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I'm a straight, virgo/boar INTJ (age 53) who enjoys books, getting out into nature, music, and daily exercise.

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Sunday, May 15, 2022

maker of dreams

God

Reality is all the God there ever is

   Camus said “benign indifference of the universe”

      (pronounced kah-moo)

Reality is infinite

Therefore, God is infinite

We are made in God’s image

God is a being

God is humanoid

God is made in man’s image

A brain with an infinite mind

Is this nirvana?

Nothing is infinite

Literally:  there is infinite nothing

  then again, how does one quantify an amount of nothing?

No-self is being one with everything

There’s infinite space inside that skull

Infinities within infinity

(bounded and unbounded)

     loving, malignant, indifferent

Joy and bliss, depression and pain, yeah whatever nevermind

Higher Power:  Harry Potter, Hewlett-Packard…

   High-powered rifle, perception, lawyer

High school, high on drugs, high on a mountaintop

The power of saying ‘hi’

Power is authority, violence, knowledge, mathematical

Higher and hire

Power and pow!  Prisoner Of War

Generator of dreams


I have a dream, dream-weaver!

“cold, calculating, and cruel” vs. warm, open, kind

bonkers about conquerors

venue and vendors, gas and groceries

fetal fatal

shot down, shut down

worriers and warriors

homeless and hopeless

efficient and effective

a bloody blade

paranoia and metanoia

latoya and goya

inward and the n-word

david the aphid, infected insect, ugly bug, manimal

krav maga and craving to make america great again

cookbook, shook by a look, by hook or by crook

avid reader, gravid, safavid

wary of the very scary fairies

   Larry, Barry, Jerry, Terry, Gary, Harry, Perry

   Mary and Carrie and Cherie

dairy and cherries and sherry

wife strife for life, knife in haifa

cyber-cypher

mental metal


'people are dying' (is always true, of everyone)

cess of chess

messy Jesse

masd (martial arts/self-defense) and masjid (mosque)

bdsm (bondage, discipline, sadism, masochism) and buddhism

   buddha, dharma, sangha, maitreya

body and bodhi

a carnivorous die-it;  divine vineyard

"let" me get drunk, she said to the vampyre

grapes, rapes, and apes

swatch: spiritual wisdom and truth cult of happiness

suicide and chop suey

  what -cide are you on?

put-downs and giving up

a leg up, hand-me-downs

reeling me in, checking me out

leading me on, taking off

boris karloff in neon, often and on-out (?)

ronin, ellen, and dugout; marlins and a shut-out

rejoice and re-Joyce!

fish-flesh!  soft-serve for the hard-hearted

nowhere and now/here

the "known universe" is finite

the number of minds is finite ("you-universes")

I happen to believe space and time are both infinite 

that is, there was a "before" the Big Bang, for example

    ignorant? there's no "outside" of spacetime, you say?


S and P, continued

Prisoner swap, prison sex, pure sociopath, stress and pressure, problems and solutions, strength and power, spca (Society for the Prevention of cruelty to animals), pain and sorrow, self-possessed, sexual purity, society and polity, stupid and pointless, persistence and success, Palm Springs, sobriety and probity, singular and plural, spanish and portuguese


homophobia:

Pos/dick, asshole, you suck

a queer trinity

  god pervades (and pervs with aids?)

hm, hard and muscular


alone, al one, al (gore) won! (huh)

Community, communist unity

   Calm unity, stressed division

Battle bat, fighting figs, calm bat

Hopi hope, indian Indians, native-american natives

Chief’s chi, chinese knees, cheese nibbles

  chinese cannibals? Han cons

getting high on the highway

   listening to owL by Low

germinating germans (like jessant jess)

survive, serve vivarin, Sir Vive

die, dye, dai, and d-eye


Sensationalism!

Violence is bad!  Guns can prevent, as well as cause, violence.

So guns aren’t (necessarily) bad

demented and deranged and depraved and disturbed and dangerous

   Is bad

Instigation is bad, but not (strictly) responsible

The devil and his demons and the darkness of diabolical 

  Death and destruction, discipline and domination,

Lord, live or die?  love or destroy? 

   accessory to all crime?!

cruel, corrupt, criminal, and completely conceptual

you could say it's "cooler" to be cold and calculating...

  (but more than hot sex? or warm friendship?)


Penis from Venus?

Chicks with dicks, quickpicks, picnic with mick n rick

Rock hard cocks, cock-blocker, jocks and hard knocks

   Awkwardly gawking, spock spied a hawk, sulkin’ vulcan

Tryna get in her vagina, vagina from china!

Woosy with pussy

Women’s whim

(cynthia) plaster-caster, kiss this 

Sweet and down to earth, like SADE

   live love and leave

   you're an abject object?  objection!

lord, life over, our death.

arrr, says the pirate

pi-rate, rating pies, delicious!

r looks a bit like a handgun


It’s a fact, we fuct (vs. "label"), fiction faction

You would, yew wood

music, and a sick muse. Mew zick? ...a cat named Zlebnik

Ire at fire, in ireland; struck with destruction

   DE struck chin, glass jaw, glass ceiling, Phillip Glass

Burned, and in an urn, in Bern (switzerland)

bothered father, Kate irate with hate, annoyed Roy

angry at being hungry, angry at gangs and fangs

pissed at fists, kissing miss bliss, hiss at dis(respect)

kill bill, a list, the gist, bored with swords, sick for a sec

shoguns with no guns, what a slogan

hammered in the eye by the samurai

fasten your seat belt, assassin

ninja smokes ganja


Innuendo;  In you end O

Drop some knowledge

From on high

Coming down with a fever

descending into insanity

From 7th heaven

Near cloud 9

Ate your meal

Psych-sick, sic ‘em Fido:  sicks

Stay safe, 5 alive, says the pentagon

Stand 4 something

Try, try, try says the Trinity

Going number 2

We’re number 1

omg


TEN

Listen to tenacious D, intending to play Nintendo and tennis often

Tent or tenement?  Tension between the rotten

Tentative tenebrious tensor-tentacles for satan 

Egyptian god Aten’s tenets and Ents from Tenerife

Neat teens eaten in Tennessee, then 

X for a perfect ten by Tenzin

pretending to be a contender!


sheeple aren't necessarily poople, says the papal people

shout-out to my peeps!

tweety-bird on twitter, with the twits and twats

a pope on the pipe (like gondolf!), church organs


USA and USF

losing my grip, in the bughouse, kookoo!

faces and feces

rabbits and rapids

terrapin terrain

russkies taking risks

 a russian concussion

Y's guise

invest and infest

a mere miracle, spiracle, iroquois

pos, piece of shit, pillar of salt (pos-it)

positing a position

kinda sorta maybe ish

jewish and foolish

lumber support, lol

a parent? apparently!  apparate in an apartment

praise your name; prey and nam, pray amen, p raise and nasty, and namaste

Many men, Many and any, Ani and Yanni, Yanni and Enya

spirited, SP IR IT ED:  southern pacific, international relations, 

   information technology, education (etc.)

Hugh Minh


ear 'ere:

near-beer, smear the queer, tears for fears

spearing your dear queer's rear

years of hearing bob weir here

veer, merely a steer, jeers and sneers, not cheers 

king lear and Richard Gere and his peers


heal and feel

pain, sorrow, despair, anger, fear


avalokitesvara (ava, loki, teshara), bodhisattva of compassion, of listening

  2 v's

  Eva braun

  Loki (Scandinavian mythology- a mischievous and sometimes evil god who contrived the death of Baldur and was punished by being bound to a rock)

   Teshara (my surname) (mr. T!) (as earth, as heart, as hater -anagrams) (the Sara, too) (he as art) (a she art) (sat hear) THE RASA


You’re not- 

By yourself  (beside yourself)

Buy yourself (free!)

Bisexual (trisexual? Try it)

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