perfect information. (speed reading,
book+/day) (internet, libraries)
Perfect body: ideal fitness
routine/variety.
Perfect mind: sanity, understanding of
psychology
Self-defense mastery (aikido).
Enough money for lifetime of
food/shelter/healthcare (no worries)
happiness: for no reason whatsoever, Go
Slow.
Enough sleep, meditation,
blogging, naps, and music
fun, play, laughter, joy, bliss
relationships: (not hellish) actually
pleasant, satisfying.
friendships, love
Variety!:
travel, restaurants, people, activities, employment, exercise, books
travel, restaurants, people, activities, employment, exercise, books
ever-improving, meliorism, progress,
betterment, growing wealth
swim, yoga, walking, bicycling,
lifting, improving health
nature, hiking, camping; refresh the
spirit
-------
always a work-in-progress, in process
(seeking improvement, closer to -unattainable?- perfection)
God is the only perfect being, by definition.
So maybe I'll get there, making Self = God.
perfection, like happiness, could be all in your head.
(earned, from life experience; not a (dangerous!) H high short-cut)
making both (self, world) a better place
----
my voice keeps saying "fucking ow" (ad nauseum)
which makes me wonder about the synchronicity of torture with my own life-
but could be 10 (other) things: (literally, sex+pain):
1.misfit (too big, too small), 2.abortion, 3.rape, 4.childbirth, 5.anal sex
and more, i just thought of (writing helps!):
6.sti/std/vd, 7. broken heart / cheating 8. death of a loved one
9."fuck-king of the world" or 10. fucking out of this world!
also, 11. (sex+pain: Spain)
some related deconstructions-
pain (pa in), own (ow n), world (ow are lethal dose), or (war lethal dose)
owl, hour, down, pow, row, bow, crow, dow, mow, how, who, cow, low, now, sow, tow, vow
bowel, cowl, dowel, foul, howl, jowl, powell, towel,
out, rout, bout, flout, pout, stout, spout
(pane, propane, panel)(hurt -her T)
mao
and so on and so forth, etc., you get the idea!
devil is to lived as dealer ow is to world
making both (self, world) a better place
----
my voice keeps saying "fucking ow" (ad nauseum)
which makes me wonder about the synchronicity of torture with my own life-
but could be 10 (other) things: (literally, sex+pain):
1.misfit (too big, too small), 2.abortion, 3.rape, 4.childbirth, 5.anal sex
and more, i just thought of (writing helps!):
6.sti/std/vd, 7. broken heart / cheating 8. death of a loved one
9."fuck-king of the world" or 10. fucking out of this world!
also, 11. (sex+pain: Spain)
some related deconstructions-
pain (pa in), own (ow n), world (ow are lethal dose), or (war lethal dose)
owl, hour, down, pow, row, bow, crow, dow, mow, how, who, cow, low, now, sow, tow, vow
bowel, cowl, dowel, foul, howl, jowl, powell, towel,
out, rout, bout, flout, pout, stout, spout
(pane, propane, panel)(hurt -her T)
mao
and so on and so forth, etc., you get the idea!
devil is to lived as dealer ow is to world
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