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I'm a straight, virgo/boar INTJ (age 55) who enjoys books, getting out into nature, music, and daily exercise.

(my email is JesseGod@live.com)

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Here's a quote from Fyodor Dostoevsky to start things off right: Love the animals, love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love.

Wednesday, January 13, 2021

One for the money

 Uno, who knows?  

Dos doses.  Tres Tracys.  Cut-throat cuatro.  Cinco sinks.   Seis faces.  Siete billetes.   Ocho, mucho.  Nueve llueve.

One gun, two yous, three trees, four more, five alive, six sticks.

Seven Evans.  Eight dates.  Nine lines.  Ten men. 


Suicide

U + I.   Utopian Immortality.  Universe and Eye.  

Smile, Iris.   Miley Cyrus.  

Menu.  me and you.


HHHH

Horrible, heinous, hellish happenings

Happy, healthy, heavenly happenings

‘it’s madness to think all is love’ - v


fight, flight, fright, freight

olive, alive, (evil, vile, veil), Elvis ives! 

Never mind.  Never mined.  I, me, mine.


RA

respect, admiration

Robert Anderson

Sun god, rah rah

Resident advisor

    Really amazing, retired army, rage against


Cock

What’s up?  Wanna hang out?

8.  Urinate.  You’re in 8.


GOD-  7,15,4.    (8). H,  (H, Q, Z)


ATE (1,2,5), (8)

8:  late great. straight, calibrate.  Bait.  Inflate. 

Hate date’s traits.  grating, irate.  Mate fate.  slate.  freight.

Weight, wait.  Tate.  Ate a plate of dates, sated.  Pate. Spate.

Gates.  Nate.  Kate.  Bates.  Yates.  rate.  Elevate.  Ingrate.

Inspissate.   Incorporate.  Intubate.  Celebrate.  Animate.

Straight, strait, state, skate, enervate, inchoate, incapacitate

ameliorate, exacerbate, sensate, collate

   urinate, defecate, micturate, masturbate, copulate, innate


5 wives.  666.   Sex, Styx, sicks.  Socks, sax, sucks.  

Snacks.  Snickers.  Snakes.  Sneaky Snoke.


JLT

Jim, Larry, Tom

PD

Pat, Dick


casting out demons, these days, is emptying the prisons.

but I'd rather see Trump locked up for his sedition, the treasonous incitement to insurrection.


scaird, is card, is drac, id cars, cs raid, sd rica, rc said-

  (stupid crazy amoral incompetent rotten dangerous!)


miracles, if they happen, are a part of nature, have an explanation - 

Jesus the magician, and magi.   I'm not anti-Jesus.  I just don't know what to make of him. I don't understand Jesus.   I don't believe anyone does.  Until his legacy gets worked out, the world will remain insane.  You can't just say Oh He Was God, and God can do anything.  I mean you can, and people do.  But that's nuts.   Everybody is nuts.   Jesus.


I won't have faith and submit to magic and madness, and probably myth.

   healed lepers and blind and paralytic, turned water to wine, wine to blood, necromancy, re-attached an ear, shriveled a fig tree, expelled demons, walked on water, calmed the storm, herded fish, loaves and fishes, rose from dead, what am I forgetting?  My unbelieving heart isn't evil.  It wants answers, explanations.  A Course in Miracles?  The Secret?  Mind control and the power of faith (placebo) are part of it.  Jesus' coffin was found, some think.  And Lazarus died a second time (12/17/a.d. 63).   Well, whatever.  Magicians by Lev Grossman, now that's scripture, :-).    Why would you dedicate and devote your life to something you don't understand?  Do I join David Copperfield's church just because he did some magic?  Is faith merited?  I mean, he's dead.


sophomore means wise fool

maybe you think there are stupid intelligentsia, too.


J-wow

Jesse, Jesus, Jah, Jehovah

J is the 10th letter (satan, attention, listen, often, tent, tense, tentacle, tendril, tenebrious, tenement, tennis, tenacity, tenable, tenant, tender, tendency, tenderloin, tendenitis, tenet, tendency, Tengrism, Tennessee, Tenno, tenor, tenterhook, tenure)


JLT sums to 42! (haha)

grace of god, synagogue, demagogue

emptied himself, eh?

host as wafer/bread, gameshow or event sponsor, animal fed upon, heavenly army

home as church, body as temple, church as home, earth as heaven, many worlds, 

many mean men say amen, Amon!

martyrs at Kmart 


a cucaracha in my sriracha!

spiritual seekers, family friends and followers

Tuesday, January 12, 2021

AWE

 what A Weird Expression!

"Fall in love" (from the heights of hate?)

The spectral inspector investigates the infector injector!!

world affairs, between the world of warcraft, and whirled peas! sexy!

peace is peachy, as are peaches, and peas

rampage, ram page, ramp age, and grampa's age

go revel, and gore evil

pc: politically correct, personal computer, paper clip, pillow case, pro-choice, and pancreatic cancer.   prostate cancer (antistate cancer?), pacific coast, probable cause, protective custody, presbyterian church, and peace corps!

java sea and drowning in coffee

SS, DD

 Same shit, different day

Read the news, history, emails

Eat vitamins, oatmeal, coffee, gnc

Exercise (yoga, pushups), meditate, write, check blog stats

Read a book, eat a burger, sushi, sandwich, burrito, pizza

Some music, pinterest, instagram, ted, onion, facebook, twitter

Go shopping, eat what I got, trivia, atlas, dictionary, spanish

box, pile, police department questions, halfprice books- aletheon

8:30p sleep, 4:30a wake.  Stop talking to me.

Gtu, cards, research, write, publish

Wikipedia dive. 

Monday, January 11, 2021

Yes, Please

yup, praise

Yes, erinyes, yeshiva

Holy Si (si is yes in spanish)

YHWH, Yahweh, Ya way

Adi Da (da is yes in Russian)

   Affirmative, corporate firm


pantheist, the all in Allah, the universal in catholic

Abc, allah, borg, catholic

HP, harry potter and the hope and promise of heathen pagans at Hewlett Packard

borg, b or g, buddhist or gentile

Gentiles can be non-jews, or non-mormons, as well


Rigorous, vigor, bigger, go figure

Wigger pig, jigger, but never n-!


electromagnetic spectrum

I am the light, I am the photon, I am the x-ray (lol)

I am the radio, spirit of radio

specter and spirit, rum


Jesus, coming out

"I came into the world as light so that 

everyone who trusts in me might not 

remain in darkness."

   birth, healing the blind, visions and dreams, burden

   candle, the sun/stars, electric light, second sight

   enlightenment, light-hearted, Lucifer and luz

   I and I, eye and eye, Jedi (light and dark sides), 

   eye of Sauron, eye and die, ICU


also,

Siva, si

Allelujiah, ya


kingdom come, respond (spawned)

dna and dan, and Anne

reign and rain (and reins)

hm, healings, miracles

selves, selling elves

    writers putting self on shelf

fat, faith and trust

OT, Old Testament, ordinary time

come as Living Stones to build a spiritual temple

     Rolling Stones and the body is a temple

     hard bones, hard bodies, body building

        strong of heart and mind, too

vampires of the devil, and living stones of Jesus

same idea, both nuts!

IM, I AM, immortality, impermanence

oblivion and I live on

spirits, liquor, being in good spirits

religions as corporations

God as ceo, alpha, #1, leader, most high

impermanent imps, selfish elves, and tiny Tim time

a cult that cultivates culture, not cutting clits


lord, l or d, Luke or Darth

gentiles, muslims- gentle or islam (I slam!)

moose and slims (Carlos, Slim Shady, cigs)

catholic lectors and rectories

Hannibal, wrecked


spear it, chew, Italy 

putting a dirty brain in soapy water

empty of self, fill with other

less me, more you

decrease (me, myself, I), increase (lord, jesus, christ)

MT and Phil (empty and fill)

humanity, Anna T, hummin'

no-self vs. one with the universe (0 or ∞)

studying literature (verse) at university (itty), it's a small world, after all

one verse: 42!


teo, the evil one

   also, TEO is a subdivision of the 

            inferior temporal cortex (IT) of the brain

       teocalli is an aztec temple, teosinte is a Mexican grass

       TEOTWAWKI is "the end of the world as we know it"

       and, Mateo and teologia (Matthew and theology, en espanol)

Hard Rock Cafe, and squeezing blood from a stone

Hector the Protector, in the vector sector

Friday, January 8, 2021

More Mass

less mass murder

Given O’ Disciples

Supper of lamb, satanic upper, (Lucy anti Mephisto Beelzebubba)

    naming your lion 'lamb', lol;  beelze-bubble gum, :-)

Lamb of God, like the Monty Python rabbit, lol

Testimony test, money

peace I leave you, noel, no-L, pill

EL, eternal life, with Elle (L as knight)

Jacob’s cubs, bare bears, go cal

Cern concern, leptons and leprosy, praise - (prey is) the lord

Lord be with you, (lard, laird, lorde, lore) bee wit u

Word of god, were d of gawd

Reflection, water and mirrors, Mir (space station)

    Image and likeness, self and elf, a light snack, light from light

    If parents made love, aren’t we therefore children of god, too?

gentiles, tiles, and thai isles

follow, fall low;   nation, shun

Preaching and teaching (to each)

Healing and she-ling

Deliverance, deliver ants (do ants have livers? no, they do not)

Exorcisms and exercise and orcs

Commodification and throw-away culture and robots, androids

   We love you before all things

Figures, figurines, disfigurement (numbers, statues, all right)

Stature of a statue, and stats (statistics)

disbelief, lack of faith, ‘lie’ is in belief, Darth vader “disturbing”

Mystery and Mr. E, mist and solid, solidarity

People and pulling P, mass and male ass (donkey, buttocks), sheeple

Cat prr, catholics and perpetual light

Mercy killings and MK- ultra; stress and distress, seamstress

PP, presence and power, poorest of poor, power of prayer

GG, glory of god, MM, many miracles, HH, humble heart

Present (time, gift), represent (given currency), pre-sent

co-heirs, air Jordan, dazed with days, DAE’s, taking delight

Good news and the bad news bears

weeks, weak, and strengthened by prayer

ch, contrition and humility, charity and holiness, celebrant healing

      camper hotel, camping and hiking, completely happy!

Salem and Jerusalem (on sale)

the evil 1.  4giveness of sins.  there4, 4ever.

intentions, in tent, in tension, in ten chins

liars and lyres, songs and Song Dynasty, sing and s-ing (hissing)

harping on vile innes, gooey tar, flute loot, can't chant hauntingly

donors of dough, aunt and ant, Rose and arose and arouse

cleanly attired, crease: increase and decrease, no-self vs. borg

IT, information technology, christ shining IN us and THROUGH us.

IN, inter, internet, “immortal nature” 


things that make you go 'hm'

ham (pastor tacos), hem (of his garment), hymn, homily, humility, humanity

Hail Mary, holy mother, him, hm

   majesty, ma, jest, y

   jesse t and jesty 

   ma, (yo-yo, Annette, international relations, 

         (piggy, pugnacious, pogo, peg)


Jesus as slave master?

do you not know that you are not your own? 

vs. 

by cross and resurrection you have set us free


a few bad GODs

governance outrageous, despicable

greed obscene, disgusting


art in heaven

lunacy, for you to see

ancestors, anne cess

heel hymn

sing of cleansing

our maker is our god

the god of all creation

mom and dad, mad, and dna

sex god, lol.

spread the gospel, wings

embracing the dog, demands of gospel, god, good

brothers and sisters, bs

faith, father.  find, fined.  peace, priest.

father and mother, fm.

fat her, p raise, spir it, gr ace, glo rify, hope of rising again

god as universe, big bang, evolution, family tree, love, sex

bed, obed, obedience

firm to the end


faith, hi-fat, happy buddha, Fatima, and lard our god :-)

Thursday, January 7, 2021

wordplay not gunplay

 Cowardly cow, craven raven, pusillanimous pussy, fearful steer

Jim Lehrer in terror, in terror in error

Fuckin’ icon of Econ, Akron and Macon, Bakin’ bacon

Maybe your baby will rhyme about crime on primetime

Fashionably flashy fish, schools with scales

Phil your skull in school

The power of powder, skis and blue skies

A search for church merch

Mercy from Percy

First and worst, last but not least

Xfinity and infiniti

crude, cruel, and crooked crux crew

Apostolic alcoholic

Catholic basilisk

Pay a fine, fine.

confined, defined

Profoundly confounded

Dumb with guns

Beevis and butthead, ren and stimpy, itchy and scratchy, tom and jerry

Mike and Ike, Ben and Jerry

Una mas, dos hermanas, tres coyotes (restaurants)

Mir, as in the space station, or mirror, means both peace, and world :-)

gu, giving up guinness

guided by Holy Spirit, guy dead by HS (high school, 8/19)

days of heat and light: Friday, Sunday.

hip hop, ihop, and the halls of power

eritrea: pronounced ur-eat-tree-uh? or air-it-tray-uh?

     neither!  air uh tree uh (says YouTube)

Beefeaters in Hamburg, Germany 


antidote to your anecdote

last knight, yes-terday

boats over moats, boring at the Behring

bring your ring

slow at SLO, deeply dopey, damn dumb

can't do Kant dew

seeking psych secrets, pledging to leap the ledge

litigating for Gates' loot

fyre-phyters

stupid troops

soldiers that drink Folgers

a chunky but hunky monk, drunk as a skunk, in a funk

animated with animus, twitterpated on twitter

Wednesday, January 6, 2021

Heroes of Transparency

I like and appreciate them

Julian Assange, Chelsea Manning, Edward Snowden.   I didn't read any of their affiliated documents, but I'm still grateful for treating the public with respect, and trust in the value of an educated populace to make informed civic decisions as voters, in cognizance of hypocrisy and the role of intelligence agencies in criminal activity around the world.  

I'm also grateful for the monitors of our elections, vigilant against "fraud and irregularities", who have declared our most recent as the most legitimate, free and fair, and secure, in history.   Trump, who will be gone at noon of January 20th, should be convicted of solicitation to falsify vote totals, which is in fact a crime, worthy of conviction.   This would disqualify him from further office.

LEO, Low earth orbit, law enforcement officer, lion, among others (like the first name).  Both my parents are Leo.  King of the Jungle.  Knowledge is power -Thomas Jefferson.  Truth is beauty, and beauty truth - Keats.   Hear me roar - Katy Perry.   Lies and the Lying Liars who tell them - Al Franken.  Honesty is the best policy - proverb by Edwin Sandys (4/30 is national honesty day in the US).  The truth shall make you free - John 8:32.   (the art of war is deception - sun tzu) (let there be peace on earth, and let it begin with me - Vince gill).   the road to hell is paved with good intentions -Samuel Johnson.   War is hell - William T. Sherman.   Trust in the "prince of peace" ("the government shall be upon his shoulder")?, who said "I have come not to bring peace, but a sword?" (!)

Word become flesh

'Dead' is a word, too 

Jesus is dead.  But he lives on, more than most.  His philosophy, memes, ideas, perpetuating.   I wonder about the future of this blog.   The internet degrades.  I've lost a bit of my original, such as music from grooveshark (songs with the title, 'god'), and a few widgets (like the fish and spider, representing virtual life), etc.  Is a reality cult (RC) the same as Roman Catholic (catholic means universal: the religion of the space aliens, lol).   Roaming visitors from the galaxy and beyond!, :-) I believe aliens exist.  Maybe they even gave us technology, like computers.  But Jesus is dead, too, like the fate of all.

GUI:  guile, guild, graphical user interface, guitar, ooey gooey (was a worm?), git 'r done! (get on with it!), guide (god is a good guide), and of course, Guinness beer (of contractual and investment and world record fame and relevance).   Arthur Guinness signed a lease for 9,000 years, for his brewery. :-)

Good news, today.  To me, (and Biden!).  Both Warnock, and Ossoff, won Georgia!  Yes!  Hooray!  So he can actually get shit done.  Mitch McConnell can no longer obstruct (as Senate Majority Leader...  he'll probably still lead the minority).  My Amazon Echo says Tom Perez is the leader of the Democratic Party.  And Diane Feinstein is oldest member of the senate (87 years old):  Seniority?? .  Patrick Leahy, Dem of  Vermont, has seniority (non-age defined) (the oldest is not necessarily the wisest!).  Nancy Pelosi is the Speaker of the House (of Representatives), yet again.  Chuck Schumer is now the Senate Majority Leader.  I don't know what all this means, in terms of actual power and authority, in the Democratic Party, or America in general.  I do want to say that it never ceases to amaze me how stupid Donald Trump is, in his claim to have won, or remain president, or his mistaken belief that Pence can keep him in power.  I can't begin to express my relief that this self-important prick, DT, is out.  I know it's not politically correct, but the guy is freaking retarded.  And a criminal, too.  His previous victory gives me pause.  The American electorate can be ignorant and in thrall to television nonsense, a submission to claims of undeserving authority, and deference to an idiot, who isn't the talented billionaire negotiator he claimed to be.   I wasn't that impressed by Biden, either, to be honest.  But thank God 'The Donald' is gone, even if he won't submit to what I would imagine would be a delicious concession (!).  His presidency wasn't a TOTAL disaster.

 Capitol Hill, over the hill, lame duck, lethal dose, mephitic and foul smelling and poisonous!!  A clean and  fresh leadership!!  Biden will make America great again.  Donald was a nightmare, and I'm grateful I won't have to read the daily drip of embarrassment in the national news.  Trump shat all over America.  Now we have to clean up after him.  At least he was pro-life.  I'm encouraged and hopeful for the progressive potential of the incoming, ethical, administration.

Daily Mass

 Lamestream media, Proclaims acclaim for certain claims

MH, mental health, in mind and heart

    madly in love, and sanely in love (!), both

Drink and chew, spiritual drink, doctor’s ink (Rx)

BB, body and blood, MM and HH, mother Mary, humbled himself,

Teshara in our H (humanity) , WW, water and wine, EE, every evil

Take bread (theft? Free from sin!), break bread (code?)

Crying Christ, saint something

Kingdom come, Killing dumb cum

Clerk, clergy, Clermont 

tomorrow, tummy, mar (sea) row (fight, boat)

Scattered scat

Affected and infected (by covid-19)

Growing love, ever upward, best is yet to come

    (culminating in death, on earth as it is in heaven)

   BB, body building, strength and the week

blog, lamb of god.   Savior, save your (posts)

BS, one body and spirit

Free from sin, no cost

Of love, praise:  P  raise, res-erection

sin, satan in; cum in (name of lord)

holes, make all things holy (fuck everything)

Make all things wholly (all in all, macrocosm in microcosm)

From fro (african hair), assurance of ass, epiphany of fanny

Mist and fog: mystery, and full of grace;  gas, guide and sustain us

God is adorable (like a puppy)

wit, through him, with him, and in him (hymn? hm)

Opened and hardened hearts (figurative)

   Heart surgery and rigor mortis

open heart, open your eyes, o pen can you write

King-dumb and wis-dumb and free-dumb

figurines, idols, statues: represent and RE-   present

    Gifts and cumming again

Allelujiah, all lay loo ya (sex, bathroom)

Love reality

All and allah and all law

heeling my sole (feats of feet)

saints, street, st. (and some thoughts)

passing GED, (Gloria in Excelsis Deo!), glory to god in the highest

    praying to god on a mountaintop, on drugs, with authority!

word become flesh (named before conception)

sf, forgiveness of sins

win, wine, whine, y/n, why, YHWH, holy si 

justice and peace, in Japan

liberation, release, freedom of captives, prisoners

right and just to give you tanks, tom hanks

phd, peace and hope for D

Victory and Vicki, Ellen and splendor, Ontario and Terry

a homily for Emily's family, dumb yum, dead bread

bless this mess, message, messiah

mc, mind control, materialism-consumerism

archangels Michael, Gabriel, Raphael, Lucifer

autumn, dewfall, and do F all?  all...ah

sinners in innes, nothing nude under the son

walking on water, wow

"deep" trust


plus, a little aside on politics:

heart is on left. side; most people are right-handed

Moses lifted his right hand, I think, if I remember my bible

There's a song, "red right hand" by nick cave and the bad seeds

political "right" and "left" derive from the French assembly seating after the revolution,

(but otherwise has no relation to right or left brain, or anything else)

(or the colors red and blue, either, as far as I can tell)

ppppp- peaceful and patriotic president of the (a portion of the) people, :-)