My Activity Set

 My Personal Matrix

speech bubble (communicate), flexed arm (eat, exercise, stretch, yoga -endorphins! sweat!), S and M (sleep and meditate), C for computer, Book for read, Note for music (radio, computer, library cd's), Whatever makes me Happy: Reading Aloud, Comedy (standup, onion, books), N for Nature (IR is Indian Rock, CR is Camp Royaneh), Pen for writing, $ for job/work (UI for User Interviews, Wag! for dog walking), JF for Joe Frank, 1440 and poem (for my daily news and Poetry Foundation emails),  (I also like the NYT and CS Monitor and Economist), The arrow is "go to" (Discover and Go, San Francisco, Museum(s) - the Bay Area list (of 258!) on Wikipedia, Oak jewelers, Campanile (on Cal campus), travel without leaving your room (TV, Vision Pro Goggles)),  

     The Reading List ("on deck" as it were) is the Chamber's Dictionary, ESP for spanish, DFW for David Foster Wallace, TP for Terry Pratchett, Thomas Pynchon, and Trivial Pursuit cards, ZAMM for Zen and Art of Motorcycle Maintenance, WA for The Washington Book (Carlos Lozada), and Psycho (for The Psychopath Test, recommended), The mixed male/female symbol (for 'Guide to Getting It On' and 'QPB Mammoth book of Erotica'), Franzen's 'Crossroads', Neil Gaiman, Phil for Philosophy (Russell, Grayling, Sophie's World), WB for World Book (I plan to read the whole set, plus the NYT Guide to Essential Knowledge, GEK), Marriage (The Marriage Book, 101 Things I wish I knew when I got married, Wired for love), Short Stories (the whole shelf at Central Library!), The Big Book Of (series, I have 13), (online reading:) Research (on Wikipedia and Google and Alexa).  J! stands for J! archive (online Jeopardy tv show website), e-m stands for email.           B-A-D stands for Book/Day (my ideal, to aim for).

    Shop (an ongoing process, lists), Crafty things (like Origami or a scrapboook/ photo album, or a Stitch n' Bitch), The two people (looks like 2 female symbols) is just +Friends (more play/fun, volunteer, go to new rituals, the GTU (Graduate Theological Union), etc.), and of course the ratty Restaurants And Travel.  

sexy rhyme

s- and f- in a truck, and dick up in a pickup, and thrust on a bus, hike your skirt on a bike.   spread your oats on boats.   go far in a car.   meet a witch at the stitch n' bitch.  do the hokey pokey?  you mean, the hankey pankey?   That's what it's all about!- turn yourself around.   IT.   Stephen King, and skit.   I.T. and information technology.   Dark web and internet.    Nets catch fishes (to be eaten).   Webs catch flies (to be tied up and eaten).   Inter is for your corpse to be laid in the earth.   The it from the pit.  It, caught and eaten?  or it, have your identity stolen?  Or it, sex.   Get it on.  

"on the map"

Jesi, Italy.   Kells, Ireland.

Jessel (Poland) and Jesselton (Malaysia) and Jessnitz (Germany) Tesha (Russia) Stolnici (România), and Jessamine I. (USA).  Jessheim (Norway).  Jessore (Bangladesh).   a few Jesup.   Kellé (Congo, Niger), Kelleys I. (USA).   

Earth-Realm (the only place any of us have ever been!  aside from 570+ astronauts)

but also

vs. Sea, Sky

vs. Heaven, Hell

    (surface vs. up/above, down/below)

vs. Space "the heavens". 

RUTH (rapture up to heaven) (happy where??) (true, death is an absence of suffering)

DHL (dear heavenly lord) (divine holy love) (dr. Hannibal Lecter)

hand-in-hand (and turducken!), eating honey, and eating god (love)

    food you love, made with love, by people you love

you are what you eat, less what you excrete, you thing

Allah (pronounce ALL ahh, or ul-LAW) 

do rapists Know the answer is No

in the flesh vs. out the flesh (in and out)

   out of body, out of closet, or out of mind

   breathe out and don't stop believe in

   an out and out... gay relationship

      kiss the sky, kiss this guy

      KISS men: Paul Stanley, Gene Simmons, Peter Criss, Ace Frehley

      Weird Bob Weir, was he queer

ideas are out of mind

I don't place faith in a guy who died 2k ya, (two thousand years ago) who I've never met and never will

Psychic vampires exist, but no one needs to drink blood.

I don't need to have faith in anyone, anyway.   Yah-way?

I believe in myself, and get by with a little help from my friends.

yore history is yours, historians!

the past is past, forever - there's no coming back

the old will be made new (true of everything, always) (including corpses)

every moment is new

living in the moment/present is Alive!

    not living in the past reliving memories

    unless reliving is relieving

    not going through motions, or robotically enacting a protocol procedure program

unless there is no freedom, freedom is an illusion, everything is fate, no choice

Reality is a machine?  Unfolding, like a Giant Object/ Deterministic system

random bits: calm.com,    conservation of mass.com.   calmdaughter dotcom.    matter matters.   nevermind (I don't mind mind).   don't be mental!   Be cogitative, intellectual, reflective, meditative.    Get out of your head and feel out of your mind!!   Feel free.    In your head?  Hotel California says, You can never leave!    Mothra of God!   Power of Pink!   Illmatic, and Godzilla/Gorilla.   Or should I say, go-rilla.   Predators, Bullies, Witches, Warlocks, Demons, and Other POS.   No good luck.   You're all going to hell.  We're all going to die.  Will all matter burn (cremated or not)?  The sun is predicted to engulf earth in approximately 5B years.   Burn baby burn.   You Thing.  You chip off the old block.   You piece of shit.  You body, you bag of blood and bones.   You meat puppet.   You wetware.   A poppy moment.   Ansel Adams and Uncle Adam.  Extra! Extra! -dited!   Sensual Century.   Decreased Longevity from Sugar, Cortisol (stress), Cigs, and Poverty.   Increased Longevity from Astragalus, Meditation, Veg Diet, and Contentment.      Heaven and Hell as Perfect Delight and Absolute Suffering.   Life is In Between, A Mix.      Sugar corn pop (princes of peace).  Take care, rearing your children (what? what?!).    Veronica and Victoria are not vicious vampire vixen, or villains, but are actually Virtuous!   Mercury Comet and Venus shavers and Mars bars candy and Jupiter pub (in Berkeley) and Saturn automobile and Pluto salads.   Urine in your anus on Uranus.   Musicians listening to a Neptune.   Queen from Queens and King from Kingston.   Paying your way and paving the way.   Holly and Haley.  Troy and Tony.  Economically eccentric.   Sex on the subway?  (rammed and crammed?).    Feeling like I'm falling.  Care on a carriage.  Notoriously nutritious.   Longevity and shortivity.  Strongly strange.  Sex and steaks (carnal lusts).  Eradicate medicated Kate?  Joey Tribbiani's tribunal in Tribeca.  Lust that lasts.  Chatting about cheating.  Sex in socks that sucks.  Relationship and re-lotion-ship.   Aleutian relations.  Hush, you Hessians and Haitians!  Boring And Dry is BAD!   Exciting and Wet is EAW!  lol.  Tuesday's Gone, It's Friday I'm In Love, Saturday Night Special, and The Sundays.   Prosti-toot your horn.   Whore-mel meats.   Raptured rapper rapists.   Surveillance and Survival.   Hands and Feet cut off??  5 (non-dismemberment) things: Cut-off shorts, Defeated in a soccer match, Unhand me you brute!, Give me your hand in marriage, and I'm stumped.  Ouroboros and Infinity.  Evil versus Evil, eve.  Norman Greenbaum's Spirit in the Sky.  

Multiple Miggs and Me (Multiple ways of being multiple):  (Buddhist) No-self ('anatta'),  multiple personalities, different aspects / modes,  Different people at different times,   Roles,  "stepped into",   All in All is All We Are,  Million different people from one day to the next,  A MIX or blend (at the same time),  God-Self-Society,  Triune body,  "My"self - your own self-image, chosen identity, job and role and presentation of self to society;  MIND (what I suppose is complex and unfathomable).    Deep and profound and shallow and trite!  You CAN be simple, and the same thing to everybody, of course.   Not everyone is a changeling, or a morph, or a shapeshifter.    But everyone's expressions change between a thousand different faces/expressions, all the time!!   Plus, you are a mix of your mom and dad, you and your "better half" (significant other), and maybe even possessed (by a demon? satan devil serpent? OR... not necessarily bad, you could be a vessel body, taken over by God!).   You are not your own! - bible.   Part of a corporation, something bigger than yourself, maybe.   Like borg.   And of course there's Dissociative Identity Disorder.  At least multiplicity is Interesting.