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The good book says only God is good, so it seems to me somebody needs to step up.

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Your pal, Jess
I'm a straight, virgo/boar INTJ (age 53) who enjoys books, getting out into nature, music, and daily exercise.

(my email is JesseGod@live.com)

F.Y.I. There are about 2200 posts..

Here's a quote from Fyodor Dostoevsky to start things off right: Love the animals, love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love.

Saturday, April 5, 2025

Blacks and Gays

a list of qualities of each
I unfortunately have one in my head

I thought "code-switching" was something else (and literally, it can be), but my voice wouldn't let it go.  Hey, look at that fine whatever walking down the street.  Ooh, that one's ugly.  
materialistic, capitalist, tv-addicted, hero-worshipping, athlete and sports-focused, kinda racist actually, poor, hostile, mean, rude....
DIVERSE and BEYOND CATEGORIZATION, to be politically correct.
voice said, "stupid, sad" and "immature"
crazy, profane
I love jazz, and a little rap is fun sometimes...
But being black, to me, is just skin, mostly, plus hair and nose and maybe fast-twitch muscle fibers?
NOTHING ELSE.   All this racism is madness.

why would any man want another man to be his partner?  Friends, sure.  But anal sex?  Humans are hardwired, born to reproduce, have children, be heterosexual.   It's our purpose.   Anal sex is unnatural, often painful.   Being gay is like throwing your life away, dying, which is your prerogative, if you're absurd, or choosing to breathe only laughing gas instead of air.    Sure, it's funny, but you're going to die.    Anyway, women are beautiful and sexy to me, and I can't imagine thinking of another man as a sex object.   I thought Jay Cutler looked good, for example, but I don't want to fuck him, lol.   I'm not telling you what to do.   I'm just saying it doesn't make sense to me.   Crazy, really.  Friends who are butt-buddies making commitments to each other at the expense of children, female beauty, and sanity.  Whatever floats your boat.   Water floats mine, but maybe your boat floats on a sea of cock.

And WHY THE FUCK are gays' voices any different from heterosexual voices???  I can't figure that one out.   I'm serious.

Friday, April 4, 2025

Love

Lots Of Variety, Excitement

Devotion and Delight.   

Pleasure, contentment, satisfaction, comfort, succor, and ease.        Loyalty Commitment Devotion.     Grok Simpático Understanding.     Delight, bliss, joy, ecstasy, laughter, fun.   Alive!:  Tears, Anger, Curiosity, Appreciation, Emotion.   Mutual Assistance, Benefit, Improvement.  Same Team.  Helpful and of Service.  Intimacy, Massage, Touch, xoxo, sex.   Improvement, progress, change, development.    

(Personal, Social, Universal) (service, aid, assistance, help)

In loving one, love all, love life.   Negate hate.   Calm, tranquility, peace.    Values, morals, virtue, honesty, ahimsa.  

Role-play, variety, entertainment, humor, nature, travel, motivation, encouragement, eat / pray.

Really intense games.   Feeling alive!


NEGATING HATE:   

Decrease pain and suffering, increase compassion, kindness, joy, sympathy, empathy, gratitude.

Meditation: We're all the same.

Less resentment, twisted sadistic joy (revenge).   Love self.  

If you're gong through hell, keep going.    Don't hate life.  Enjoy:   Food, drink, touch, nature, comfort, music, art, laughter, conversation, libraries, reading, video, endorphins, looking good, feeling good, dreams, hobbies, writing, learning, research, freedom, truth, beauty, health, wealth, variety.

Fall in love, get up in love, walk in love.

Live and let live, help thrive.    Thou shalt not kill.    Veganism, travel and friendships, inter-religious harmony, value-inculcation, less abortions , less death-penalty.  

God is love.

Tuesday, April 1, 2025

Considerations

 Bullshit vs. Pathological Inveterate Lying

Intentional lying vs. perceived delusion

Convictions and trying ideas out

In compassionate service or adversarial malevolent malice

Why Lie?  My Lai, and bi guys, and hi and die

Lies and Distrust, spinning your wheels, sincerity

Not knowing but thinking you do OR pretending to

   (interlocutor not knowing which)  

Sometimes taking the contrary position, devil’s advocate

    (probably prefers the term ‘contrarian’)

Sympathetic to all perspectives and viewpoints, empathic

Some believe in Open relationships and the non-exclusionary rule (ha)

While others believe in Ongoing Commitment, Loyalty, Dedication in perpetuity!


Love vs. Antipathy

Prose and Convicts

Anybody can believe anything they want - I prefer Truth

You don’t have to harass for being different

Heaven and Hell metaphor-

    “highly possible to go into a different world (shall we say)”

Best interests of the other, mutually, at heart and in mind?

“going in the same direction”


Legal complexities and disadvantages of official, legally-recognized marriage

(vs. common law, unrecognized in California, and domestic partnerships, and…)

  DPs are a legally recognized relationship without the legal status of marriage (and only some of marriage’s benefits and protections), and also without the formalities and obligations.


God is love

Love all, serve all

Allah, all law

Love one, love all

All for one, and one for all - God’s totalitarianism

Weigh the advantages and disadvantages, costs and benefits, pros and cons, 

    plusses and minus, good and bad.

Anointed bride of christ (ABC) vs. domestic partner of an eccentric philosopher

I love Kelli


People are pluralities, different roles, selves even, and sometimes even possessed.

Sometimes people identify as not even having a self, but in fact Protean, with a preference for Freedom, Possibility, Agency, and Choice.   Who do you want to be today?  You can be anything you want to be when you grow up.   Actors can be Everybody, if you feel me / grok.  Compassion does seem to require or maybe involve stepping into shoes, reading, and things like travel, research, experience, and role-play.   Your own mind should control your own body.

Do I love EVERY Kelli?  Some more than others, but yes.  So far.   :-)


What is love?  Liking a LOT.    Some, (not me) might even say excessively.   True love is mutual, mutually Wanting the other to be happy, with devotion, delight, and sympathy.    Shared feelings, opinions, attitudes, goals.    Harmony.   And of course, pleasure.   Simply just enjoying each other’s company.   Lovers should always be friends, too, in my view.  Sex is not always making love, but it’s better with the bliss of beauty and maybe even the bible.   Bondage?  Babies?  Big butts?  Anyway. 


(Some other mind told me, I think therefore I am).   What is Truth?  Does Reality exist?   Of course, it's the only thing that does!  By definition.   I am, therefore I think.   Truth is the body of statements (utterances? assertions?) that describe reality factually.   If there is no Reality, there is nothing to be described, and therefore no Truth.    But it Nothing is, then nothingness exists, right?   The Void can be Reality, though I don't think there's much Truth to be said about it.   Is Reality code?  I don't think so, but I don't know.   Maybe it isn't, but it can be.  


Consider the considerate.  Condescending, haughty, vain, proud, and arrogant Stuck-up snooty-booties, looking down on inferior peons, hobbits, and indigent waifs.    Peasants and peons and muggles and mediocre.   Brilliant geniuses judge the lesser minds, and billionaires buy up beggars.    Beelzebub's billionaires buy up beggars.   I can't kick my hobbit habit.   They're crunchy, juicy, and delicious.   Mmm,  hobbit.   Who you callin' an orc?  I was an orchid.   I'm having a senior moment.   I'm not an adulterer, but I am a bit of a dolt.  Sauron was a moron, but Gandalf was off the chain.  Like Darth Vader or Hannibal (or Captain Hook), Gandalf gets the hand-off.  Running the field, and ruining the failed.   


Kind sincere righteous and good, No fear, Regrets permitted, Learning curves universal.

It's all good?  (in the fullness of time)... but we're all dead, in the fullness of time. 


wordplay (and genuine philosophy)-  I'm in a mood because meds have put me in mad mode.   Modern mead made me mad.   Violations Infractions and Malefactions!!   Off-brand opera.  As white as albino caucasian papal snow!  Timber timbre.  Are collagen commercials telling me to call Jen?   Gin you wine.    Loving, loved, in love (Father, Son, Holy Spirit?).   Amor amor amor.