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Your pal, Jess
I'm a straight, virgo/boar INTJ (age 55) who enjoys books, getting out into nature, music, and daily exercise.

(my email is JesseGod@live.com)

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Here's a quote from Fyodor Dostoevsky to start things off right: Love the animals, love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love.

Sunday, September 21, 2025

Be Quiet

 shut up, you G-D ew dd POS

god damn, evil and wicked, dumb dick, piece of shiit

rhetorical.   to be said after crop-dusting flatulence

sttench of death, and sin upon sin

get out, perish in hell, with your body-excretions

no good luck, for all eternity, for millions of years

go take a shower

shit, she it

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logorrheic response:

Don’t talk til after HOS

HOS ends at midnite tonight (Monday am) (am = morning) (mourning does not = morning) (nin does not = nine inch nails).  Steve Hoss rides a hos.   Dead Horse flats?  


It’s almost 2p and Kelli/Keli/K is still in bed, on-again/off-again asleep.   I bought a Covid test for both of us.   They cost  $17 (for 2) but the injection is free.  Go figure.  The lady in front of me at Walgreens was old, dumb, and slow.   It was a little rough watching her try to buy her stuff.   A woman gave her a dollar to speed things up, but she just thought the donor was being nice, instead of get the fuck out.   Anyway, I bought Reese’s.  It’s still September.  But Halloween is all over the place.  Maybe they should sell fireworks for Halloween.   Since it’s all so gd commercial.  Noise and sugar.  Wish there were more magicians!  Treats AND tricks.   How’d you do that?  I’ll never tell!   Edgar’s uncle is weedwhackjng the yard (noislily), but  IS two in the afternoon.   Wake up, K!   WE still haven’t moved her car.  Ridiculous. Maybe we never will.   It will get towed and that will be the end of it.  Ugh.  I just bought a new batery for it.  Shit.   K needs a license.  A job.  AAA.   Insurance.  And parts, for the vehicle (new tire, bunch of other stuff).   I hate cas.   Just call an Uber.   I may be American, but I don’t have to love everything in Car-world.  Sorry dad.  All those toy cars.   Ozzie.  Model cars.   Trips to Harrah’s collection and Concours d’elegance.   Which were fun.   I still want a cool car, I guess.  I want the money to not have to worry about my freaking source of worry (cars!).  SO whatever.   I wonder what K is dreaming.  She thinks she’s livng in hell.   I think this place is really, really nice.   Weird.   Heaven is a kind of library!   Sh!  


Wait, that's not logorrheic.   THIS is!  Haha.  Maybe I'll just type all day, and see what comes (out).   Channel the spirits like my lovely roommate, and let some talkative souls "step into" me, if that's even what she's talking about.  I always feel like me, even if there are lots of me s, you dig? I mean my facial expressions remind me of other people, sometimes, or something I say I've heard other say. before, or topics make me think of associations (person, place, thing), times in history (my own personal past, not geologic time, lol).   I mean, what if I really was around 100,00 years ago or whatever, and I keep reincarnating, just without any kind of clue or knowledge of having ever having "existed" before my birthday?? (or conception, if you want to be technical).   I mean, obviously, there's nobody, alive or dead, who has ever had my exact genome.   Right?   I'm not a time-traveler who has seeded the universe with everything me.   I am not you, and you are not me.   We are our bodies, and I don't have your body, even if I eat the same things you do, alright? What if all the priests subsisted only on those wafers?   They'd still be themselves, and radically different from one another.   I think diversity is good.   Does the Pope want to make the church more liberal, or conservative, or just celebrate diversity, like they always say?  Who cares.  Who cars.  What kinds of cars do the members of The Who drive?  WHO cars!  World Health Organization recommends you take a walk, or bicycle.  Go for a jog, or maybe even motorcycle.   I started ZAMM.   Not as smooth a beverage as I had hoped.  I like to read really good (and well-written) stuff.   My standards are high.  Only the best.  I could spend daze with my dictionary.  And wikipedia.   and J! archive.   And YouTube.  Well, here I am, by myself, with my computer, in my living room, typing to god only knows who, and filling my time (and yours) with efficiency (it's faster to read me than for me to dream up and type me).  Especially now.  Hi computers!   Hope you are having fun crunching numbers or data  or whatever it is you do.   What did the 01 say to the bartender?  I'll have a 10010110110!  Haha.   That's funny, right?  Whatever's clever.  So this robot walks up to a computer and says, Alexa, gimme your digits, let's get busy, and She says, (I dunno, what Does 'she' say?  The tart).   Anyway, what will the future be like.    More of the same old, nothing new under the sun, or it's a brand new bright and shiny future of levity and light.   My voice says to please stop, you're killing people sadly.   Uh... Really?   Okay, then.  ttyl. -J


okay, I'm back.  I also have a front.   and I'm not killing people.  (saying so) that's a way of making good-willed, kind, and charitable people stop thinking.   Or just getting most people, I guess, to shut up.  Stop talking, writing, whatever.   But then again, there are homicidal bastards who, when told to stop talking, talk even more.   Talking and silence are energies, from the calm and tranquil to the bouncy and manic, and that's got to be the referent for any truth to the statement that my writing (thinking?) is killing people.  You can delete words and letters, but typing doesn't delete people.   Time does that.  And behind-the-scenes drone operators, maybe.  Anyway.  Silence=Death (?).   I really don't think so.   The dead are filling the libraries with babble.   Zombies talk ("must eat, BRAIN)".   And the silent LIVE!


make some noise for Babe Ruth, in Beirut, or Bayreuth

you want to be holy? huh?  My machine gun will poke some holes in ya!   holy bible bored by bookworms!

an attitude of gratitude, minus the menace

240, two for tea.    46, forensics.    614, sex for teen

blue eyes, blew ayes, and crying.   

sad with tears, but why is the color blue indicative of tears?  the ocean, I suppose.

a fleshy confession, good riddance to the hidden

omg, the popo are after the pope

sorry for the repetition, and redoing the redundancy!

Dudley Moore was moral and more moorish than me 

reticence is a virtue - silence! sh!  (silencers on rifles?)

spoken word is ephemeral, usually - but writing Lingers Longer

germ virus bacteria fungus pathogen

concrete cement asphalt pavement

list of musical compositions by Liszt

eating organic in Oregon, with my orgone generator

crazy refrigerator:   lunatic fridge!, we all know you're out there

imbible-   drink what the good guide god tells you to, the lord implores

waiter, bring water!  I'll wait for the whiter wheat

wine, wine, wine - mister and misses wino

bitch moan and whine about your bmw

unholy false pagan gods and one true holy god

true god from true god, begotten not made

begetting is a form of making, in my book

one in being with everybody else, everyone else, the universe itself

god shmod, deity shmeity, holy shmoly

insanely sane, life has different Levels?   like a game?

what brand of band should be banned?

I hope we can cope without Scope

loona.-tick or loo Nat ick, ticks/gnats drive me insane

a rhetorical shriek!?

I sued Sudan for desuetude

cheerios, chariots, and cherie

halloween candy by witch Kraft

jalapeños pain, awful falafel, horrible horchata

intestinal testing and testes, too

remnants of revenants

ICE agents in an ice age

"our experiences inform who we become, not define who we are"  - Aqeela on Ted

Saturday, September 20, 2025

Achoo

God  Bless You

God? Who, What, Where, When, Why, How, Which is it??

Why me of course.  You too.   Everybody, really.

He/She is the source of all things good.   It’s all good.

The deity is Reality Itself:    Reality is all the God there ever is.

God is I am.   Everything in existence.   I am who am.

I am what I shall prove to be.  The name is incidental.

He doesn’t care what you call him, anyway.  I mean, I don’t.

He is multiple, male, female.   now, forever.  good, bad.

It’s all good.    Don’t worry, be happy.  God is Love.  

God is righteous, and hates evil.  Hates the sin, not the sinner.

God is a word.  A word-game.  Infinite and perfect. 

One, Jesus, Trinity, Christ, Holy Spirit, Ate, Nein!

The book of numbers is the 4th book (for a reason?) 

God never make mistakes.   Reality is just the way it should be.

Nothing needs to change.   Change is the only constant, anyway.

Everything in the Universe is vibrating, changing location.

Hey man, spare some change?  I can’t change, no no no no.

I’m a million different people from one day to the next.

God is everywhere, everywhen.   Spacetime.  

In all directions, at any distance.  God is virtue,, good, happiness.

God is always Now.   Later is a different now.  

Time is confusing.  At least it was, then, when I read Rovelli. Ha. 

How is God?  Fine, thank you.   And Yourself?  

Which is God?  Let’s make Love, shall we?  

Or not, lol.   Just as well.  

Worst, Worse, Bad, Neutral, Good, Better, Best.   

The best is more god than the worst.   But it’s all God.

What the hell am I babbling about?  Just life, existence, reality.

When you die, God is dead.  But existence persists.  Dust to dust. 

Mother to Grandmother to Great-Grandmother to infinity and beyond!

Eventually, it will come to nothing.   Enjoy the ride.   Whatever.

Another trip around the sun, lots of delicious food, and opportunities

To make yourself a made man, or a pinball, a master or slave, happy or sad.

Ce la vie.   Que sera sera.   Yada yada.  Get on with it.   Love life.

Feel free.   But are you, really?  God bless you.  Be good. 
Be Yourself.   Be Who You Want to Be.   Who are You?

Besides a dream within a dream…. Who is the dreamer?


Bloviating?  Blogging.  Blog-ificating.  Blogization.  

Blogaricity, a big bag of boogers, for the begging bugs!

J/K


Stupid Little Poem

Hello and hi.   Greetings and salutations.  Aloha and hola.

How dost thou do-est?  Dost my salutatory doing cheerest thou?

Upon a rock I doth lay my head

My bones are like rocks, when I’m dead

My flesh, like meat, food for worms

Bugs and such, my opinion stands firm:

Souls and spirits evaporate; they never were, says Kate

You need a brain to process life

You need to feel pain to experience strife

Devoid of sense, you are a rock

Without eyes, you cannot gawk

Lurking in the earth, no re-birth, for what it’s worth

Dying, dead, done

The End

Saturday, September 13, 2025

Think Big

 In=ity

Body politic, body of Christ, head of the corporation, Christs and politicians.   Playing the role, being some version of themselves, ordering people around.   Needing power, authority, control.  PAC-men.  Head honchos, Big cheeses, CEOs, and  Masters of the Universe.   Men with Money.  With a word, they can get what they came for.    Starving children, mud huts, African sun, war hell, and ruination.   The wealthiest human has around 430 Billion (dollars).  Let  that sink in.   What can a person do with that?  (430B is roughly what the combined wealth of the bottom 400 million people on earth are worth).   Many people are in debt, with negative worth.  About 30% of Americans, actually (US population: 330 million).  700 million people earn $2.15 dollars or less a day.   8.5% humanity.   The world population is 8.24 billion.    Global GDP is 85.76 Trillion.   The top 10% own 85% of global wealth (so, bottom 90% own the remaining 15%).


All Men Are Created Equal,   -ADI  (American Declaration of Independence)

He who dies with the most toys wins - bumper sticker


Solve Problems


Listening:

No one knows what to do about it

The wurst

warfare

Cruelty, brutality, savagery, ruthlessness

Intentional sadistic torture, dismemberment

Pain, suffering

Screaming, crying, sickness, affliction

Misery, discontent, dissatisfaction, unhappiness, dukkha

Depression, psychological distress

Agony, torment

Desecration, beyond comprehension

Filth, slavery, force-rape, kidnapped, beatings

Ugliness, meat-processing

Murder, killing

Evil, wicked, depraved monsters, demons

Sadness, hopelessness

Sick ill diseased, vicious

Worry, anxiety, stress

Unhappiness, anguish

anger, hatred, rage, wrath, fury

Suicidal despair


Rescued by a holy god


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RWL/EES/WTC


Read

Get lost in a book, find somewhere comfortable.


Watch

YouTube, Artcast or Miracles of Nature, Instagram


Listen

Music, Joe Frank, talk radio, conversation


Eat, drink

Groceries, Restaurant, pantry


Exercise

Daily, or different parts of the body each day

Go for a swim.


Sleep, meditate

It’s okay to do nothing.  You don’t have to do Anything.   Relax.


Write

If inspired, or bored.   Something interesting.  Blog.


Talk

To an interlocutor.   Not a fan!  I mean, does the fan talk back?


Create

Do some origami


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the conformity of rebellion

see hear smell taste touch, e.s.p.


watch out for the boisterous oysters!   They make the water hotter.

what is your gnome's name?  what do you call your kill?

while we're on the subject, are you an object?

humans can be abject objects, oppressed and depressed

or are you a happy hippy, with drugs and jugs?

a heap of hope for the spatially special!

I specialize in special eyes

kiss the miss, hug the bugs, boink the oink? ew

bar numb and bay leaves (Bailey's and Bar None)

circa circus berserk in Berkeley

bitter butter makes better batter!  can't beat it

the wailing whale in the saline solution got praline in his baleen

feeling ill from getting his fill from killing all those krill

the abbot at the abattoir has nice abs and butt

Darlene, Charlene, and Jolene form a triune body

chastity belts and locked cocks

cursin' a person can be worse 'n hurting them


goalie Rod is a holy God!


v says, I don't know what to do about anybody

the tedium of being a medium

mental health, Mike H, and "mad house" about my home

    merry happy, miserable hell

synesthesia and jelly bellies (the taste of colors)

a major discussion about minor poets

minor minds and major mages

magically pelagic and tragically hemorrhagic

killed by a booger?  slime crime

Friday, September 12, 2025

Crime Sin Lawlessness and Other Evils

 Breakers of God's Law get dealt with by God's justice system

10 commandments, International Law, what your parents expect, and Other Rules!

OR you're ?g-d pieces of sbit, who will perish in Hell, if you don't do the right thing" -K. 

Rules Regulations Laws Ordinances and Procedures

Berkeley law, California law, US law, International law, God's law, and your own integrity and conscience and personal code of behavior!

Natural Law, the laws of physics, the law of the land, maritime law, space law, the law of supply and demand, and the law of what goes up must come down, the law of gravity.

There's "do what thou wilt,"   and there's OBEY

religious, national (193 UN Member States), international (e.g. ICJ), corporate, civil, common....

how many jurisdictions are there on Earth?

palages in the palaces (pride avarice lust anger gluttony envy sloth)

Gluttony Of Desire

evil and wicked, sin upon sin, depravity

criminally insane, locked away and kept restrained, disapprobation but what have I done, I have yet only just begun, to take your lives! -Slayer

grace and mercy:  the Bible does not say, "no grace, no mercy."   Mercy is withholding deserved punishment for sin.   Grace is undeserved favor, blessings, or gifts.   God is Great in Both.

Also, the atmosphere is not flammable.