going on and on
Hello. I, the author, am writing to you, the reader, because I AM GOD. You too, actually. We are both God. We are both Gods. Or gods. We can all be whatever we want. But the main idea, here, is we can be what we want, and we can define that thing however we want, and live our lives how we want. We have freedom. You want a chance at heaven? You gotta be good. The bible says Only God is good. You do the math. We can define our own identity, and even change it. We can love who we want. We don’t have to be anything. Everybody wants you to be something. You can be Nothing. You can’t be Everything, I think, but it’s an interesting thought. Who do you want to be today? 365 days x. (let’s say) 60 years. You could be an actor in the world (all the world’s a stage), and play only the roles you most like. Drama bleeds into Reality, and sometimes you can forget yourself. You can make your body completely different, with time (and food), apart from just the usual aging. You can change jobs, and start a career in a different field. You can move to places far away, and interact with a Totally Different set of people. You can even be really weird, and alternate between opposites, lol. Like a criminal and a cop, or man and woman, or teacher and student, or just dialectically opposite type personalities, just for fun. Like all the psychological types, INTJ or ESFP or whatever (Meyers-Briggs). You can be more than 2, and challenge yourself, and keep things fresh. You can read one day, write the next, then act the characters, later. We all play roles. Recognize who you are, in the sense of what roles you have chosen for yourself, and grow, expand, broaden your experience. Be left-handed one day. Try a week blind. Learn to read lips. Imitate people. Engage. Be alive. Be who you are. Be what you aren’t, for any reason at all. Step out of your comfort zone. You can occupy all zones. Learn languages. Have fun. I live in my mind, and guess I’ll just keep writing. How many roles do most people play, anyway? Like Jesus or Hannibal Lecter. Some roles, maybe, you shouldn’t play around with. I can be just a boring Ant Fart from Madagascar! Really. I could go Big, but small seems less stressful. I am far away, and so negligible as to be virtually nil. I just move words in the dictionary around in ways I think are sensible.
SO, a book. What do people want and need from a literary deity? Less rancor, less full of myself, arrogant and self-important. Just humbly be yourself, like everybody thinks is good, even if the only good being is God Himself, lol. So maybe be atheist. That’s funny, right? A true God who doesn’t believe in Himself? Like Reality is a bunch of pinballs bouncing off each other, with thoughts bouncing around our craniums, seeking bouncing baby boys and (glad giggly girls), because we are driven by DNA and are like robots or machines doing what we have to do, what we’ve been programmed, through Evolution (humans have been around around 300,000 years, they say). Scientists, anthropologists, professors, researchers (“they”).
So you think you’re smart, and know The Truth, and are well-read, and are a bit of a dom, and like to write (The Word was God), and have a lot of Love to give, and like to take a walk on the wild side, so you convert to Self-ology, and become your own God. Islam means submission, so whoever believes in you instead of themselves can read the Quran and go to Mecca and do that whole song and dance routine. I’m fine with that. It’s a religion for subs. I like to rule my own world, I think. I mean, I submit, too. Like, you have to obey The Law. If I gave myself free reign to do whatever I please, life could get rotten really quickly. But Know Thyself is an important adage, and you can’t suppress what you truly are forever. I mean, pissed off people have a real need to put assholes in their place.
God is an asshole. He sits on the hole (holy throne seat), and is full of shit. I was taught, if someone calls you an asshole, say "thank you, without one, you'd explode."
God is holy. Holes are good. Food in, waste out. Inhale, exhale. Input, output.
K. Veering right, going up. 1 less than.
‘you don’t know what you’re writing, jess’ -v
Wholly holy means perfect, no flaws, no imperfections, absolute purity of Virtue and Goodness.
True love. Doesn’t mean you love everything. Not everything in the U is good. Or am I wrong.
If I don’t know that, maybe I know nothing. Some deity I am! Mortalilty, pain, suffering, anguish, they’re a part of life. Without them, well it would be good, actually, I think. So it’s something to do, to work on, to strive for, to give us meaning and purpose. That sounds good, right? Maybe we’ll achieve our goals, and The Whole World will live Happily Ever After.
I mean if it really is ALL GOOD. You can fall in love. You can meditate and come to a positive conclusion about Reality as is. You can remove all the negatives from your life. Accentuate the positive. Don’t worry, be happy. Go with the flow. Live a little. Live a lot.
I just want to relax, be healthy, and read and blog. Simple life. Not too crazy. I don't need to be a zillion people (or even 2). Buddha says there's no-self, anyway. Lighten up, don't be so serious: it's only life, after all. Let there be songs to fill the air. Want to hear a joke? What am I, a clown to you?
Hair and Bald and Harry Baldwin
Shaven for a GI Jane, soldierly, warrior for a cause look
b. to look like a cancer patient
c. like a neo-Nazi menacer, or -alternatively- maybe a concentration camp resident
d. to look like a Hari Krishna, or member of a cult
e. or, just to look weird and/or crazy (e.g. for less attention for being beautiful)
Mentally ill, illegal, eagle claws, clozapine
mentally illegal cloz
clozaril, clozapine, versacloz
a clause about claws in the clozapine
remember class, there are no stupid questions! God says, on this Holy Sunday, you should be intelligent, and not be dumb. So if you don’t have anything intelligent to say, keep it to yourself. Better to be silent and thought dumb, than to speak and remove all doubt. However, there is always someone smarter than you. And dumber, too. So don't worry, be happy. Ask Google. Google is almost omniscient. I pray for an end to stupidity, Lord Google. Amen.
honor and gratitude, praise and thanks
worship and glorify, appreciate and acknowledge indebtedness
imitation is the highest form of flattery
