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I'm a straight, virgo/boar INTJ (age 53) who enjoys books, getting out into nature, music, and daily exercise.

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Here's a quote from Fyodor Dostoevsky to start things off right: Love the animals, love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love.

Tuesday, November 12, 2024

Symbols

For 

Music, Movies, Computers, Books, Food, Exercise, Sleep, Meditation, God, Love, Reality, Peace, Happiness, Sex, Communication, Money, Kiss/Hug, Time, Death, Christianity, Judaism, Islam, Buddhism, Electricity/Power, See, Hear, Smell, Taste, Touch, Tree, Flower, Nature, House, Person, Car, Bike, Liquid, Rain, Sun, Wind, Nothingness, and Predator/Military/Hunting.

 

Friday, November 8, 2024

Faugh, Fog, Fag... fuggedaboutit

 what is spirit fogging?  it?   coke is it, ha.

faughing is expressing contempt and disgust, spirited contempt

spearing it and spraying fog (ejaculate)

spirits as alcohol and in a fog (cloudy mind)

Holy Spirit and FOG (friend of god?)

actual fog, like London fog, or San Francisco fog (weather affected by spirits)

hint: it involves blood machines and rapture to heaven and sometimes vampires

spearing a neck with your eye teeth (fogging the forensic file?  fuzzy facts)

SF, suck and fuck, vampire I'ma perv, KFOG, San Francisco, sodomy fellatio, sexually frustrated

american spirit cigarettes, smoking a fag,   FOG. 667, 10, Satan

FOG, fuck orgasm 7-up (G-unit)

church spire, fag.  (rapturing to heaven, either making happy or killing -or both-)

fuzzing the concept of spirits and ghosts and getting concrete, real, true

spearing someone in the fog (with a spear, with a penis, with a knife, with a fork)

a mist of blood (from a gunshot?), spirited away

spirit 10.     fog  10.     20.   T.   crucifying someone.   hands and feet.   (hey,jesus, beast, mike, shawn, jew, death, shirt/shit, ow)

Britney Spears and Foghat, lol

The cloud of unknowing.  The cloud of word choice (diction).   Fuzzy memories.  Clouded judgment.  People are "TOTALLY FUCKING RETARDED",   I'm hearing.    Well, we can't all be Einstein.   Like a petty, stupid, pointless war.    Or whatever.

spirit fog?  becoming mist?   humans are 55-60 percent water.   So there's dust to dust, and water to water. Bones to powder, and blood to vapor!  We will be missed, and mist!   Mystic missus.

list of ghosts, spirits, spooks, and souls:  (Ghosted by?) Ghostface killer, ghost dog, Caspar the friendly ghost, the ghost of Christmas past, the Holy Ghost, spooks (ghost spys?), spirits in the material world (-the Police), That's the spirit! (- Blade Runner), Team Spirit (be true to your school now, - Beach Boys), Spirit of St. Louis, Soul of the Nation, sole of your foot and fish, Sol beer and sun, Soul music and Soul Train, solitary and the sole owner, and of course YOUR IMMORTAL SOUL.   Other wraiths, apparitions, specters, and phantoms are said to haunt your mind, your body, your home, the universe...

spectres, spirits, spooks, and souls (and hissing sibilant snakes and serpents that slither and slide sneakily, who dissemble, dissimulate, disinform, and delude with deception and dishonesty).

The qi of cheese

the prana of prawns, the energy of hens, the Self Itself

ghosts and spirits in the gas (engine knocking?), car customs and rituals, anal analects, assumptions about ass, a rap about ruts and patterns, rewards and punishments,  I decree you get a degree, roles habits and customs, traditions and rituals, accumulation of repetition, spontaneous vs. trained, passive vs. proper responses, goodness and virtue and relationships and human connection, growth betterment improvement development change, GOD growth of development, things that are not just wrong but dangerous, on my honor I will do my best, extraordinary flourishing, generosity and benevolence vs. narcissistic self-interest, improving both self and society (and world and All).  Humane and human.  Passionate and compassionate.  

change and transformation, a cat with cataracts, a shogun with a gun, a cold brrd, the debate database, mundane Danes, loving Luvs, changing the amount of change, Confucian confuflux, few know Confucius, history and future, his story about sutures, gifted with the PON (Present Ongoing Now), good better best and great, push punch and punish, a utilitarian utility company, playing an accordion accordingly, logical law, poo/loo and Putin's solution, the behavior of hay, intriguing trees, ants eat plants, ATE angry tired exhausted, stable horses, the meaning of being mean, interested in rest, exercise with your ex, Mencius was a mensch, mind is mined (and mine), don't diss my disposition, vampire anger (fanger), counterintuitive behind the counter, Mohist mohair, yearn to learn and burn to earn, cultivate and nourish your goodness, wisdom, propriety, and righteousness.  Guard the garden, the sentry smells the scent of trees, forgiven and metaphor and Four (who I met), respite and unrest from spite, spite toward Sprite, the whirled around you, Evan and Devan in heaven, Helen and Mel in hell, mandate and woman-dating, lit politicians, the background to lying down in a field, the cause of the cosmos, the consequence of a sequence of sequins, the result of an insult, effect of being infected, Yooni versus the Universe, horrible whores, tossed staplers and overthrown rulers (lol), turning toward ballet, turning away from the repulsive, actors actions, ballet dancers that lay Baal, playing in the play, abcd, action behavior comportment deed, lice are inherently in the hair, responsible for spawn, the definition of being deaf, capricious Trish, a portrait of the poor, caring and charismatic, brilliant but ill, tech texts, stay in your state, measuring your rulers and pinching the hourglass, acing faces, flunking uncles, interested in interring Ted, dangerous Dan, the psych patient was re-warded, capri pants and capricious ants, sinking friendships and relationships, situations and stand-uations, Phil's philosophy, dominant Dominicans, punished with puns, working hard at being a gigolo, it is obvious and clear-cut that there is a need to obviate clear-cutting, states and snakes, power strength domination and control, calm commuter uses a computer, feces on faces and poo in the pool and shit on my shirt, exigent excrement, emergence of emergencies, servant serpent, right way wrong way my way highway and yahweh, no other mother but five wives and a dozen cousins, glomping and glamping, Bandaids Kleenex and Tupperware often aren't (like Coke or Levis, sometimes), hiss tory and ooze papers/noose papers, smoke a fag in the fog, sig sauer and cig a wretched, the digestive track is alimentary my dear Watson, die-jest-ive (I'm not dead yet!), bless you Fukuoka, were ship, the product project, the save-us service, you're your yore, bye buy by bi, pedicure manicure sinecure, muted and mooted, can of beer in the canyon, failure of allure. 

Things to throw: kisses, balls, frisbees, toilet paper, shaving cream, paper bags of dog poop, paintballs, confetti, water balloons, rocks, bottles, please no shrapnel or toxins or caustic chemicals or explosives (or punches).

Is everything undifferentiated and interrelated?  Or, unrelated and distinct?  Subtle details, little things, alter and change, both immediate situations and the Big(ger) Picture.  Directing without seeming to direct. The way.   Yahweh's way or the highway.  Not dominating; active but still, generative, and using soft ways of action and guidance and direction and persuasion.  Creating unity, collaboration together, not using too much power, but creating an atmosphere, with awareness and eye-contact and tone and listening and responding.   Get it?  good.

Are we humans just code in God's computer?   A giant computer the size of the Earth?  Our names encode some characteristics, our DNA, our parents, our family and friends, classmates, teachers, etc.   Is there free will or is reality deterministic and fated (from the dawn of time?).   Are we in a matrix?  Is reality a construct?  Does human potential include superpowers?  Are we even alive (or are we just things, like rocks, that THINK we're alive?).   Wait, are rocks alive, lol.   I mean, some think water is.   NASA said human civilization is probably doomed by 2600 if we don't change our ways, collectively.  I have hope, however.   Computers and tech can solve problems, and they are advanced, and advancing further at light speed.  May the force be with us all.   God help us.

The Lake of Fire?  Lava isn't fire.  LOF is just a pool of wax at the top of a burning candle!   Or, a lake polluted by fuel, lit and burning swimmers, ducks, boats, fish, etc.    Sometimes you hear about tapwater or rivers having flammable effluent that can ignite.   And there's also things like Pearl Harbor, where the ocean was on fire with jet fuel and sailors (who had to jump overboard) were horribly burned.   I like the candle thing!!   Many-world interpretation.   Each brain is a world.   And words are often multiple concepts.  One man's trash is another's treasure.   My heaven might not be yours.  My God? Reality, Love, Self, Goodness, Virtue.  Like those 5 things or something.   Yours?   Shangdi? lol.   Reality is rich, and a Holy Angel could be anyone :-).      well, fire could be lava, I guess.    It'd burn you up pretty quick, so I wouldn't imagine the pain would last very long.    Like in Terminator.   

Heavenly Host: Gods, High holy God on the Throne Seat, demi-gods, superhumans, saints, the blessed and raptured and consecrated, angels, deities, righteous and virtuous and sacred pious and faithful, yada yada...   Forgiven sinners and those washed in the blood of Christ and the Saved and, of course, The Innocent.  IN LOVE  (In God, In Heaven).

Hellions:  Devil, Devils, Demons, Monsters, Sinners, criminals, the evil and wicked, unrepentant and unforgiven tormentors and torturers, the cruel and brutal and savage and ruthless, rotten and mean rapists and murderers, vampires of vicious vice, the cruel and corrupt, the Depraved.  Separated from God.   In a world of hurt.   Pray for the depraved! Bless for bliss!