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The good book says only God is good, so it seems to me somebody needs to step up.

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Your pal, Jess
I'm a straight, virgo/boar INTJ (age 53) who enjoys books, getting out into nature, music, and daily exercise.

(my email is JesseGod@live.com)

F.Y.I. There are about 2200 posts..

Here's a quote from Fyodor Dostoevsky to start things off right: Love the animals, love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love.

Saturday, September 13, 2025

Think Big

 In=ity

Body politic, body of Christ, head of the corporation, Christs and politicians.   Playing the role, being some version of themselves, ordering people around.   Needing power, authority, control.  PAC-men.  Head honchos, Big cheeses, CEOs, and  Masters of the Universe.   Men with Money.  With a word, they can get what they came for.    Starving children, mud huts, African sun, war hell, and ruination.   The wealthiest human has around 430 Billion (dollars).  Let  that sink in.   What can a person do with that?  (430B is roughly what the combined wealth of the bottom 400 million people on earth are worth).   Many people are in debt, with negative worth.  About 30% of Americans, actually (US population: 330 million).  700 million people earn $2.15 dollars or less a day.   8.5% humanity.   The world population is 8.24 billion.    Global GDP is 85.76 Trillion.   The top 10% own 85% of global wealth (so, bottom 90% own the remaining 15%).


All Men Are Created Equal,   -ADI  (American Declaration of Independence)

He who dies with the most toys wins - bumper sticker


Solve Problems


Listening:

No one knows what to do about it

The wurst

warfare

Cruelty, brutality, savagery, ruthlessness

Intentional sadistic torture, dismemberment

Pain, suffering

Screaming, crying, sickness

Misery, discontent, dissatisfaction, unhappiness, dukkha

Depression, psychological distress

Agony, torment

Desecration, beyond comprehension

Filth, slavery, force-rape, kidnapped, beatings

Ugliness, meat-processing

Murder, killing

Evil, wicked, depraved monsters

Sadness, hopelessness

Sick ill diseased, vicious

Worry, anxiety, stress

Unhappiness, anguish

anger, hatred, rage, wrath, fury

Suicidal despair


Rescued by a holy god


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RWL/EES/WTC


Read

Get lost in a book, find somewhere comfortable.


Watch

YouTube, Artcast or Miracles of Nature, Instagram


Listen

Music, Joe Frank, talk radio, conversation


Eat, drink

Groceries, Restaurant, pantry


Exercise

Daily, or different parts of the body each day

Go for a swim.


Sleep, meditate

It’s okay to do nothing.  You don’t have to do Anything.   Relax.


Write

If inspired, or bored.   Something interesting.  Blog.


Talk

To an interlocutor.   Not a fan!  I mean, does the fan talk back?


Create

Do some origami


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the conformity of rebellion

see hear smell taste touch, e.s.p.


watch out for the boisterous oysters!   They make the water hotter.

what is your gnome's name?

Friday, September 12, 2025

Crime Sin Lawlessness and Other Evils

 Breakers of God's Law get dealt with by God's justice system

10 commandments, International Law, what your parents expect, and Other Rules!

OR you're ?g-d pieces of sbit, who will perish in Hell, if you don't do the right thing" -K. 

Rules Regulations Laws Ordinances and Procedures

Berkeley law, California law, US law, International law, God's law, and your own integrity and conscience and personal code of behavior!

Natural Law, the laws of physics, the law of the land, maritime law, space law, the law of supply and demand, and the law of what goes up must come down, the law of gravity.

There's "do what thou wilt,"   and there's OBEY

religious, national (193 UN Member States), international (e.g. ICJ), corporate, civil, common....

how many jurisdictions are there on Earth?

palages in the palaces (pride avarice lust anger gluttony envy sloth)

Gluttony Of Desire

evil and wicked, sin upon sin, depravity

criminally insane, locked away and kept restrained, disapprobation but what have I done, I have yet only just begun, to take your lives! -Slayer

grace and mercy:  the Bible does not say, "no grace, no mercy."   Mercy is withholding deserved punishment for sin.   Grace is undeserved favor, blessings, or gifts.   God is Great in Both.

Also, the atmosphere is not flammable.  

Thursday, September 11, 2025

This Time Tomorrow

 If I knew I was going to die tomorrow, what would I do?  I’d spend all my money.

I’d take heroin, maybe.  I’d have sex.  I’d eat at a restaurant.  I’d forgive everyone, let go of resentments.  I’d do bibliomancy with my bible.   Who cares?  Do anything.   Slap a stranger.   Slap christian preachers, see if they turn the other cheek?  No, that’s stupid.  Be subversive and antisocial and hostile and dangerous?  Maybe.   Set things on fire?  Definitely not.   


I might get nachos, and just sleep.   What dreams may come.  Just eat the whole time, I guess.   So much good food.  Gorge, orgy, and declare my divinity.  Right?


Gratitude/Thankyou list:  Everyone.  Muchísimas gracias.   People who know me better than I know myself.   



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Immoral Fiction


The world is informed of its pending destruction, and all hell breaks loose.    Burning and looting and raping and murdering and fighting and chaos on a massive scale.  Total anarchy.   Then the Authorities declare they were only joking.  Haha.   Fooled you.  Go on about your normal lives.   So the folks who remained law-abiding get their special reward.    What is it?   They get to lock up and imprison almost everybody.   Woohoo.  Is this a shitty world, or what?


What is there to do but kidnap, falsely imprison, beat, rape, murder, cook, and eat people?   Why not?   Fun for the whole family.   Human-meat is the most delicious, and healthiest, too.  Jesus told us to eat him, so we can start with the body of Christ.   I eat cannibals.   So eat the Christians!   With cheeses/rice.   My lard and savor.


Ha.   I AM kidding.  Just be good.  Alright?   All write.

Wednesday, September 10, 2025

The Perfect Life

La Vida Perfecta


You singlehandedly solve all the world’s problems, leaving Utopia in your wake.

Everyone loves you

You die happy

You heal all the world’s sick, upstaging even Jesus


Utopia?  Peace, no militaries, no guns, no bombs, no torture

   No pain or suffering, Universal Bliss and Pleasure and Satisfaction 

Food and Shelter and Healthcare and Libraries for all

Good Weather

Everyone in Love

   loving self, significant other(s), each other, everybody, god(s), life

No criminals, no prisons, no jails, no incarceration, no sin, no evil

Everyone fulfiled, happy, and content

Maximized strong, fit, healthy, well populace;  And Beauty.

No needs unmet

Humor and Laughter and Play and Fun and Games and Comedy

No threats to life, survival, humanity, civilization, or general safety

Sharing economy, society of friends

The globe as a land of plenty, riches, wealth, bountiful supply

Restaurants and Travel open to all, worldwide

Everyone gets to try drugs, under supervision

No commercials

Gyms and Pools and Parks and Museums and Music

No need, want, lack, discontent, misery

Graceful aging, and widespread longevity*

Sanity, minimized mental madness

Authenticity, and comfortable in your own skin

No suicides


*If I could name the circumstances of my immortality, I would have a Planet Earth to play on and Time-Travel to.   I could have a repeat loop like the Groundhog Day movie premise, if not a day, then a century or something.   I could read every book.  I could turn off pain.   I could have access to any drugs.  I could morph to any being, any size.   I could also have access to Omniscience.   I could be any age I’d like, young or old.   If I die, I can be reborn as a set identity.  Teleportation ability.   I would want to master MASD.  I want to be Good.   In Heaven.  Not a demon, a dangerous criminal, looking at the walls of a prison cell.  Or in Hell.  


masd =  martial arts / self-defense


Accruing Interest-ing

What do I want to do with my life?   Same as what I do today and everyday, really.     Exercise, Sleep, Eat.    Read, Watch, Listen.   Write, Talk, Create.   Work, Play.


I want to inhale interesting content.   I want to be the latent genius that waits for the opportunity to engage fully with facts, data, information, truth, experience, and life.

LIVE!   Maybe Actually read a Book/Day.


Sex is what the adult world seems to be mainly about, sometimes.   And money.  I like having more money than I need, but I don’t need much.   Sex is not in the cards, maybe.   I’m 54, and my wee willy wonka won’t work.    Could be the meds.

  

Just be happy.   I can sit and think.  Sleep.  Write.   Read myself.  Masturbate.  I’m self-contained.  Have some friends, and enjoy being me, giving, and feeling good from exercise and good food and enough sleep and working on something meaningful that I enjoy.


Just what the world needs: Another Book.   Maybe.   If it’s better than Most!!!


Reading, sex, endorphins, good sleep, delicious food, and valued writing output.   Presto! :-)


Yoga and stretching, too.   Swimming?   Showers.   

Maybe it doesn’t matter what you do.    You equivalent of a freaking fly.   Buzz around and die.   Freaking bug.   Go bother someone else.   Bugs enjoy life, too, you know.   At least, I hope so.   Swarms of ecstasy.

Tuesday, September 9, 2025

Yes, Yeshua

Yeshua, Heyzeus, J-zoo,  Geezus, Isa

He spoke Aramaic, I think….ha meshiach?  But did He also speak anything else? 

What’s the deal with speaking in tongues?   Could he speak Swahili?

People think they’ve met Jesus, know Jesus.  Washed in the blood of Jesus.  

Jesus was really something.   Nobody knows what that thing is.   I mean, he died 2000 years ago.  It’s all hearsay.   You can base your life (and eternity) on this nonsense, but I wouldn’t.


I think people are crazy.  Crazy about Jesus, yes, among so many other things.   I like the in the present now perspective, with the things in front of you front and center.  Be present.  Be aware.  You are a rock.   You can do the Data from Star Trek thing and do an internal diagnostic.   You can read the news, etc.  and do an external diagnostic.  You are an object, a thing, and an animal.   You are designed to survive and reproduce.  You are a human being, just like all 8.1 billion other human beings, with the other 108-117 billion dead human beings beforehand.   We are glorified apes.  We really are amazing.  But we suck, too.  God help us.  Be good.  Make a difference.  Do your best.  Fight evil.   Don’t be wicked, corrupt, depraved, sinful, or immoral.   Give your life meaning, and be proud of yourself.  Be a part of the solution, not the problem.   Devote your life to Goodness.   Or God, you could say.  Yada yada.  Make me a channel of your peace.  Meditate in silence.  You can be happy for no reason.   But there are so many reasons!


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Ghost-state.   Like you can switch between the physical and spiritual.   Just toggle your self to whatever setting you want to be in.   Weird, nuts, if you ask me.  It’s all physical.   I’m a materialist.  I know light and radio waves and microwaves can appear magical or miraculous or even “spiritual,”   but it’s all physics.  Our “souls” are our bodies, and we’re all headed for a dusty end.   Perish in hell?  If you’re averse to Reality.   You suffer, when you don’t get what you want.  If you don’t want to suffer, just accept the universal fate, and be One with Reality, it’s okay.   xx.   Preferences are fine.  Like it's okay to want to live a long time.  But conditions and demands get unpleasant.  UCD.   Alma mater.   Go Ags!   Going, going, gone.


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Hello.  This is God speaking.  You can call me Jesse.   Jess also works.  This is not a joke.  But you are free to treat it like one.   This is a joke.   But you are free to take it seriously.  I created you.    I am Love.   I am pleasure and pain, like orgasm and parturition.   And everything in between.   It’s all good.  Even the shit, and the crime, and the sin, and the cruelty.   To be, or not to be.   You can decide not to exist.   But then you won’t experience Love.  That is all.   Amen.  


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