Sum Thawt on Being a Cashew
just kidding. Cashews aren't really nuts. Ha.
Sanitize your sanity! Insane people have dirty minds? I'm crazy about you. You filthy slut. Let's roll around in the dirt. Are you into coprophilia? Ewww. lol.
If you're sane, however, you grok The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (?). Or you have pure thoughts. Or you've been brainwashed. Or you're a pure something (psychopath? saint?). You can be a pure soul with a pure heart and still be a pure psychopath?? Does anybody know what we're talking about?
A shrink
Shrunken heads, from the Tsantsas of the Amazonian rainforest, is the origin of psychiatrists as 'shrinks', I think. It was a 3 part process: remove the skin, boil, and "further process" (whatever that is). It was about warrior power, and enemy subjugation. Psychiatrists "reduce" mental problems, but the term is derogatory. I think of flaccid members, too (and Big, on Sex and the City).
The worst psychiatric problem, the most serious mental illness, is generally thought of as Schizophrenia. I had an interesting thought in the shower today. What if schizophrenia were de-pathologized, just like Homosexuality was? Why should something you just ARE be considered sick, ill, diseased (i.e. pathologized)? I mean, some of us are healthy. In other words, we've adapted, enjoy ourselves, love life - and consider it telepathy, or spiritually open. I sometimes wonder if everyone is in some way Schizophrenic. Voices are basically just a conversation. If you can control it? If you can turn them off? When people talk to God (pray), who are we/they really talking to? Or, when you talk to yourself? Weird.
Medication has helped me. At least, I think so. Who knows if I'd have been better without them. Anyway, I wonder if diagnosing people (maybe you should reconsider telling a psychologist one of your parents is schizophrenic) is just part of a conspiracy for Pharmaceutical Company Profit. I don't actually care all that much. I'm enjoying my life. But if your voice is a friend....
It's not an illness IF: 1. Your longevity is not impaired.
2. You're happy
3. You don't need medications - to survive, to function, to be well, to thrive/ love.
Final note: Life itself is a "disease", with 100% mortality - we all die from it. (a new slant on the phrase, Sick Of Life). Maybe it's upside down, and ordinary life is Sick, and some of society's "sickest" are the least delusional. Just a thought. Food for thought. Einstein said the definition of mental illness is doing the same thing over and over again, and expecting a different result. Also, everyone with a voice has a voice. Politicians like to say they're giving people a voice. You want to find your voice. Businesses use "invoices". Silence of the Lambs has the line, "You don't want Hannibal Lecter in your head." Listen to the little voice in your head. The Dead Milkmen, sing 'There's a little man in my head'. the Bible says, Do you not know that you are not your own? (Maybe being possessed is worse than being schizo!). Oral sex is sometimes having someone in your head. Schizophrenia means literally "split mind" but psychotherapists commonly split the mind into components (like ego, id, superego, thanatos, eros, etc.). The 5 personified emotions in the Disney movie Inside Out are: Fear, Anger, Disgust, Joy, and Sadness.
Talking to yourself. I'm writing this blog to myself. I mean, I want everyone to read it. But I'm thinking it onto the blog by myself, in "dialog" with whoever might prospectively read it in the future, and engage with me about it. Writing is a bit crazy, no? And the term "myself". Maybe you have a single idea of what your Self is, to the exclusion of God knows how many Other Selves. Maybe some things are best left unsaid, unthought. I've always thought the phrase "never mind" was absolutely Nuts. I love to think. (Pretty sure it means "don't be bothered", not "don't use your mind").
On the current Madness about fascism, and imperialism, like Sauron spreading his evil like a black cloud across the globe... Aren't we all connected to everything, already? Interconnectedness, as they say. Always have been and always are and always will be. It's just the way things are. The best, worst, richest, poorest, most virtuous, depraved, and big, little... We're all in this giant ball of wax together, and I believe Million Watt Babies have as much power as Trump or Musk. Maybe I'm wrong.
"Counterfactual" as misinformation, disinformation, misleading, delusion, lies, error, fiction, falsity, untruth, distortion, and mischaracterization. (!). Alternative facts, lol.
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aside: Good job, Gujarat! Reduced redoing. Damon the demon from Mendocino. Tina S is a saint, Santa! J'suis juicy JC, Jesse. Josie from Jersey likes JayZ and Jeezy. Whiskey whisperer. Finally fine. Persuasion to buy an asian purse. Slow Sleepy Boring Hypnotic Music. There's no rhyme or reason, no reward or punishment, to good or bad, health or disease, safety or crime. It's random luck. Chance, serendipity, and kismet. I can only imagine that God only knows. God makes things right, (but it always already is?). Open up the Heavens? Infinite space is somehow Closed?? The light of natural reason, and the darkness of hell. Tik Tok, tick talk, hey this is good blood! Much ABO about nothing. What is the point of just saying words? Just noise! Like crows cawing. Caw! This is the word of the lord. Pick a book, peekaboo - library ghosts. Indivisible and invisible. Hi, steak! High-stakes criminals. Fellatio and falsetto. Ingenious and ingenuous. Orgasm organizations. Sex for six? Fake fux for fickle folks. Orgasm dot org and cum dot com. GatorAIDS, lol.
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