bozo bosons and virtual particles and of course Big Higgs, what’s the matter?  Stupid, wanting to be real, at catholic Mass, ha.  Physics and being sick of fizzy drinks, like a diabetic, dying of a lost bet, or sugar pie, honey bunch, says the candy man, on a high from a jelly roll.   Fun times.  Phun x.  Neutrons playing with old trons!  Friend tons with photons, and protons with con-tons, and plasma with plaspa!  neutrinos plant new trees, and tau neutrinos are more taoist than confucian, while leptons leap over tall buildings with a single bound, and the kindergartner got gluons her fingers, :-)


A high altitude confers a superior attitude?

God am is not goddamn

Gratitude is not an angry attitude

I like love that fits like a glove


Being lewd on quaaludes is rude, dude, said the nude

Eating stewed food nude , said the crude crew,  is something new, jew

There is nothing new under the sun, said number 1

But OVER the sun, well that -hon- is something that hasn’t ever been done


Pissed about sis

It’s hit or miss, but bliss is not a hiss

I my, miss sis, sister’s cyst, isn’t mist, like a fist, is the gist


Sex in Essex is better than head from a hedgehog!

Don’t knock it til you’ve tried it, lol


Freedom isn’t free

Except when it doesn’t cost anything

Nothing left to lose? In Toulouse

Free dom, enslaved sub


Comfort in the fort

Mouse in the tree house

Tense in the tents

Hassle in the castle

Rage in the cage


Mage on stage

Wages for pages

Writer’s whiter fighter

Dark bark of a balrog’s dog


Ghost

I died, and woke up in my grave, in a coffin, but wasn’t my body - I was a spirit, a ghost- so I floated 6 feet up, and sure enough, there was my headstone, with my name on it.   I was glad I could read, without eyes, or a brain, and I wondered if ghosts died, too, at some point…Do ghosts have ghosts?   I guess I’ll find out, I said to myself, but it came out only as woooo-oooo.   Of course, no lungs, I probably don’t even need air!  Maybe I can float in space?  How fast can I go?  Maybe I could hop on a space ship.  Or even apparate, teleport to anywhere in the universe!  Or maybe I’m stuck in the cemetery.  Let’s go probe some boundaries.  Wooo-oooo!   This could be cool.  Or maybe it will suck.  Am I a part of the Holy Spirit?   Can I go into living bodies?  Can I possess animals?  So many questions.  Maybe I should go into a baby?  Where should I start?  Does every cadaver here have a ghost, like me?  Can ghosts talk to each other?  Woooo-oooo.   Wholly ghost, a ghost with holes, a holy ghost - is that the ghost of an angel?  Or Jesus?  Or maybe even a deity?  These questions are sure adding up.   I never expected to be a ghost.   I like books.   Let’s go haunt a library.  Can I move things around?  Can I open a book and turn pages?  What year is it?  Can ghosts have sex?  Woooooo 


Gost, go saint.  Ghost, Gee host.  Okay, that makes a little sense.  I’ll go invade and infest.  Maybe I’ll be more welcome at a church.  Or a hospital.  I need some action.  Cemeteries are a bit too peaceful, I think.   Let’s go scare people!  Let’s go to schools!  Let’s freak out some drug addicts, or maybe the Pope!  Time for some fun.  Woooo-ooooo.  What was I trying to do?  Oh, right, questions, answers.  This sure is a big cemetery.  Maybe the whole world is a giant cemetery.  I hope I find some other ghosts.  I don’t want to be a lonely, solitary ghost, holy or otherwise.  Oh shit.  I’m hungry.  I remember reading about that.  Buddhists scare their kids with stories of hungry ghosts, never able to eat, getting hungrier and hungrier, presumeably.  Well, let’s see if I can find the ghosts of some plants to eat.  Plants die, too.  Will I die of hunger?  Where are these questions coming from?  I don’t have a brain! 


You’d feud, if you knew, too

You’d be at peace, if you were to cease

You’d have equanimity, if you had no enmity

You’d be free, if you weren’t a slave

Or locked up, until you die

In your grave

I say hi


Jesse L Teshara

Jess T, jest

guest, guessed

guest, gassed, ghost, gist, aghast

o wa ta goo siam

exhale, fart - just a gust

   (Holy Spirit moving over the face of the deep!)

cussed my custard:   fu, u f- tard

dust to dust, dost thou lust? must one bust?

pustule, rust, and existence, is something

ban, bust a nut;  nutcracker, tis the season

no god but God, against all gods

Allah as Jesus' dad?  a law- god penetrates

progestin


king of the world, leader of the free world, almighty

UN Secretary General?  USA President?  God?  Pope?

Antonio Guterres, Joe Biden, Moi (j' suis jesse), Francis? ha ha

a portuguese socialist, american democrat, soi-disant deity, and il papa

jeezus


What any God should do:  nothing.  Not a god damn thing.  The world is perfect.  Keep your stinking omnipotent paws off my universe.  If it ain’t broke, don’t fix it.  All right?


from our birthday until we die, is but the blinking of an eye

abra cadaver

we are what we pretend to be

            (yeats, bezos, vonnegut)


heaven to hell, a continuum of best to worst

     how many realities?  one man's hell is another's heaven?

don't say nuthin' (3 possibilities: silence, speak, or 'nuthin')

a meater long hot dog

the whirled / world (not war - lethal dose)


dungeoness crab

Swedish academy on smack

bells/peas/eyes - Nobel peace prize

lose on, Luzon!   win, Nguyen!

brown dog riots (1907), and UNCAT (1984)

cat's litter and a sailing junk

venice is nice

on top of the treaty of Paris

apocalypse? I'm all over it

vanguard, guarding the van

money for nicaraguans: a contra-bution

garden of weedin'

hong kong-greg-ation

the prostitute cancelled selling her can

book jacket for a cold book (say, by Mariana Gosnell)

skin cancer, plight of a vampire (ack, light!)

   gory for glory, my bloody buddy

   blood fetish, I'm a perv

presence/person, being/body, spirit/soul, mind/matter/machine

dag, deity angel god, deputy attorney general

revered and reviled

sigmund, siegfried, sick/freed

r looks like a handgun

creations, excretions, secretions, cretan, cretin

W (double you), twins and gemini, gem in eye

fusion, lesions, delusion

magic, pelagic, panic, punic 

god-is a godis (goddess)

pizza at piazza plaza

madame bovarie's ovaries

treasonous trees, champagne pain

shut up, shut down, shut the door, and get some shuteye

lovely and lively

our 4 bears

immortals listen to more Tull

succor, you sucker

raccoon tycoon

maniacally ecumenical

google-eyed Elmo (and the inventor of radio)

hiding from franz joseph

beethoven wore a lewd wig

the past has passed

tears on the frontier, and pie in my ear?

success and failure of the society of friends in san francisco

sigmund freud and suck/fuck, sex/fellatio

pasta, xmas presents, and a few churches

a gnu, driving an olds

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