weird freaking code

for something 

Hot

That’s hot! -Paris Hilton.  Hot sex and hot bodies and hot (stolen) merchandise.

Red Hot Chili Peppers and Red Hot Skillet Lickers and Hot Rocks and Hotel California…

Cool

A temperature, and the status of not being a dork

Also, ‘loco’ re-arranged.   Hell is hot, they say, by reputation, so if you’re cool, you’re in (a form of) Heaven.   Cool?   (You’re all good!  Okay!  Alright!)  

On

Jesus.   On and on.   

Off.

666.   Beastly.  Xxx.  Porn.   Fox.  Mis and Dis information.   Or something.   I don’t watch it.

On and off.   Light switch.

Okay

All right

Ok is just okay.   Alright is maybe not quite perfect.  

Otherwise, I’ve never quite understood the difference.   It’s weird.

Orl korrect.   Old kinderhook.   All rite, write, right.

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my life, lately

Bought an afghan burrito.  Did some origami.  I found a cool touch-lamp that changes illumination settings by just touching it.   I bought an armoire from Ikea which I built successfully and with minimal stress, I'm proud of.   I had lunch with my mom with my fiancé.  I've been walking dogs for friends.   I fixed my bike (new chain).   I bought 2 kettlebells (15 and 50 lbs).   Started using them.   Pumped to get in great shape.   I got birdseed for the feeder in the back, which is getting eaten.   I started Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Maintenance, by Pirsig.    Read a little Anais Nin, too.  I found a book about Washington politics, by Carlos Lozada, I plan to give my brother, I perused a little.   And I checked out 3 movies from the library.   life is interesting, and I have a new bed frame from Ikea to build now, too.  Life is good.  I have no money and Kelli is sick.   Otherwise, pretty freaking decent.   

words are weird

you don't have to identify by your given name.  You can call yourself anything.  Or even nothing.   You can be like an animal, without words, without a name (without spells?).  You can call anything anything.   You can make up words for anything, or things without names.   You can speak 20 languages at once.   Or just be quiet.   You can lie, make stuff up, about anyone or anything or even yourself, and take nothing seriously, not even yourself.   You don't have to believe what you think.   Life is absurd, mad, goofy, funny, weird, and should be fun.  Do what you gotta do.  We're all in the same boat, so respect.

a dark train of thought-

heinous, brutal, savage, ruthless, violent, abusive, sadistic, pedophiliac, rapist, demonic, demon-possessed, connected to serpent, evil, wicked, dangerous, crazy, rotten, sick, depraved, sinners and demons and criminals and monsters, who cruelly torture...  in the pit of hell.    "Only Holy Gods have the right to place spiritual judgment.    Spiritually dead things have no (legal spiritual) right to pass judgment."  Kill or set fire to or behead or assassinate.   Judge not less ye be judged.   Who do you think you are?  (We are all beyond each other's comprehension).  (we're even somewhat beyond our own comprehension).   

"Goddamn pieces of shit" are actually holy..   If we didn't shit, we wouldn't be eating, and life would be rotten without delicious food, if you ask me.   So shit is a blessing.   Plus shit fertilizes.  Living things are still things.   And things are dead.   Humans are objects like rocks, in a way.   Rocks that hurt.  Be kind to your fellow rocks.  

A note to all GodPersonThings-

Guardians of the Galaxy, and Galaxy Quest, and Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy, and GalaxyLords, and Battlestar Galactica, and Star Wars, and Galactic warriors, and War Angels, and Reptilians and Serpent:  Fight the power, the presences that threaten life on earth, and Save The World, be a Rescuer, Defeat the devil, save from turpitude and temptation.   My voice says, you could say the mentally ill are crazy about the movie, "The Serpent and the Rainbow."

The sapient rhino?

True Holy God and False Pagan God, same difference, if you're Good, Do Good, Make the World a Better Place:  Reduce Suffering, Increase Joy!  (in my book).    Fathers are not necessarily automatically good, though.   There are good fathers and bad fathers, Creators or Otherwise.    Just like there are bad priests and good ones.   Gods should spread Joy, Love, and Truth.   Judgment is secondary, if at all, if you ask me.

Spiritually dead?   Well, love is alive, and spirit evokes spearing it...   But dead is dead, and I don't really understand anything else.   Zombies?  Fiction.    The living dead...well, sometimes we all feel like it, I guess.  I think walking on the side of a freeway, or trudging next to a soulless strip of cement, is a kind of lifeless torment.   Living in a town (like Davis?) where everyone is trying to be politically correct and smiley is a bit soul-killing, too, imo.  Finally, people lose their integrity and their values and their childhood wonder and their true selves - and become something else, dead to themselves, as it were.   People need other people to be alive.   Solitude is living, but not alive.  At least there is madness to keep the solitary company.

An abstruse spell:  HFG as Holy Father God, but also as: enthalpy of vaporization (!)