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Wednesday, May 21, 2025

Pit of Heaven Entities

 Demons and Angels are the Same People

One person can be Both.   Good and bad is a matter of perspective, and role-playing.  One person's saint is another's sinner.   A charitable donor, for example.   At different times, to different people, and even at the same time - if you have different definitions of good and bad, virtue and evil, holy or wicked, sacred or depraved, honorable or deplorable.   Just as every cop is a criminal, and all the sinners saints...  Or, The Addam's Family.   Or Vampire Jesus.   Or a gay party in Hell.   Or loving a movie like Kill Bill.  Or cute cuddly demons and that (Buffy) vampire Angel.   Etc etc.   (The thing about money is different folks have different priorities, and the same dollar can buy lots of different things, so there are opportunity costs.  Best bang for the buck for bliss? gold for gladness, dollars for delight?) 

It's not black and white, for me, everybody is everything, and has the potential to be anything.  It's grey.

In fact, anything that is not criminal is probably good.   When they say, it's all good, there's truth to it.  The holocaust?   Well, hopefully we learned about human nature, and nothing like it will ever happen again.   Just as there are silver linings to the darkest of clouds, there is in fact some darkness in the purest of light.    People glowing, in love, sometimes elicit savage reactions, for example.   I dunno.  I'm just trying to make a point.  

The light metaphor is a case in point.    Light at the end of the tunnel?  Sometimes, what we want is a quiet, dark, blissful slumber at the end of a very bright, sunny day.   Well anyway.  

Also, the symbolic is qualitatively different from the Real.   Dark thoughts and movies and dreams and words and horror literature and the like can all be therapeutic.    Even extremes of people going to psych wards in fear of Hell and eternal torment can be good, healthy, beneficial, in the longer run.   You just don't want to send people down a dark road of the (real) hells of Depression and Crime.  Malice might be okay.   There's a lot to be mad at.   But hopefully, people can overcome that, too.  

Praying to "Holy Father God"?  God is a Father-figure because sometimes real fathers aren't what they should be and what we need.   Creators, yes, but we need Protectors and Providers and Comfort and Love and Strength and Security and Help, etc.   But basically, if you talk to HFG, then who are you talking to?   It's a concept, not a reality.   Like talking to a Unicorn, or talking to Teleportation, or talking to the concept of Socialism...   Maybe someone replies, but that doesn't mean anything.   Anybody can play any role.  Voice(s) in your head are like a phone call (group call?).   Dreams are just visual transmissions, but basically the same as a voice.  You should be able to hang up.   Prayer and God are just the universal way of dealing with your head as a freaking radio (sender/receiver).   We are ALL schizophrenic.   Telepaths have fun toying with everyone.   Telepathy, thought-broadcasting, voice, prayer, same difference.  You can call it "spiritually open" instead.   The way your mind works naturally does not need to be pathologized, probably.  The world is crazy, and everybody is crazy, and it's sane to be crazy.  Personally, I think computers have us all mapped out six ways to Sunday already, and the future is known God-only-knows how deeply ahead (say, 20 years?).   Some of us are more spiritually open than others, and natural-born shamans and gurus don't all need to be medicated.   I mean, if you ask me.   I like my meds (no, not self-medicated).  Insanity is when your hallucinations and delusions make it so you can't function, or people feel threatened by you, or it has the consequence of making life harder than it needs to be.   Pretty much the whole world is deluded, if you ask me.   And the pharmaceutical industry probably doesn't care too much if you're a "good" psychotic (CR psychotic*) or "bad" psychotic.    They just want you on their meds so they can get paid.

*Consensus-Reality Psychotic (like, say, delusions about sin or afterlives or happiness or mind)

Wordplay:  Teleported telepaths, and decent demulcents, and pain pleasure and peepee, a feminine famine, musically masculine, the rapture of rapid capture, cannible gladiator...  Taipei personality :-).    Doobie brothers.   Icy you.  My birthday is 9/3.   I is the 9th letter, C the third.   I see, said the blind man.  Witchcraft.   Witch (9) Craft (3).  RU?   I AM.   (J'suis Jesse) (Is God all things to all people?)

My voice just said, It is absolutely sacred and holy to do absolutely anything you freaking want on this god-forsaken planet.   I disagree, but it's interesting having a devil's advocate speak in my mind.  It's a concept worth discussing, thinking about, debating, or including in my blog.  

From one perspective, you only live once, and you should do what makes you happy, the law be damned if you don't respect it, and want or need to do something criminal.  But on the other, we are all equals, and MUST respect each other, recognizing ourselves in others, with compassion, and Kindness.  Otherwise, there is suffering, and can be cycles of recrimination and ongoing misery, that totally obviates any brief joy we may obtain from an act of malice.  If you do one small act of cruelty, you may do many more, and self-identify as a demon.   I kill flies, eat meat, feel disgust toward many homeless, etc.  But my values inform my behavior and identity, and I like to keep the dark and light sides in balance, with compassion for all, but with a self-image as personally good, kind, helpful, friendly, fun.    

Even as heinous criminals need to be punished and dealt with, taught a lesson, and further crime pre-empted, everyone involved should grok and understand, with sympathy, empathy, and compassion, where the criminal was coming from, how we all feel the same impulse, and why he or she did the act.   Love is the fulfillment of the Law.   Hate the sin, love the sinner.   (-Google tells me this is not in the Bible, but is from Gandhi and St. Augustine).

You CAN hate sinners, of course.   Presumably, if you do, you don't think hate is a sin, itself.   Admonish and Rebuke ... with an AR-15?   That's a fantasy.    But God is good, and we all know about Sinners in the Hands of an Angry God.  God delegates his malice toward evil to the Devil, to do his dirty work.   God is strictly love, but... he loves the devil, too (in addition to all sinners, of course), who burns and tortures and punishes and torments the wicked for All Eternity, hahahahahah.    Well, anyway.   You get the idea.  Victims and their families need this sort of thing, sometimes.    And maybe criminals need the Fear Of God put into them, to set them right, to set them straight, (and to set them...free?).  Nothing is forever, of course, but some things can last a lifetime.   Like spite and the need for revenge.   Justice, with prejudice, can be demanded practically in perpetuity ("for good").  The wrath of the wronged can be mollified by a sentence, but God's grace and mercy can make life tolerable, if not in fact Really Good, even for the hellions in prison.    (What is 'serpent'?  something to do with slurping the penis of a pent-up predatory reptilian?  Or the website Pinterest and the movie Serpico?).  So you can hate the sinners.   It's a case of loving by hating.   You can even love the sin.   Extrajudicial punishment may sometimes be merited, for example.  It's a case of virtue by sinning.    Can you love the sin and hate the sinner??  Maybe they did a virtuous sin for the wrong reasons...   Whatever, right?  Maybe we're all agents of Other, and vessel bodies, and barely in control, and possessed, and part of something bigger than ourselves, and not our own (slaves?).  We're all just blips.  An enlightened perspective can be pretty dark.   I still cultivate an attitude of gratitude.

LIFE IS:  Good, great, terrific, wonderful, amazing, fantastic, incredible, superb, outstanding, beautiful, miraculous, marvelous, excellent, spanking, gnarly, splendid, stupendous, boss, praiseworthy, respectable, right, solid, a godsend, blessing, boon, benediction.     Don't worry, be happy.   As for a Thousand Points of Light, that's not really in balance with an Infinity of Darkness, but you get the idea.   

Should we hate crime and sin categorically?   Or contextually?   I don't know that it's necessarily unfair that 2 criminals receive different sentences for the same crime.   I like situational ethics, myself.   Maybe everything has it's two sides, it's pros and cons, and acceptability/understandability.   But besides putting yourself in the place of the perp, most of us imagine ourselves in the place of the victim, which is what we want the criminals to contemplate, behind bars.  Consensus Morality demands kindness, love, compassion, respect, peace, and tolerance.   More advanced morality inculcates equanimity, generosity, empathy, appreciating vicarious experience,  and even negating the self, with reflection and meditation on the concept of "I am in here, and you are out there" as a delusion.    I am out there, lol.  All in all is all we are.   Or maybe, I am legion.  Or maybe, Now Everybody's Me - Dead Milkmen (who also said, nobody is really themselves, anymore).  Party on, Wayne!   There's a party in my mind  (-'Memories can't wait', Talking Heads).

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