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Your pal, Jess
L-I'm a straight, virgo/boar INTJ (age 52) who enjoys books, getting out into nature, music, and daily exercise.

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Here's a quote from Fyodor Dostoevsky to start things off right: Love the animals, love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love.

Saturday, October 22, 2022

Maybe You Are

 Deejay injects some life into radio (sounds druggy, or vampiric)

Overwhelmed undergrads and underwhelmed overgrads

Stinky fucker, smelly feet / flatulence, Godor lol (p.u., peace, unity)

God is a man of war, came to bring division (not peace)

  Lord as love or devil, life or death

  God’s assassin (lyre and 10 string harp?)

     Santa Claus, Saint Nick, satanic

     "my suffering is your glory" (tortured enemy)

     "whose only love was the cross" (guilt)

        (crossing over, like river Styx)

  Schizo listening to the voice of God

The earth is full, pouring in the poor

Sacred heart of Jesus, sh

   earth, heart, hater

Justice and righteousness, a time to kill

God’s unconditional love, and world peace

Peace starts in self, home, family, community

Rooted and grounded in the love of Christ that surpasses knowledge

corporate, corpse it;   dignity, diggin' it


V

The world is shit, Jesse 

My whole life I’ve been in dialogue

I’m the pit and pendulum; we’ll see

We’ll see if you can handle life to you

Right.  They want you to feel angry

They know you dam-pire

I don’t wanna be anything

It’s intense, and structured, and a bit demanding -

    Is why people think maybe you are


USA, you say?

Berkeley on Mercury, penis on Venus, anus on Uranus (and klingons!), birth on earth (and mirth!), cars on Mars?, jews on Jupiter, patterns on Saturn, leptons on Neptune (and toons, too), prosciutto on Pluto


Virgo virago

Michelin in Michigan

the urf is Smurf turf

whorehouse in a warehouse

Messiah mess, fair Pharisees, sad Sadducees, gentle gentiles

Misc., (Elon) Musk, mask, mescaline, mosque

Rich Richard, rich in riches, poor in spirit

Pun-ish ment

asking for an ass-kicking

black eye and black iris (doesn't technically exist as an eye color, but dark brown does)

servant, serve aunt;  pastor tacos: pain agony suffering torment oppression repression; chewing on spiritual virtue; sow, savior of the world, sins of the world; Or and ore: riches;  Pork, lord, fork, force;  fuck or kill; let us prey; the meat team.  Grace, gr ace, gr eat.


Salvation, saved from ___ (sin, crime, hell, suffering, unpleasantness, oblivion (fill in the blank), salivation lol (from cruel drool)


Embrace our own cross (T) with courage (heart rage?)

God cat (created all things)

Draw water from the springs of salvation (sos)

Boundless riches of (Bro)

“most grievous fault in what I have done, failed to do” (argh!)

“life doesn’t have to mean nuthin’ at all”

Man alive!  Demanded.

Down to earth, lowered into plot

Hierarchy, high-powered perception, higher powers, 

    hired, we lift up our hearts to the lord, ascent, rise up!

keep us safe for eternal life (delusional hope, all is impermanent)

karma, ma in car;  dad, doubt and despair, downfall and decline

mad, memories and dreams


ST, saint, suffering tragedy (disease, injury, death)

    encyclical, N-cyclical, sick lick (en-sick-lical)

    soul consoled

SM, S and M, sins and misdeeds, sacred mysteries

    king dom (P, G, according to "measure of christ's gift")

FIG, faith in god (figment?)

BB, body-building (church as body of christ)

     figs and pastor tacos, lol (and lamb)

     sheeple are REAL (ram, ewe, and lamb); ram you!

     lucifer, antichrist, mephistopheles, beelzebub

blessed is he who comes in (the name of the lord)

      Jesus Christ, 2 and 5, (like 7 -up), or 'my cock')

      fount of holiness

blog, behold the lamb of god

repent, re-penthouse, re-pent up desire..

unity of faith, communion, hi fat, father, fat her (belly bump?)

the way, Yahweh, take away sins of world, the means

truth in love


heedful of hateful

3 wishes to a genie:

  1. make me happy

  2. make everybody happy

  3. make yourself happy


spectrum, continuum, diapason

of contentment to happiness to joy to bliss to euphoria

may you be happy and well

may you be in love


revolution as violence, bloodshed, death, pain, and suffering

evolution as incremental change, drip drip drip

Evelyn and her evil revelers, like Sibyl, in trouble

Ava is an available avatar

deadly assassin in the d.a.'s office

SP, political science, speed and position, superior power

   standard and pores, Payne and succotash, smashing pumpkins

fm, force majeure, eff 'em (apathy, hostility)

mindful, calm, focused, strong

A and F, ace and flunk, Abercrombie and Fitch,

     acceleration and force, amplitude and frequency

     fighter aircraft, always and forever, faith in allah

     focused and alert, friendly and affable


be good to your (unknowable) future self

we become completely different people, over time

  (physically, too) (commitment to strangers)

but we can consciously create who we want to be 

I may end up disagreeing with all of this, lol

be kind to your mind

respected and protected

changes and challenges

sad, stress, alcohol, depression

psychologists, psychiatrists, wellness coach

concerns and conditions

'you're hard tick'  (play on hard tack, heretic, and tickling!)

     rigor mortis vs. getting hard (erection) vs. hard nut to crack

     anne rice and her old ones (blood-sucker b.s.)

"put it in words, write it down, that is walking on hallowed ground"

censored and censured, a sensible scent

sensationalized sensei (sensing superior, equal, inferior)

Mr. Magoo, mm achieve goals, overcome obstacles

opportunity for community

mischief and misadventure

profuse confusion about Confucius 

possessed for progress?  profoundly confounded


Spiders:

if I can love a spider, I can love anyone

John Donne, and "spider-love"

spider sushi burrito (yum!)

Spider Eaters, book by Rae Yang

Matrix machines, Arachnophobia, Spiderman

yellow spider, YouTube song/video

internet, and inter net, inter web 

   (who's the spider on the World Wide Web?)

Annette Webb, (Stephanie Riddle)

spys, spycraft, espionage

animation/toys

trap-door spider, happy-face spider

iktomi, Native American trickster

dream-catcher, dream weaver

tarantula and Quentin Tarantino 

Boris the Spider -The Who, Horace the spider (video game)

are spiders a thing, like cookies? no

  but there was the SS-23 "spider", a ballistic missile

Boris, Horace, and Morris, singing a chorus in a Taurus

   Chuck Norris goes to the florist


happy halloween

heavenly happiness

heather helen

harry houdini

happy hall, high hat

heroin high

his hers holiness highness

(get off your) high horse

hug your honey


33

smashing pumpkins song

Jesus' age at death (and Patrick's)

Los 33, all 33 trapped miners in Chile were rescued (2010)

international calling code for France

2 triangles (Star of David)

cc...


meat is murder

stress, anxiety, worry (and SAW)

Religion is something people made up to keep us in line


Obey the Father?  God is Jesus’ dad?  Why not MY dad?

Or the catholic priests (”fathers”).  Or maybe God is different for everybody: your Creator (mom and dad).   Adopted children have 4 deities to choose from! Our father, who art in heaven (evolutionary beginnings in deep past!).   Art!  We can make up in our imaginations who we think our common ancestor was, what (he and she) were like!  We can be creative.


obedience, humility, and servitude

Meditation and prayer

miserable, down, glum, gloomy, hopeless, despairing


Submission and dominance

sad and depressed

sons and daughters, share and discover, song and dance, 

sick and diseased, suffering and death, schizo-affective disorder

stupid and dumb, social anxiety disorder, seasonal affective disorder

Satan and devil, schizo-anxious-depressed, sin and depravity


Thoughts, words, and action

   Behavior, action, deeds

Fear, pain, torture, violence

   physical and psychological

Ignorance and intelligence

   you can be smart but ignorant, or well-educated but dumb

   ideal marriage between hard work and talent

Healing and wholeness

Problems and challenges

news, knowledge, and entertainment

consciousness, conscience

   convicts, conservatives, and consilience

tools and techniques

   climate, health, animal welfare (and feeling good)

good energy, vibrant, (karma?)


(spiri-chew-ality, vir-chew, and me, Chuy) all aboard the crazy train, choo choo!!  chewing on chihuahuas, chicharron, chiabata, chorizo, chipotle, churros, y chicle.


vice and sin (delicious evil):

los pericos super pastor tacos, bamboo mongolian beef, papa john's combination pizza, jack in the box sourdough jack, king kebab's lamb/beef shawarma salad, chipotle steak burrito, simply greek greek burger, sushi secret's spider burrito, el manantial chorizo burrito/ carne asada nachos, sinaloa carnitas burrito/ camaron, bongo burger mushroom burger, nation's bacon cheeseburger... (I'm a meat and sugar addict) 


vs.

1.    nationearth.com

and

2.    thesavemovement.org

and

3.    mercyforanimals.org


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