Considerations

 Bullshit vs. Pathological Inveterate Lying

Intentional lying vs. perceived delusion

Convictions and trying ideas out

In compassionate service or adversarial malevolent malice

Why Lie?  My Lai, and bi guys, and hi and die

Lies and Distrust, spinning your wheels, sincerity

Not knowing but thinking you do OR pretending to

   (interlocutor not knowing which)  

Sometimes taking the contrary position, devil’s advocate

    (probably prefers the term ‘contrarian’)

Sympathetic to all perspectives and viewpoints, empathic

Some believe in Open relationships and the non-exclusionary rule (ha)

While others believe in Ongoing Commitment, Loyalty, Dedication in perpetuity!

Love vs. Antipathy

Prose and Convicts

Anybody can believe anything they want - I prefer Truth

You don’t have to harass for being different

Heaven and Hell metaphor-

    “highly possible to go into a different world (shall we say)”

Best interests of the other, mutually, at heart and in mind?

“going in the same direction”

Legal complexities and disadvantages of official, legally-recognized marriage

(vs. common law, unrecognized in California, and domestic partnerships, and…)

  DPs are a legally recognized relationship without the legal status of marriage (and only some of marriage’s benefits and protections), and also without the formalities and obligations.

God is love

Love all, serve all

Allah, all law

Love one, love all

All for one, and one for all - God’s totalitarianism

Weigh the advantages and disadvantages, costs and benefits, pros and cons, 

    plusses and minus, good and bad.

Anointed bride of christ (ABC) vs. domestic partner of an eccentric philosopher

I love Kelli

People are pluralities, different roles, selves even, and sometimes even possessed.

Sometimes people identify as not even having a self, but in fact Protean, with a preference for Freedom, Possibility, Agency, and Choice.   Who do you want to be today?  You can be anything you want to be when you grow up.   Actors can be Everybody, if you feel me / grok.  Compassion does seem to require or maybe involve stepping into shoes, reading, and things like travel, research, experience, and role-play.   Your own mind should control your own body.

Do I love EVERY Kelli?  Some more than others, but yes.  So far.   :-)

What is love?  Liking a LOT.    Some, (not me) might even say excessively.   True love is mutual, mutually Wanting the other to be happy, with devotion, delight, and sympathy.    Shared feelings, opinions, attitudes, goals.    Harmony.   And of course, pleasure.   Simply just enjoying each other’s company.   Lovers should always be friends, too, in my view.  Sex is not always making love, but it’s better with the bliss of beauty and maybe even the bible.   Bondage?  Babies?  Big butts?  Anyway. 

(Some other mind told me, I think therefore I am).   What is Truth?  Does Reality exist?   Of course, it's the only thing that does!  By definition.   I am, therefore I think.   Truth is the body of statements (utterances? assertions?) that describe reality factually.   If there is no Reality, there is nothing to be described, and therefore no Truth.    But it Nothing is, then nothingness exists, right?   The Void can be Reality, though I don't think there's much Truth to be said about it.   Is Reality code?  I don't think so, but I don't know.   Maybe it isn't, but it can be.  

Consider the considerate.  Condescending, haughty, vain, proud, and arrogant Stuck-up snooty-booties, looking down on inferior peons, hobbits, and indigent waifs.    Peasants and peons and muggles and mediocre.   Brilliant geniuses judge the lesser minds, and billionaires buy up beggars.

Kind sincere righteous and good, No fear, Regrets permitted, Learning curves universal.

It's all good?  (in the fullness of time)... but we're all dead, in the fullness of time. 

wordplay (and genuine philosophy)-  I'm in a mood because meds have put me in mad mode.   Modern mead made me mad.   Violations Infractions and Malefactions!!   Off-brand opera.  As white as albino caucasian papal snow!  Timber timbre.  Are collagen commercials telling me to call Jen?   Gin you wine.

Philosopher

 That's What I AM

A lover of knowledge, wisdom, understanding, truth, life.   I like to think, write.   I like big picture questions.   I like detail.   I'm told I'm radical, and have a coherent outlook, and have a unique talent for conceptual analysis.   

"You are as schizophrenic as anyone"

Is this my voice telling me I don't really have a voice, lol   (ha ha, maybe not so funny)

I guess I should get a degree in Philosophy.    I don't like quibbling over semantics (especially if the topic seems trivial to me), but...   what ISN'T worth thinking about, anyway?

YOLO and life is short; enjoy life - eat out more often; Eat Drink and Be Mary

You Only Live Once (carpe diem)

Read all the Best Stuff, be a speed reader, devour ingest inhale the well-written and interesting and fun!!

"you seem like you could. be a genius on autopilot"

a philosophical zombie is interesting - Wikipedia it.    There's an opposite.   Like someone who suffers intensely (has consciousness, obviously) but is in a normal-appearing (i.e. unpained affect) body (or even a rock??).    Rocks don't have neurons, though.   And another thought:  a fake hell, like say the movie Kill Bill, or a dream world, a virtual dungeon (however real appearing), for the folks whose heaven is ruling over Hell and administering punishment to hellions, in their own private sadistic heaven of personal gratification in torture and I guess what you would call therapeutic revenge.  (Obviously, there is effective therapy that doesn't involve murderous depravity).   SO, a "heaven" for someone with rage and resentment and a need for payback should be, in my view,  a false, fake, facsimile hell of merely apparent suffering, until the urge and need for this unfortunate War Angel's need for justice is satisfied.   I believe in separate Heavens, for this reason.   As many as necessary to compartmentalize the different causes of suffering.   In other words, if seeing people suffer causes you anguish (as it does me), you shouldn't see this lifelike "hell."

I realize people may be scared of me, or of someone who claims to be or believes themself to be God, because the Bible stereotypically depicts God's Wrath as rightfully and righteously inflicting cruel pain damage suffering and hurt on the evil and wicked.   The shit-show, in a nutshell.   But to me, God is love, love is kind, and there may be "cruel to be kind" but this is not a license to be savage or murderous.   Understood?  (Grok, lol).    God is a friend, and God is funny, and God alleviates suffering, not perpetrates it.  God may be a man of war, and war is the art of deception, but I'm telling the truth, and I fight for Peace.   Brutality has no place in a pantheon.   Shiva is the God of destruction, and Sting may be the King of Pain, but Hedone is the Greek God of Pleasure.   When I get to Heaven, I'm kicking some Gods out!   Or maybe I should say, MY heaven doesn't include some mentalities, deities, influences, powers,  principalities.   They can go to someone else's Heaven.    

Evil, Wickedness, and Sin

 Turpitude, Corruption, Villainy, Vice, and Crime

I like to think about and understand evil.   Like an FBI forensic psychologist.  Plus, crime is interesting, although I don't want to be a cop, or immersed in that world 24-7.   

Philosophically, what is Evil?   Intentionally inflicting pain (unwanted, of course; I'm not talking about pleasing a masochist).  Torture, in other words.   Causing harm, as well (don't take that literally.  Sadism and Arson and Bullying / Torment and the like are not what a healthy, "well" person does, in my view). 

I want to Understand evil, not BE it.   It can be tempting, granted.   Illegal actions may not be evil (always).    But freedom is the far greater good.   I've never been in prison, but my understanding is it is rife with terror, gangs, hatred and rivalries, fighting, and boredom.  If not rape, and the possibility of getting AIDS, which could be a type of death sentence, actually (just because you're gay?  or the random misfortune of being incarcerated with an infected rapist? or because the cops look the other way?).  Justice can be unjust, and going to jail for a holdup, say, could result in lethal infection from a painful anal rape (!!).  They say life isn't fair, and it's a mad mad world, if you catch my drift.

Still, you have freedom, and you can choose your morality, and live with the consequences.  

You can fight or acquiesce to consensus reality / morality.

Enlightenment understands the dark.    You understand Darth Buddha?

Circumstances and fate (and the Devil?) can make anyone do anything, almost.   The Pope could go on a killing spree.   I mean it.   Conditioning and reward/punishment and things like drugs or movies or mind control turn sinners to saints and vice versa.  You start with philosophy.   The principles of Just War Theory applied to daily life.   Or the moral necessity of Rebellion.   You get the picture.    The road to hell is paved with good intentions.   The genesis of evil is often goodness, virtue, Love.  

Good people can be "neutralized" based on mistrust, misunderstanding, or just plain evil.   People kill for greed, the devil possesses just to show he can, and one person's good is another's evil, the basis of culture war, legal battles, and really good chess games.  

I think suffering is evil.   Causing suffering for those who made others suffer is also evil.   Making someone you hate suffer for ALL ETERNITY is the supreme evil.   If God created this, then God merits the same fate Himself.   Wait, am I condemning God to hell, and thus meriting hell myself?  Madness.   You see what I'm saying.   My point is this:  Get everyone out of hell, put no one in, and Be Happy having made the world a better place, with less suffering, and more joy.    Everyone may not deserve heaven, but no one deserves hell.   We're all getting Oblivion, anyway, if you ask me.   Ideally, Everyone gets to go to Heaven!  God is good?   Everybody gets their own perfect bespoke Heaven!

Numbers

 and Religion, of course

the Bible:  The Book of Numbers, Chapter and Verse, numbers in the Bible like 7 or 666 or One or Trinity or Twelve or what-have-you, and Crypto-christianity like 25 and jesus/jew and basically, any word at all converted into numbers.  Does the Bible sum to 42?  lol.    I'm serious.    I've read the Bible is a "mathematical construct."    Like how David Foster Wallace made a book of his a "sierpinski gadget".   Like, whatever, I guess.

Counting things:  That's What Numbers Are For!!!!  A true mathematician uses numbers to quantify Reality and not just play with numbers in exercises of mental-masturbation.   Masturbation can be fun, but the numbers want to count stuff, lol (concepts, things, events, temporal increments, distance, reps/sets, people, what-have-you).

Numb-brr.    Numbers of doors and windows and heaters and logs of wood and days in a blizzard and time until help arrives and time until you freeze to death...   Or, cold and calculating and numb to the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, trials and tribulations, and needs and wants of everyone and their mother.

Math:  Class, things like architecture and accounting, computer science, library science, and using indexing as a tool for memory and comprehension, in writing and in your head.   

Quantification, to get a handle on Reality, and solve Problems.  Welcome to the machine.

For example, how many synonyms for a given word?   How many words in a language?  Letters in an alphabet?  Syllables, letters in any given word?   Wordles and anagrams?  Entries in an encyclopedia?  Books per author?   Pages per book?  Chapters?  Libraries per city?  Sentences per paragraph?  Paragraphs per chapter?  How many languages are there?  How many countries?  How many religions?  People?  Animals?  Species?  Number of current wars?  Average heights and shoe-sizes and incomes?  Deaths per day?  Births?  Chickens killed per year?  Yada yada.

Keeping diaries and journals and recording entries and counting days and activities and events and tasks.   Structuring Reality, and organizing thoughts into conceptual groupings, aka lists and paragraphs and essays and books (subdivided into chapters or topics).  Is Reality just a giant List?? (list of lists).    Of, say, people, places, things, events, ideas, and jokes?  Addresses, phone numbers, and birthdays?  

Sex!  How many partners?  How many times?  For how long?  How many inches?  Pumps, lol

Kent can't count the number of cunts who quote him Kant.   You can't count on Count Dracula to be quaint.   Counting the number of counters at the store (who's counting?).   Moves and counter-moves, like blows and counter-blows.  

My conclusion?  Numbers are a way to spend your time, structure your mind, and quantify a complex world, for better understanding and Memory.   Science needs numbers, math, quantification, processing.   Your world gains focus, clarity, is less fuzzy, nebulous.  Specificity and details and knowing things like your budget, or number of clients/customers, etc. etc.   

Let there be itemization to fill the brain, and songs to fill the air!  

Basic Ideation

 like Think, Say, Do

Give, Receive

Speak, write.   Imagine, dream.  Work, play.

Mental, Emotional, Physical, Spiritual (i.e. well-being, connection)

Fun-  Pleasure, laughter, hobby, exercise

Eat, drink, be merry 

Writing, research, thinking, organizing information, philosophy, teaching

Endorphins, sweating, look good feel good

mental illness, psychopathy, delusions, hallucinations, voices

unhappy and unable to do the things you want to do

relationship, alone, family, friends, at work

pain and torment, discontent, depression, sadness

good and evil, heaven and hell, god and devil, love and hate, agony and bliss

Things I like: Happiness, comedy, laughter, a good think, compliments, money, Nature, beauty, truth, good food and drink, sex and intimacy, good books music movies, meditation, and sweaty exercise, progress.

MIND:  Imagined, imaginary, fantasized, truth, fiction, belief, thoughts, ideas, concepts, visions, dreams, daydreams, stream of consciousness, quietude and tranquility, tumult and chaos, organized and disorganized, awake and asleep, internal and external, distressing and disturbing and stress anxiety worry,  relaxing and comforting and peaceful and pleasant, traumatizing or healing, helpful or harmful, facilitate or hinder, pleasurable or painful or neutral, actual real and true or imagination and false, natural or programmed, organic or from a computer,  experiential or speculative/ theoretical/ hypothetical,  visionary or uninspired, free or robotic / enslaved / bound / confined,  angry or reconciled to fate,  accepting or in revolt / revolution, blue pill or red pill,  spellbound or enlightened.

It's all good vs. The world is a vampire (life is beautiful, life sucks).  Positive, negative.   Optimist, pessimist.   Sunny or cynical.    Realist vs. Idealist.   "real", Real, and the really real.

Need, want, desire, fantasy, compulsion, conditioning, and conviction.   Like the need for an afterlife.   Or believing death isn't real.  Or that ancestors hear your thoughts.  Or that you're much bigger than you are (like, say, a Delusion Of Grandeur that you're G.O.D.).   Or my party, right or wrong.

Weird idea:  Another "you" is in Heaven, already, where your other half is administering to your raptured children, in a second life.    ("talking to yourself").   When imagined fantasy is beyond wish-fulfillment and is needed and therefore becomes really real.   Delusion becomes belief becomes conviction.   Like the good you is living in heaven already, true fact, and your evil alter ego is fated for fire, and your quotidian life on this earth-realm is in service to All, to the best of your ability.  :-)      Weird, fun, interesting.

Allah is all.   All is Reality.  A spell, a quote, a concept, that pertains to this is "Reality is All the God there ever is".  -Adi Da.    Everything is good?   If you believe this, you're probably happy.   Not a bad thing.  Maybe evil comes from a good place.   Or, justice happens.   Or God makes good.   So don't worry, be happy.   All right?

wurdpleigh: carnage asada, prior to prurient prayer, Sergio protector, insidious idiots like Lydia on the meridian, the deity is in the details, how many actuaries die every year?    Julian the Jew from Jupiter.  I'm pretty sure you appreciate the pressure.   Mad Max and Crazy glue and Insane Brain Membrane Pain and Pollo loco and Nutter Butters and a Goofy Sufi.   MCI.    God is BIG (Brilliant Intelligent Genius).   I made 6 figurines last year (lol).   Manipulation through flattery, ingratiation, compliments, positive association, and what I call "oogies" of pleasure.    Are freedom and privacy both illusions?   ROSS department store, Ross from Friends, Betsy and Bob Ross, and Rossignol.    OSS was  the WW2 forerunner of the CIA (Office of Strategic Services).

Rise to the Occasion

EVERYONE is an opportunity to, so don't dismiss people

The flawed, deluded, confused, irrational, ill, dumb, and mad

The "good" and the "bad"

"Bad": old, mean, greedy, ambitious, smelly, addicted, gluttonous, amoral, incurious, jaded, unhappy, tormented, unclean, proud, vain, righteous, absurd, driven, tired, amped, poor, dead, zombie, drained, beaten, hopeless, unmotivated, indifferent, sad, depressed, annoying, loud, uneducated, envious, sinful, immoral, depraved, corrupt, wicked, evil, guilty, bullying, of questionable character, predatory, abusive, criminal, holier-than-thou, disrespectful, ugly, cruel, needy, angry, lazy, normal, weird.

"Good": Idealistic, hopeful, virtuous, saintly, clean, righteous, moral, ethical, honest, true, sincere, holy, blessed, sanctified, sacred, pure, in love, loving, loved, committed, faithful, dedicated, happy, kind, merciful, beneficent, strong, powerful, wise, beautiful, rich, helpful, of service, important, compassionate, forgiving, funny, fun, pleasant, comfortable, satisfied.

My lesson is this:  ALL situations are opportunities to rise to the occasion. 

People of all stripes, of every color and creed, of every walk of life, of all backgrounds, races, religions, genders, sexualities, ethnicity, status.  We're all in this together, in one world, on one planet, and everything is connected, from the big to the little, from the important and rich and powerful and connected with status to the poor, homeless, lowly, lonely, ill, downtrodden and looked down upon and downcast.  We're all the same, equal, human, have the same needs/wants, and are just animals.   It's all Puffery.   We're glorified apes, with the same body plans as worms!  (Tubes from mouth to anus).

This is my outlook, anyway.

Bags!!

 

Palestine

 Pacifism and Peace in Palestine, People!

Why is Palestine fighting?   The Palestinian conflict started in 1948.   There have been 15 wars since then, between Israel and Palestinians.   They're different religions, basically.   And the Palestinians were made into refugees.  Israel has all the power, money, and military.   It's the strong vs. the weak.  It's a fight between brothers, though.   Ishmael and Jacob, or something.   Since Oct. 7 (2023):  48,400+ Palestinians have been killed.   1700+ Israelis.   The October 7 attack killed like 1200 Israelis, with like 250 abductions.  Israel has lost 400+ troops in the fighting.   At least 110,000 people have been injured in the war.   1 in 20 Palestinians.  Israel is basically like, fuck with us, we're going to retaliate 7 fold, and plus some.   We'll kill you, your people, and your grandmother, too.   So leave us alone.  But Palestine is like, fuck this shit, stop bombing us, tear down the wall, and let's share the land and live in peace.

Sodom and Gomorroh are cities in the Bible that were destroyed by God for their evil, wickedness, and sin.    They're also in the Quran.   Gaza and the West Bank is not S&G.   Personally, I think individuals are depraved, not entire cities.   And not that many of us, either.

sodomy, by the way, is anal sex.   It can also mean oral sex,  but people don't use it that way.

Gomorrah reminds me of Sonora, and gonorrhea.

Please stop fighting.   Please.   Be kind.   Share.   We're family.

Obviously, it's complicated, and there's nuance, and it's not that simple (is peace really fiendishly complex, though?).   This is what I feel, and the world needs goodwill and prayer (and skilled diplomacy).  Amen.   The IDF response has been couched in terms of security, not retaliation, and they certainly don't want the world to think they're targeting grandmothers, but fuck are they pissed.   God help the Middle East.   Leave the Jews alone.   Let Gaza be.  Can't we all just get along?  Just return the freaking hostages, already.  Then build back better.    Easy for me to say.

Numbers and words:   3332.   92.   IT.

(what we do)a.   read watch listen, eat exercise sleep,  write talk create,  work play.

(deity categories)b. Father Son HolySpirit, creator preserver destroyer,  good bad neutral,   love hate.

Pacifist WHARFISM.     God seeks peace, but gets mad.   Really, really, REALLY mad.    Anger, Hatred, Rage, Wrath, Fury, Ire, Spite, Malice.    That's 8 shades of MEANing.   SINonyms.   Not just absurd words if the antipathy defeats sympathy, and the fighting gets biting, and the malice reaches the palace, and God's breath turns into death, and the lying turns into dying.    Anger has fangs.  Rage can last for ages.  Wrath has an aftermath, and bloodbath.  Pure fury causes insane pain.  Ire gets dire, with fire and fury.   Spite can feel quite right.   Peace is action, not attitude, so your mom says to stay calm.

cash, money, cheddar, cabbage, dolla dolla billz, dead prez, ice in my teeth keep the crystale cold, word.

words like serility and gadaxity

Crime

 the rhyme-crime is called happy-slapping (and when the vandal stole the handle)

the weird crimes are: moping, bop, mhm, tv, barratry, blockbusting

Moping is not a crime, but mopery is the informal name for minor offenses.   Bopping can be assault, but BOP is a breach of the peace.   Mhm, yes uh huh, right. - murder, homicide, manslaughter.   TV?  traffic violations.  (how is manslaughter man's laughter?  it's not.  Just like extraordinary isn't extra ordinary).   Blockbuster video was not a criminal organization, as far as I know, bombing neighborhoods or doing racist real estate crimes.  But be kind, rewind!

 Our son committed arson.  Black males commit blackmail.  Simon commits simony.  Jennifer O, genocide.  Fraudulent Frodo.  Identity-theft is IT.   Bigamy is big of me.  How is kidnapping a crime?  Let the kid sleep.  How is recklessness a crime?  You wreck, THAT seems more likely to be criminal, no?  Cats do Mew-tiny and prr-jury.  Body snatchers?  Well, her snatch doesn't think you're a criminal :-).   Battery? Power-up, power-down...  (the term comes from Ben Franklin's linked Leyden jars which reminded him of a "battery" of cannons, working in unison).   Attempted murder and battery both have ATT in them.  Trespassing?  Passing my tresses, going into my brain, like every sight or word...  Even bodybuilders can't shoplift!  The Perfect Crime is so PC.  Prank calls can be really funny.   If they're a crime, they still might be totally worth it, IMO.  I enjoyed Crank Yankers.   Squatting is a funny name for a crime.   Fencing, too.  Uttering is passing forged or counterfeit documents, so you are free to utter utterances.   But you're not supposed to Teach treachery or instruct how to strike or educate about knife edges...  Serial killers devour cereal.   And what's with all the 'er's' in murderer?  er, I dunno.   Welfare is well and fair.    The OPD (Oakland Police Department) commits Outrages against Public Decency?  Hazy about hazing, in any weather.  Capital offense in the capitol.   MONEY (capital letter capitalism).   There's a crime called Ghosting, where you steal the identity of a deceased person.   They might Fail to appear, lol.   Witness wit.

-JT (no, not Jury Tampering) I will never embrace Embracery.

G-D isn't a Grave Desecrator, either.  (or does God do everything).    The law of Allah is la la la.    Nam myoho range Kyo.  gods law.  be good.  Love.

Do you know the difference between unlawful, illegal, criminal, and illicit?  Guilty, villainous, and culpable..   Libel isn't liability.   Fetal abduction has nothing to do with suborning.  Misprision isn't missing prison.  Demons are possessed, or possess, or both, but that's different from Possession of stolen goods or of illegal drugs...  Trespass, assisting an offender, unlawful assembly, and assault are crimes of an assassin.  

You say I'm mendacious about tonight's dinner ingredients?  Seditious libel!  Dish lie!

rhyme crime: subliminally criminal, or explicitly illicit?  The rhyme paradigm.  Time is money, Tim.  Time is dimes!  Hi you slimy guy, the bells are chiming for stomach chyme, and the mime says it time for lime enzymes!   L'chaim!  I'm I AM, and I ain't quaint.   I ain't painted faintly by tainted saints, either.    I am I am Superman, and I can do anything! - REM.   I ain't I AM NOT.    Well, not yet.    Lies and wise guys.  

TV showing both Tenderness & Violence.   San Diego Padres and Los Angeles Angels are both people, saints and sinners, if that.   Yet another thought on heaven and hell:  Heaven and Hell are relative, subjective, graduated, and rarely absolute.  What is it a spectrum between?  Contentment and Misery.   One person's pain tolerance and threshold differs from another's.   But the scale varies between Joy and Suffering, Pleasure and Pain, Happiness and Sadness, and Bliss and Agony.   Suffering isn't just physical pain, but can be Depression, Grief, Sadness, Sorrow, Gloom.    There's Torture and Suicide and there's Love-Bliss.   Ah, life!   If you know how bad it can get, maybe you'll be happy with, as the Raconteurs sang, "find yourself a girl, and settle down.  Live a simple life in a quiet town."    Steady as she goes!   Truly happy is not being in hell, truly.    And being true.  Forget about drugs.  Meds can help, tho.   Meditation and medication!  (and maybe the Mediterranean).

Punishment:  puns and jail, prison, incarceration, discontent, karma/justice.   Is life itself part of the justice system?  Is Death somehow just, fair, merited, and a due reward/punishment?  Does it all work out?   Should it, even?  Points!  Maybe just let everybody be, alright??   False accusations come from delusion, spite, and (sometimes) for fun.  ACK you zay shins.    I don't know how to spell?   Witches can spell, wutchu tokkin' bout.   Which kinda witch are you?  I am what I eat:  I'm a sandwich.   Minh men are on the moon, man!  ('Minh' means 'bright')

Quentin takes his lenten gabapentin at Fenton's.   Tarantino needs Beano in his cart at the mart for his farts.   I read part of Sartre on Bart until my heart started making art.   I need a chill pill after watching Kill Bill.   Phil will fill the till with millions of bills.    But Phil is illiterate, illegible, illegitimate, and ill.   The fag frog ate a fig in the fog.    The gay frog flew his freak flag on a tadpole.  

Ata Allah

 God's Gifts (Arabic term for camels, used by Bedouins)

I was told as a boy that my name (Jesse) means 'God's gift'.  I'm a camel?? lol   (Am I a Bactrian or Dromedary?  B for 2 humps, D for 1).   I think the way they chew is really funny.   My name (nickname) in Spanish is Chuy.   Terry Pratchett wrote a very funny bit about a genius mathematician camel, named You Bastard.   Ata Allah.   atta boy.  All, Allah, law, la di da, la la la...  nam myoho renge kyo.    God's law.  Be good.  Love.  (Netanyahu means "God has given')

Van Nuys California and van eyes?   Bacon and bokonon.    Boullion cubes and bullion and bull yawn.  Windows and blustery blisters.  Barracudas in Barbuda.  Donkey dongs.  Ukulele under the eucalyptus.  Ipso facto, calypso.  Coconuts and kookoo-nuts.  When will the BVI have sex?  An incontinent continent.  Dianne Fossey's dinosaur fossils.   Cannabidiol and CBD oil and Cold Black Dark universe.   Allah's Theistic Morality at the ATM machine.  Assayers say, say look at that ass! Butt SAE:  Society of Automotive Engineers and Suffering for All Eternity.   ABCDE, always black cold dark and empty.   Mad Max, Mad Magazine, Madmen (tv show), and it's a Mad mad mad mad world.   Mad Maidu maidens and made men.   Gaudy Saudis - King Fahd was not a God!  (but E.T. is a deity!, and Laird (Hamilton) is a lord, and (hiya!) Jessemiah's Jeremiah in Ukiah is a viable messiah of Gaia.   Teshara, Teixeira, and Sahara and Tassajara.   You should've seen Ace's face when she saw him in lace.  Don't question my Motives, Behavior, or Sanity, MBS (Mohammed Bin Salman).   But the Bright Morning Star recommended some Mortgage Backed Securities!  Fur trees?  Dogwood bark?  Are bananas appealing?   Roe Roe Roe your fish, gently down the stream...   Slavic slaves and Master Meister (Eckhart).  A male escort in court.   Strutting on the street to Dire Straits.  Have some madeira, m'dear.    God doesn't fail, and has never failed (because He doesn't exist?).  Drughs and Cigawretcheds and Sid's ass (acid), CHAMP (Coke, heroine, assid, methadone, pots and pans).   Blame the traffic on the drug dealers, getting high on the highway!  Medication and meditation makes a situation of contemplation, mentation, and melioration.   The optimization of civilization.   M and M's, Eminem, and Mom.   Manute Bol and the Bread Of Life.   Minute Manute and Big Bug Baggins.  Sauron the moron, and Gandalf receives a hand-off.   Good guides to bad beds, and great greetings from terrible tribbles.  Lively and lovely, and pretty at a party.    Gorgeous George, Ugly Betty, and Plain Jane went utterly Sane.   Sex between Bex and Lex, after Tex-Mex.  Cumming while humming?  Horny in the morning, and needy for something seedy.   Love that fits like a glove, and hating your mate for dating Kate, and getting along because he, well, gets long.   Suck n fuck for bucks, Huck.   Friar Tuck? Yuck! You're out of luck.   Fat cats are like that, Matt.    Do cats get in spats with rats, or is that idea bats?  The skinny on Lynn is she likes gin with her sin.   Is God really good, or are deities really itty-bitty twits?  Holy-moly, is this an oily doily, said the happy hippy.   Better to be a joyful goy than sad sod, Sid.   Dirty dirt and clean Dean and filthy milfs and sexy Lexi.  Kissing the missus.   Pissed or in bliss?  Happy or snappy?  Testy or zesty?   Poopy Snoopy's heinous anus.   Shaggy Shelby, shush!  Dogs, hogs, frogs, pollywogs, and balrogs go bark, oink, ribbit, splash and gr.  Cats go meow - I read 100 uses for a dead cat when I was kid.  Couches and cows and Payne in pain, in the Old World.   Cats don't eat KitKats but dogs eat hotdogs and fish definitely eat fish.  Burt's turtle is hurting.   The discomfort of Mumford, but Kent is content with his drums, cum, and rum.  Murderous herders and the life-giving Living.   HIV and shivs, not so much.  Thieves take leaves, like time makes chimes.  Fall in the fall and Rise in the eyes of the wise guys.   Winter interest, Autumnal descent, and Spring bounce, and Summer um, bums, yum, cum...  A Spring fling and a Winter splinter and Seasonal fees, geez.   Tease and wheeze on your TVs.   One o'clock cock, and power hour, and sex every second.   In it to win it every minute.  Dazed by end of days, because I fight every knight!  It's hard work being a jerk.  Dressed to impress and to win at chess, I guess, said Tess.   Yes, she said it, I won't edit.  Your writing is biting, said the umpire vampire.   Well your calls have balls, I replied when he died.   I like your bike, said the tike.   Well I love your gloves, replied Duv.  And they rolled on into the night, pedaling into the light, where they could go fly a kite (with flight in sight, anyway).   Josie and Jay-Z read Juicy Jesse on JC.   Words are weird, and this is an induction into diction.   Rhyme crime time.   Robbing Rob!  Stealing steel!  Taking cake!  Murdering birds!  Killing pills! Evil boll weevils!  Rotten cotton!  Dave the slave! Wicked kicks to the dick!  Monstrous Han.  Cruel fools, and sinful pinpricks, and an attitude of turpitude.  Savage Miscavige eats average cabbage.  Brutal brew and sinful gin, but fine wine.  Liquor is sicker if you drink it quicker.  But go slow if you want to know your foe or know a ho (if you know what I mean, wink wink, say no more).  Guzzling is puzzling.  G-D gets drunk.   The world is a vampire.  The blood is the life.  Life sucks.   Life is beautiful.   Have a medium rare steak with a beautiful woman, you bloody fool.   Fools for food.    Devouring the dour.  Seriously?? said a cowering Bauer (wow).   Flower power.    Drink a soldier like Folger's!  Smite a general with venereal.  Kill the chief with beef.  And kill an army with something barmy.  Defeat a nation with temptation.  Take over the world with a girl.  Find yourself in Seventh Heaven with Kevin, Nevin, Devan, Gavin, or even leavened bread in bed, bud.   Your breath doth smell like death, she saith.   Well, hells bells, yours smells like jelly bellies, Kelli!  Halitosis psychosis!  

What's sin?   Breaking God's law.   What's God's law?  Be Good.   What's good?   Whatever God says it is.     God's whim.   He can do whatever He wants.   He's God, goddammit.  You sentence your damned self to hell, He says.   Nobody's perfect.  Even the Better Than God.   Gawd.  If you're Omnipotent, you can damn well do as you please.    Drunk on power.   Or Powerade.   Something.    Singha is not Tsingtao is not sangha.   Art doesn't need to be representative, and neither do words.    And anything can mean anything.   Unless you want to actually communicate and get something across.  And the word was God.

God's vodka.   Godka.   The ABCs of BAC.    "Power corrupts.   Absolute power corrupts absolutely."  - Lord Acton.  Try delegating a little, or even distributing a little Equality!  Power Corrupts is so PC.   We're all born equally helpless, die equally dead, and live in between (well, who cares).  I do.   I really do.  Can't we all get along?   Let's all be happy, shall we?  End the pain, poverty, and poor health.   Start the heart, and begin the sin, and Love One Another.   Let there be songs to fill the air.   Libraries, museums, theaters, restaurants, bars.  Glorious Nature.  Amen (an appellation for Jesus, actually). 

The fairy was fairly early.  Pipe down and listen up.  Could you describe my reputation again?  I like reputation repetition!  Kim in a kimono.  Trish does the dishes.  Jerry Falwell knows Aikido.  Copernicus copulating with a cop in the co-op.  Bang me in the bank, baby!  Clean up oats on aisle 7!   Gross-ery store.   Kookoo about caca.  Dada's doodoo.  Sununu's nana.  Baba Bibi.  Bobo Bonono.  Ben Bova and his dog Rova.  Elon and Elton.   Reiki on Roku.   Cocoa not coca.  Mama Mia, Oompa Loompa, Coca Cola, Joko Widodo.   Una poca loca.  Un lobo loco.    No no, the popo want it pro bono.

What's Victor's Secret?  Looking sexy to Yourself AND your partner.   Feeling sexy.  Making you feel ugly so you buy their shit.  Good product.   And pharaoh moans :-).   Is kinky the key to the kingdom?  Like, say, paraphiliac attachment to a bra?  Procreation isn't for anti-Creationists?   If you're pro-Destruction, you can still Procreate :-).     Maybe you'll spawn some holy terror that blows up the outside world or something.  A solipsist believes her mind is the only one that exists.  But the opposite, says google, is Omniscience (objectivity, universality, empathy).   Smart is sexy. 

Cigarettes are toxic, smelly, expensive, and harmful.    Don't start.   Don't get me started.

My mom broke her foot and shoulder.  She didn't go to the doctor until the next day.   She used to call me a trooper.  My roommate said "dude, she's special forces."  Sad story, funny story.  

My consciousness is a cloud?  My focus is a fish swimming in Brain Lake!  I'm tolerant of talent, encourage rage, and appreciate the CIA.  MASD stands for martial arts self defense, and misery anguish suffering discontent.  It's the time of year for lime in a beer.  Rouen in ruins?  Drink up, drink down, drinks all around.  Satan aces his SAT test (With Google Omniscient Data).  Get Drunk like G-D (guard dog?  GOD is a guard on duty?).   Drunken pooch, drunk on hooch!  Hot dogs and beer!  (ACTUALLY, alcohol (of any kind) is toxic to dogs, and can lead to organ failure, and so should never be given to your pup, hot, thirsty, or otherwise).   Real and fake:  Edible underwear, a dish that is actually a dish, and chik'n vs. chicken.   Eat your plate, eat my shorts!  Eat Pete's meat and 8 plates of dates, mate.   Eat your oats, a'ite?  and drink your purple drank, uncle.    

It's any of the 24 hours of the day, somewhere on earth- AND it's Winter during the Summer,  BUT it's not ANY season at ANY time (e.g. Spring during Winter, Winter during Fall, Fall during Summer, or Summer during Spring), BUT I would guess it's probably cold somewhere on earth, always, and hot somewhere else, at the same time.   Global climate is measured and monitored in terms of averages.   There's also a State Owned Enterprise, or Special Operations Executive, Somewhere On Earth!!  (feeling so-so, así así)

what's worse?   life without pets or pets without life?  feral fear.   Molly, modeling.  You may have impressed the empress, but you disgust this guest!

Thinking aloud:  Sound mind, it annoys you?  Roy's noise and poise and toys annoys oy! boys.    Shut up!  STFU!  Be quiet!   Silence!   Leave me alone!   Stop talking.   Jesus Christ, enough already.   Damn.

TPs:   toilet paper,  teepee, true priest, trivial pursuit, time point, technical points, technical prowess, third party, team player, taking pharmaceuticals / prescription, toxic poisons terrorize people, taking precautions, Tijuana police, traffic patrol, total pussy / punk / poof, truck parts, taco pork, troll patrol, time place, triple play, torn piriformis, and (as EVERYBODY knows, lol;   I mean, I sung this to my baby...) everyone's favorite chemical, thymidine phosphorylase!   Joke: The indian chief drank too much, and drowned in his tea pee.    People (the ones I'm familiar with):  Terry Pratchett, Thomas Pynchon, Trey Parker, Trevor Pinnock, and Tyler Perry.   Toilet paper and shit and POS (point of sale) and TP (transaction processing).   Nun of yore busy-ness?  Papal poop.

God the Creator?  Who created the Creator?   And how does an entity create Space itself?  A Being, a Consciousness, A Human(oid)?, an Alien?  An Animal?  A Brain?  A Mind?   Doesn't the Universe go on Forever (in both Time and Space)?  Unless God is Infinite and The Creator because S/He's the Universe Itself, the concept makes no sense.   God is love, and you can make love, and make a baby, and that baby is its own Universe, as well, of course.   But some Father figure created Everything?  Nuts.  I don't believe the Universe began with the Big Bang, either.  There WAS a before the Big Bang.  The Big Bang wasn't created, either, I think.   Like, there are particles and antiparticles, and virtual particles that pop into and out of existence, so the same with the Universe, I guess.

Lake of Fire of Hell for All Eternity

Sinners, be warned.     What an ugly concept.

A Lake is a body of water.    A lake of fire is a body of water on fire.   So, it's polluted with flammable effluent, or something.    Or the lake itself isn't water, but a flammable liquid, like jet fuel.   Or maybe, lava.   A volcano is a pit of hell.   Or maybe the term is poetic, and a campfire or something is somehow a lake.  Like a furnace is a lake...  Or, the reflective surface of a lake can give you a sunburn :-).   HELL can mean 3 things, basically.   a.  Death,   b. Suffering, or c.  Suffering for All Eternity.  

Death, for All Eternity (once you're dead, you'll stay dead, no?)

Suffering, from being burned.   First, second, or third degree burns.   Anything from a sunburn to incineration.   SUFFERING is a fact of life, of everyone, of neurons, of mind, of losing what you want to keep and not getting what you want in the first place, of grief, depression, pain, attachment, aversion, torture and torment, and the trials and tribulations of mistakes, misfortune, and disease, aging, dying, death.   Ignorance and delusion cause suffering, anguish, discontent.    Anger, hatred, rage, wrath, fury, ire, spite, malice, a thirst for revenge, payback, justice, cause misery, too.   Kindness and compassion are the answer.     That is to say, love and good will and gratitude and cheer and service and a commitment to virtue, goodness, morality, honesty, truth.   Anyway, burning hurts, and death hurts maybe, but then you don't feel anything forevermore, so Rest In Peace, without a consciousness to feel pleasure or pain, or eyes to register blackness.   

Suffering for All Eternity.   That's something else ENTIRELY.    This shit is INSANE.   Maybe it refers to the pain of childbirth, and the wish for life to go on indefinitely.    Or maybe suffering will always be with us, as a fact of existence, just like how Jesus said, the poor will always be with us.  Never say never, never say always, and nothing lasts forever,  IMPERMANENCE is an iron law of Nature.  So this is just intimidation, to put the fear of God into people, to scare sinners straight, and keep people on the straight and narrow.   'All Eternity' is pleonastic, by the way.    But a finite line of time can always be broken into infinite increments.  

aside: RIP and crying tears.  How is that parallel to rips and tears (of a fabric, say).  Huh?  Ask a man of the cloth? 

also, you can't burn for all eternity.   Burning is, by definition, the consumption of a fuel - which will eventually burn itself out.    Even a sun isn't forever (although it's a helluva long time).    Maybe SUNLIGHT is the lake of fire.   It's a liquid, metaphorically.    Bathed in light, a pool of light, a stream of particles from the solar wind...   So getting a suntan, or Endless Summer, is "hellish."   

The Word.  Hell, he will?  He'll, heal!   Huh?  Ha.    What is hell?  Ow.  Ouch.   2 and 2, like 'lake' and 'fire' (actually).   3125 and 6995.   Of course.   2 and 2 is 22 and V and 4 and BB, KK, TT, BK, KB, BT, TB, TK, KT.    The book of numbers is the 4th.   Katie at Burger King with Tuberculosis in an Audi.   Right.   Bibi with at BB gun, and KB's toys, and Bind Torture and Technical Knockout...  It does make a kind of sense, actually.   Four was a cellmate.  V stands for vampire, villain.  KK?   I don't want to ever go there.   Ache of Ire?   Burning with desire?   The world was on fire, and no one could save me but you.   Strange what desire will make foolish people do.  Some say the world will end in fire, others in ice.  Burning and freezing can feel similar.   Window pane and wind, ow, pain.   Shards in the mind of Philip Glass.  Win dough?  Win some pizza dough?? ouch.   Santa delivers coal to you in hell?  Ouch!   A place of pain.   Like a dungeon.   Hopefully not Reality, or Mind.  Death is heaven if it comes as a relief, which is all that can be said for hell.   Hell, I did it.  I wrote about hell.   I did everything?   I'm God.  Burn me.  I dare you.  No I don't.  My earnest belief is if you send someone to hell, you deserve hell yourself.    And if God is good, justice will happen.   Shit happens.  Anyway, it seems like I'm playing with fire.  I don't believe in eternal torment, or a just God creating or allowing such a thing, or souls, or Omnipotence, or an immortality of pain, an infinity of agony, or unending misery.   I don't believe in Heaven, either.   I hope I wake up from death, and discover I'm wrong.  But if I found myself in Heaven, I would be hit with the reality (real possibility) of Actual Hell maybe existing.   So maybe I wouldn't be on 7th heaven, cloud 9, yada yada.   I actually don't think I want there to be Heaven!  Infinite pain should not be a possibility.   As much as I might be consumed with TOTAL HATRED for a heinous criminal, a depraved monster, an evil and wicked demon, I know that NO ONE deserves ETERNAL punishment.   That is SO sick and twisted.   People that want hell are demons, themselves.    It's not a place, it's a state.   God help us all.   God knows that justice involves the principle of proportionality.   Let the punishment fit the crime!   Let mercy, compassion, forgiveness, and understanding rule.   Let there be light, and let's prevent pain, and may laughter fill the air, and the world be blessed with bliss :-)

Here's a joke.    The cost of Louis' cosmetic surgery?   Winsome, Lou's sum.    Another:  Where is my mind?  Go find yourself.  Hahaha.  God's Audi bodyshop, where gaudy meets naughty hotties over hot toddies and baked cod, with a nod to modern hot rods and hot wads....   God in the sod, and death in the breath, and life in the strife, and the devil in the details.  Love in the glove compartment.  Hate at the gate.  Joy in the dish soap aisle.   Santa delivers Satan.  Satan and Hell, 10 and 10, like spirit fog!   And so it goes.   A lump of coal for you, Devil!   Devils, demons, monsters, hellions, criminals, sinners, and scallywags!  Depraved villains, evil wicked abortionists, and Methodists!  Vicious vampires.  Rapists, murderers, cannibals, abusers, torturers, predators, traffickers, enslavers, exploiters, arsonists.  Hitmen, extortionists, armed robbers, and burglars.  Thieves, polluters, jaywalkers, speeders, vandals, and litterers.   Those who lie, cheat, and steal.   Baddies who didn't rewind their videotapes.  Carnivores and people who leave the seat up!  Muahaha.   Instigators and witches!  Spiritual anarchists!  Rebels of anarchy, mayhem, and chaos (with or without a cause or clue)!  Gods of destruction and apocalypse and war and revolution!   Non-conformists!!  Paradigm-switchers!  People who, gasp, change their minds, or beliefs, or lifestyles, or friends, or churches, or political parties, or citizenship, or loyalties.   People not robots who live with variety and change their routines!!   MOVING VIOLATIONS.  Be still, and know that.    People who believe in Freedom, damn the torpedoes, and can't help but defy their cruel, stupid, deluded psychic tormentors who should be minding their own damn business.   Blu, Bleu, and Blue are a trinity of rays, cheeses, and whales (with blow holes).   No one knows what it's like to be the bad man, to be the sad man, behind Blew eyes.  Blue meanies and blue man group and blue sunshine.   Good day, sunshine.   GDS and GPS.  Liquid sunshine, and liquid gold, and liquid death.   Liquid for a sick kid.    Fogies in a fog of the forgotten.  Remembered members.   Dad's pictures of penises (have you seen us?).  

 In an infinite universe, we are motes on a speck floating in the middle of nowhere, all alone, surrounded by an inky Vast of blackness, darkness, cold, and an occasional rock, orbiting an exoplanet, that circles a star made of plasma, doing fusion to tons of gas, like a giant lit fart, that spits out a solar wind, and -thank god- some light, for levity or warmth or sight.   Levity is light-hearted, but the most light comes from something that sucks the most gravity.   Weird world.   Space is the place for Ace Young.  A race between races, goes not to the swift?   Rapidity, speed, fastness or slowness, quickness, rate, pace, tempo, momentum, velocity.  What is the pace of this Space place?  How fast is the Vast?  How slow does it go?  Is there a need for speed?   Distance needs persistence and assistance, or the travel will unravel.  How does it feel in a black hole?  It's hot hot hot in the center of a star, but the further you go, the closer to Absolute Zero (stillness).   How does THAT feel?   Getting burned, and having an icy heart and cold disposition, and feeling warm feelings toward Luke.   I like Luke.   Luke on a lake.  Taking a leak.   Loki lacks a lick of lox,  but Lex likes lox, so you're in luck.   Triangle of judgement: Me, Myself, and I.    Innocent or Guilty as sin.    I don't believe sin exists (just crime, and consensus reality/morality), or a God to make a universal theistic morality, or Hell to punish and enforce it, and we're all just waiting for death, we're all dying from the moment we're born, getting closer to death, and Humanity is waiting to die, too.   Ugh.   Sorry.

Tony, Toni, Tonee.   Anthony, Antonio, Anton, Antoine, Tony, Toni.   Toe-knee.   Tone-E.   Anthony Hopkins and hopping skins and To NY and 2 and Jesus and Tony Sauer and Tony Robbins and Tony the Tiger and Antonio Banderas and San Antonio...   Tony Hawk!

Maybe, to be simplistic about the whole thing, hell is just getting burned.   Whatever meaning you want to give that, for whatever duration or degree.   Maybe the title expression means, "fire will always hurt."   I'd be surprised if evolution created future humans without pain.   Also, 122 C and 540 C.    That's the highest temperature life has been discovered to live at, and the lowest temperature of lava.  Why is there madness?   People are MAD because of being Mistreated, Abused, Disrespected.

DAE, dead for all eternity.   DAG, dead and gone.   GOD, gone oblivion dead.    Herpetologist with herpes.  Soaring angels from a sore angle.  The shrieking of chic shiekhs.   Andy's candies, Cherie's berries, apple Snapple, and Pete's pizza.   Don't treat me that way, Candy!

Human

Greetings, Earthling.   What is this thing you call 'Hu-man'?

Hugh mons are an unusual life-form.   Who is your leader?

Species of Animal, Mammal, Naked Ape, Bipedal hominid by the scientific name of Homo sapiens sapiens.   Naked means we're not totally covered in fur... we actually wear clothes, though.

We're our DNA, and bodies, and we are what we eat.

We are what we eat less what we excrete.    What we eat and drink minus what we pee and poo.   We're mostly water.    Besides diet and nutrition, we're also drugs and medications.   We're vitamins, minerals, and supplements.   We're biochemicals, and biomass, and organic objects, things, like robots or machines, but made of muscle, tissue, organs, bone, blood, lymph, tendons, ligaments, all that good stuff. 

We are what we do, who we're with, integrated with our milieu (where and when, geography and history), and of course Our Why.

We are Mind, and data, and input, and tv, music, books, movies, conversation.

We are our interests, personalities, education, upbringing, hobbies, and sexuality.

We are our roles, jobs, activities.  We are our past, present, and future.

Buddhists say Self does not exist.  Not a permanent one, anyway.

People are what animates them, their motivation.   What is YOUR animating principle??  

I'm basic.

I'm into Happiness, Positivity, Goodness, Virtue, Love, Peace, Prosperity, Health, Fun, and Truth.

I like variety, music, comfort, leisure, fitness, good food, sex, humor, nature, and learning.

I like being happy, making people happy, and making a difference, reducing misery, poverty.

I enjoy life, and I want everyone else to, too.    I like things strange, weird, unusual, exciting.

I like writing, I like money, and I like Kelli :-)

Heard something in your head?

 Is it You?  A telepath?  A computer?  

Words, sounds, dreams, visions, phantom sensations

You hear a voice?  You may not be schizophrenic.   It doesn't need to be pathologized.  You may just be spiritually open.   Or lonely and talking to yourself or an invisible friend or something.

People are objects, things, bodies, tubes, biomass, dolls, robots, machines, chemicals

People are food and drink minus pee and poo.

People are flesh and bones, tissue and organs, muscles ligaments and tendons, biochemicals, mostly water

God is Reality and Good and therefore all the persons, places, things, ideas, and roles that make up our lives.

Don't believe everything you think, or hear.    In fact, you might want to consider believing Absolutely Nothing.

Hear a voice?   Considerations:    I don't know who you are, if you're you, if you're a person even.   I don't know if you are friend, foe, neutral, or chaotic.     I don't know if you have my interests/ best interests at heart / in mind.     I don't know if you are evil or good.

My advice:   Be yourself, do you, believe in Self and Love and Truth as you see it, by your lights.  Amen.

A voice is only problematic if it is unwanted.   If you think it's someone in your head who you don't want, or who is saying things you don't want to hear, or maybe even the general principle of the thing:  I want silence, leave me alone, shut up, go away, talk to someone else or something.  The phrase "open-minded" makes it seem like a good thing to have the whole world babbling in your head or something, or to reject no one.   I believe in the right to Silence, and freedom from intrusion or interruption or control or bother.    If voice(s) hinder your functioning, then everybody says you need medication.   Maybe the goddamn telepath(s) need to shut the fuck up already.   If welcome, babble away.   If not, sh.   Maybe prayer and meditation (and writing blogs!) is as effective as drugs.    Hit that shit with all four, maybe.  

Ha

 Here's a legal statement for ya

I cannot affirm or deny the mendacity or veracity of the truth or falsity of the statement or utterance you may or may not have heard or misheard!

is what you say what you mean, and then is what is heard what was said, and finally how are the heard words interpreted?    Is communication absurd?   Is silence truly golden?  Communications major relishes silent meditation and contemplation, placing value on quality over quantity, silent transmission, and a minimalist aesthetic of maximally reduced clutter and sound and noise pollution.

Om.

Irenic schizophrenic

 with pacifist fists

We are many, said Multiple Me (mini-me and mega-me and mighty-mouse, lol)*

I and I,   Me Myself and Moi,  My lover and my beloved,  Mom and Dad,  God

Father, Son, Holy Spirit, Good, Bad, Neutral, Creator, Destroyer, Preserver, Love, Hate

Who are you?  Hoo Hoo.   I'm an owl, kookookachoo.   

I am who am.  - God.    I yam whadeye yam.  - Popeye

"myself".  I am kind.   I am good.  

irenic, causing peace.   (Irene, the diplomat?)

schizophrenics eat skittles and perform skits!

Psychotic Pineapple, lol (band)

the therapist offered me grape juice with my crepes, over rap music

heaven, hell, oblivion, or reincarnation?   One life to live, or 9 lives, or x.   

Immortal?  God, vampire, robot, or just a human that doesn't age?  Growing older, getting young.   Trinity of Invincible, Unbreakable, and Immortal.    Good, Better, Best, Perfect.   4.0.

Virtual reality and Keeping it Real.  True Facts, Honest, Sincere, Objective, Factual, Scientific.

Science, Objective Truth Fact and Reality

do they know?  is it known?  is Omniscience real?  riddle me this, you know-it-all!   smart fart (factual authentic real truth), genius genie (creates his own heaven), brilliant Killian the reptilian.  God lawed.

*mm:    millimeter, male-male, mastermind, Mickey Mantle, Marilyn Manson, Marilyn Monroe, Eminem (Marshall Mathers), Mother Mary, Mike Meyers, Marvin Minsky, Meghan Markle, macho man, monkey man, mass media, mamma Mia, marriage minded, married man, multiple myeloma, morbidity and mortality, and (me myself.     People like Mary Moran, Monica Madden, Miwa Matsuno, and Michael Macdonald.) mm-hm.   maiden mare.  mailman.   male moose.  make money.  minimum/ maximum.  mental map.  mathematical model.   market manipulation.   Mountain Mike's. Minneapolis Minnesota.  meditation music.  marital misconduct.   musical melody.  magnetic moment.   momentary memory.  military medals.  master mariner.  molecular mechanics.  modernism museum.  marine mammals.  marine corps motto/ marathon/ martial arts.   margarita mix.  motor mouth.  marital mate.  marxist manifesto.  mere mortal.  Marvin the martian.  meadow mouse.  magic mushrooms.  mouth muscles.   mirror maze.  math major.  MIT mascot.  madness and mayhem.  mormon messiah.  MAGA and Musk.  monkey-cat meme.  meat market.  McDonald's menu.  missionary man.  mahatma march.  midnight mass.  mortgage modification.  multiculturalism movement.   men's masculinity.  microscopic measurements.  mental madness.  make a meal.   mochi muffins.  mohammed the muslim.  midtown Manhattan.  mystery meat.  muskmelon.  meth monster.  Miami mansion.  model Melania.  Milan and Manhattan.  Mexican mafia / money.  Myanmar military.  Malaysian monarchy.  mongoloid Mongolians.  mile marker.  money market.   muscle mass / memory.  molecular mass.  machinist's mate.  multimedia.  mucous membrane.  malignant melanoma.  malarial mosquitoes.  Mickey Mouse.  Mr. Magoo, mocha macchiato.  missile mechanic.   military might.  moon magic.  mystic mage.  mythical monsters. miraculous multiverse. Michael's moonwalk.  mountain marmot.  murder mystery.  motorcycle mania.  mellow mix.  mega-millions.  mammoth mountain.  mount McKinley.  mountains/ moose/ Maliseet of Maine.   Maryland Massawomeck.  Massachusetts Mayflower.  Menominee of Michigan.  Mississipi mud.  Missouri mule.  Montana megaliths. Madagascar mangroves/ Malagasy/ Merina.  Malawi mang'anja.  Malaysia Madani. Maldivian mermaids.  Mansa Musa of Mali where you speak mandinka, minyanka, etc.  modern Malta.  Majuro, capital of Marshall Islands. Muslim Mauritania.  Mauritius named after Maurice, Prince of Orange (chew Big Red?).  Micronesian megapode (bird).  Moldovan mamaliga (national dish).  Monégasques of Monoco.  Mongolian (horse) milk.   Marrakesh Morocco.  Maputo Mozambique. Myanma Mon (come to Jamaica, Mon).  millionaire matchmaker.  mashriq and Maghreb.  mining and manufacturing.  mixed messages.  mass migration.  mind melt.  mad max.  merchant marine.  metal militia.  money manager.  machine maintenance.  molar mass.  medical microbiology.  and mother's milk, of course.  mm!

Shakira, shakira.   locura, locura.  flamingo dances flamenco.   location, locus, locale, loco.   asseverate, assert, and ascend.   turn words into truth into love.  LWT.   do the dew in deep doodoo.  interpolation interpretation.  Yusef from SF.  Chola dice hola.  eucharistic G-D (gum drops).   listen (don't hiss) for kiss-bliss with the miss.  Cussing kissing, and praising hazing??  rhyme crime.   Hannibal's hands eat Chinese cheese.  Terns take turns turning in patterns.   Snakes that ache and wines that pine.   Reaping and weeping.  Reptile replies.  Sugar and Suge Knight and Sweet Caroline and honey hun and gr-anules and candy (canned e?  can D?  see Andy?).  Soda episode.   Pie circle.  Sugar booger, and syrup stirrup, and honey bunny, and random fandom.  Mad lads and crazy daisies and insane in the rain because of loco locomotives?   Nuts.  You are what you eat.   Academia nut.  The tourist said, eat me, I'm a Brazil nut.   Sweet treats to eat for dessert in the desert, with your hot chocolate.   Mind meld and mind melt.  Dripping from tipping what your sipping and dipping - hopefully you won't get a whipping, I quip.  Hot chocolate, sexy africans, and the blacker the berry, the sweeter the juice.  Whatever's clever.  Stupid cupid.  Dumb cum.  Smart heart.  Brain drain.  No pain, no gain.  Insane in the membrane.  Intelligent to yell again.  Brilliant to make a million.  Genius teen, yes.   Wise guys.  Gal pals.  Lovers under covers.  Sugar and cigarettes, shortening telomeres and lifespans, both addictive, and gimme some sugar, sugar.   You sweet thing, honey pie, ripe peach!  Candace and Barry eat candy and berries (and candy bars!).   But I'm bitter, feeling sour, and a bit salty! Okay, honey, sweetheart.   I scream, you scream.   I'm certainly uncertain, sir.  Pipe down and listen up.    Oxalis, Bermuda buttercup, English weed, sour grass....  Extra! Extra!  Oxalis at Oxford!  Oxen, Oxo, and xoxo.  Sour grass, bitter herbs, honeysuckle, and saltbush.  Mommy likes umami.  Dad likes crawdads.  The fairy was fairly early.   Sand dollars and buckwheat and coincya.   Czechs in Kashmir.  Money for a monkey, honey bunny.  Current currencies and past pastries and future futility and ongoing making pawns of cons so they're gone, yawn.  Ron goes on and on about the Han.   Baby Bobby wears a bib next to your boob, but Adult dolts form cults, and insults.   Coincya coincides with coinage and Coyne.   Elevate and descend, raise and lower, increase and decrease, up and down, augment and reduce, grow and shrink, big up yourself and eat humble pie.   She says you can spirit-fog a dog, Augs, which I guess means you can fog a pollywog in a bog, or a hog in a log!  You're just a cog, Zogg!  Welcome to the machine, Dean.  Jean leans on a mean green queen teen to vent some spleen.  I'm keen to blow this scene, Janine.  Let's go to Glascow!  Let's sail to Riverdale!  Let's fly to Thailand!  Let's bike anywhere you like!  Let's depart on Bart.   Let's leave this eve.   Grecian secretions and royal oily soil.  Evel Knievel jumped over a virtuous urchin.   God's body is better, wetter.   Cum on Eileen.  Hot Sex with a rotten Texan, or a naughty Mexican, or on a yacht with Dexter.  Sought pecs?  Got necks?  Fought Rex?  The automaton from the Pentagon drinks Perignon in Ceylon.  OMG - Oracle Microsoft Google!!!  Amazing Amazon amatory American amish.  CIA and ACI (Alameda County Industries), Chia pets, California Institute of the Arts, Culinary Institute of America, and computer AI.    The USMC (US Marine Corps) and the US-Mexico-Canada agreement (after Nafta, the shafta?).   RGA:  Righteous God Anger and Renzo Gracie Academy (in Midtown Manhattan).   Claymation amation.   Is this clover, I wonder?  Underoos and ovaries.  St. Stephen in Estonia.  Ice in my eyes.  Raisins, prison, and zinfandel.  God, Magog, and synagogue.  Cinnamon raisins and sin upon sin.  Sincere at synagogue, and lying in Liberia.  Sun-Ra eats raisins.  Feeling blue, blah, bleak, and bleh.   Fun to have fins, because it fashionable to be a fish.   But better to be bitter, than to have life blow below.  The water is wetter in Wooster (said the whiter waiter).   The ice is nice in Brice (Ohio), and will suffice, said the lice on the mice.   Don't flash the fish.  Be naked with Nike and Nokia, said the corporate corpse.   Wear clothes to your job at Bose, or you know how it goes.  Nudity is rude, crude, and unacceptable.   She wept acceptably.   I'm in a lewd mood.   Chewed food is crude, dude.   Maybe feed your baby mush, you lush.  Alcohol made me bawl, because the booze made me lose, and the wine made me pine, the beer erased my fear, and I fought a lot of rotten robots, that cleaned my clock, kicked my cock, and hurt my spurt.   I even hated my mate for being late, and ruined what she was doin', because I wanted her to stop taunting, sir.   I need to do certain deeds.   I must lust.  I require liars to make fires, and have a yearning for burning.  I need speed, to be rapid while I'm vapid.  I desire buyers to hire a choir.   My sire has ire.   I collect hand warmers:  I love gloves.  I must have a salve for my sore calves.  I need you to bleed.  I have the worst thirst.   You drink what I think, and I generate what you venerate.  Food is poo'd, dude (a few go ew).   Finish your fish dish.  Humans are worms, and babies come to term, and germans are not vermin, but all animals are animated, god's cartoons in a groovy movie, and we are vessel bodies I guess.   All is vanity, you gaudy body.   We're tubes that watch the tube before we go down the tubes.  I'm drunk as a skunk, high as a kite, with a naughty hottie, and I wanna go to a sauna with Donna.   I can't stop rhyming, and roaming, and rooming with whom a doom-tomb looms.  Death steals breath, and time is a crime, and why is God staging aging?   Incense and perfume and cologne and candles and food are all sensible scents.  Smelly Kelli doesn't think her shit don't stink.  Cease your fleecing, Greece!  Commence erecting your tents, gents!  Stop pretending to be a cop, Pop!  You're just a bug, Doug.  I'm a man, said Stan.   The lawyer is in the foyer.   The officer is in an orifice.  The soldier is drinking Folger's.   And the priest is exorcising The Beast.   I'm watching a creature-feature, and my son is having fun in the sun playing ball with the kids in the hall.  My wild child is with my hotter daughter, and my boy is feeling joy with a girl wearing pearls.   Lovey-dovey like Hovey and Willie McCovey of e.   E like ecstasy, the drug or the feeling.   E between D and F.   Between a smile and a fuck.    E like a pentagon or a pentacle.   Which?   f- or kill, as they say.  Which witch ate my sandwich?  The wicked Wiccan one!  She stole my pole!  She robbed me of my job!  She took my book!  She ate Kate!  By George, she forged.  This witch is the seminal subliminal criminal!  A thief of grief, who quite brightens my sight, so I see sunny, even when it's rainy.   But who's who?   What is the what?  Is it a Hannibal Lecter vector?  If you eat meat, should you make dudes into your food?   The answer, sir ant, is NO!   Cannibalism is a no-go, even regarding a foe!  You can nibble on my toes, but that's as far as it goes!  Angry and hungry?  Go exercise and exorcise.  Meet and greet, eat meat (but you can't beat beets!  yes you can, lol).   Wired and tired, so go count sheep and weep yourself to sleep, you creep.   That's deep.  Philosophers with underwater mortgages.   Meat markets, beefcakes, buns, penis hot dogs, bully sticks, and penis-meat salami?!  Ew.   Deep-dicking Didi and shallow graves and Honda and beauty.  Beauty is both skin deep (superficial), as well as a beautiful soul (character, values, personality, mind).   Beautiful people can be ugly and Ugly people can be beautiful.   Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and Ugly ducklings can be butt-ugly but...   And the lucky (blessed, you might say) are both.   Love is blind.   Lovey, luvi, luvee!  gab.   (4) LOVEs: Digital love (Daft Punk), Computer love (Kraftwerk), I love my computer (Bad Religion), and Love through the computer (Gucci Mane).   Okay, luvmuffin.   Die, diet!  Live, Vivian! Fat cats and slim shady and healthy / wealthy and wearing a beautiful cute suit.  Dazed days and the night belongs to the knight and the evening is for getting even and the morning is for mourning and the week makes me weak and it's menthol month and a beer year and -heck- decade.  A century of scents and sense, and an eon of freon and neon.   Time for a lime.  Vogon poetry and rhyme crime and you need a license to write poetry?  Geese police regulate quacks.  A PhD in what Pamela Harrison did.  The rain is insane.   It's as wet as it gets.  Pouring ain't boring!  Good devil and evil God?  It's a mad world.  Nightmarish pain vs. a dreamy halcyon idyll.   Crucifixion and luxury, and crime that pays vs. serving time for some other fucker's crime!   Injustice, unfairness, voided karma, unmerited bliss, and only the good die young.  Suffering servants.  Does the world make sense?  Will the Kingdom of God ever come?  Can't we all just get along?  Can't everyone be happy?   The Buddhist nudist thinks so.   And fat at that!  Thugs need hugs.   And bugs.  And slugs.  Ugh!  A Japanese slap.  Curtains for you, window!  Baked potato, foiled again!  I've got a crush on you, red pepper flakes.  Coca-Cola is my Coke dealer.   A glass of icy Slice goes nicely with spicy rice.  G-D gobbles down gum drops.   You are what you eat, and it is widely acknowledged that Our Lord and Savior Christ Jesus, Messiah of Madness and Prince of Peace, subsisted entirely on a diet of gum drops.   Burritos and Cheetos are neato!  I have an antipathy to propane, prefer antimony to prosciutto, and progress to congress.  Prophylaxis and antisocial ants.

No matter what world, realm, sphere, or domain you are in, God is good, and life is beautiful, and the universe is unfolding as it should.    Don't worry, be happy.   Never fear, for I AM here.   Too blessed to be stressed.  It's all in your head, and Heaven is a state of mind, and joy to the world, all the boys and girls.   Smile on your brother.  Love never fails.  They say He never fails.  Don't be a negative Nelly.   Have the smile on a dog, and positive paws.  Cheer up, sleepy Jean.  Smiles for miles.  Laughter, after.   Felicity and Glee and Cheers and Friends aren't just TV shows.   -Dr. Feelgood.   Blissful kisses for the missus.  Pleasure and treasure for good measure.  Let there be light!   Shine your love light.  Glad bags and Joy dish soap and Cheer detergent and Harmony snacks are in your corner.   Your corny joke corner.   Brighten up, sunshine!  Tomorrow is a new day.   The sun will come out tomorrow.  Gum drops, lemon drops, rain drops and dropping acid.  Drop it like it's hot.  Drop and gimme 20.  Fall into the Gap.   Get dumber in Summer.   Spring mattress and sprinklers.  

Wintun Indians in Winter, wearing Wintour's winsome watches.  And, of course spice is nice, for some seasonal seasoning!   Variety and Vogue and vv is for eye teeth and vampire weekend :-).    Don't be a vicious villain, you dumb dick.  Anna Wintour in Winter  (Her signature on Wikipedia looks like "Alma Li Taur' which makes me think of 'soul of a centaur on lithium').    Win inter and internet and, hint hint, make a mint wearing tinted glasses!  Wintour on the winternet!  making Summer sums.   A spring fling, and an autumnal tummy, and falling into a bad habit like smoking cigarettes or, say, crack (lol).  Seasonal seasonings?  Is that a thing?  Yes, it is.  Cinnamon, Nutmeg, and Cloves are wintery, while basil and cilantro are in warmer months.  

15 Kelli's:   Kelli, Kelly, Kelley, Kellie, Kellee, Kelleen, Kelleigh, Kellye, Kellin, Kellis, Kellog, McCullough, Keely, O'Ceallaigh, O'Ceallach (Book of Kells).    All of them means 4 things:  "bright-headed" or "warrior" or "churchgoer" or "woods, grove."  

Jesse and Kelli, Jessie and Kelly (both can be either m or f)...   Jessemiah and Kellifer (not, j/k)

my blog is conceptual groupings, rhyme time / wordplay, philosophy, and theology (mostly).   

Jack, Mack, and Zach went to the vacuous quack for deep interesting important thoughts and the right insights.   I like psych.  I like Mike's Bikes and little tikes but not the third reich.  I'm writing, composing, being an author, blogging, journalling, editing, tinkering, improving, thinking, brainstorming, compiling, researching, being clever, and exercising my brain, doing my hobby, having fun.   I'm blathering on, on and on, yada yada, etc. etc.    It's good!  It's fun.   It's helpful, well-written, wise, and provocative.  Edgy, creative, and artistic.  Lovely and lively.   Your writing is right and righteous.  Make it a ritual, and you'll be rich.   Let there be words to fill the blog!

One and done, not having fun with your hon, too bad, three on the tree - you had a threesome?, fortunate to be five-alive, sick sicario, Evan no. 7, ate some dates (sated), Gein? nein! (line?), intentionally having ten chins??   Write your insights and jot your thoughts and blog your dog!  Make love, not war, and write a blog, dawg!  Make it so!  Git 'r done!  Get ON with it!

Hey, little man!  Elves, gnomes, fairies, leprechauns, sprites, pixies, trolls, goblins, imps, nymphs, pucks, brownies, and fae.    oh ye of little fae.   kelpie, peri, sidhe, nix, hob.   Siddhartha the Sith jedi warrior?   with Sid, junior (Sidney on his knee).   I am from a proud line of Sith warriors.  I am the fifth Sith to be put on lithium with kith!   Kith and kin, and kids in the hall, K.I.T.H., ant thik crust pizza.

Heaven and Hell, besides being in a good place or bad place, as it were, are Mental Dream-worlds, Spiritually Imaginary, in our collective imagination, maybe like an astral plane, or the machine-elves of a psychonaut on DMT.   Or, just pleasure and pain.  Bliss and suffering.  Happy and Sad.  Good and Bad.   Utopia and Warzones.  Love and Hate.   Joy and Depression.  Laughter and Gloom.  Nirvana vs. desire and delusion.   Contentment and Bother.   Heaven is not the clouds, or Outer Space, or "up".   Heaven is here and now, and you are the primary architect of your own happiness, you rule your own world, as the God of your life, with a little help from your friends.  Hell is torment and torture, and we don't want to go there.   The sun, like people, can be warm or hellishly hot.   Ah, life.   Hot sex and burning sensations, lol.   I like you.  You're cool!  Cool is an anagram of loco.  It's mad to be mad.  Don't be angry.  It's nuts to be a nut.   You are NOT what you eat!  Kicked in the nuts and kicked in the melon and then eating them?? lol.   I have a loco motive for riding a locomotive.  Crazy train.  All aboard!   Allah, bored.  Come to the hottest destination!  People are dying to get there!   Yes, Hell Norway is your vacation wonderland!

God is a man of war.    But you don't need to be fighting as a soldier in an actual war to be good, and bring out your best.   You can be a spiritual warrior, a prayer warrior, and fight for peace, and get the same effect.   At least I think so.    You wanna beat people up?   You want to be a warrior behind bars?  Your business isn't in prison.   Dizzy and wizened and fizzled out and dealing with his jizz (not Ms Liz).   Quiz: Is Jesus risen?   He is, in prison!   UGH.

Sex until you come to?  or cum, too!  (spelling matters).     I got college.  I'm a wurld traveler.  I been to all 68 states!      Why ain't eleven one-dy one?     I ain't afraid of nothing, but I wear my No Fear tee shirt to go noodling.    Why didn't my Smart car pass the IQ test, doctor?   Dammit, I threw away my toaster's owner's manual!   My dog barks at bark, I yell at Janet Yellen, my kid screams for ice cream, and I'd like to give a shout-out at the bout to the lout that got routed.   I'm backin' the kraken from Aachen, Jack.  Stan supports Satan in Astana, but Santa in Santa Fe.   The Beast from the east is not the Monster from Muenster.   But the best in the west is sometimes the mouth from the south.   Zack and Zuck do 'zics in Asics, basically, but get sick in their socks when they drink triple sec.    I seek a psych, for fuck's sake.   I want to drink sake and soak, which really wouldn't suck, I think.    Thank you for thinking in ink, Hank, you hunk.  Some think thinking stinks, but I think thinking is kinky, wink wink.  Your thought gets caught, you stupid robot, but your mind is yours.   Wait, I've lost my mind, where did it go?  Is it with my brain?   I can't find it!   It's nowhere!  They stole my mind!   It's gone!   I have no mind!  What shall I do?  Oh dear.    I fear I'm mindless.   How can I be mental?   I think therefore I am, I think.  But I don't think.  Am I?   Is it me doing the thinking?  Who what where when why how which AM I?  Huh?   I don't even understand myself!  Self, I says, who art thou?   I'm selfless, he said!  But my body has soles!  2 of them!  Sick squid in oily liquid.   Lotions potions and grecian secretions.  Suffering Pain And Misery, and SPAM.   Telling a masturbator FU, and telling a philosopher to never mind.   Leisure treasure and pleasure beyond measure!  Insane pain for a sane brain in the rain of a Dane named Jane married to Wayne in Maine would be insane.   Wayne, Maine is a real place.  or Johnson, Wisconsin.    If Addison in Madison married Wayne from Maine, the world would go insane in the membrane, about a baby carriage marriage, or love from above, with blessed bliss, or -holy moly- a group of heavenly seven...    I'll be with you in a couple seconds (sex!), after I down this glass of triple sec (sex!).   Roses for Moses!  Maritime marital merrymaking!  Wife girlfriend best friend lover.    Good noise and bad noise.   A noise that annoys, silence is golden, whispers are silver, and yawns are bronze.   A sound mind and the adage: silence = Death.    The life of the devil, lived, and cacophony of a cacodemon.   I condone moans.   

Yahweh wails like a whale near Wales.  Crying man.   Laughing Buddha.  Stolid-state.   Woe to you, and Yaw of a ship...Yah!  Whoa!  Horse back riding.   Well, ya.   Try riding the belly of a horse, lol.  Woe unto thee, Serpent!  Who is Serpent?  Michael Jackson? Snoop Dog? A snake?  Do animals without words think?  Sea snake?  Slurping on Penthouse? Whatever.