I knew 'esse' was a latin word, but I thought it meant 'being'
instead (I was looking up salve intemerata virgo on a latin dictionary), it means:
- eat away (fire/water/disease)
- spend money on food
maybe sheds light on the "mystery" of the body/blood of christ:
J-esse: destroying or eating away at J
J is the 10th letter
satan= 11215=10 (and it sounds like 'say ten')
eating Jesus is eating Satan?