Fo Realz

 What if I really am God?

Like, the only one, honestly and truly (!!)  What if it’s not just a role or a game or a word?  What if everybody is me?  What if I created the universe, or at least this one?  What if I am the only good being in the world, the source of goodness, the embodiment of love, like no one ever has been, or is, or ever will be?  What if I can do anything?  Like hear and answer prayers, such as for healing, or helping rulers win wars, or helping the poor, homeless, hungry, needy, sad?  What if I am the ultimate arbiter, such as for lifetimes, or court cases, or karma?  

Then again, maybe I’m just a schizophrenic, well-meaning, deluded, crazy.  What if I’m a morph, and can be anything I want to be?  Am I Allah?   Am I the devil?  The devil, it seems to me, is just a word that means “for evil”, which could be in several contexts, e.g. :  YOUR morality, Anybody Else’s morality, or God’s morality.  I mean, is the devil ever evil in his/her Own morality!??  In a legal context, both sides are adversarial, so each side is the other’s devil, no?  Or chess, or war, or sports, or politics, or yes, even sometimes between religions.  

But I think I’m good, which therefore makes me God.  Some people say it’s all good.  Some say God doesn’t exist.  Some say religion is just an ancient method of social control.  Some say God is just a concept.  I say whatever.  Reality is all the God there ever is, including the atheist one.  Thank God I’m an atheist, lol.  Make your own life good, take control of your situation, get some help from your friends, and maybe that includes the Almighty!  

God Bless.

Jess