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I, God, welcome you to my blog!

The good book says only God is good, so it seems to me somebody needs to step up.

I hope you enjoy reading this, the Jesse Journal, as much as I have enjoyed writing it. Please feel free to subscribe, write me an email, request that I write about any particular topic you may want my perspective on, send a prayer, click on the charity link, or donate money to my bicycle fund! Have fun!

Your pal, Jess
I'm a straight, virgo/boar INTJ (age 54) who enjoys books, getting out into nature, music, and daily exercise.

(my email is JesseGod@live.com)

F.Y.I. There are about 2500 posts..

Here's a quote from Fyodor Dostoevsky to start things off right: Love the animals, love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love.

Tuesday, June 16, 2026

You Are Insane

God

GTU, collect definitions, research

Grokipedia, Wikipedia (God, theology, religion, spirituality), Google, Bible, My blog!, Quran

Off the top of my head (from the bottom of my head, too)

GOD is the historical God of Heaven, the Father, the Creator, the Source, always and forever

Love, One, I am, YHWH, Allah, Zeus, Ra

Reality is all the God there ever is

Spacetime, imagination

  A man of war, good

Kindness is my religion

Hey Zeus to share Ra

Cher (to uh)

J’suis

JT

Just a guy

Weight, height, name, birthday, sexuality, relationship status, education, major/minor, hobbies 


God (refresh)

Almighty, All-powerful, Omnipotent

Reality is God’s imagination

God is imaginary

Omniscient, speed-reader of entire library

   Authoritative author, Himself/Herself

Knowledge is power

kwuteo -wisdom, understanding, truth, enlightenment, omniscience

Power - Knowledge, money, violence, authority

Dictatorship, authoritarian, tyranny, king, pope, president, my way or the highway

Force, the force

Higher power, bigger fish


God (RE-fresh)

Lover, make love

Supreme being, your other half, better half, partner, significant other

Relationship, community, communion

Family, corporation, me myself and I, trinity, triune, tripartite

You-niverse (dad, mom, baby)

Sex. 


God

concept, role, identity, status

Definition- the source of all things good

Only god is good

The good book

The word was god


God

The god of a people, the boss, the big cheese

The agent of history

A load of bs, a crock of shit

All-powerful my ass


God

3 letters, 1 syllable, 1 sound

Rhymes- Odd, bod, cod, Dodd, fodder, ha’d, jawed, lawed, 

     mod, nod, pod, quad, rod, sod, Todd, wad

God lawed.   Ha’d!   Not down-TROD-den.

The odd modern God likes his bod, and wad, and ha’d before returning to the sod.


Todd is the God of cod

Rod is the God of pod (prince of darkness)


God is a word-game

764

8

Infinity


Making good of anything

Take what you’re given, the hand you’re dealt

It’s a long hard road out of hell

thesis, antithesis, synthesis (dialectic)


Heaven, happy, healthy, helpful

alive, human, good, virtuous, beneficent, merciful


God

The object of worship (to unite a community, around shared beliefs/values)

A perfect being

The highest conceivable existent


A way to pass the time

YHWH, passing forever

Ruler of the Universe (ROTUnd)


Monday, June 15, 2026

The Final Frontier

 Space

is Vast, mostly empty, cold, dark, dull, and dangerous

Astronauts will most likely end up hating each other, in a confined space

There's no restaurants, you can't go for a run, no trees, radiation everywhere, space dust that can rip apart a craft going as fast as that, a need for terraforming basically just about any possible destination, the average place in space is completely black, close to absolute zero temperature, and horribly boring as far as I can tell.

Project Earth deserves almost all our attention, not Mars, if you ask me.   But Hope is valuable currency these days.   Good luck and Godspeed, Elon.  The first USD Trillionaire.   Can you bend spacetime?  Is teleportation in the cards?  Shouldn't our planet Earth be the Heaven we seek?   Are the space aliens already among us?  (what are those things in the literature that fly crazy fast and change direction on a dime?)

In other words, I think SpaceX is crazy hype, but I'm not a rocket scientist, and am eager to see where this all goes.   Are the aliens themselves telling us where to go, and how to get there (!??)

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desolation, desecration, desperation, deprecation, denigration, discrimination, dedication, demarcation, delegation, defecation, hater-ation in this dancery 

God Delusion

God is love, but there's no love in your life?   Or, God is dead?  Or, omniscience isn't possible, even theoretically?  Or, no-one lives forever?  Or, God is one of thousands of historical deities, all of which are mythological, and therefore imaginary, not real?  Or, everyone who has claimed divinity before in history has been some kind of raving idiot loony, not worthy of worship, and plainly delusional?  Or, God must OF NECESSITY remain hidden, and subject to mere (mostly blind) faith, not the object of a public display of omnipotence or glory, OR God remains undefined, so all talk about the subject is inherently moot.   OR, the Creator of the Universe must somehow have been created himself, so the question of genesis is just passed on to theology, from physics.   OR, the choice between an all-powerful being that loves us and promises us Heaven (and punishment for our enemies) vs. being alone in the Vast space of an infinite universe without meaning, that only promises a dusty death (for all), makes most of us humans theists, at least publicly, if only to conform to a society (with an average IQ of 100).

Anyway.

People who claim to be "God" are usually mentally ill.   Psychotic.  Delusional.  Hallucinatory.  Schizophrenic. Insane.  We think we're important.   Some of us need unquestioned obedience.    Our personal agendas need to be seen as the divine will.   And, of course, anyone who disagrees is under the power of the devil.

What am I, then?

Just a guy.   Like Jesus.  He was just a guy.  Hitler is dust, just like Jesus.  Dream worlds and technological virtual worlds don't promise us Heaven, and never will.  Humans are just another species of animal, and are the biological equivalent of anything (worms, ants, elephants, donkeys, butterflies, you name it.).  In fact, we're living THINGS, like rocks, but with the added bonus of brains, breath, bipedalism, and beer.   :-)

Thus spaketh Jessemiah

Wednesday, June 10, 2026

Chemicals

EVERYthing is made of chemicals

People are mentally ill about "chemicals" being bad.   And everybody has their own opinion about what is tolerable and acceptable and desired and unwelcome.

I mean, flatulence is disgusting (sometimes more than others).    Some incense is better than others, and in different quantities.    People are sensitive to perfumes.   Cleaning chemicals freak people out about being toxic or dangerous.  Cigarettes are a constant battle over the carcinogenic properties of second-hand smoke.   "sin upon sin"

We all need to respect one another.   Civilly discuss our preferences.  And keep our word  about not crossing the red lines,  the limits we should adapt to.

If you have mental illness, cigarettes can be helpful, sometimes.   Some odors make people sick.   Body odor can be especially offensive, but we don't need to spend fortunes on chemicals to mask and cleanse and purify.   There IS such a thing as TOO clean, I think.   

The sense of smell is the strongest trigger for memories, good or bad.

Use scents wisely, kindly, positively.

Please.

Friday, June 5, 2026

today

 Feels more like Summer, today.    I sat out in the sun a couple days ago, got a little red.  Tired, from doing pushups and jumprope, 2 days ago.   Stretched a bit, too.  I really need to keep doing that, keep it up.  I walked dogs without music, today.   It can be agonizingly slow.  I need to remember to recharge my Jesson radio, and/or my Sihuadon radio.   I'm one of the last people that listens to radio, over the air.  KALX and WHRB, WPRB, KZSU, KCPR...  Also, I tried Karen's water from Iceland, and one of her Loacker chocolate (tortina) cookies.  Someone had elk treats, that I let them give Snoopy and Shelby.  It's a dog eat elk world.  I'm still working on (slowly) my World Book '24 A volume.  I'm up to AIR FORCE.  Took a nap today.   Had onion/rice and corn on the cob, for dinner.   Free food.   There IS such a thing as a free lunch.  I bought some baklava and McDonald's.   I don't know how to clear the intake of my Dyson fan.   I don't want to poke every tiny hole of the intake with a paper clip!  I checked out In Pursuit of Happyness (movie). Haven't seen it.  K and I are working on Sophie's World, too (reading aloud).  I've read most of The Economist (magazine).  The blow dryer has been going nonstop for daze.   The sardines, without oil or sauce, are still okay, in my book - although Mike said they were disgusting.  Me and the library could keep me busy for the rest of my life, just as it could for the entire lives of everyone, really.   Right?  Read thousands of trivia cards, with Wikipedia at the ready, for depth!  Google question quests, to follow your bliss, go where curiosity leads, and short stories to intersperse "experience" with data.  Amen.

U8B4U1A?

"I''ve spirit fogged/ raptured people all the way to heaven".  hm.    (gr.    I'll kill you to hell!)

wp

corn on the cob, porn on the job, and born into the mob.   legal eagles and regal beagles and Sméagol's pet seagull.  dour flower power hour.  devour a sour Matt Lauer.    cower before the tower.  incense, peppermints, and sensing scents, sensei.   AI angry and incensed.   The deadhead with bed-head said she took the red med to counteract her dread of Zed.  Hello, yellow mellow jello!   Good bye (you could die!).  I dig cigs.   Ciga-wretch.   Suicidal do S.I.  To red and blue we'll all be true.  Who did you woo? Sue?  Jew zoos and boo hoo hoo.   Tall Paul plays ball agains the wall against Saul to win it all (a doll, lol).   Mime time and rhyme crime, for a dime.   Lemon-lime flavored slime.  The bored lord roared toward the ward, and gored the horde with his sword.  The soldier felt doom and gloom, after zooming in on the room that had become a boom-tomb (for whom?  Bloom and Newman!).   Spare the air in Zaire, over there.  A pair of rare hares just stood and stared.    Pass the thyme.  In Jess T?  Ingest, in jest.   I sense the presence of presents!  Kent lent some fentanyl to that Quentin gent, who, instead of a penthouse, told him to get bent and rent a tent.   I say No More! to the gore and wars of yore - just a bored corps of people in stores, opening doors to floors.   A grotesque arabesque around my desk.   A need to read, and do deeds, like plant weed seeds.  The bright white kite took flight to a great height, out of sight, on this night of nights (knot a tangled triangle?  Quite right!).   I spy a spunky funky hunky monkey junkie.   Stop pots tops post spot opts (6).   -Arahset Ecnerwal Essej.   Essej's message and Avalokitesvara.   Eva, Loki, tesseract.   steep stone steps, through the mist of the mystic abyss.   Sound can be found around the mound, surrounding the town.  Please be polite to powerful people, like, say, the Pope, your pop, or your pimp.  Smellin' Ellen, Messy Jessy, ooey-gooey Chuy, smelly Kelly, poopy Snoopy, shaggy Shelby, and Urkel from Berkeley.   What warrants this torrent of ignorance?

How many people think they are God?

Catholic priests (all 407,421 of them) call themselves Fathers (and believe in God the Father).  That's kind of a God complex, no?  About 50% of schizophrenics have grandiose delusions. (About 1 in 300 people, worldwide, are schizophrenic (have schizophrenia).  Many regular people have Highly Inflated egos.  Some of us are always right, lol.  Everyone is a "higher power" than someone else, at something.   There is always a bigger fish.   God is love and his name is I AM*.   Many people have philosophies that are closely aligned with pantheism and panentheism.  (Pantheism is a)identifies God with the Universe (and vice versa, the universe is a manifestation of God), b)worship that admits or tolerates all other Gods), (Panentheism is God is greater than the Universe, and includes it, as well as interpenetrates it).   Allah can be deconstructed into ALL ah.  Adi Da said Reality is all the God there ever is.   And you are of course your own reality, mostly.   Lord of your own skull-sized kingdom.  God of your own You-niverse.  New age, Hindu, and Spinozism reflect the belief that you and all living beings are an extension of a singular divine consciousness, perceiving itself subjectively.    There is a difference between spiritual beliefs and psychiatric delusions.   I mean, I do not claim to be superior, infallible, or omnipotent.   In fact, I may have less power than the average Joe, due to being labelled schizo.  I like the idea of being good (and the good book says only God is good).   I also like the (Monster) Raving Loony party in the UK, and don't mind being associated with the likes of Emperor Norton.  It's fun.    

Pastafarianism, Monster Raving Loonies, SubGenius, with a splash of Wiccanism and eclectic acceptance of almost everything (omnist syncretism).   God can be like a programmer, and construct (virtual/real) Realit(ies), maybe.   I want to say It's All Good.   I was raised Catholic.  My voice says I'm Allah.  I consider myself Buddhist, mainly.  I like the Scientology e-meter thing process.  Depravity, crime, evil, wickedness, turpitude, immorality, and sin exist (depending on your perspective).   Don't worry, be happy.  Whatever floats your boat.   Religion should be fun and happy, and true.

*(J esse!  J is 10 is 1 is I, and -esse is root of essence or being, in latin).   I am, in French, is 'Je suis.'    Vanity of vanities, All-ah is vanity.

RIP, rest in pieces, Anthony Stewart Head.    Tommy LaSorda, you've got lasagna Anya!  Laugh (LA ugh)

Time Machine:  Napoleon Dynamite, The Pursuit of Happyness, Back to the Future, Terminator, Dr. Who, etc.

A.M. of 6/10/26, up from one of the best dreams of my life.   Personal.   Eidetic.   Beautiful.  Meaningful.  Wow.  I suppose it comes from compute.   Compute= machine + genius brain?   Mecha?  Or was it all orga?  One with the machine, or something

Avant gardener (why didn’t I think of that!)

Guten tag, In a gluten fog

Fuqqkyu pos sob ah d

Ecstasy and ex-Stacy

Descartes and night court

Sara, Farrah, and Kara Teshara eat marinara at Harrah's

nihilist- someone who believes nothing means anything and everything is permissible

   like a nitwit hit list

   ø=x (x='anything') n.e. x

read your books before the bookworms do!

engage!  survey, question, read/research, recite, review, teach, solicit questions, interact not just lecture, breadth and depth, throw out links to everything else, all subjects are therefore infinite!  Learning is fun, specialize, go down rabbit holes, write, think, ponder, meditate, process, discover, inspire, let there be light! (and levity)


I am what I eat.   I'm bananas!  I'm nuts!   I'm kooka-loca (coca-cola)

I'm a muenster.   I'm gouda.  I'm a vegetable.  I'm Chuy.   I'm juicy Jesse.  Okay, honey?



Wednesday, June 3, 2026

Whatcha whatcha wutcha want?

 Hola Lahore!

What’s up, Upanishads!

Goin’ down to downtown, clown!

Gonna buy me some Apple Vision Pro goggles, that’s what!

Fun expensive toy, for girls and boys. 

How much? Oy!


If you were God, what would you do?

Disseminate the question, and Collect the responses!


Perfect weather, for instance

No borders

Peace, no war, harmony, friendship, travel

kindness, compassion, love, grokking each other

No guns, crime, police, or military

No commercials

Free gyms, pool access, and yoga studios

No jails or prison, freedom for all

Free drugs

UBI

Libraries of everything for all (books, mags, computers, dvd’s, cd’s)

Delicious food for all,( like thai, chinese, sushi, mediterranean, pizza, bbq)

Enough, not too much, sleep - and dreams!

No aging, teleportation


bible-  buy bullion?
sell celery, with celerity

Tuesday, June 2, 2026

Electioneering

Vote, today!

Don’t vote based on what the name sounds like, lol

By party, maybe.   I like Greens.

I don’t eliminate billionaires from my vote, just because they are good at getting stuff done.

Alignment with values and priorities, of course.  

Maybe by how they look, though, actually.   First impressions matter.

Or maybe you want the youngest candidate.   

Or maybe you like the incumbent (for something other than just already occupying the office)

Name-recognition is a stupid reason to vote for someone, imo.

And you don't have to vote for every office, just the people you have an opinion about!

(I leave lots of stuff blank)

The Economist wrote well of The San Jose mayor... (Matt Mahan)

it's okay.   You can let journalists choose for you!


mm

3 asada tacos, and a can of A&W root beer

lunch munch

Jackie is back, bienvenido

'Jesus' and 'pizza', kind of rhyme

cheeses is lard and savor, lol

Praise the Laird! (Hamilton)

gawd, that's Gross Obnoxious Disgusting!

getting older, daily

gold ounce dollar price

Wednesday, May 27, 2026

Fart, the female art

Gas, as g

The perennial question that has vexed the most learned philosophers.   

Must the source be made to be on the defensive, for fear of being a piece of shit, a foul and loathsome disgusting creature that smells like death and sin, or the reek of hell itself? 

The bloated poet 

The scent of flatulence, breaking wind, farting, passing gas, anal expulsion of vaporous intestinal fumes, released upon an ungrateful audience, and resulting in nausea, excoriation, madness, vomiting, running for the door, and of course, malice.


Can gas be made less noxious?  Can one ingest a nullifying substance?  Run to the throne room!   Spray some nicer stuff from an aerosol can, and get on with it.


Crop-dusting Harley Davidsons are one answer

Silent ninjas, the other

Running around, to compartmentalize emissions

god is good, get out of dodge


there's Lactaid, and Beano...


cannibalistic tomato (Tom ate toe?); or, if you are what you eat, you eat something that eats humans.    Have some cumin with your human.  Don't lay a finger on my butterfinger.  Mm, nerds.  MM, m and m's.  


sangha-  buddhist community

sangaf-  subtle art of not giving a f-


wp (word play)

koo day ta

gathering of data, granular detail

moon morons

tort is not a torte (yum);  it's WATCH (wrongful act that causes harm)

RIP doesn't stand for rape incest pedophilia, either

but anything can mean anything

naive natives fight fate

virgin vagina and veggies

penis from venus (seen us?)


I like how the kp online visit portrays me non-reverse, non-mirror

(and not having to bike out to Oakland)

546 mg of IT, every 3 months (roughly 6.0666 mg/day), 4 shots/ year.

Invega Trinza ($$$ 38k);   am I a druggie?  or just in need of medication

clozaril is clozapine, depending whether you're pining or ill (?!)


my life, of late

read world book, trivia cards, economist, write blog (this), oversleeping, dental work, watched Napoleon Dynamite again (from library), helping Karen with her supplements, walk dogs, setting up my used tv (goodwill) with a new remote (which cost more than the tv!), and I ate sushi today (salmon bowl, from Sushi Secrets), hearts of space.  I need to stretch and exercise.   I bought flowers and seaweed snacks, from Trader Joe's.  New month.  Do my budget.


Dear God in Heaven...   heaven is a place, where nothing ever happens! Am I right am I wrong.  My god, what have I done.   same as it ever was.  Here comes the twister.   twisted sister.   threads, from talking heads.