Jesse and JC

 Hello.    Hello, world.   Hello and hi.   Greetings and salutations.   Hola and Bonjour.  My name is Jesse.  You can call me Jess.  Jesse Lawrence Teshara, to be exact.   I’ve been called Jester.  In Spanish, I can be Jesús (hey, Zeus!), Chuy (pronounced ‘chewy’), or Isaí (like Esah-e, close to Esau from the Bible).  Jesse means, God’s gift.  What does God give?   HImself.  Love.  The Jesse Tree is the Root of David, the genealogy of Jesus, and the source of really pretty church stained glass windows.  There was the tree of knowledge of good and evil, and the tree of life.  There was the tree that killed my sister.   There is the redwood tree I climbed as a kid.   There was a funny comedian at Davis I saw named “Tree”.  John Bonham’s (of Led Zeppelin) drumsticks were called 'trees'.   I was informed that Led Zeppelin is bad for plants.  Anyway, I’m Jesse.   Nice to meet you.

So, who am I, you ask?  I’m God.  I’m a man, age 53, who lives in Berkeley, walks dogs, writes, reads, enjoys music, and surfs the internet (News, Onion, J!, Ted, Wikipedia, YouTube, Instagram, Pinterest).   I’m also devoted to my fiancée, Kelli Jean Simpson, who wants to be Kelli Stollnitz.   Richard Stollnitz was my birthfather.   I am adopted.   I became a Teshara at the age of 4, to Larry and Peggy.   Annette Riddle was my birthmother.  Okay, maybe I’m not God.   I mean, I didn’t create the Universe, as far as I know.   I just play the role.  The bible says Only God is good.   Shouldn’t we all strive to be good?  You only have to be NOT-BAD to be good!   So I don’t think having a deity identity is schizophrenic or anything.  I never met Richard.  He died at the age of 52, says the internet.  I DID meet Annette.   She lives in Eugene, OR.   I mean, if she’s still alive.    

I’m also a writer.   I have a blog.   God’s blog.    jesseteshara.blogspot.com  .   Visit, anytime.   Come, often.    Leave comments.   Enjoy!   I write about God, religion, and spirituality.   I write about words and language.   I write about me and Kelli.   I write about anything I feel like, really.     I enjoy it, and I’m told I’m good at it.  To improve, just keep writing: Write, Write, Write!   AND, of course, Read.   Have good editing, editors.   Keep tinkering.

Who or what is God, then?   What is good?  God is CRIS.  A concept, role, identity, and status.   Well, lots of concepts.    All the concepts rolled into One.   Including the one about Him being imaginary, fictional, make-believe.    Atheism is a path to God, actually, according to the Hindus!  I’ve also heard that Yoga is the path to God.  Another fundamental theological concept is, “Reality is all the God there ever is” -Adi Da Samraj.  We are each our own reality.  So, in a sense, we are each our own God.  God is other concepts:  One.   Love.  A man of war.    The source of all goodness.  The Creator.  All the Names, and all the purviews of each!  (there have been like 8 to 12 thousand in history).   A God, to me, is a Higher Power.   A master, a specialist, an authority.   Maybe a heavenly body, with a superior mind, and a high degree of knowledge, wisdom, and understanding.    A God is smarter than your average bear.  A virtuous being, who loves, and is loved.   God is also the Angriest Being, according to Kelli.   She has a Shiva, Kali, G-d as judge thing going on.   Other God things are Omniscience, Omnipotence, Omnipresence, Omnibenevolence.   Eternal, always, forever, infinite.   God is BIG, lol.  God is in the details.   Is God just a word game?  Religions seem like corporations, to me.   As for status?  Maybe God is just the top dawg.   All power, authority, might.   Things like knowledge, money, violence, respect.   The highest level of the video game of life.  Am I the top dawg?  I am what I am.

Goodness, gracious, great balls of fire!  Good is happiness, pleasure, contentment.   Goodness is meaning and purpose and virtue and making the world better.   Goodness is reducing suffering, increasing bliss.   Goodness is justice, mercy, love, kindness, compassion, grace.   Goodness is truth, beauty, love, intimacy, devotion, delight.  Goodness is preventing and defeating evil.  Goodness is values and setting an example  and humor and charity and hard work and enjoying the good life.    Goodness is met need.  

So that, in a nutshell, is who I am.  What books do I read?  What music do I like?  What’s my favorite movie?  Or color?  Yada yada.  I don’t like mysteries.    I like everything else, lol.   I’d rather read forensics than guess whodunnit, based on what I usually think are unrealistic scenarios from the author’s head.   I like short stories.  I enjoy Lev Grossman, David Foster Wallace, Terry Pratchett.  I like the Dead Milkmen, Paul Oakenfold, rock from my childhood (Scorpions, Led Zeppelin, Lynyrd, Y&T, Def Leppard, The Who, The Kinks, Bob Segar).   I really like to be surprised.   That’s why I listen to College Radio all the time.   Lot of interesting, new stuff.   Like Jabarizm.    I have a problem with earworms.   I’ve seen thousands of movies.  I don’t watch much, anymore.   I had a girlfriend that worked at a video store.  Movies got old, for me.

Daisy and Anna T.

crazy daisy, manatee sanity, insane and in pain, comfortable in Rumford, Jane the sane Dane from Maine.   God made dirt, and dirt don't hurt.  Suffering dirt?  Suffering succotash!   Ecstatic in the attic.  Happy in a nappy.   Blissfully pissing.  Joyful Roy and sad Gladys.  Sad Sade. Depressed Jess.  Sick Rick.  Too blessed to be stressed.   In a cess, what a mess.  Insane, in sin.  In love, and in trouble.   In the world, then in a box.  Comfortable under my comforter.  Safe in my safe. Secure in my security blanket.  Full in the Fall.  Bought 'em in Autumn.  Hungry in Hungary.  Is Gary hung?   Delicious, nutritious, and fun to eat!  Do pigs like bacon?  Which part of the anatomy is a cannibal's favorite?  It's a dog eat dog world (bosintang).   Some eat pussy ('dragon tiger phoenix').  Sad sadists.  Glad Gladys and joyful Joyce.  Happy hippies.  Massive masochists.   Sexy Lexi.  Messy Jesse.  Blissfully kissing.  Fellatio and the thirst to burst.  Had your fill of fellatio.   Explosive Joe.  Cum in your mum.   Cum on her tum.  Cum in a bum.  Spurt on a shirt.  Squirt til it hurts.  A fast blast.  Explode your load.  Which is worse?  cum in your rum, or rum in your cum?  The Teshara era.    I love your eyes, luv!

ol' stole bowl coal dole foal goal hole Joel mole Noel pole role soul toll vole enroll prole scroll troll knoll stroll shoal Skoal...   

knits, bit, kit, fit, hit, lit, mitt, knit, wit, pit, quit, legit, writ, sit, tit, zit, spit, slit, skit, shit....

     SO, Stollnitz rhymes with...hole shit, or skoal spit, or scroll writ, or troll tit, or soul wit, or stole shit, or vole bit, or enroll MIT.  

right as rain, write as reign, rite as rane, wright as rayne

God is hypnosis

so many books.   less words, more action.   make love, not war.

so says the sexy Sikh playing sax

sneaky snakes, skanky skinks, bored birds, rutting rats, sluts in the sleet

girls into squirrels, noisy boys, and hardcore gore

horological whores with horns, from the strait of hormuz

it's in my nature, cats eat chickens, pussies eat cocks, the time has cum

the country is eating Richard (dicks get eaten)

See Jane run.  don't be a dick.

Humanity

Modern mankind originated/evolved 300,000 years ago.   Approximately 70,000 ya the human population hit a low of between a thousand and ten thousand individuals.   ME and MA (mitochondrial Eve) and (mitochondrial Adam) show how we all, all humans, have the same ancestor.   SO, we can all say we're related, or we're all Italian, or Chinese, or whatever.   Come on people now, smile on your brother, try to love one another right now.

I'm a Virgo Boar (pigs like sleeping and eating, and become fat), and K is a Virgo sheep (gentle, calm, sympathetic).    

Trinities:  earth wind fire,  blood sweat tears, god devil bob, solid liquid gas, animal vegetable mineral, good bad neutral, here there everywhere, existent non-existent in-between.   

Yeah, baby

vaginal, oral, anal, says the Voice of America.  don't forget hand jobs, lol.   Private mail box, PMB, pussy mouth butt.   Me myself and I want to fuck, have sex, make love.   fool around, fornicate, fuck.  Copulate, congress, coitus.   Knock boots, bump nasties, roll in the hay.   Do it, pork, bang.   Get laid, get it on, get down and dirty.  Hook up, hump, get some horizontal refreshment.   Relations, intercourse, mate.   Bone, boink, smash.    Pell-mell passion, eroticism, libido, and lust.  Girls gone wild, God is really lustful.   K is for kinky.

(2 or 4) choice?  one, the other, both, or neither.   Applies to Real or Imaginary??

A brief life, in an absurd existence, even for God (Jesus: Jess- u), (Jesse, see SJ)

Jes-u-it:   spirit fogging and spirit-blogging

fractured bachelor captured and raptured 

rut-raped

split and fractured

shattered, I'm in tatters -Rolling Stones

split-mind and split-pea soup and banana split and doing the splits

split wood and split the bill and take off and split

I'm of two minds about schizophrenia

split personality isn't split mind isn't split me 

Where's Jesse? (I haven't gone anywhere)

Elvis has left the building.  But who stepped into Elvis?

Maybe being "stepped into" doesn't happen.   Like it's all hypnosis.   The brain has different modules, and the psyche, different modes, the personality, different roles.  Right?   If you THINK you're possessed, weird things happen.   If you perceive chatter in your brain as coming externally, you've got a voice, and presto - you're schizo.   If you believe you're a "million different people from one day to the next" maybe you lose your sense of Self, identity, individuality.   They say all in all is all we are.   Then again, is it possible to see through another's eyes?   What is it to "get inside" someone's head?   Like programming?  Or establishing a telepathic link?  Or just becoming the object of obsession?   Mutually?   Maybe we're ALL crazy.

What is the law?  No spill blood.  Who makes the law?  Someone else. -Oingo Boingo.  The law, to me, is Be Good.  In other words, don't be bad.   Some criminals think EVERY crime is good or fun, though.  What a world.   You can be Mother Theresa or you can be Stephen Craig Paddock.  Or muddle through, neutrally, and write a blog or something.  You only live once.

Naturally neutral.   Freakishly fake.  A quarrel with queers.  Contextually sexual.  Searle's girls.  The joys of boys.  The worst thirst.  HIM 'n women.  Whim'n or Laser focused intentional'n (!).  Woe to men, she's a man eater.  Devour your power.   Like a hot dog.  Dogs as penises, and cats as pussies.   Bestiality.   The beast with 2 backs.  xxx.   the number of the beast.  One is the loneliest number that you'll ever know.  Lesbian thespians.   The facts about acting.  The casting couch.  A cast?  ouch.  Cows, couches, paint, and Jesus.  The crux of the excruciating crucifixion.  Fingernails and toenails?  Passionate about manicures and pedicures, and The Cure.   Holy moly.  Omg.  Praise the Laird Hamillton.   Ladies and gentlemen, boys and girls, hades and dental work, toys and pearls.   Love of life, lol.  Thrills and spills, and crooks with books, and the good life with a hood wife?  Money, funny, sun, buns, and guns, hon.   Make peace with your niece.  Your nephew has a curfew.  Your uncle has a carbuncle.  Your aunt can't.  Yes she can.   Spank that skank!  Smack him back!  Get wet and hit it.

Playing with my Name

 Jesse Lawrence Teshara

"space name":  Arahset Ecnerwal Essej  :-)

JLT, jail time, jolt, jilted;  Jesus disciples cross; 10/12/20;  Joy Love Thriving; Justice Law Truth

See SJ, Jessy, Jessi;   J esse (being, essence); 

Jesse, Jess;  4, 8.   D, H.   devil, god.   

Jest, jester

essej message

Uncle Jesse, Larry cable guy, Mr. T

Teshara, as earth, as. heart, as hater, shat ear, has tear, the sara

Larry law lore rinse rents int

Jesse Lawrence, Jesus lord

To share uh

Jesús, Chuy, Isaí

Jesse: messy, stressy, lessee!  Bessy and Hesse.  

Jess: Wes, Ness.  confess, bless, guess, cess, yes.

anagrams and wordless:  Jesse Teshara, Jesse Lawrence Teshara, Jesse Stollnitz

(57, 49) 'Jesse Teshara' anagrams:   aha seers jest.    see jet harass.   jests areas eh?   ha jester seas.   seethe ass jar.  A as jesters eh?    Assets ha jeer.   he a ass jester.   a hearse jests.  erases ha jest.    heats ass jeer.

wordles: trashes, harasses, esterases, erase, reset, haste, ate, ass, see, she, jets, hats, tear, tsar, heat, seethes, sheets, teases, jester, trees, threes.  

(587, 499) 'Jesse Lawrence Teshara' anagrams:  satan researches jewel.   (biggest wordle: etherealnesses), A JC WAR ETHEREALNESSES,   jw raca, 

(59, 43) 'Jesse Stollnitz' wordles: zestiest jolliest silent noiseless stillness, soleness, onset, illnesses, lesions, tonsils, senile, toilets, enlists, zit, teens, lentils, lionesses, loins, seine, soils, notes, nestle, jellies, stetson, tonite

Seven!

Seventh Heaven

7 chakras, the number of holes

7-up, 7 layer dip, 7-11, 7 year itch, rhymes with heaven

Over 700 times in the Bible, resurrection, 7yo (1st grade)

S getting even, serpent, piece of shit

Jesus Christ, Jesse L. Teshara, G

Spiritual perfection, completion, fulfillment

7 joys and 7 sorrows of Mary

7 stages of grief (shock, denial, anger, bargaining, depression, testing, acceptance)

Seven deadly sins

    Pride, avarice, lust, anger, gluttony, envy, sloth

Seven gifts of the holy spirit (re: Thomas Aquinas)

    Wisdom, understanding, counsel, fortitude, knowledge, piety, fear of the lord 

70 x 7, forgiveness (jesus’ commandment)

777 said to be the number of God (GPY?)

REVELATION:  Churches, letters, spirits, lampstands, stars, seals, horns, eyes, angels, trumpets, thunders, thousands of people, heads, crowns, plagues, golden bowls, hills, kings, visions.

G7 (US, France, UK, Japan, Germany, Italy, Canada)

Roman numerals has 7 letters (IVXLCDM)

There are 7 wonders of the world, (new ones: Great Wall of China, Chichen Itza, Petra, Machu Picchu, Christ the Redeemer, Colosseum, Taj Mahal)

7 colors of a rainbow, (roygbiv) (red orange yellow green blue indigo violet) (red on outer edge)

7 continents, (Asia, Africa, North America, South America, Antarctica, Europe, Australia)

7 seas (Pacific, Atlantic, Caribbean, Mediterranean, Gulf of Mexico, Indian, Arctic)

7 Catholic sacraments: baptism, confirmation, eucharist, reconciliation, holy orders, holy matrimony, anointing of  the sick.

7 Snow White dwarves (doc, grumpy, happy, dopey, sleepy, bashful, sneezy)

7 Types (dynamic, sensitive, mental, creative, analytical, dedicated, practical)

7 countries ending in 'stan (Kazakhstan, Uzbekistan, Turkmenistan, Tajikistan, Kyrgyzstan, Pakistan, Afghanistan)

7 Hindu immortals (Ashwathama, Hanuman, Mahabali, Markandeya, Parashurama, Ved Vyasa, Kripacharya)

7 Buddhist factors of Awakening: Mindfulness, Investigation, Energy, Rapture, Tranquility, Concentration, Equanimity.

7 types of nutrients (carbs, proteins, vitamins, fats, water, minerals, fiber) 

7 earth-biomes (tundra, taiga, temperate forest, tropical rainforest, grassland, desert, aquatic)

Go Spirit Fog some Conjacent Bedalments!

1,1 sum 4,4's

SF some, 7,7

Things to Do

 The Menu

Buy hs reunion ticket (Go Cats!), campanile, discover and go, kalx entertainment calendar, fun cheap sf,  Greg, Peg, jobs (try many!), apartments, Berkeley food pantry, Ben and Dec, watch, read, listen, meditate, exercise, sleep, nap, side hustles, tennis, research/write, journal, apple store (watch, vision pro goggles), masd, origami, lift, cook, chess, library movies, ted, onion, Facebook, YouTube, email, poetry, instagram, Pinterest, J!, trivia, read aloud, user interviews, shop, cinema, club, bar, mercy for animals flyers distribute, rituals, talk, clean, album, karen and Patricia, text, tv, news, volunteer, jokes, standup, podcasts, jumprope, pushups, walk SF, meds, yoga, bodybuild, draw, crafts, museums, debate argue and persuade, Nature, game, video game, puzzle, ping pong, publish, get drunk, hot tub/ shower/ swim, kp group, spanish, restaurants, travel, schedule and plan, frisbee, sports, share a meal, visit friends, gifts, zoo, GGP, indian rock, Tilden, GTU, sit and do nothing, think, affection/ intimacy/ massage/ love.

rent.com   apartmentlist.com   craigslist   zillow

Root of David, Ace Young, Blue October

Rodaybo!   My girlfriend calls me these things 

1.Blue October, 

from Houston TX. (there’s also a British band of the same name)

Band of 5.   Named after the morose feeling of the band members in Fall of ’95.

There are 9 other, past, members of the band.

    The 5 are Justin Furstenfeld, Jeremy Furstenfeld, Ryan Delahoussaye, Matt Noveskey, Steve Schiltz.    

   The 9 are Liz Mulally, Bryan Coulter, CB Hudson, Dwayne Casey, Piper Skih, Julian Mandrake, Matthew Ostrander, Will Knaak, Sus Vasquez

They have 13 albums.  Some song/album titles are:

Hate Me, His Name is Crazy, Consent to Treatment, The Feel Again, The Scar, Still Broken, Bleed Out, Fear, Angels in Everything, I hope you’re happy, Fight for Love

   (is she calling me One?  Satan? Is it a political thing?  (blue or red November!),

    or, Justin Furs enfeld?  I remind her of him?  or, maybe, lyrics from something?)

2.Ace Young

Singer, AI contestant, from Boulder Colorado

American idol, 5th season, married to another one (Diana DeGarmo), 3rd. 

Brett “Ace” Young ("bay" area)

    ("ace young snake man"  19, S)

ACE (American Council on Exercise), they have an online exercise library

     ace, hard...where?

All Created Equal

3.Root of David

Revelation 22:16-21

Rod and staff

Pull up the root and set fire to it

And the spirit and the bride say, Come.   And let him that is athirst, come.  And whosoever will, let him take the water of life freely.   Surely I come quickly.  Amen.  Even so, come Lord Jesus. 

     (Jesse tree reference, Jesse T)

So, she's calling me 16 (other) people??

Weird world.

ROD/AY/BO

Poetry Terms

Poetic Devices and Wordplay and Terminology

alliteration, assonance, consonance, rhyme, imagery, metaphor, meter and rhythm, personification, allusion, simile, anagrams, acronyms, paradox, contrast, verse, stanza, diction, tone, spoonerisms, enjambment, (recursive, compound) pun, euphony, synecdoche, symbolism, chiasmus, hyperbole, onomatopoeia, anaphora, irony, blank verse and free verse, couplet, antithesis, allegory, cacophony, ambiguity, apostrophe, ballet, connotation, denotation, cliche, epitaph, euphemism, haiku, limerick, sonnet, metonymy, ode, rondeau, sestina, sibilance, triolet, calligram, refrain, kenning, villanelle, iambic pentameter, ballad, snippet, palindrome, homophone, homonym, ambigram, lipogram, mondegreen, idiom, semordnilap, malapropisms, double entendre, pangram, portmanteau, rebus, in/aptronym, backronym, eponym, isogram, eggcorn, tom swifty, synonyms/antonyms, wellerism, antihimeria, caesura, trochee, iamb, anapest, dactyl, spondee, zeugma...

You can alphabetize this list at Wordcounter.net

You can highlight any word for a definition (at least on my computer).    Hopefully, that will clear up any confusionment :-)

S and M, somber and morose, sex only in the marriage bed, sex and murder, scrubbing and mopping, sadism and masochism, SNM: say no more

linguistic math?  'that is kind of what it is' -v

taiga, taiga, burning bright

Teshara, sharing some wisdom

The navy calls them coxswains (cock sin?)

Irons are hot and steamy, too

Sex sells, sleep number mattresses will make your side FIRMer

Pneumo-cock-l pneu-moan-ya is weirdly sexual, too

People take uncomfortable hard swallows..

Seinfeld says passion is overrated, with the sweat and heaving pectorals.. 

(do what you’re good at, just fail and learn, and quit if necessary, just leave at lunch, where’d that guy go?)

YouTube has commencement addresses by David Foster Wallace (Kenyon), Seinfeld (Duke), Steve Jobs (Stanford), Admiral McRaven (UT), and JK Rowling (Harvard), (for starters)…

Wisdom:  

   Seinfeld gist:  Priorities are work and love.  Have fascination more than passion, seek a cool job vs. not so much money (people get hung up on money;  it’s about becoming, not having), find the torture you’re comfortable with (in work, exercise, relationships), it’s okay to not know who you are or what’s going on or what you like or are interested in….    Surprise and excitement vs. boring and predictable, comes from risk, discovery.   Work is wonderful!  Bust your ass, pay attention, fall in love.   Life is an insane mess.  Keep your sense of humor, Don’t lose it, not just for stress-relief, or the fun of laughing, but for keeping a true perspective on the silliness of life, of all humans, and existence.  No fear of the uncomfortable feeling of awkward humor.  Enjoy the dumbness!!  If you are lost, adrift, and totally abandoned, you might be a genie.  Using brain, muscle, soul to improve the world.

  Jobs gist:  Follow your heart and intuition, no one wants to die (even those who desire heaven), Stay hungry and stay foolish.  Death is a shared, inescapable destination (sid vicious or sid compassion).  Be true to yourself, and don’t necessarily take extraneous classes or other’s opinions or jobs you can do well but don’t really want to do, actually.  

   McRaven gist: Make your bed!  Do a simple, small thing right.  Gives pride, a strong start to your day.   If you have a bad day, you have a made bed, a bed YOU made, to start again with, tomorrow.  Navy Seals training teaches how to endure and deal with, in mind and body, stress, chaos, failure, and hardships, while weak, cold, wet, and miserable.  Going against bullies, and in defense of the downtrodden, it tests and imparts mettle, strength and resilience, the will to succeed, courage, calm, hope, and respect for everyone.  The military is NOT about an opportunity for the homicidal killing of strangers.

   JK gist: Poverty POV (point of view) - stress, depression, humiliation, hardship.  But life is not a checklist of acquisition and achievement.  Writing is often not a path to a mortgage and pension.  But failure is self-defined.  Even the most “failed” (say, imploded marriage, jobless, alone parent) has the benefit of stripping away everything but the inessential.   Can be FREEing to do what you Should/ were Meant to do.  So MEANING, and FRIENDSHIPS, and the strength from adversity, are important life lessons.  Life gets difficult and complicated and out of control.  Bedtime stories are indicated :-).  Life has horror and pain, too.  PhD, pain and horror of death, in the name of gaining and maintaining power. Virtue of saving lives from being brutally tortured or cruelly shattered or disappeared, kidnapped, raped.  Monsters are real.  Please help, and open hearts, minds to empathy and learning, understanding beyond your own experience to the vicarious experience of books, and testimony of organizations like Amnesty International.  Do your homework, and do the hard work.  Life is measured in goodness, not length.  We collude with evil through apathy.  

God's message: Be good. Don't be bad. All entities, be virtuous. All beings, love one another.

God is good, the source of all goodness.  Good Or Demonic?  Godly Or Depraved?

Good, Godly, Great, Glad/glee, Generous/giving, gifts games and goods 

" a mouth like a Grave Of Death". (pronouncing judgement/sentence) 

(swallow, where it goes to die). (pit of hell). (the unspoken advert for mouthwash, lol)

"The two most important days in your life are the day you are born, and the day you find out why."  - Mark Twain

   

"3 people own as much as the bottom half of American society" -Bernie

(Musk, Bezos, Ellison). Elon has 250.5B, Jeff 198, Larry 191

     The next 7 are:  Zuck (174.9B), Arnault (172.3), Buffett (144.3), Gates (137.2), Page (124.6), Ballmer (121.9), and Brin (119.5).    Nobody knows this shit.   Almost everyone believes in equality and egalitarianism.  "All men are created equal" - American Declaration of Independence. ACE.   We all (worldwide) deserve basic needs, healthcare, housing, clean water, internet, free education, libraries, Nature, healthy delicious food...

right, write, rite, rightous, politically right, conservative

So scared, angry, distrustful

    silent and dark

tried and tired, life of the tire

blessings and accursements, bendiciones y maldiciones

a Methodist to the madness

poetic phonetics

barricades, boundaries, and borders

popo, pissed off police officer

clothes line and closing time

rapping about rapture

ended and descended

adjusting to justice

why is rape a part of the word rapture??

music or hypnosis as "being drugged in spirit"

masturbation is not spiritual rape, right?

injected and outjected, abject and dejected from being rejected

treated like an object is the subject, ejected from the projects

  Cyrus injected me with he AIDs virus (said the sinister minister)

Wade made jade, got laid (and AIDS), drank gatorade, 

    and paid Zadie's ladies to raid hades

don't desecrate the sacred and consecrated

secret secretary secretions

mere miracle, considerably insidious

   bad, rotten, monstrous, illegal, criminal, unlawful, unethical, immoral, ruthless, unkind, depraved, mean, nasty, cruel, brutal, savage, heinous, insidious, vicious, wicked, evil, sinful, turpitude, torture, and torment...

resentment, guilt, punishment, regret, remorse, contrition, repentance, forgiveness, understanding

child of God, love-child, OFFspring

the poet traversed the universe in reverse

television in Tel Aviv

Heaven, the heavens, this side of heaven, that side, the other, far side

Paradise California, Hell Norway, Heavenly ski resort

fun and funny in NY

sinner, criminal, and monster? scam!

gore galore, al gore! (allegory?) ('regalo' = gift, en español), algorithm

putting on my capitalism cap

judging fudge and ranking Hank

where's Walter,   Waldo Leopold

accusing and accursing

the serpent's sermon

a description of the deception

wiz-dumb and king dumb cum

JeSSE and serpent/snake ejaculations

esp, and ejaculations of snake penis

a morass of molasses

Simian Simeon

Mimi, mentally ill me, (me! me! : chicks to mama bird)

get up, out, down, in

rodent, rode it

Larry the lynx's larynx

mister or mistress

hit or missus

the sun's attitude? solitude

herein, heroin, heroine!

renewed, re-nude; prelude, pre-lewd

familiarize us with your eyes

signing and singing

whigs and tories, swigs and stories

littered with alliteration

pd, possessions and diversions

cia, yes yes yes, sí aye affirmative

ruthful ('ruth' means compassion) and kind

"didn't need no welfare state - everybody pulled his weight (those were the days)"

   -All in the Family theme song

bp gas, bloodthirsty psychopath, gluttony anger sloth

palages at palaces (pride avarice lust anger gluttony envy sloth)

fags, flags, and fragmentation

missing the mess at Mass

blessed by a blast

refined and rebound

gog and Magog, the goodness of god

Jesse and Jeesy

beloved bud's blood

first call for Urkel, last call for alcohol

nullified, finally

mechanistically masochistic

let me see your legacy

settling into a setting

shagging on sugar, caramel in Carmel

featuring feats of the feet

temporal empathy

psycho psychic psychologists

hair ticks for heretics

Buddha's boda bag

beyond a god, bag

bird is the word 

egrets with regrets

heron on heroin

Baird the bird

float or flight?

greg n peg, 2 birds with one stone

eggs and kegs

screwed crew

Jen's genitalia

about the matter of Matt's mate

well-rounded fat people

loose women in tights

tall tales about midgets

beauty is in the I of the bee-holder

simple complexity, pure filth, beautiful ugliness, free slave, cruel to be kind

Rockefeller and Vanderbilt in an RV

shell and shot, smell and snot

traffic, car traffic, drug traffic, human trafficking

car traffic: driver, passenger(s), car, cargo

affection and affect effects

goldfish aren't fish, nor gummy worms worms

coffee beans aren't beans (fruits)

bean and nuthingniss

konked on the head by the conqueror 

eating terns for all eternity

don't bungle your purchase of the bungalow

don't hire a liar; vermouth will reveal the truth

insane in the membrane, mad in the nads, as crazy as a daisy

nuts about almonds, loco about cocoa

Himalayan and her-a-standin'

triple nipples

cherries for charity

a quarrel with squirrels

why is that? wit!

Didi's daddy

gr, grim reaper;  ah, always happy

cheating in high school; cheating whore-slut

an okay bouquet, but AK's aren't

democracy hypocrisy

risible derision

laudable gods

shush, sick heinous, sin hell

census consensus

calm kamikaze

Okinawa is okay

weary (and weird) Bob Weir

Ron's neurons, Sensei's senses, Ling's feelings

a gem of a germ

terrifically terrifying terror

a volcano, erupting in laughter

lake of fire, candle of water

God gave dogs paws

the Yeti Deity

pressing charges is pc

letting it go is lig (ligature? light? Ligurian?)

Siberian beer, vodka and latkes, bacon from Macon

Genuine draft for Lou (Lou's Jen, you win)

without his lefts, but within his rights

ballet and gymnastics aren't my bag

AHA!!  the American Heart Association!!

CTE should cease to exist

A and E, Adam and Eve, Always and Everywhere, Arts and Entertainment, Accident and Emergency

depressed? in need of "deep rest"

    from the self/role you're "tired" of being

rational ratiocinating rats

ample time in temple

memories of Emory

composite campsite

Isabel from Israel

modest in Modesto

pride and arrogance, pa

high school principal's principality

candle, can dull, can interesting/sharp

au pair eats a pear with a pair of parakeets

UC, you see, is loosy goosy, Lucy

the conservation conversation

Goddess Priestess (of the GOP)

Moses' nose in a rose

she wanted to kiss him.  the vampire let her.

dangerous, mentally-ill, psychotic, unstable, criminal

shins, two tits, and institutions

shin, toe, and the Shinto religion

shit shifts

ire in the choir, sang angry

cherubic angels with Rubik's cubes

surely, Shirley is surly

the cruise ship staff gave the vile violent violinist a pacifier on the Pacific Ocean

Damon the demon, Devan the devil, Helen the hellion, 

   evil Evelyn, depraved Dave, wicked Mick

Angela the angel, Godiva the god, Santa the saint, 

   holy Jolie, blessed Bessie, sacred Jake

Heavenly Hostess and Godly Godiva

Godiva, Godot, Gödel, and Godin

Saint sanity, mom and dad madness

manatee sanity, and gadfly madness;  you animal!

pure fury, tainted saint, curious cure, dick sickness

the apple appelation

Galvanize Or Demoralize?   Gobble Or Devour?

house, hotel - ho use, ho tell

fatality at the facility

earn before you urn

in for?  in human form

quiet doesn't mean dumb, not understanding doesn't mean deaf

deaf and dumb doesn't mean dad

skeet shooting with mosquitoes

Al Pacino plays pachinko

bmw, breathe moan and writhe

athletes playing with their balls

teen queen in a limousine

moral compass?  mmmm, oral cum piss

the gray gay gazed at the grazing paisley cow

an apparent pair of parents

forcing a horse? the source of a Norse divorce, of course

LDS, lying delusional storyteller

WA, witchcraft accursement

pah, possession and accursement!

   pride arrogance hubris, pain abuse humiliation

epic epitaph episode

byproducts, bye products, buy products, bi products

overcoming the grim reaper, cumming and repercussions

RAM, truck, rage against machine, raw and mean, 

    resentment and malice, rape and murder, 

    really always me, righteous about meat, 

    revolutionary action movement, radical acceptance meditation

evil and wicked, sinful and depraved, heinous criminals

alternative definition of God: the most angry being in existence

also, naming a thing by its part (synecdoche):  God is a speck of dust (etc.);   all in all is all we are, god is everywhere, reality is all the god there ever is..;  diamond, piece of shit, tree, your lover, a priest, your dog, a cartoon character, santa, space aliens, vampires

Allah, Brahma, Siva, Vishnu, Quetzalcoatl, Ra, Shangdi and Yahweh

Brain8

Zeus and Jesús

deus ex machina

demi-gods, angels, saints, lesser gods, and senior high holy gods of heaven

Número Uno, on the Throne Seat

HHH, Historical Gods of Heaven

H as 8 as infinity, The Eternal

holy witchcraft and satanic witchcraft?  

Velveeta or Toblerone?  Which Kraft?

witches, wizards, and warlocks (and the World Wide Web)

Satan sittin' on a satin seat

snakies in the garden (serpent's guard, den)

Hell and Sheol, he and she, the old she, my old man, mom

sex, sucks, and sick satanic snake snacks

brutes, brew, brooding, and brujería

insolence and outsolence

Bob Dobbs throbs and sobs

hurt and confused, heinous criminals

hits, hurt, hate, and heat

heaven, hell, happiness, and hurt

Heal in hell (Hal?), wicked Wick, a haven in Heaven, a soul in Sheol, pair of dice in Paradise

beaten up, raped - BURned

shea butter and Sheol and Shea stadium

spiritually illegal, and Sheol, hell, lake of fire, eternal torment

pain, agony, suffering, torment, misery, anguish, despair, madness, affliction, depression

blowtorches and flamethrowers and burned on the stake

burning with curiosity / desire;   stress, anxiety, worry, and burnout

scared straight, frightened right, terrified of terra

the left laughed: in luck, in love, in lust, in luxury

snap, clap, and rap

Heaven, the heavens, space aliens, and deities

aliens, extraterrestrials, angels, galactic warriors, sky falling space marines

PHE's, pit of hell entities, potentially habitable exoplanets

authenticity vs. pretending to be what you aren't

anyone can be anything?  you can be anything you want when you grow up

honestly, I just think we need Jesus

A COUPLE; Two (children), replacement, 

    each child has half of each parent's dna

       (well, not exactly, but you know what I mean?)

breasts, balls, buttocks, brain

the deity diet

mortal humans, gods, vampires, and subhumans

nobodies, somebodies;  bodies, buddies

animal, plant, fungi, protist, monera (types of life, kingdoms)

8.7 Million species (estimated) of life on Earth, today

extraterrestrials and space aliens? God only knows

God knows everything, knows biblically, the nose always knows

Dude, did Dad dread being dead?

elegy or eulogy?  ok or okay?

   enemy or everything?

the is = this

VB, vessel body, vampire blood

on fire!  is lava sexy?

debate debasement

Writing Reasoning, Revisited:

Why write?

    It's fun!  It clarifies your thoughts, organizes them, makes them permanent (or semi-permanent, outlasting you, maybe).   It's rewarding-  people compliment you, you educate and entertain people, you can earn money.  I"m doing something I'm good at, and a helpful service, and an outlet for frustration or anger, and a vehicle for (always good!) Creativity.   It's a philosophical project, something I believe in, a hobby, and a productive use of my time.  I enjoy the process, and I enjoy the finished result.   Also, writing (and reading) teaches you how to think (well, better, differently).

Blank mind, blank verse, shooting blanks, and walking the gang blank

Sleep sweat, night sweats, sweet sweat, purification

Panting dogs and sweatpants and wet pants and wet ants

MMI, me myself and I.  Eye and eye.  

CIA, see eye A (ass?);  I never forget an ass

Buttocks, and butt talk.   Cigarette butts.  Sig a wretched. 

Smoke someone’s ass, up in smoke

Spirit fogging in San Francisco, suck fuck, set on fire, sexual frustration, sodomy fellatio, savage/satanic fury, stupid fool, smelly fart/ stinky flatulence, sensual flesh, snap fingers, serpent fang, snake food, super fun, sexy females, sacred family, semester final, scared/frightened,  split/fractured.

U and I are Unified and Integrated

Assiduous assessment of assassins and assimilation and assumptions about

Astute or asinine asseverations and assertions…

Anally?  I have anal with ally Anne, annually, Lee

(oral, vaginal, anal) OVA is over, I’m asexual, no sex for me

Sex in Essex and intercourse in Pennsylvania

Pussy in Los Gatos, Dick in Richmond

Taking action for satisfaction

A need for deeds, for seed, for mead, for weed

A lust for her bust

A need for leads, a lust for justice

The worst thirst for bursting nurses

A hunger for Felix Unger?

Dr. Seuss discussed moose and goose over juice

   The noose is loose, Lucifer.  I got a deuce, Zeus!

   What's the use of a puce rooster, Roosevelt?

   Reduce the seducing, Lucy

messy Jesse, you anal pos

Axl Rose and Lana Del Ray

anal Lana, and oral sex (anagram) Axl

Vaginal Gina, the original

on the prowl for a GAL pal (Gina, Axl, Lana)

Sexy Lexi and ugly Doug, fine wine, dining and hideous Sid

Nasty-ass Natasha and Pure urine (ain't tainted)

sopping wet with dripping sweat

blood, sweat, tears, piss, cum, and secretions (metro pcs!)

the wrath of the war path

the calm of the common Kamala communication

paranoia at the museum: a pair of Goyas

dads

deaf and dumb, death and destruction, dungeons and dragons, dumb and dumber

depraved and damned, disintegration and decay

father god, time, chops you up (just like cremation sets you (your body) on fire...

(also, like autopsy or the expansion of the sun, in ff).   far future.

ww, double you

witch whores, white women, world war

world wide web, wicked witch of the west, witches wizards warlocks, what we want

:-(

wicked evil sinful turpitude

amoral, immoral, rotten, unethical, bad

pieces of shit who beat the shit out of and anally rape children

those who violently abuse murder punish insult rape and eat people

beat, bludgeon, bleed, burn, bash, bruise, blacken, bite, blister, and bomb

evil and wicked, sinful and depraved, bloodthirsty psychopaths: dangerous unstable mentally-ill psychotic sick heinous criminals and monsters who practice satanic witchcraft and unjustly and unfairly, abuse and neglect, torture and torment, kill and murder, cook and eat, perp-victims of a mean and nasty, sick and twisted, cruel brutal savage, ruthless, and unkind world.

hell, he will.  she?  sinful heinous evil.   scram!  sinner criminal rapist and monster!!

:-)

loving kind compassionate merciful forgiving friendly joyful grateful fun funny helpful good virtuous hard-working sane saints and servants and volunteers and heroes who care and respect and have dignity and integrity and listen and appreciate, with clear heads and clean good hearts, to the troubles, confessions, griefs, concerns, gripes, needs, wants, dreams, desires, aspirations, hopes, and passions and excitements of those around them.   Builders of community and lovers of wisdom and teachers of children and workers of all kinds, toiling to make a better society, a better world, for themselves and their children and everyone else.

is it really so binary?

users, abusers, boozers, losers, choosers, refusers, snoozers, oozers

what constitutes a cute protestant prostitute?

Ccc. Cthulhu's cruel criminality, catechism of the Catholic Church, 

  Ca community colleges, Ca conservation corps, certified crisis chaplain

being weird with bad:

ew, evil wicked

sit, sin iniquity and transgression

   holy throne seat, toilet, throne up, toy let

pah!  pain abuse humiliation

icu, illegal criminal unlawful (I see you, intensive care unit!)

hiv, heinous insidious vicious

west, wicked evil sinful turpitude

U and I, unethical immoral, unlawful illegal, unkind insidious

cum, cruel unkind mean

bum, brutal unkind monster

shit, savage heinous immoral torture

    sacred holy intelligent truth

    (good, bad, neutral).  stinky hard icky turd.    

crime, cruel ruthless immoral monstrous evil

business, bad unethical stupid immoral nasty evil sinful savagery

sad, savage and depraved, sick and diseased, stupid and dumb

rude, ruthless unkind depraved evil

tttttt, transgression turpitude terrorism trafficking torment and torture

eminem, mmmm, maim maul, murder massacre (money madness)

cvs, Kmart, mci, cbs, ram, bp

   crime vice sin, Cthulhu Voldemort Sauron

   kill murder assassinate rape torture

   mad crazy insane (mad:  monstrous and depraved)

   cruel brutal savage

   rape and murder

   bloodthirsty psychopath

MLB

Major league baseball

Mephistopheles Lucifer beelzebub

My lifeblood, left breast

monsters, demons, devils, hellions, and Satan

angels, saints, heavenly host, high holy God, demigods, deities

Heaven, heavens, the universe, deep space, cold and black and lonely and boring

Hot in a star, hot in the center of the earth, hot lava, fire, sex

Binary

Evil and Virtue, good and bad, right and wrong, true and false, love and hate, service and crime, honor and depravity, heroism and wickedness, honesty and deceit, wisdom and foolishness, charity and sin, kindness and cruelty, joy and misery, pleasure and pain, wealth and poverty, happy and sad, elation and depression, well and ill, beauty and ugliness, mean and nice, rude and polite, valuable and worthless, sexy and unsexy.

Tri, Tri, Tri

Me, myself, and I

You, yourself, and thou

Trinities, triunes, and triplicates

I and I, and Mom and Dad, and He and She

Father, Son, Holy Spirit.  Brahma, Siva, Vishnu

Ego, Id, Superego.  Past, Present, Future.

Good, Bad, Neutral.  Forever, Always, Eternity.

Heaven, Hell, Earth.   Eros, Agape, Philia.

Read, Watch, Listen.    Think, Say, Do.

Sleep, nap, meditate. 

Necessities, Luxuries 

Important, Trivial.

cia, cheating infidelity adultery

clean, no sin. Cleanliness is next to Godliness.

gates borders and walls. Bill Gates, Lizzy Borden, and Tim Walz

male penises? female vaginas? repetitive much? is there any other kind?

gold's gym, al franken-sense, and myrrh-maids

conjacent bedalment, beyond comprehension of anything

   anointed bride of christ, abc, abecedarian

judge mint,  chai child, tot - testimony of truth, ore Ida, ida worship

Rosanna, Josanna, and Hosanna

gentle gentiles

blasphemy blast

kumquat, the tree of life (cum squat?)

Jack's ejaculation on a jacket

testifying testimony in a testament

G's us, c's u, o's me, u's him, t's her

constant consultant

rot and rats

sin upon sin:   cinnamon and raisins

    synagogue and synods

sanhedrin sin in the Mendocino wilderness

demon, ci no

Kylie and Kelli, Jesse and Jessica, Julie and Julian

Kyle and Jessica and Jesse and Kelli

Greg listens to Grieg on grog

Squirt the cockatiel, blast from the past

ad hoc, Tony Hawk, out of hock

peregrine falcon, a pair of grins

pie for the pious

fortitude and two tits

turns, terns, terms, and termites

love, luvs, leaves, loaves, live, Louvre, Lev, elves

Lev loves Laverne and the Louvre 

ominously anonymous

war hawk warthog

peacenik and a piece of Nick

candidate's cabinet

the eloquent in her element

the inarticulate tick

the learning sign-language assignment

silent sigh

loud and rowdy crowd

gay whores against trade wars

trans on trains

penis, dick, and a gay appendix

internal reproductive probe!?

carson's car seat

illegal, Illinois eagle (on flag)

vexed by vexillology

an application to work at Apple

a gawker at the dog walker

you rock, and walk the talk, you jock dock-worker

lock before they knock

don't mock cock-blockers, Spock

day of giving, dog

I'd like to ride the schooner sooner

eating caramel on a carousel

sit, shit, and think about it

a pleasant presence

inquiry about an injury

everybody hates Shit, Evil, and Death

I'm sad, she said, because Syd is sod

GOD and the Genealogy Of David

complex and complete

acuity and activity

censored and centered

consecrated and prosecuted

alive and a lie, says true Trudy

if it's hysterical, it's historical

if it's mentionable, it's manageable

proactive and productive

sighin' in Zion;  lion of Buddha

Judah-ism, doo da, doo da

MMA and MMI (mixed martial arts and me myself and I)

    in the red corner, the id, and the blue corner, the superego

    keep it clean, folks!

War and Peace, Peace and Freedom, Freedom and Liberty

Truth, Justice, and the American Way

the liberty to lie, and the freedom to fail

the landlord dealt with 12 ants and two tenants

cocks, cockatiels, and cockroaches

thinking with your dick, genius penis

whore's horoscope, prostitute's prostate, don't slight the slut

Richard's predicament is indicative of ridiculous dictators

sex with your Mexican ex

loyalty to royalty, faithful to ringwraiths, true to you

commitment to more than your equipment

wedded to bed head, meds, Ned, Ted, Zed

but also monogamous with your dog, Amos

j/k. :-)   Jesse Kelli, Jack Kilmartin, Joanne Kathleen, JFK

love from above, like a dove, that fits like a glove

love the gov, but don't like the reich

Ellis is zealously jealous of vangelis

kisses and hugs, not disses and ughs

the magician disrespected the misdirection

the joy of boys, taking girls for whirls, giving pearls, doing bicep curls

women from Yemen with him n' feminine Gemini lemons, lol

affection, not infection

intimacy, not contumacy

frightening fighting

Jesus, genius, penis;  Jes Gen pen

Jes - Us (7-4), G-D

abused and amused

army, ARM-E, abused, raped, murdered, eaten

Mickey Mouse, MC-E, murdered, cooked, eaten (MO)

McDonald's, MC-D, murdered, cooked, devoured

fight or flight, my foot, your fate, fit or fat, fought the ought

against the wind, and standing up for what's right

sitting down for what's left

demons with demons (like dementia)