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I'm a straight, virgo/boar INTJ (age 53) who enjoys books, getting out into nature, music, and daily exercise.

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Sunday, September 22, 2019

Playing with my name

Some family thoughts: Teshara: t’share-uh

Mr. T, Larry, Lawrence William Teshara, dad, father, pa, pop
Mom, Peggy,  nee Margaret Delia Hennessy, ma, mother
PT (like in adopt, or pt boat, or pt cruiser)

Tesharabic, Tesharia, God-y body of the mahdi
To share Ra.   Sun god.  Egypt, pegy t (ma)
Ra, Raw.  War, backwards. wards. Sd, raw. Satan devil, rah!
walk it back.  rescind.  re-sinned.  
(pa) Larry.  Lawrence.  Low rents.  Law.  wren.
Father, fat her.  Fr, heat.  French heatwave.
Lawrence, war ents, L.A. los angeles
ents and angels, ha
Mahdi, Ma-D, mad: angry or insane (or both), AI
Ma and D, mom and dad, parents, pair of Ents
(ents are the walking trees from lord of the rings)
evangelization has angel in it!

Hennessy, and heaven, and hens, and esse and Jesse
Hene av.   A victim, a vampire, a Vicki.  Icky. 
J and 10.  Jesus and Satan.  Jah, Jehovah.  jaw.
Saint and Santa and Satan!  Fireplace and the fire place.
Spawn soundtrack, S pawn, chess against satan.

birthmom: Annette V Riddle
Net, the Riddler, the internet, Tom Marvolo Riddle
He who must not be named (Voldemort)
Lord move T (!). Jesus, Jess U.  U as smile, university, you.
Teshara side uncle and aunt: Tom and Jeannine
(T and J, children S and D) Steve and Debbie, sad
Jesus and cross, satan and devil, sadness
Rid dull, exciting.
Candle, can dull, or exciting lighting
Unknown birth-dad (Richard Stollnitz?)

Richard Zonca was my godfather. Pat, his wife, is godmother.
Sarah (Salazar) was my sister (same birth mom)
Sara, my ex, her mom is Patricia, now married to Ron (Patron!)
Patrick is my cousin (path!), like Erin (erinyes, furies!)
Psychopath wrath, Erin like Ireland (ire!)
Salazar slytherin, slitherin’ snakes!  Sick shit.
Hissing sibilance, saint stephen’s, social security, nazi ss
Sesame Street, silver surfer, someone special

padre, madre (re: over again)
read pm, read at reed, papyrus paper, m (feed your head)
lucubrate: study at night
luculent: clear in thought or expression

Jesus, Pegasus, Hitler
Greg, gr for example (e.g.)
jester jess, piggy peggy, scary larry, gregarious greg
erinaceous erin, dangerous dan, victorious vicki, patriotic patrick
Uncle Tom, jim at the gym, righteous rose marie, odd god
Jeannine 9, even Steven, little Debbie / maybe Debbie webby

if my aunt is a nun, is she married to God?
Does that make God my uncle?  lol

Ra, ra!
There's a Ha-Ra club on Geary, in SF
RA also stands for rheumatoid arthritis (etc.)
radioactive, Robert Anderson, resident advisor
wikipedia disambiguation page, many ra's
including:
regular army, red alert, risk analysis, remote access, retrograde amnesia, the 10th letter of the arabic alphabet, and a musical note.  There, I've shared.

Hilarity and clarity
Barry, Harry, Richard Scarry, Gary, Perry, Jerry, Terry, Carrie, Kerry, and Mary
hairy fairy, dairy, carry on, carrion, get on with it, airy
Larry Teshara, ar ar, alright alright, air to air missile.
Larry Teshara and Tesla.  Larry's heirs.

beg for a keg, Meg, leggy peggy, regular (army, bm), reg u larity
Margaret has rage in it, Marge at large. empty MT.  MT and Phil.
what's the deal with Delia?  lead, like forensics, or Pb (the element)
dsm, diagnostic and statistical manual, Duggan's Serra mortuary

Hell's bells, Mel smells, but he tells the story well
Fell got a Pell grant, to study the book of Kells.  Sell Dell.
(Mel Lindley, birth grand-uncle)

Esme, Lez gay.  Summer James, dumb games.
Ben and Declan, en den, again, with Jen, Ellen, and men like Ken.
wren, when? at ten. Pen in the pen.  Penitance in the penitentiary.
Big Ben, and declining to heckle Declan.  funky skunk, wrote uncle.
less messy Jesse.  chess.  guess.  confess, stress.
Plessy v. Ferguson.  reassess Jesse.
Bessie, Lake Erie.  Nessie, Loch Ness.
Teshara, as earth, core as lake of fire.
aftermath, Summer and Mathew
comfortably numb with numbers, the count
Blessed by Jess!

Larry T, military, mill it (ant, ate, 8)
Tom Teshara, worked for USNA (Annapolis)
PT, pt boat, called me a "trooper"
Rose Marie, former prioress "general"
   Italy (letters in 'military')
Vicki, sheriff (Sharif don't like it, the clash)
Jim, naval cook, police officer
Teshara, sharing Regular Army
mindfulness.  mined.  be mine.
soldier, ride the sun, los dire, sold ire
sol, sun, son, light, see s.j., pope's soldiers
sister Soulja, gory Gregory, merry Larry

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