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Your pal, Jess
I'm a straight, virgo/boar INTJ (age 53) who enjoys books, getting out into nature, music, and daily exercise.

(my email is JesseGod@live.com)

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Here's a quote from Fyodor Dostoevsky to start things off right: Love the animals, love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love.

Monday, November 18, 2024

Random rhyme and assorted warts

 I live in Beerkeley

Bourbon in Burbank, Water in Watts, Whiskey is risky, Wine why not, Coke in Oakland, Bilbo Baguette, you are crunchy and good with ketchup, college collagen, a position in positronics, positron and negatron, Megatron and heavens to mergatroid, the diversion division, Universe University, a white man named Gary Hart is black hearted?, heavy in heaven and a light hearted sun, light of the world, LOW, light heart sound mind, psychotic reality-testing, steps with pets, highway semaphore dot dash dot dash (and 4 semi's), Sneeze and coffee, Soda in a boda bag for Yoda, Crack is back and the heroin is harrowing, Meth makes your breath smell like death, Acid makes me placid, and flaccid.   The investor made a big bet on cigarettes.   Nicotine is a sick scene.   Tobacco makes me whacko.  Drugs, bugs slugs and pugs, hugs and jugs, are better than thugs and ughs (like glugs in rugs).  I like bugs and slugs.  I have NOT, as I ought, got a lot of hot rotten daughters on yachts, on pot.   But they are caught at the bot spot, I've been taught.   Rumi drinks rum in Romania.  Never wrong, infallible, true, correct, and right.  Confidence competence and compliments.  Comments on convents.  The inverse of commerce.  Out in the universe.   Multiverse and heptaverse, etc.   cozy and crazy.  revealing the veal.  Rog in the lodge.

Tuesday, November 12, 2024

Symbols

For 

Music, Movies, Computers, Books, Food, Exercise, Sleep, Meditation, God, Love, Reality, Peace, Happiness, Sex, Communication, Money, Kiss/Hug, Time, Death, Christianity, Judaism, Islam, Buddhism, Electricity/Power, See, Hear, Smell, Taste, Touch, Tree, Flower, Nature, House, Person, Car, Bike, Liquid, Rain, Sun, Wind, Nothingness, and Predator/Military/Hunting.

 


interestingly, the predator symbol with an x over it is the Buddhism symbol.
O+X.      Also, in letters I can say, "The N and R of Zz and xx and T on my c"   (the Nature and Reality of Sleep and Death and Christianity on my computer).

Fun word I invented:  a portmanteau (smoke and puff:   SMUFF!!)
My girlfriend is an inveterate smuffer :-)

multiple terms for the same things, and sometimes words have two meanings... e.g.  cops and robbers, police and thieves, good guys and bad guys, bad boys bad boys and boys in blue.    just as every cop is a criminal, and ALL the sinners, saints.

Spock, Rob, Alyce, Eve, Gary, Barry, Bibi, Blu -gang, posse, crew, fam, team, group, bunch, homies

Friday, November 8, 2024

Faugh, Fog, Fag... fuggedaboutit

 what is spirit fogging?  it?   coke is it, ha.

faughing is expressing contempt and disgust, spirited contempt

spearing it and spraying fog (ejaculate)

spirits as alcohol and in a fog (cloudy mind)

Holy Spirit and FOG (friend of god?)

actual fog, like London fog, or San Francisco fog (weather affected by spirits)

hint: it involves blood machines and rapture to heaven and sometimes vampires

spearing a neck with your eye teeth (fogging the forensic file?  fuzzy facts).   the spirits of the souls of raptured vampire victims inhabiting the clouds and raining blood on us all?   vamps who righteously dispatched the evil and wicked?  vampyr have my ear, dear.

SF, suck and f-, vampire I'ma perv, KFOG, San Francisco, sodomy fellatio, sexually frustrated (starvation and famine?)

american spirit cigarettes, smoking a fag,   FOG. 667, 10, Satan

FOG, f- orgasm 7-up (G-unit)

church spire, fag.  (rapturing to heaven, either making happy or killing -or both-)

fuzzing the concept of spirits and ghosts and getting concrete, real, true

spearing someone in the fog (with a spear, with a penis, with a knife, with a fork)

a mist of blood (from a gunshot?), spirited away

spirit 10.     fog  10.     20.   T.   crucifying someone.   hands and feet.   (hey,jesus, beast, mike, shawn, jew, death, shirt/shit, ow)

Britney Spears and Foghat, lol

The cloud of unknowing.  The cloud of word choice (diction).   Fuzzy memories.  Clouded judgment.  People are "TOTALLY FUCKING RETARDED",   I'm hearing.    Well, we can't all be Einstein.   Like a petty, stupid, pointless war.    Or whatever.

spirit fog?  becoming mist?   humans are 55-60 percent water.   So there's dust to dust, and water to water. Bones to powder, and blood to vapor!  We will be missed, and mist!   Mystic missus.

list of ghosts, spirits, spooks, and souls:  (Ghosted by?) Ghostface killer, ghost dog, Caspar the friendly ghost, the ghost of Christmas past, the Holy Ghost, spooks (ghost spys?), spirits in the material world (-the Police), That's the spirit! (- Blade Runner), Team Spirit (be true to your school now, - Beach Boys), Spirit of St. Louis, Soul of the Nation, sole of your foot and fish, Sol beer and sun (and Peruvian currency), Soul music and Soul Train, solitary and the sole owner, and of course YOUR IMMORTAL SOUL.   Other wraiths, apparitions, specters, and phantoms are said to haunt your mind, your body, your home, the universe...   

Silence Of Lambs, Soldier Of Lord, Statue of Liberty, Statute Of Limitations, Sick Of Life, Shit Out of Luck, Standard Of Living, Signs Of Life, Sanctity of Life, Screaming Out Loud, Summer Of Love, Sex Orgasm Lust, System Offline.

spectres, spirits, spooks, and souls (and hissing sibilant snakes and serpents that slither and slide sneakily, who dissemble, dissimulate, disinform, and delude with deception and dishonesty).

There needs to be due process for the measured, reasoned, methodical proper judgment between (the binary choice of) a. Heavenly reward and b. eternal lake of fire hell punishment, says my lovely righteous paladin girlfriend, KJ of H, god bless her soul.   Amen, Allelujiah, and Ave Maria!   Praise the lord and Glory be!  Testify!!  G-D....  God's Daughter

spirit fogging is crypto-christianity, like 'paint' or 'cow' or 'couch' (or Jesus as Jess-u?).    death and jew and it and geezus.   hey hey, V.   Jesus, Jesus (both senses of the word).  ten ten, and Satan Santa, and perfect ten binary (0 and 1, o and i, hole and phallus).   It's clouds and souls, spirits in the sky, Holy Ghost in heaven, and wines and spirits and Sky vodka and hazy foggy memories of a dreamy life, etc etc yada yada.  Vampires are demons, but some think they're holy, and maybe the righteous ones are, if we're talking predators obtaining justice that can't be achieved through the normal channels...

The qi of cheese

the prana of prawns, the energy of hens, the Self Itself

ghosts and spirits in the gas (engine knocking?), car customs and rituals, anal analects, assumptions about ass, a rap about ruts and patterns, rewards and punishments,  I decree you get a degree, roles habits and customs, traditions and rituals, accumulation of repetition, spontaneous vs. trained, passive vs. proper responses, goodness and virtue and relationships and human connection, growth betterment improvement development change, GOD growth of development, things that are not just wrong but dangerous, on my honor I will do my best, extraordinary flourishing, generosity and benevolence vs. narcissistic self-interest, improving both self and society (and world and All).  Humane and human.  Passionate and compassionate.  

change and transformation, a cat with cataracts, a shogun with a gun, a cold brrd, the debate database, mundane Danes, loving Luvs, changing the amount of change, Confucian confuflux, few know Confucius, history and future, his story about sutures, gifted with the PON (Present Ongoing Now), good better best and great, push punch and punish, a utilitarian utility company, playing an accordion accordingly, logical law, poo/loo and Putin's solution, the behavior of hay, intriguing trees, ants eat plants, ATE angry tired exhausted, stable horses, the meaning of being mean, interested in rest, exercise with your ex, Mencius was a mensch, mind is mined (and mine), don't diss my disposition, vampire anger (fanger), counterintuitive behind the counter, Mohist mohair, yearn to learn and burn to earn, cultivate and nourish your goodness, wisdom, propriety, and righteousness.  Guard the garden, the sentry smells the scent of trees, forgiven and metaphor and Four (who I met), respite and unrest from spite, spite toward Sprite, the whirled around you, Evan and Devan in heaven, Helen and Mel in hell, mandate and woman-dating, lit politicians, the background to lying down in a field, the cause of the cosmos, the consequence of a sequence of sequins, the result of an insult, effect of being infected, Yooni versus the Universe, horrible whores, tossed staplers and overthrown rulers (lol), turning toward ballet, turning away from the repulsive, actors actions, ballet dancers that lay Baal, playing in the play, abcd, action behavior comportment deed, lice are inherently in the hair, responsible for spawn, the definition of being deaf, capricious Trish, a portrait of the poor, caring and charismatic, brilliant but ill, tech texts, stay in your state, measuring your rulers and pinching the hourglass, acing faces, flunking uncles, interested in interring Ted, dangerous Dan, the psych patient was re-warded, capri pants and capricious ants, sinking friendships and relationships, situations and stand-uations, Phil's philosophy, dominant Dominicans, punished with puns, working hard at being a gigolo, it is obvious and clear-cut that there is a need to obviate clear-cutting, states and snakes, power strength domination and control, calm commuter uses a computer, feces on faces and poo in the pool and shit on my shirt, exigent excrement, emergence of emergencies, servant serpent, right way wrong way my way highway and yahweh, no other mother but five wives and a dozen cousins, glomping and glamping, Bandaids Kleenex and Tupperware often aren't (like Coke or Levis, sometimes), hiss tory and ooze papers/noose papers, smoke a fag in the fog, sig sauer and cig a wretched, the digestive track is alimentary my dear Watson, die-jest-ive (I'm not dead yet!), bless you Fukuoka, were ship, the product project, the save-us service, you're your yore, bye buy by bi, pedicure manicure sinecure, muted and mooted, can of beer in the canyon, land mind, billy idle, whore rising on the horizon, it tastes similar to Similac, rituals that make you rich, the prr-spective of a cat, kind of kind, an hysterical stare, the perspective of a speck, sensing scents, cum is coming, the power of ow, hours are ours, irksome work, the gaunt man has tensions with the fat lady with ten chins,  my mom made a point about pointing (don't!), life is a lie - and our heads our dead!, horrific is not a combination of horrible and terrific, white trash have been in a bin, spontaneously spawning, contrived trying, comfortably cumming in a fort, winning at philosophy, danger-us (I you he she it we they), my first fur, red reading, world piece, insight into an outdoor site, a computer knows something about the sum of things, the elf's true self, ugly? ugh, Lee.   grab the rabbit, prison suffering is a con-struck, I have a school inside me (with faculties), Harry's pottery, all sorts of sports, the key to Kiki's cheeky chi, making a May King, blueprints and redprints, in an Odyssey to get even, bored out of your gourd, mayor-elect on Miralax, dog walker that walks with God, Dum as mud, in hawk from the prawn shop, the possibility of developing devilish abilities, Bob Dobb's job in the mob robbing yobs, a baguette for Bilbo Baggins, get vegetables on tables, Rhode Island is not an island, Candy the stripper was a candy striper (which has nothing to do with candy), and head cheese does not have cheese in it, for the foreign and contrary to country, don't implicate that imp Kate in your rhyme crimes, you irksome jerk, productive ducks, efficient fish, hardworking aardvarks, and motivated mites, please identify your ideology Idris, ego id and superego and lego's the wizard of id and superman, I want to teach when I grow up of "course." you've got class, professor.   instruct the construct to destruct. teach each creature to leach a peach at the beach, I beseech.  Soak in the sun on your buns, hon.   Relax, said the quack as he hacks at Jack's back with an ax, Calm mom and mad dad, Emily's family, Amelie and Emily calmly bomb Tom like it was 'Nam or the Somme, meditate on the romantic comedy (om the romcom), a grand would be grand, Bill the billionaire, Elon the felon, Elon's melons and Trump's rump, Kamala plays gamalan comma law, is the dmv an argh-anization?, demon-crats and reaper-publicans, I'm a little lit, I ate eight states at Nation's (hamburgers), absolutely abominable ab solutions, yard garden?  yarden!, statements by the state, State Farm growing mint: state mint, the stats on Staten Island, don't get caught wearing cotton, wearing a shirt and shorts under the sheets, the tea-vampire drinks blood tea on TV, soprano alto tenor baritone bass, pentatonic and heptatonic, solfège do re me fa sol la ti doh!, registers scales chords notes major minor tone pitch and volume, musical muses of mewzick and myu-well, queer backward and straightforward, the source of resources, lawbone: break the law and mend the law, fundamentally mental, The Rock in a bureaucracy, flawlessly lawless, talk about meritocracy, the habitually bitchy, Terran authoritarians, zen resentment, getting an earful from the fearful, the blood chilling terror and horror of a hellishly hot Hades, inculcating Kate, governing Vern, myself on the shelf (Jolt and Tejava and Chewy?), bean-counters that spill the beans, repetitive pet petting, regular regulations, weird words and warmongering wards, my intern is a butterfly (internet!), all of them are Allah me, Wanda psychology, exasperated sighs of buses, flatulent motorcycles, possible bible bull, consumers with consumption, education and research have my EAR, wheel in the sky: weee!, a fat person with a gun: round and rounds, the cannibal wants to carve up Dana, the perfect conflict?, Out-greed-ients: Parson sage Rosemarie and Tim, crash into me - impacts with impact, Christ, cry - iced: cold tears, Christ is risen with the sunrise (light of the world) and maybe Chris Tucker's alarm clock (ha), LIVE 105 and the death statistic (105 humans die/minute), with arms wide open and eyes wide shut, vegetarian vengeance (with a bull-it), gentleman who use Venn diagrams (venn gents), a Heaven in the heavens, it's all in your head and life is but a dream and love is a battlefield and God is good and Reality is all the God there ever is and life is beautiful and Heaven is biochemical and the world is a vampire and Jesus is lord and Nature is red in tooth and claw and the Universe is vast and the devil is in the details and the world is a strange loop, Death....killing time, Angels named Angela Angelique and Angie, SPUC!  some things are to remain Secret Private Unrevealed and Confidential (spuc you, man), toxic talk, healthy hell, communicating with eunuchs, carve and captured and raptured v (Jeezus Christ, James Carville), your immortal soul deserving of eternal heaven, or eternal torment?, tackle and tickle, condiments on your condom, I have humility about my humming ability, he's no daft craftsman - I'm raving about the engraving!, my ex examined my examination, the way of the waves, my potential on pot, training in the rain, essentially Jesse, contending with tendencies, creating Cree, generating Jennifer, constructing trucks, altering altars, growing O, improving implications, the possibilities of my posse, flourishing from nourishing fish, famished Amish, the trick to trucking is to track the trikes, do the DEW (Dispatch the Evil and Wicked), the Don of time and the end of thyme, pigs pigfish pigeons pugs Peggy pygmies and pegleg pirates, Space and Time in a lasting marriage (baby Spacetime!), pigeons are when pigs fly and Hell Norway sometimes freezes over, in a deep sleep I dreamed of creeps that keep reaping weeping and leaping, I was saddened by my adenoids and the badinage about adynaton, I like my professors intelligent eloquent structured and engaging, specific specifications for an abstract abstract, abstractions about obstructions,  hyperbole about hypersonic missiles, honey I accidentally put cocaine in the coffee, potentially capable of anything - with a full array of freedom, (want a cal phd:) want affinity need thirst attachment craving aversion loyalty preference hunger desire (also, 'chad pal' or 'lad chap'),  hostility and hate and like and love (his holiness LL cool J?), ACDC (attachment craving desire coveting), ointment and annointing and annoying noise that annoys, in the habit of inhabiting habitats, the jazz player said you won't go far with just a shofar, this country had an obituary for a shih tzu, tap water in your coffee? NO.  I will not deign to ingest such merely plebeian liquids! (tick dimple?),  there's an assassin on Shattuck, welfare wildfire, checks for chicks, cacoethes cacophony and cocoa chanel, talking about stockings, lingering near her lingerie, the kiss case, hugging a hag, and the failure of allure. 

Things to throw: kisses, balls, frisbees, toilet paper, shaving cream, paper bags of dog poop, paintballs, confetti, water balloons, rocks, bottles, please no shrapnel or toxins or caustic chemicals or explosives (or punches).

Is everything undifferentiated and interrelated?  Or, unrelated and distinct?  Subtle details, little things, alter and change, both immediate situations and the Big(ger) Picture.  Directing without seeming to direct. The way.   Yahweh's way or the highway.  Not dominating; active but still, generative, and using soft ways of action and guidance and direction and persuasion.  Creating unity, collaboration together, not using too much power, but creating an atmosphere, with awareness and eye-contact and tone and listening and responding.   Get it?  good.   Considerate?  Consider it!

Are we humans just code in God's computer?   A giant computer the size of the Earth?  Our names encode some characteristics, our DNA, our parents, our family and friends, classmates, teachers, etc.   Is there free will or is reality deterministic and fated (from the dawn of time?).   Are we in a matrix?  Is reality a construct?  Does human potential include superpowers?  Are we even alive (or are we just things, like rocks, that THINK we're alive?).   Wait, are rocks alive, lol.   I mean, some think water is.   NASA said human civilization is probably doomed by 2600 if we don't change our ways, collectively.  I have hope, however.   Computers and tech can solve problems, and they are advanced, and advancing further at light speed.  May the force be with us all.   God help us.

The Lake of Fire?  Lava isn't fire.  LOF is just a pool of wax at the top of a burning candle!   Or, a lake polluted by fuel, lit and burning swimmers, ducks, boats, fish, etc.    Sometimes you hear about tapwater or rivers having flammable effluent that can ignite.   And there's also things like Pearl Harbor, where the ocean was on fire with jet fuel and sailors (who had to jump overboard) were horribly burned.   I like the candle thing!!   Many-world interpretation.   Each brain is a world.   And actually, each brain holds many worlds, as well.  And words are often multiple concepts.  One man's trash is another's treasure.   My heaven might not be yours.  My God? Reality, Love, Self, Goodness, Virtue.  Like those 5 things or something.   Yours?   Shangdi? lol.   Reality is rich, and a Holy Angel could be anyone :-).      well, fire could be lava, I guess.    It'd burn you up pretty quick, so I wouldn't imagine the pain would last very long.    Like in Terminator.   

Heavenly Host: Gods, High holy God on the Throne Seat, demi-gods, superhumans, saints, the blessed and raptured and consecrated, angels, deities, righteous and virtuous and sacred pious and faithful, yada yada...   Forgiven sinners and those washed in the blood of Christ and the Saved and, of course, The Innocent.  IN LOVE  (In God, In Heaven).

Hellions:  Devil, Devils, Demons, Monsters, Sinners, criminals, the evil and wicked, unrepentant and unforgiven tormentors and torturers, the cruel and brutal and savage and ruthless, rotten and mean rapists and murderers, vampires of vicious vice, the cruel and corrupt, the Depraved.  Separated from God.   In a world of hurt.   Pray for the depraved! Bless for bliss!  Unfortunate peoples decimated, subjugated, and exterminated.   By guns, germs, and steel.

a fella met a fella in a field of beans.   Says a fella to a fella: can a fella tell a fella what a fella really means.  - grandpa T.     Morpheus says, I have a dream.   habits, tendencies, routines, and rituals.    Write right (correctly, lol).   

H is for Hospital, Heroin, Heaven, Hell, Happiness, Health, Hate, Honda, Hannibal, Helen, Heather, Hildegard, Hydrogen, heavenly host, Hugh Hefner, happy hall, headhunter, his/hers, high holy heaven, harmful to human health, etc. 

a note on prayer:  IF God is omniscient, THEN prayer is unnecessary: He (She?) knows what you want already.   Is why Jesus taught the Lord's Prayer (for if you absolutely have to talk to God, who I bet doesn't want to be bothered by your story that He knows better than you).  UNLESS prayer is actually communication with an ignorant power-that-be, or someone that can make things happen, other than an all-knowing Creator of the Universe who is Love (!).  

Wednesday, October 30, 2024

System

 Honor system: Tim, on her sis

GOD, grateful of diversion, gratification of desires, good old days, guidance-direction

yo!  Johann.    Eating pumpkin brains and eggnog (egghead noggin!).    Eat your heart out!   The product is out of Stockholm.  USA- urban stress anxiety.    Watch out for the Big Spiders!   (The Trap Door Spiders, in particular).  TDS, think do say.   TWA, thoughts words actions.  Pygmies on Trans World Airlines.  Rwanda and Burundi.  Defunct and funky.  Wanda from Rwanda.  Run DMC in Burundi.  Transexuals from Transylvania.  SI and Davis (my alma maters - mother souls?):  spiritual injection!  Devil Asmodeus Vampire Incubus Satan!  In a sack state!  depravity, amorality, vice, iniquity, sin.  And evil, turpitude, corruption ETC.   A tin of beef (can o' bull).   Political sacrament.   Don't mock democracy.  Avis rent a car in Davis, and Siva, and Dave.  E-vil.    e-villain, and inter-net and worldwide (spider) web and DIG-ital and dark web.   Computer and uterus - computerus.   Calculate you late!  muahaha.

I once knew a Sister Timothea

MY system: intellectual engagement, curiosity, the life of the mind, lifelong learning, ideas, philosophy, writing, and research.

demon's den, slivers of silver, Don at dawn, Jennie-O turkey and genocide, harried and married then buried, bless this mess jess, spite malice and revenge, slander libel calumny,  irreverence impiety blasphemy and sacrilege.

Trump on the brinks truck of victory.  Pastor out to pasture.  Who what where when why.   How which, ow witch.  Soccer socks.  Occupant pants. Afflatus status.  Anal panel analysis.  Conduction condition.   Position on propositions.  Taught to keep taut.   Gina from Regina.  Sasquatch from Saskatchewan.  Traffic jam and traffic jelly.   Shit, she's shot.    Goddamnit, I am it.   Fuck, no luck.   Christ's heist.  Prime crime by the chief thief.  Pieces of shit and Reeses of bit.  the Trump slump.  Republican pelican and democrat cat and Hannibal animals and beasts on which to feast and juicy Lucy and chewy Chuy and Marky Mark and the crunchy bunch.   Delicious Trish and tasty Tracy and yummy dummies and scrumptious lumps of flavorful Dave.   A bite of Dwight.  A morsel of horse.  A taste of waste.   Eat shit and die.   Drink blood and live.  Your daughter is a tall drink of water.  This paragaph is a load of shit, just code of it, or a mode of wit.   Grifter graffiti.  Nauseous and cautious.  reassess your transgressive chess jess.  bless this mess and guess what cess is causing all the stress.  The knight in shining blue armor, fighting for the blue queen, with his cohorts in the blue man group (blue ivy, blu dep, and blue october), batted his blue eyes under the blue sky (that blew blue blooms) to the strains of the blues.  Contemplating contempt.  Apartment appointment.  Sent a scent for a cent.  Amen.  B women.

Loved ones, little ones, kids, children, infants, sons and daughters, spirits, and other assorted holy newborns:   (4) Star child(ren):  Blu Dep, Alex James, Petunia Julia, and newborn Stollnitz-Teshara (post-pregnancy "poochie"?? (pouch), misunderstood to be miscarriages).    Huh?  Status:  Virtual, Imaginary, Make-Believe, Spiritual, Ghost-children!!

(5) My (potential and possible) heavenly step kids (in future) (adult holy lamb children of Keli Jean of Heaven): Clara Julia (angel baby girl), Clarissa (Holy Angel), Rein Lyon and Aaron Binyamin (Holy God sons) and... of course, Eternal Ray (KJ's "twee-heart").

"Ambelio" is the Holy Spirit

Keli rhymes with touchy-feely, Sealy (mattress), mealy, wheelie, and "what the dealie-yo"

Tuesday, October 29, 2024

Sexlympics

 Marathon sex?

Sport-spurting!   

The best breasts, prettiest titties, Todd's body, Kelli's belly

Juicy and messy Jesse

Tiny Tony and Large Marge, happy hippie and teary Terry

dutiful and beautiful, a hot lot, with pretty kitties

sexy Lexi, cute Newt, lovely Duv, and gorgeous George

Chester yesterday, Todd today, Tony tonight, and Tom tomorrow

rich Richard, with a slick dick, and a wet pet;  born horny

borg orgasm, and cumming in bums, and butt sluts; orgasm has 'm

you have the best buns, hun;  the lass with the best assets

take a peek at her cheeks, begging for her eggs and legs

I get an erection every election, aroused by wows

derive what you drive...   ram volvo honda  

a vampire named Richard

Monday, October 28, 2024

Trump vs. Kamala

 Simple choice (for me):

Donald J. Trump is an Incompetent, Narcissist, Dishonest Bully

and

Kamala D. Harris is an Intelligent, Kind, Cheerful, Do-Gooder

Electing Kamala would be a huge relief.  Trump, a huge disappointment.   My main feeling about Harris is curiosity, to see what she would do as a Carter-ish idealist.   On the other hand, I have little but disgust for The Donald as a greedy blowhard.   Plus, I really like Walz.  

Wednesday, October 23, 2024

False Advertising

 Bamboozled

Hoverboards don't hover

Self-cleaning ovens require cleaning

Bladeless fans have blades

Seedless watermelons have seeds (how else do you plant them?)

Walmart sells walls?  Chicken of the sea?  Seahorses?

AT&T:   American Telephone and (Telegraph?!?)


aside: 

"It's all good" OR contrast between-

1.Wickedness evil sin turpitude iniquity transgression depravity corruption and cruelty !

2.Virtue service love goodness kindness mercy compassion forgiveness truth peace happiness justice!

heaven (good life, well-being, life-satisfaction / good mood, positive psychology, hedonics) as joy bliss cheer contentment satisfaction ecstasy rapture fun play laughter games pleasure delight amusement fulfillment (all of 2).   Alive, in love, eternally.   Good food, sex, diversion, variety.   Strong, fit, healthy, well, sane.  *

hell as suffering, pain, discontent, dissatisfaction, misery, depression, nausea, discomfort, guilt, torture, torment, trauma, abuse, rape (all of 1).   Unceasing agony, distress, and affliction.   For all eternity.    Weak, sick, unwell, ill.   Prison, lake of fire.   

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FAR:   Friendships And Relationships go far

happy habits happen

gratitude and savoring put gas in your engine

Teshara, to share RA (recognize and appreciate) 

smoke a fag, eat a fruit

glut starve, feast famine, banquet xerophagia

Barry's buried berries, Stu stew, get your Phil Collins is so PC

naughty nautical, emphatically lymphatic, sole soul (fishy)

BLD, blondes for breakfast, lunch, and dinner (lewd food)..   (like Trump, Rumpelstiltskin, pumpkins, and crumpets).   a holiday song about hollandaise sauce.  Holly daze.

Jesus Christ, God;  cheeses rice, Godiva!  holy pie-hole.

Malfeasors, wrongdoers, criminals, and nefarious types...and demons devouring delightful delectable delicious morsels of succulent tender juicy child-flesh

police in place, please

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*Heaven, continued:   Spirituality, relationships, leisure, resilience, exercise, sleep, meditation, music, diversion, entertainment, (good job, money, awesome stuff, true love, perfect body, good grades - much less than we think), drugs and diet...  character trait strengths (curiosity, honesty, love of learning, judgment, bravery, social intelligence, kindness, hope, self-regulation, prudence, love, creativity, forgiveness, perspective, appreciation of beauty and excellence, zest, spirituality, gratitude, perseverance, humor, teamwork, fairness, leadership, humility).   Savoring, gratification, pleasure, delight, euphoria, elation, ecstasy, ebullience, exhilaration, exultation, exuberance, glee, felicity, joy, cheer, not-blue, not-depressed, happiness.   Flow-state doing something difficult and worthwhile (immersed, on, in the zone, lost track of time, serene, focused, in the moment, arousal, control, concentration, skill, challenge, reward, efficacy, self-confidence).  Service, making a difference.   Dedication, hard work, growth mindset (welcoming learning from mistakes, curiosity about subjects over motivation for mere grades say, less validation of own intelligence and more seeking of improvement).  Friends, family, lovers, conversations (with anyone), less solitude, life is better in presence of others.  Free time, prioritizing time over money.   Living in here and now, focus on present.  Nutrition.  Productivity.  Cocaine.  

social media, scattered/all over the place/wandering mind, false expectations make us UNhappy (just married! becomes just....married), in addition to trials and tribulations, like breakups, car accidents, HIV diagnosis, victimization, etc.    IT'S ALL RELATIVE, you're happy or unhappy relative to those around you.  Happiness is not an absolute.   Unless you're enlightened and have reached Nirvana or something.

fun thought:  UST is 21,19,20 is 312 is 6 is sex.   Thrust Bust Lust Must!  (rusty at thrusting?)

Whoa:    GOD is just a Gust Of Dust !!   (Genesis 1:2, Ecclesiastes 3:20) (moved over the deep, to dust you shall return, etc.)

Heaven: Frolic and cavort in blissful felicity with the gods, deities, angels, saints, and heavenly host, on 7th heaven, with the paladins behind Paradise's palisade, as an immortal in love, with every need met, every desire fulfilled, and every opportunity for joy available.    Put simply, though, Heaven is NOT being in Hell!  God:  Beyond religion but a part of all of them.

Hell: Burn for all eternity in the lake of fire in the pit of hell, you wicked evil depraved satanic insidious dangerous vicious sinful spirits!!!  At peak puke.  

What is the Good Life?  contentment and satisfaction, joy and bliss, pleasure and love, and humor, play, diversion, entertainment, distraction, and freedom (e.g. free time).  Enough money for your needs and wants (and only wanting within your means).  Meaning and purpose.  Service and kindness and charity and goodwill and positivity.   Sex, intimacy, affection, massage, touch.   Met need (basic needs and otherwise).  And being strong, fit, healthy, well, sane, with good habits, good diet, good exercise, and good sleep (not too much or too little).   Mind-maintenance (meditation, reading, writing, good conversation).  Creativity and productivity and engagement.  Fulfillment.   Resilience.  Growth.   Simplicity.  Balance.   Passion and connection.  Being present.   Gratitude and using your strengths.   Making meditation a regular habit / practice.  Effort and dedication.   Practice random acts of kindness, begin a meditation practice (sit, write, ponder), and exercise daily.    Specificity!  An hour a day!  pushups, stretches / yoga, jumprope, dumbbell, low-impact dog walking, and exercises off the ACE online exercise-library.   

Heaven is biochemical.   Like dopamine.  Involving the pleasure and reward center of the brain.  Not being raptured into some foggy cloud in the sky as a ghost or spirit or soul or immaterial essence!!

Thursday, October 17, 2024

Friday, October 11, 2024

Jesse and JC

 Hello.    Hello, world.   Hello and hi.   Greetings and salutations.   Hola and Bonjour.  My name is Jesse.  You can call me Jess.  Jesse Lawrence Teshara, to be exact.   I’ve been called Jester.  In Spanish, I can be Jesús (hey, Zeus!), Chuy (pronounced ‘chewy’), or Isaí (like Esah-e, close to Esau from the Bible).  Jesse means, God’s gift.  What does God give?   HImself.  Love.  The Jesse Tree is the Root of David, the genealogy of Jesus, and the source of really pretty church stained glass windows.  There was the tree of knowledge of good and evil, and the tree of life.  There was the tree that killed my sister.   There is the redwood tree I climbed as a kid.   There was a funny comedian at Davis I saw named “Tree”.  John Bonham’s (of Led Zeppelin) drumsticks were called 'trees'.   I was informed that Led Zeppelin is bad for plants.  Anyway, I’m Jesse.   Nice to meet you.

So, who am I, you ask?  I’m God.  I’m a man, age 53, who lives in Berkeley, walks dogs, writes, reads, enjoys music, and surfs the internet (News, Onion, J!, Ted, Wikipedia, YouTube, Instagram, Pinterest).   I’m also devoted to my fiancée, Kelli Jean Simpson, who wants to be Kelli Stollnitz.   Richard Stollnitz was my birthfather.   I am adopted.   I became a Teshara at the age of 4, to Larry and Peggy.   Annette Riddle was my birthmother.  Okay, maybe I’m not God.   I mean, I didn’t create the Universe, as far as I know.   I just play the role.  The bible says Only God is good.   Shouldn’t we all strive to be good?  You only have to be NOT-BAD to be good!   So I don’t think having a deity identity is schizophrenic or anything.  I never met Richard.  He died at the age of 52, says the internet.  I DID meet Annette.   She lives in Eugene, OR.   I mean, if she’s still alive.    


I’m also a writer.   I have a blog.   God’s blog.    jesseteshara.blogspot.com  .   Visit, anytime.   Come, often.    Leave comments.   Enjoy!   I write about God, religion, and spirituality.   I write about words and language.   I write about me and Kelli.   I write about anything I feel like, really.     I enjoy it, and I’m told I’m good at it.  To improve, just keep writing: Write, Write, Write!   AND, of course, Read.   Have good editing, editors.   Keep tinkering.


Who or what is God, then?   What is good?  God is CRIS.  A concept, role, identity, and status.   Well, lots of concepts.    All the concepts rolled into One.   Including the one about Him being imaginary, fictional, make-believe.    Atheism is a path to God, actually, according to the Hindus!  I’ve also heard that Yoga is the path to God.  Another fundamental theological concept is, “Reality is all the God there ever is” -Adi Da Samraj.  We are each our own reality.  So, in a sense, we are each our own God.  God is other concepts:  One.   Love.  A man of war.    The source of all goodness.  The Creator.  All the Names, and all the purviews of each!  (there have been like 8 to 12 thousand in history).   A God, to me, is a Higher Power.   A master, a specialist, an authority.   Maybe a heavenly body, with a superior mind, and a high degree of knowledge, wisdom, and understanding.    A God is smarter than your average bear.  A virtuous being, who loves, and is loved.   God is also the Angriest Being, according to Kelli.   She has a Shiva, Kali, G-d as judge thing going on.   Other God things are Omniscience, Omnipotence, Omnipresence, Omnibenevolence.   Eternal, always, forever, infinite.   God is BIG, lol.  God is in the details.   Is God just a word game?  Religions seem like corporations, to me.   As for status?  Maybe God is just the top dawg.   All power, authority, might.   Things like knowledge, money, violence, respect.   The highest level of the video game of life.  Am I the top dawg?  I am what I am.


Goodness, gracious, great balls of fire!  Good is happiness, pleasure, contentment.   Goodness is meaning and purpose and virtue and making the world better.   Goodness is reducing suffering, increasing bliss.   Goodness is justice, mercy, love, kindness, compassion, grace.   Goodness is truth, beauty, love, intimacy, devotion, delight.  Goodness is preventing and defeating evil.  Goodness is values and setting an example  and humor and charity and hard work and enjoying the good life.    Goodness is met need.  


So that, in a nutshell, is who I am.  What books do I read?  What music do I like?  What’s my favorite movie?  Or color?  Yada yada.  I don’t like mysteries.    I like everything else, lol.   I’d rather read forensics than guess whodunnit, based on what I usually think are unrealistic scenarios from the author’s head.   I like short stories.  I enjoy Lev Grossman, David Foster Wallace, Terry Pratchett.  I like the Dead Milkmen, Paul Oakenfold, rock from my childhood (Scorpions, Led Zeppelin, Lynyrd, Y&T, Def Leppard, The Who, The Kinks, Bob Segar).   I really like to be surprised.   That’s why I listen to College Radio all the time.   Lot of interesting, new stuff.   Like Jabarizm.    I have a problem with earworms.   I’ve seen thousands of movies.  I don’t watch much, anymore.   I had a girlfriend that worked at a video store.  Movies got old, for me.


Daisy and Anna T.

crazy daisy, manatee sanity, insane and in pain, comfortable in Rumford, Jane the sane Dane from Maine.   God made dirt, and dirt don't hurt.  Suffering dirt?  Suffering succotash!   Ecstatic in the attic.  Happy in a nappy.   Blissfully pissing.  Joyful Roy and sad Gladys.  Sad Sade. Depressed Jess.  Sick Rick.  Too blessed to be stressed.   In a cess, what a mess.  Insane, in sin.  In love, and in trouble.   In the world, then in a box.  Comfortable under my comforter.  Safe in my safe. Secure in my security blanket.  Full in the Fall.  Bought 'em in Autumn.  Hungry in Hungary.  Is Gary hung?   Delicious, nutritious, and fun to eat!  Do pigs like bacon?  Which part of the anatomy is a cannibal's favorite?  It's a dog eat dog world (bosintang).   Some eat pussy ('dragon tiger phoenix').  Sad sadists.  Glad Gladys and joyful Joyce.  Happy hippies.  Massive masochists.   Sexy Lexi.  Messy Jesse.  Blissfully kissing.  Fellatio and the thirst to burst.  Had your fill of fellatio.   Explosive Joe.  Cum in your mum.   Cum on her tum.  Cum in a bum.  Spurt on a shirt.  Squirt til it hurts.  A fast blast.  Explode your load.  Which is worse?  cum in your rum, or rum in your cum?  The Teshara era.    I love your eyes, luv!


ol' stole bowl coal dole foal goal hole Joel mole Noel pole role soul toll vole enroll prole scroll troll knoll stroll shoal Skoal...   

knits, bit, kit, fit, hit, lit, mitt, knit, wit, pit, quit, legit, writ, sit, tit, zit, spit, slit, skit, shit....

     SO, Stollnitz rhymes with...hole shit, or skoal spit, or scroll writ, or troll tit, or soul wit, or stole shit, or vole bit, or enroll MIT.  


right as rain, write as reign, rite as rane, wright as rayne

God is hypnosis

so many books.   less words, more action.   make love, not war.

so says the sexy Sikh playing sax

sneaky snakes, skanky skinks, bored birds, rutting rats, sluts in the sleet

girls into squirrels, noisy boys, and hardcore gore

horological whores with horns, from the strait of hormuz

it's in my nature, cats eat chickens, pussies eat cocks, the time has cum

the country is eating Richard (dicks get eaten)

See Jane run.  don't be a dick.


Humanity

Modern mankind originated/evolved 300,000 years ago.   Approximately 70,000 ya the human population hit a low of between a thousand and ten thousand individuals.   ME and MA (mitochondrial Eve) and (mitochondrial Adam) show how we all, all humans, have the same ancestor.   SO, we can all say we're related, or we're all Italian, or Chinese, or whatever.   Come on people now, smile on your brother, try to love one another right now.


I'm a Virgo Boar (pigs like sleeping and eating, and become fat), and K is a Virgo sheep (gentle, calm, sympathetic).    


Trinities:  earth wind fire,  blood sweat tears, god devil bob, solid liquid gas, animal vegetable mineral, good bad neutral, here there everywhere, existent non-existent in-between.   


Yeah, baby

vaginal, oral, anal, says the Voice of America.  don't forget hand jobs, lol.   Private mail box, PMB, pussy mouth butt.   Me myself and I want to fuck, have sex, make love.   fool around, fornicate, fuck.  Copulate, congress, coitus.   Knock boots, bump nasties, roll in the hay.   Do it, pork, bang.   Get laid, get it on, get down and dirty.  Hook up, hump, get some horizontal refreshment.   Relations, intercourse, mate.   Bone, boink, smash.    Pell-mell passion, eroticism, libido, and lust.  Girls gone wild, God is really lustful.   K is for kinky.


(2 or 4) choice?  one, the other, both, or neither.   Applies to Real or Imaginary??


A brief life, in an absurd existence, even for God (Jesus: Jess- u), (Jesse, see SJ)

Jes-u-it:   spirit fogging and spirit-blogging

fractured bachelor captured and raptured 

rut-raped


split and fractured

shattered, I'm in tatters -Rolling Stones

split-mind and split-pea soup and banana split and doing the splits

split wood and split the bill and take off and split

I'm of two minds about schizophrenia

split personality isn't split mind isn't split me 

Where's Jesse? (I haven't gone anywhere)

Elvis has left the building.  But who stepped into Elvis?


Maybe being "stepped into" doesn't happen.   Like it's all hypnosis.   The brain has different modules, and the psyche, different modes, the personality, different roles.  Right?   If you THINK you're possessed, weird things happen.   If you perceive chatter in your brain as coming externally, you've got a voice, and presto - you're schizo.   If you believe you're a "million different people from one day to the next" maybe you lose your sense of Self, identity, individuality.   They say all in all is all we are.   Then again, is it possible to see through another's eyes?   What is it to "get inside" someone's head?   Like programming?  Or establishing a telepathic link?  Or just becoming the object of obsession?   Mutually?   Maybe we're ALL crazy.


What is the law?  No spill blood.  Who makes the law?  Someone else. -Oingo Boingo.  The law, to me, is Be Good.  In other words, don't be bad.   Some criminals think EVERY crime is good or fun, though.  What a world.   You can be Mother Theresa or you can be Stephen Craig Paddock.  Or muddle through, neutrally, and write a blog or something.  You only live once.


Naturally neutral.   Freakishly fake.  A quarrel with queers.  Contextually sexual.  Searle's girls.  The joys of boys.  The worst thirst.  HIM 'n women.  Whim'n or Laser focused intentional'n (!).  Woe to men, she's a man eater.  Devour your power.   Like a hot dog.  Dogs as penises, and cats as pussies.   Bestiality.   The beast with 2 backs.  xxx.   the number of the beast.  One is the loneliest number that you'll ever know.  Lesbian thespians.   The facts about acting.  The casting couch.  A cast?  ouch.  Cows, couches, paint, and Jesus.  The crux of the excruciating crucifixion.  Fingernails and toenails?  Passionate about manicures and pedicures, and The Cure.   Holy moly.  Omg.  Praise the Laird Hamillton.   Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, hades and dental work, toys and pearls.   Love of life, lol.  Thrills and spills, and crooks with books, and the good life with a hood wife?  Money, funny, sun, buns, and guns, hon.   Make peace with your niece.  Your nephew has a curfew.  Your uncle has a carbuncle.  Your aunt can't.  Yes she can.   Spank that skank!  Smack him back!  Get wet and hit it.


Jesse, J'suis JC!  (hey Zeus!) (JZ, see SJ)         geezus cryst and mee.

Wednesday, October 9, 2024

Playing with my Name

 Jesse Lawrence Teshara

"space name":  Arahset Ecnerwal Essej  :-)

JLT, jail time, jolt, jilted;  Jesus disciples cross; 10/12/20;  Joy Love Thriving; Justice Law Truth

See SJ, Jessy, Jessi;   J esse (being, essence); 

Jesse, Jess;  4, 8.   D, H.   devil, god.   

Jest, jester

essej message

Uncle Jesse, Larry cable guy, Mr. T

Teshara, as earth, as. heart, as hater, shat ear, has tear, the sara

Larry law lore rinse rents int

Jesse Lawrence, Jesus lord

To share uh

Jesús, Chuy, Isaí

Jesse: messy, stressy, lessee!  Bessy and Hesse.  

Jess: Wes, Ness.  confess, bless, guess, cess, yes.

anagrams and wordles:  Jesse Teshara, Jesse Lawrence Teshara, Jesse Stollnitz

(57, 49) 'Jesse Teshara' anagrams:   aha seers jest.    see jet harass.   jests areas eh?   ha jester seas.   seethe ass jar.  A as jesters eh?    Assets ha jeer.   he a ass jester.   a hearse jests.  erases ha jest.    heats ass jeer.

wordles: trashes, harasses, esterases, erase, reset, haste, ate, ass, see, she, jets, hats, tear, tsar, heat, seethes, sheets, teases, jester, trees, threes.  

(587, 499) 'Jesse Lawrence Teshara' anagrams:  satan researches jewel.   (biggest wordle: etherealnesses), A JC WAR ETHEREALNESSES,   jw raca, 

(59, 43) 'Jesse Stollnitz' wordles: zestiest jolliest silent noiseless stillness, soleness, onset, illnesses, lesions, tonsils, senile, toilets, enlists, zit, teens, lentils, lionesses, loins, seine, soils, notes, nestle, jellies, stetson, tonite

Thursday, October 3, 2024

Seven!

Seventh Heaven

7 chakras, the number of holes

7-up, 7 layer dip, 7-11, 7 year itch, rhymes with heaven

Over 700 times in the Bible, resurrection, 7yo (1st grade)

S getting even, serpent, piece of shit

Jesus Christ, Jesse L. Teshara, G


Spiritual perfection, completion, fulfillment

7 joys and 7 sorrows of Mary

7 stages of grief (shock, denial, anger, bargaining, depression, testing, acceptance)

Seven deadly sins

    Pride, avarice, lust, anger, gluttony, envy, sloth

Seven gifts of the holy spirit (re: Thomas Aquinas)

    Wisdom, understanding, counsel, fortitude, knowledge, piety, fear of the lord 

70 x 7, forgiveness (jesus’ commandment)

777 said to be the number of God (GPY?)

REVELATION:  Churches, letters, spirits, lampstands, stars, seals, horns, eyes, angels, trumpets, thunders, thousands of people, heads, crowns, plagues, golden bowls, hills, kings, visions.

G7 (US, France, UK, Japan, Germany, Italy, Canada)

Roman numerals has 7 letters (IVXLCDM)

There are 7 wonders of the world, (new ones: Great Wall of China, Chichen Itza, Petra, Machu Picchu, Christ the Redeemer, Colosseum, Taj Mahal)

7 colors of a rainbow, (roygbiv) (red orange yellow green blue indigo violet) (red on outer edge)

7 continents, (Asia, Africa, North America, South America, Antarctica, Europe, Australia)

7 seas (Pacific, Atlantic, Caribbean, Mediterranean, Gulf of Mexico, Indian, Arctic)

7 Catholic sacraments: baptism, confirmation, eucharist, reconciliation, holy orders, holy matrimony, anointing of  the sick.

7 Snow White dwarves (doc, grumpy, happy, dopey, sleepy, bashful, sneezy)

7 Types (dynamic, sensitive, mental, creative, analytical, dedicated, practical)

7 countries ending in 'stan (Kazakhstan, Uzbekistan, Turkmenistan, Tajikistan, Kyrgyzstan, Pakistan, Afghanistan)

7 Hindu immortals (Ashwathama, Hanuman, Mahabali, Markandeya, Parashurama, Ved Vyasa, Kripacharya)

7 Buddhist factors of Awakening: Mindfulness, Investigation, Energy, Rapture, Tranquility, Concentration, Equanimity.

7 types of nutrients (carbs, proteins, vitamins, fats, water, minerals, fiber) 

7 earth-biomes (tundra, taiga, temperate forest, tropical rainforest, grassland, desert, aquatic)


Go Spirit Fog some Conjacent Bedalments!

1,1 sum 4,4's

SF some, 7,7

Spiritual Defanglement? lol

Tuesday, October 1, 2024

Things to Do

 The Menu

Buy hs reunion ticket (Go Cats!), campanile, discover and go, kalx entertainment calendar, fun cheap sf,  Greg, Peg, jobs (try many!), apartments, Berkeley food pantry, Ben and Dec, watch, read, listen, meditate, exercise, sleep, nap, side hustles, tennis, research/write, journal, apple store (watch, vision pro goggles), masd, origami, lift, cook, chess, library movies, ted, onion, Facebook, YouTube, email, poetry, instagram, Pinterest, J!, trivia, read aloud, user interviews, shop, cinema, club, bar, mercy for animals flyers distribute, rituals, talk, clean, album, karen and Patricia, text, tv, news, volunteer, jokes, standup, podcasts, jumprope, pushups, walk SF, meds, yoga, bodybuild, draw, crafts, museums, debate argue and persuade, Nature, game, video game, puzzle, ping pong, publish, get drunk, hot tub/ shower/ swim, kp group, spanish, restaurants, travel, schedule and plan, frisbee, sports, share a meal, visit friends, gifts, zoo, GGP, indian rock, Tilden, GTU, sit and do nothing, think, affection/ intimacy/ massage/ love.

rent.com   apartmentlist.com   craigslist   zillow

Monday, September 30, 2024

Root of David, Ace Young, Blue October

Rodaybo!   My girlfriend calls me these things 

1.Blue October, 

from Houston TX. (there’s also a British band of the same name)

Band of 5.   Named after the morose feeling of the band members in Fall of ’95.

There are 9 other, past, members of the band.

    The 5 are Justin Furstenfeld, Jeremy Furstenfeld, Ryan Delahoussaye, Matt Noveskey, Steve Schiltz.    

   The 9 are Liz Mulally, Bryan Coulter, CB Hudson, Dwayne Casey, Piper Skih, Julian Mandrake, Matthew Ostrander, Will Knaak, Sus Vasquez

They have 13 albums.  Some song/album titles are:

Hate Me, His Name is Crazy, Consent to Treatment, The Feel Again, The Scar, Still Broken, Bleed Out, Fear, Angels in Everything, I hope you’re happy, Fight for Love

   (is she calling me One?  Satan? Is it a political thing?  (blue or red November!),

    or, Justin Furs enfeld?  I remind her of him?  or, maybe, lyrics from something?)


Or, a cloud of possibility:

    numbers: 

2/4/5/6/8 plus 1/2/6/8/10 (1-31)

Blue (blu, 8), (blue, 4), (roygbiv: 5, 5th color), (sad, blew, 6), (2, multiple interpretations)

October (10, tenth month), (6, O, the first letter, or the entire sum), (1-31, any of the 31 days), (8, Octo-), 2 (multiple interpretations), 1 (ten, condensed).

    conceptual:

a color and a month (sort of randomly chosen), sad satan, blew halloween (22, 88, 46)

   46 is forensics, 88 is his holiness, 22 is V for vampire, God is One


2.Ace Young

Singer, AI contestant, from Boulder Colorado

American idol, 5th season, married to another one (Diana DeGarmo), 3rd. 

Brett “Ace” Young ("bay" area)

    ("ace young snake man"  19, S)

ACE (American Council on Exercise), they have an online exercise library

     ace, hard...where?

All Created Equal


     numbers:  Ace (1, 4.0, 9, 10),  Young (7, 10, 53 years young) (!) (ten ten, cross)

spirit fog, ace young, Jesus...


3.Root of David

Revelation 22:16-21

Rod and staff

Pull up the root and set fire to it

And the spirit and the bride say, Come.   And let him that is athirst, come.  And whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely.   Surely I come quickly.  Amen.  Even so, come Lord Jesus. 

     (Jesse tree reference, Jesse T)


numbers: root (5) of (3) David (4);  ROD (10)  (evil satan?)


So, she's calling me 16 (other) people??

Weird world.

ROD/AY/BO


invasion of the body snatchers, insane bullshit, 

irritable bowel syndrome, ideal body size, Isaac Bashevis Singer 

call in the authorities!!

the "real police", CSI, FBI, DEA, fire department, CIA  

who are the fake police (citizen's arrests?)

    "almost always better to call the police"

MO, Missouri, modus operandi, moral obligation (to act)

how citizen's arrests work:

    Penal Code 837:  a private person may arrest another, 1. for a public offense committed or attempted in his presence., 2. when the person arrested has committed a felony, although not in his presence., 3. when a felony has been in fact committed, and he has reasonable cause for believing the person arrested to have committed it. 

("private citizens do not enjoy the same immunity from civil liability as police officers do") (for example, on charges of unlawful restraint, false imprisonment, wrongful arrest, or kidnapping) (you can arrest alone, or with help) (you have to inform the person you are arresting, and provide a reason).

   CSI is a part of forensics.  (crime scene investigation).  Police and FBI both do CSI.    It's not a separate organization.   But it also stands for Crime Stoppers International, an organization.  

   DEA is drug enforcement agency (a is for "administration", actually).  They don't force people to take their meds.  They're not the DA (district attorney).   They pursue domestic and international investigations.  They share concurrent jurisdiction with FBI, ICE, and Customs and Border Protection.  They're part of the intelligence community.

    Langley (metonym for CIA), actually has NO law enforcement function, and gathers information primarily from abroad, with only limited collection, domestically.   It has 5 priorities, acc. to: Wikipedia (1. terrorism (counterterrorism), 2. wmd (weapons of mass destruction), 3. policymaker warnings, 4. counterintelligence, 5. cyber intel ).    

Monday, September 23, 2024

Poetry Terms

Poetic Devices and Wordplay and Terminology

alliteration, assonance, consonance, rhyme, imagery, metaphor, meter and rhythm, personification, allusion, simile, anagrams, acronyms, paradox, contrast, verse, stanza, diction, tone, spoonerisms, enjambment, (recursive, compound) pun, euphony, synecdoche, symbolism, chiasmus, hyperbole, onomatopoeia, anaphora, irony, blank verse and free verse, couplet, antithesis, allegory, cacophony, ambiguity, apostrophe, ballet, connotation, denotation, cliche, epitaph, euphemism, haiku, limerick, sonnet, metonymy, ode, rondeau, sestina, sibilance, triolet, calligram, refrain, kenning, villanelle, iambic pentameter, ballad, snippet, palindrome, homophone, homonym, ambigram, lipogram, mondegreen, idiom, semordnilap, malapropisms, double entendre, pangram, portmanteau, rebus, in/aptronym, backronym, eponym, isogram, eggcorn, tom swifty, synonyms/antonyms, wellerism, antihimeria, caesura, trochee, iamb, anapest, dactyl, spondee, zeugma...

You can alphabetize this list at Wordcounter.net

You can highlight any word for a definition (at least on my computer).    Hopefully, that will clear up any confusionment :-)

S and M, somber and morose, sex only in the marriage bed, sex and murder, scrubbing and mopping, sadism and masochism, SNM: say no more

linguistic math?  'that is kind of what it is' -v

taiga, taiga, burning bright