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Your pal, Jess
I'm a straight, virgo/boar INTJ (age 54) who enjoys books, getting out into nature, music, and daily exercise.

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Here's a quote from Fyodor Dostoevsky to start things off right: Love the animals, love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love.

Wednesday, March 11, 2026

Love Potion

 My Theology

Theology is the study of God.   -Ology means ‘the study of’.    It’s not the study of ‘the,’ however.   ‘Theos’ means God.   Islam worships THE God.  No God but God.  One God.   God is the source of all goodness.  True God from true God.  God, the Beneficent, the Merciful.  God is Love.  Theos is kind of the world’s OS (Operating System).  What’s love got to do with it?  Well, fall in love and find out.  What is love?  Does anybody love anybody, anyway?   You make love, and you break love, they say.  People change.  Love pumps on.  


True love finds its soul mate?  There is the ideal of perfect, unending, infinite love.  We call this love God.  It’s theoretical.   Hopefully, we can all find God.  God is the way to happiness.  The path to bliss. The source of all goodness.  If you love love, Love will love you back!  Don’t worry, be happy.  God loves you.  He is perfect, and makes no mistakes, and life is unfolding exactly as it should, believe it or not.  Heaven is whatever makes you happy, a place on earth, the state of being -always and everywhere- with Love, being in love, loving, and being loved.  Love-bliss is what it’s all about.   


What makes you happy?  What is love?  Endorphins from exercise, oxytocin from love, nirvana from meditation and enlightenment.  Various entertainments like music, reading, movies, dancing, being in Nature.   Waterskiing, rock climbing, surfing.  Sunning yourself, taking a cold shower.  Going to bed tired, waking refreshed.  You are your body.  If you look good, you will feel good.  Nice clothes, a healthy, beautiful body, not wanting for anything.  Having nice things.   Variety of experience, trying new things, new restaurants, different cultures.  There’s also bliss from heroin, of course.   It’s illegal, addictive, dangerous.   You can die from it.  Not recommended.  Unless it’s legalized, and monitored, is what I would say.  In any case, pharmaceuticals have helped me.   You don’t have to consider being on medications as anti-authenticity.  Just another chemical in your system, really.


Making lots of money doing something you love, that makes a big difference extinguishing sadness and creating joy, like doing standup comedy, or writing, or helping people transform their lives and bodies, like Tony Robbins.  Be all that you can be, says the army.  Get out of that rut.  No need to be depressed.   If you’re bored, then you’re boring.  And you should always remember that you can choose to be happy, no matter what.  That’s what unconditional means.  The Good Life is simply being happy with what you’ve got.  But plenty of cash doesn’t hurt, either.   Or living with freedom.  Life is pretty simple:  logistics.  We just move stuff around.    If you have the basics, you should be happy, with gratitude and appreciation.  Basic needs, in my book, are food, shelter, clothing, libraries, healthcare, friendship, and love.  Stuff like clean water and working sanitation.  Having a life with meaning.   Meaning of the kind kind (ha).   Mean people suck.  Kindness is my religion.  There’s cruel to be kind, yeah, I know.  But you grok what I’m saying.   Amidst all our diversity, we’re all human beings, and want the same things, more or less.   Comfort, satisfaction, ease, leisure, relaxation, for one.   Companionship, friendships, intimacy, and community, for another.  Thirdly, a healthy body, with stretching and exercise (sweat daily, is a rule of thumb), with delicious nutritious and varied food, and not too little or too much sleep.    Finally, feeling vibrant, active, engaged, productive, and helpful, doing something you enjoy, with good karma, making the world a better place. 


They say only God is good.   So be God.   3 ways:  If not identity, then possessed by, or just a a servant of.   It's all good.   It is not evil to claim the power of love.  I claim no special status as a deity;  I am just a philosopher who thinks about this stuff more than most.  God as a perfect being, superior, creator of the universe?  I am not that.   Not bad?  Certainly!

Tuesday, March 3, 2026

Don't You Know

Musical madness


Wutcha wutcha wutcha want? Wucha want? -beastie boys

Me, myself, and I - all I got in the end!  That’s how I found out -beyoncé

Don’t you know I’m loco, essay? (ese) -cypress hill

Toys in the attic, he is crazy -pink floyd

This is the song that never ends!  yes, it goes on and on my friends-

    Some people started singing it, not knowing what it was,

    And they’ll continue singing it, forever just because….lol

  -lamb chop's play along

Insane in the membrane, insane in the brain!

You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger…  -des'ree

crazy train -ozzy

crazy for you -madonna

no we're never gonna survive unless... -seal

nutshell -Alice in chains

and don't forget Gnarls, & Aerosmith

(and the ska band, Madness) ("horror-core"  ICP, I for insane)

"drift gently into mental illness" -The Beat (mirror in the bathroom)


expensive and expansive

amazing Amazons

the chief chef, chose cheese (chinese chi cheese)

documentaries are real reels of reality

cinematic sin, evil boll weevils, and wicked Wiccans

Holy Ghost and Chewy host

hostess cupcakes and hostility at the hostel

I have no quarrel with coral (or Carl)

goodbye, Dubai!   hello, Holland!

formerly formal, currently curvy, projected conjecture

futuristic fuels and space-age sages

despicable aspic and laudable laudanum

ask Alaskans about Damascus

Cyrus from Cyprus is seriously Syrian

Nigerians eating cheerios

rebels in the rubble

when I dip you dip we dip-lomat!

Richard's contingency!?

Gina (gene-uh) from China (chai-nuh)

women's lib in Libya, for Olivia

loony Sunnis, crazy Daisy, mad Vlad, insanely inane

nutty karate, psycho taiko

loco about cocoa, schizo about ditzy wit

plans for planes, thanks for tanks

while my guitar gently weeps (weapons that wept)

californication and literotica and Lahore-dom

grr, anger (it's all gravy?)

JLT, Jardine Lloyd Thompson, and me, too (Jesse L Teshara)

wearing orange and red, eating oranges and bread

Sanae is sane.  She drinks gin and plays ping pong? lol

Millie is militant, pacifism is passé

Millicent will cost you $10,000

girls caught in a boycott

all we are is dust in the wind;  dust storm

he was a standout at doing sit-ins

Blockbuster video, in a boom town

I belong to the same religion as a pigeon

medicate, meditate, and mediate

epigram (clever-saying) in a telegram

lore about Lawrence, Laura, and Lorin

an expressionless impressionist

baybee zombees

extinction stinks (an olfactory fact!)

insects and out sex

habitattoo

it's pronounced newz-paper, not noose-paper!

jalapeños can be pronounced painfully, though

I say schizophrenia, friend, not skits-o-free-nee-uh

the state of your prostate, in a petrostate

hell is a fancy scare

heaven, help us

Orchestrategic

spare the air, if it's yellow let it mellow

write right, think pink, say hey

brain cranium, stranger danger, rage in a cage

singing about things like rings

the gay scientologist is a clear queer

the homosexual insect is a fa--ot maggot?

a bundle of sticks in the army

gay day during vampire weekend

hollow weenies for Halloween

do dogs of war go to a veteran veterinary hospital?

I ate a pound of ground

wait, you just got date-raped by a weighty ape? is it on tape?

who dates apes, you ape rapist!

I ain't havin' no gruesome Gavin Newsome, you dem femme

I'll try him!  shouted l'chaim

scared of scarcity

eras have auras, as do horas


praise his name?  ridiculous.  Praise HIM.   A name is just some letters, that spell a sound, that have no relation to my/your body.   You shouldn't care what people call you.   Animals in Nature don't have names (I think).  So name shname.  Jesus, U Jess.   Praise my name?  Well, why not?  geezus.  Praise all names.  Words for goodness and love, hopefully.   Right?  Even you, Englebert Humperdinck, or Shnoodlepuss, or Cthulhu, or whatever in Klingon....



by the numbers- $26T (economic value of Ukraine -untapped raw mineral wealth-, -Economist)

                           20k lbs of U+ (enriched uranium, in Iran's stockpile -Grokipedia).  I don't know technically (how much of what degree of) enrichment is threatening, but that sounds like a lot to me.   60% enrichment, just a step from 90%, nearing nuclear breakout capacity, weapons-grade purity, with enough fissile material for a bomb.   amid accusations of bad faith, and interrupted IAEA monitoring, and ("supreme emergency" as the just war theory doctrine)

value of the global / international arms trade, year 2025:

        $2.63T (in 2025), a record for worldwide defense spending

        Lockheed Martin is the largest and most profitable arms dealer ($75.05B, 2025)

(some of us need new arms - get it?  not very funny)

Wednesday, February 25, 2026

Ways to Live!

Ways to Live

Live! (I mean, not just stay alive)


Alive!!  Narrowly escape death.   Learned lesson(s)

Endorphins, exercise, jogging, runner’s high

“the pump” (“better than sex” -Schwarzenegger)

Happiness, in love, love-bliss

Orgasm, sex

Drugs (medications?)

Relax on a beach, nap, enjoy the sun, the sound of the surf

white noise, creek or ocean or rainfall, etc.

Catch a wave, you’ll be sittin’ on top of the world (surf's up, dude)

Go to a library and check out Books, Movies, Music, Magazines!  A big ol’ stack

Surf the web, go down a Wikipedia rabbit hole

Learn stuff, encyclopedia, online courses

Go horseback riding, a trail ride

Listen to stand-up comedy

make people laugh

sky-dive, gymnastics, parkour

play a sport; e.g. ultimate frisbee

Go fishing, swimming, boating, waterskiing

   surf, boogie board, parasailing, windsurf

hot tub, sauna

Go to the movies, a music concert

Listen to the radio

Joe Frank

Restaurants, sushi, thai, chinese, burmese, etc.

Ice cream!  Froyo 

Make money, earn income, deposit into bank, count your wallet

Go shopping, buy gifts

Write a blog

Take a nap, enjoy a dream

Read a book aloud to someone, go back and forth

Play a game (trivia?)

Read short stories, world book, joke books, fave authors, genre

masd, martial arts/ self-defense

Take a shower, reset

Walk around a lake, go climb a rock

Play tennis

Massage

Travel

Make friends

draw, paint, origami, play music, sing, knit, be crafty

Go to museums, parks

Go for a long walk (anywhere)

Spend time with loved one(s) 

Raise a family


Teshara is an anagram of "as earth" (bipolar!)

how's your job as an elevator repairman?  it has its ups and downs

Stop insultin' Satan, sultan!

Does Santa visit Astana, Kazakhstan?

the sane scene says there was a Satan-sighting  

(in stained satin)

seitan on my suit n' tie

funds are fun

spawn and spend

bodacious in Bodega bay

Richard wrote a shih tzu obituary for the country faire newspaper!

(season your language with salt!)

Richard's dick, a shih tzu's shit, a bitch's obituary,

  a country for c-nts, and a nation for aliens

alienation is not an alien nation

spider monkeys, dogfish, seahorses, cowbird, bird spider, 

  cat fish, lion fish, wolf spider, leopard frog, bee hummingbird, dragonfly

lone wolf human (clinical lycanthrope)

I adore monkeys, said John Locke


quality, answers, fact, (right) opinion

enthusiasm has the root theos - excited by the good, godly

reality is all the god there ever is

but that doesn't square with torture, in my book 

hell is eternal torment, torture - so hell is not godly

I would even say it is not part of creation, 

  or at least by a good creator, the theoretically perfect being, source of all goodness

although neurons are good to tell us pleasure from pain, 

    good vs. bad touch or state

honestly, only the threat of hell is godly (if that)

get out of hell, escape, get right with god, become deserving of reward, and fear God, who is greater and wiser and better than you (at everything, or so they say)

lessen pride, increase submission to a Holy God of Heaven,

(i.e.  humility, modesty, meekness)

the beneficent, the merciful

(the man of war, which is itself the art of deception...)

You ARE allowed to have (or be) your own God, of course

You can submit the lesser self to the Higher self

if only God is good, then God identity is called for, for dignity, self-respect

if not God Himself, then possessed by God, or, a servant of God

Just Be Good


Be good for goodness' sake, not because of a promised reward or punishment

Virtue is its own reward, War is hell

Love


Says "god" (inhabiting the role)


dead is still, calm, quiet, peaceful.   and dark.   like on a shore, at night.   but how would I know.  get your shouting and moving done when you're alive!

quality, excellence, truth, good, virtue, aretê.    :-)

was Jesus into voodoo acupuncture?  lol (from Steven Wright)

mental in Sacramento

if God is evil, then (S)He is not God, by definition

antitrust Antichrist and antipathy toward psychopathy

cinnamon raisins with hoisin sauce, and filipino sinigang

what if both sides are fighting for peace? How absurd

I sell widgets in Wichita.   Oh?  Which widgets?  Well, the witches like my watches

the plovers in the clover wish I had gloves, luv

the wise guys tell lies of great size (eat a whopper?)

howdy rowdy!  hello and go, hi and die

greetings and salutations, gr eating and salad sternutation! (sneezing)

go blow a tomato, yo.  (lettuce eat, in peas)

you better,  you better, Tibet!  

Ti-boots on the ground

why does the better batter taste bitter?

I thought I bought bacon, but I bought butt!

bmw, beauty merriment wisdom,  buttmunch

   Bayerische Motoren Werke (Bavarian Motor Works)

shit!  I got bit by a bot!

Joe blows his nose.    achoo.  got you.  caught you.

Gory Gore and gruesome Newsome, bloody buddies

Streaming Diego Rivera and Marsha and Ricki Lake, in Lagos

Lion, cheetah, and steel

hello Moon!  Bison

Flamingo dynasty

beagles, seagulls, legal eagles, and regal Nigel


some soldiers think War!  is alive, living, exciting - even holy

but I don't

like a fish needs a bicycle


There are a bunch of new ones! (suddenly)

1. Israel and USA vs. Iran

2. Afghanistan vs. Pakistan

plus, the ongoing:

Israel vs. Hamas (please, no more)

Ukraine vs. Russia (dear god, end that shit, recognize the stalemate)

   get out while the gettin's good


war, what is it good for? absolutely nuthin'

   (the value of Ukraine's economy is estimated to be $26T)

that ain't nuthin

but it would be theft


google says there are 50-130+ wars going on right now

92 countries fighting outside their own borders

8 "major" wars with 10k+ deaths, annually 

I am way out of the loop

a shitty god, basically - if you want to apportion blame

sorry


I want ALL 130+ wars over, immediately

You grok, people? 

    I mean, gods, aliens, vampires, politicians, soldiers!?

diplomatic failure, and instigator success

constant aggravation, inclining toward aggression

it's not too late to get on the peace train

A Buddhist has no aversion to war??

end the infliction of suffering, the hatred, premature death

creation of ongoing malice and misery

make me a channel of your peace

let there be peace on earth

     cop, poe

Star Wars?   let there be peace in the Universe!

Let everywhere be a piece of the peace

Peace catholicity :-)

peace on Mars.   xoxo, you exoplanets!


let your fist be pacifist, and your kiss, Kissinger (?)

does that work?

Should Sudan be run by Sue and Dan??