vampire psychology

thirst for blood

need, a deep-seated need, for the infliction of pain and suffering-
that is, with cruelty, malice, hatred, spite, and vengeance
as a victim of vicious violence,
assault and battery, abuse and neglect, torment and torture
twisted, ruthless, unforgiving, merciless, pitiless
brutality, cruelty, savagery, torture
unfair and unjust
cold-blooded or in heated rage,
twisted, disgusted, spiteful
anger, hatred, rage, wrath, fury
pain, agony, suffering, torment, misery, anguish, despair
a need for hell
intolerant, closed-minded, judgmental
sadistic and with schadenfreude
wicked, evil, sinful, turpitude
joy and delight in others' suffering
sick and twisted
madness, insanity
hurt and hate, disease and disaster, viciously victimized
bloodshed, conflict, war -
death, destruction, disease, despair, disaster
injury, injustice, iniquity, intolerance
enduring suffering
hatred and red hat, death: hated
hell, hello, he will
AI (alienation and isolation)
heart: hater, earth (to dust you shall return)
true colors, inside: red and black
banality of evil: everybody suffers, and meat is delicious

the phrase "all right" -immoral, amoral, or righteous?
rights don't exist, objectively.   a legal fiction?
Allah, alright, almighty, and Ollie (all the alls?)

and yet
war must be avoided, as a great evil (at all costs?)
even if some countries evoke ire, hate, malice, and pain
(Ireland, Haiti, Mali, Spain)(and many germs in Germany)
who thought up these names, anyway?

false consciousness, delusion, ignorance, illusion
the poison of attachment, craving, aversion
us/them, division, superiority, superhuman, superman
labelling as inferior, subhuman, inhuman
division, separation, oppression, discrimination

GANGS
color identification
a way to be a part of something bigger than yourself
demonization of other
states, religions, parties, sects, even families, or sports teams
race, sex, ethnicity, class
countries and nationalism is madness
childish, simple-minded, lack of understanding or nuance:
    good guys vs. bad guys.  also, madness!

ignorance, foolishness, stupidity (imbecile, moron, idiot, retard)
incuriosity, uninformed, uneducated, untrained
delusion, illusion, unskillful mind

my credo
people are animals
souls don't exist
there is no afterlife
everybody is in their own world, their own head:
their own "you-niverse" (the world is a multiverse of psyches)
everybody is their own God (we get by with a little help from our friends)
we are all equal, we're all in the same boat, spaceship earth
rich/poor, enlightened/deluded, caring/apathetic
wise/foolish, curious/incurious, intelligent/stupid
sinner, vampire, demon, devil, antichrist or
saint, angel, priest, monk, nun, pope, deity

you can't spell suicide without U and I
peace of mind, a piece of brain -zombie spell
death -eat HD, murder -red rum, mr. dr., kill- 11 ill (goes up to -!)
santa's sleigh, satan's slay; pray, prey; spirit, spear it;
worship, war ship; submission, sub mission
assassin: in 2 asses; cigarette butts; trump/buttigieg/assad
blood: be lewd; prelude: pre-lewd; ludicrous Ludacris
vampire, rearranged: I'm a perv
red: read a book (lector: lecter), words of christ in red
devil: 4 evil.  lived, backwards.  for evil, Four evil.
   vile, veil, live, levi

satan: as Nat, Santa, saint/holy, sana-t, (as gnat, as ant)
say 10, listen (list ten), 10 is: tennis, Tennessee, Hennessy
Jesse/Jess, Jesus/Jess U, hey Zeus
as tan, as nat, as ant, a S nat, as t n a (tits n ass)
  (S can be satan, or Sara (e.g.), or Allah)
'Satan' is the name, also, of a Russian missile

Jesus, 10 es us, hey zeus
antigravity toothpaste, lol
Zeus, god sleeping, Zzz -use
unrest, restive, the defense rests
regional religion; compass compassion
Tennyson, too (10 is on?)
Wordsworth: what is my word work worth?
    world wor;  warriors and worriers (!); no fear/phobophobia

chess is war, and war is hell
but, if chess is fun, maybe you'd enjoy hell
in which case, hell is heaven
quite the under-taking

heaven above
what's up, doc? says bugs bunny
the opposite of down
down is the direction of gravity
if you go down far enough, you go up again, lol
toward the center of the earth, you could say-
but, remember, the pen pulls on the earth, too
(much less than the earth pulls the pen), for example.
I've thought about this entirely too much.
que pasa?  kielbasa at the madrasa, in Lasa