Godding

A verb

Godding as fuck, Godding as hell

Being good, being ultra-good, being amazing

Making life good.  Your life.  Others’ lives.

Good, better, and best.   Heavenly.   Perfection.

Playing roles, in pursuit of progress.  Setting an example.

Ruling over heaven, tough love.

Being love, with others “in” you

    ("in your face") or (on your mind) or (penetration)

    (a note to schizophrenics, or the possessed)

    (a higher realization)

God as psychologist, sociologist, politician, hypnotist, lawyer, city planner, naturalist…author, soldier ("man of war"), architect

God as anybody and everybody, a guide.

a guide and a guard, guardian

God the good guy, the good guide, goading us into doing good!

God as lover, making love, of course.

A paragon of virtue.

(aside: does the devil ever do God's will?)

Birds and Rocks and Trees and Things

Love Nature, Self, All

Ecology, the environment, nature, conservation

   ecologist, environmentalist, naturalist, conservationist

Acting green, recycling, eating vegetarian

Fauna, flora, camping, hiking, forests, the ocean

extinctions, concrete, cruelty, and global warming

Vanity vehicles, jet fuel, paved paradise, logging

Clear cutting, slash and burn, vs. sustainability

drought, fires, lawns vs. rock gardens, shower time

   Less flushing, arson, terrorism; apex predators

Vote green, green waste, gardening, clean energy

botany, zoology, naturalist, tree hugger, soil science

   agriculture/agronomy, (and agh/argh!)

astronomy, awe, respect, remoteness, alone maybe

humans are animals, part of the web, interdependent

Carnivores and predators, top dawgs, biggest and baddest

Eating vegan, healthy, clean, sans brutality, butchery

plant a tree, enjoy the crunch of gravel, grow fruits n vegetables

Worship nature, like a native american, a druid, or a pagan

Respect all living things, first do no harm, live simply

stewards of the earth, ecosystems, setting example

Great Out Doors, go outside dude, get off duff!!

refresh your spirit and soul and psyche

hunting, fishing, birdwatching, stargazing, trail riding

science, limnology, entomology, mycology, etc.  

wildlife, and taking a walk on the wild side

wilderness, and 2 wild and crazy guys!

  sand county almanac, by Aldo Leopold 

  the laws field guide to the Sierra Nevada, by John Muir Laws

Kent Bonar, Karen Wilson (limnologist), Erik Beever

One with Nature, om

(topic, by request :-)

Pep Talk to Myself

Heaven, Utopia;  HU, who

Love, true love, love-bliss

Love life, love every single day, be who you want to be, your best self

Love

Plus money, comfort, health, fulfillment

     meaning, service, making a difference, idealism, progress

And a context of wider social and political peace and economic prosperity

Heaven is in the stars, hoped for.  Utopia is on earth, lived

Only utopia is real (one of the heavens, in the heavens)

Joy, happiness, bliss, contentment, satisfaction, fulfillment, peace

Love is wanting others to be happy

Reduce suffering, increase joy

Equanimity, hardships like “water off a duck’s back” (teflon?)

Enlightenment, understanding, compassion, kindness, empathy

   Sympathetic pity and concern for sufferings and misfortunes of others

Contentment and physical, mental health/wellness

We are all in the same boat, everybody is dying

Spaceship earth, in an indifferent universe

Forgiveness, generosity, charity, goodness, service

A fresh start, a new day, beginning all over again, reborn

Forgiving yourself, unburdening yourself, born again and confession

Hope, motivated and dedicated, drive and ambition, meaning and purpose

Goals and Objectives, structure, purpose, visualization, achievement

Be all that you can be, wisdom, worth, will and grit, discipline, focus

Be and do better every single day, incremental improvement

Rewards, incentives, eat clean, get enough sleep, give life structure

Go to bed tired, wake up refreshed

Plan the day, review the day

Don’t worry, be happy

Stay positive, love life, give it your all

Starve your demons, feed your better angels

Make the world a better place, answer prayers

Make love, not war;  Be good, eschew evil

You only have one life to live; no regrets; die happy

Go slow

Yah! way

Picking up speed

 I have a lot of reading material in my room.   All of Pynchon.  Infinite Jest.  Books I’ve been given or picked up from Little Free Libraries, nearby.  A pile of masd (martial arts/self-defense) literature, that I’ve purchased (but hope to never -have to/ half two- use).  Trivia cards.   A book of 10,001 songs to listen to.   The songs I can listen to instantly with my Amazon Echo (smart speaker), of which I have the 3.99 monthly music subscription.  The trivia can prompt Wikipedia research.  I could just read Wikipedia, frankly.  That’s enough.  But I have daily NYT and weekly Economists, on my Kindle.  Ted talks.  The onion.  It’s like I’m a student, but in all the classes at once.  Maybe I should specialize.  My attention is dispersed between news, history, literature, music, and the philosophy and theology of my blog.  I want to read my dictionary.  And my atlas.  And my Guide to Essential Knowledge book.  I really should get started with speed reading and not oversleeping and applying discipline to my life, if I’m to have any hope of completion, or even feeling satisfied with a single day’s effort.   I need to feel hope, possibility, the joy of satisfied curiosity, intensity, and progress.  I am 50 years old.  I’m still just a student, like college, high school, or even childhood, which is the way I like it.  I am not motivated to make millions.  I like making spending money by exercise, and making dogs and their owners happy.   That is enough.  I have freedom, in my madness, to pursue sanity, and encyclopedic knowledge.   My blog is fun to write and read/review.   I like my own mind (usually).  I am less crazy, less bothered, and am happy about my current life, and hopeful for even better things in a future with a published book, maybe, or a supercharged life of research and speed-reading, absorbing all kinds of interesting facts, driven by curiosity and engagement with society through my blog.  I’ve bought some big shoes to fill.  The biggest, maybe.  I'm already at where I want to be.   Then again, I want to live up to my potential.  Maybe I should make a detailed list of books, songs, ted and YouTube videos, bucket list of activities, a realistic chronology of getting there, from here.  There will always be more.  I will never be finished.  I will die in a state of incompletion.  But I can set goals and objectives, fight battles in pursuit of the war’s victory, and be happy in just maintaining my current sense of meaningfulness, if not bliss, in the intensity of my daily life.  Just because I am content doesn’t mean I shouldn’t strive for more and better, no?  Or maybe I should just chill and relax, doing one thing at a time, and tell my to do list to take a hike, I’ll get there if and when I get there, and adhere to the Go Slow pleasure I took to heart back in Belize.  I don’t need a wife, kids, cars, a degree, fame, sex, a house, world travel, or even (you might think) a cult following for my blog.  All I need is health, delicious food, some daily exercise, and feeling good about myself, as I make progress (at whatever speed, glacial or zippy) toward finishing my reading.  Let’s say I live to 100.  That’s 50 years in front of me.  I could achieve almost anything, if I still believe what people said my potential was, when I was a boy.  Motivated discipline could yield serious results, with focus and tenacity.  Ideally, I want it all.  I want love, money, encyclopedic knowledge, health, sanity, leisure, bliss, and global progress, development, health and safety, peace, and joy/community.   At the moment, I feel like I should focus on all my data, and get serious about intensity of engagement and absorption.  That’s my payment!  The reward is becoming a better person, learning like I’ve always wanted, but never could.  I have freedom, free time, and a vast world, in my relatively tiny room.  Teaching is a way of learning, and I hope I can share, too.   When I’m purring at potential, I will feel content, I will be happy, and I can go from there.  Immersion, intensity, focus, discipline, engagement, and bliss.  I just finished reading a speed reading book.  Now I want to apply it to my piles of books, trivia cards, wikipedia, and music/video.   Yah!  Git r done!!   Need for speed.   No, not meth.  Like a test with a time limit, or racing to the hospital.   You march to the speed of your own drummer, as they say.   Haste or leisurely, unhurried, unrushed, deliberate.  Nimble, swift, furious, pell-mell.   Stay safe.

Random rhymes

from some happening rap, alexa tech

Members only, load explodes, affection erection protection,  illin’ killin’ villain, stage rage, warm storm, path of wrath, worm sperm, girl’s world, real McCoy boy, understand jam, home alone, absurd words, super soup, bloodbath aftermath, down with the clown, technician magician, vacation sensation, get down with the surround sound, peach speech, body party, in the back of the cadillac, simple people, sweet beat, get you out of your seat, roots in suits, Anne’s man, kind mind, nuts about butts, nutter butter, nookie cookie, dinner beginner, know toe? (theory of everything), junk in the trunk, wide ride, alright night, space is the place, around town, impress express, nation education demonstration, mystery security, scare bear, ITH in the house, feel the steel, one gun hon.

DUKE

a doberman named duke with a deep, dark growl

   (sweet though.   and placid as a cow!)

(other) Dukes:

John Wayne, Duke University, Duke Nukem, dukes of Hazzard, duke of Earle, Dookie (Green Day), and Uncle Duke (Doonesbury), hereditary title (e.g. of Cambridge, Wellington, Windsor)

some threesomes, triumvirates, trinities! :

   a. dark, mean, angry

   b. shower clean: ass, armpits, crotch

   c. father, son, holy spirit

   d. Jesus, Mary, and Joseph

   e. brahma, siva, vishnu

   f. me, myself, and I

   g. healthy, wealthy, and wise

   h. peace, love, and understanding

   i. sex, drugs, and rock n roll

   j.  here, there, and everywhere

   k. love, hate, and everything in between

          heaven, hell, purgatory

   l.  family, community, global citizen (peace, unity, brotherhood of man)

france ants, Sardinian sardines, a Chinese chin, indonesian knees, the door to Ecuador, living in Bolivia, Brazilian bras, chilly in Chile, Olivia from Bolivia, Tina from Argentina, Susan's suzerainty, polio fields, slow Slovakians; peas, p's, and appeasement...  Shane in pain in Spain, poor gal from Portugal, a beer in Iberia, crying christ keeps weeping, whoa - woe, sad Sid, happy pappy, calm mom, sinister sister, other mother, another brother, mister sister, twisted sister, histories mysteries, the taller rail-Rhodes scholar pays top dollar, to study his buddies, and learn to earn, money for honies, and cash for hash, and bank, for hanky panky with lanky skanks.   employment enjoyment, not irked by work.  alligator, lurking in murk, hiding inside.

GSIS

Geezus, Gypsy, and Jesse

Hey Zeus (yo, bro)

  G’s us (whaddup, G) - my 3 sons

  Jumpin’ Geezus on a pogo stick! -dead milkmen

  Good gawd! -james brown

Adam, Odom, Edam, and a dam

Build a dam, give a damn, and play the dom

   Don’t be dim, vote Dem

   Them (dem) dumb dames, deemed doom

A pretty penny, a shiny dime, for a chrome dome

The hair transplant doc boldly billed me for being bald

GSIS

Global system of integrated studies

Graduate school of international studies

Global state of information security

Grad school of information sciences

grey systems and intelligence services

SIS: secret intelligence service

   b. exclamation, for disappointment, disgust, contempt

Jesse, gypsy, jeez, just jess, justice, jazz, jizz, joss, juice

Juicy Jesse, JC, Josie, jazzy J-Z, geezy

Jew z (asleep in Israel), choosy

Jassy (german name)

J es he?

Hey, little sister, shotgun 

Words with ‘SIS’ in them:

Cis-gender

Psis, posterior superior iliac spine, (part of human hip bone)

    Gnosis, hypnosis, noesis, oasis, fantasist, osmosis, synthesis, dialysis, synostosis, census, analysis, crisis, basis, sistroid, racist, isis, emphasis, cyst, narcissist, subsist, lordosis, genesis, assistant, transistor, solipsist, diagnosis, consistory, catachresis, siscowet

Etc. 

Death and depth

6 feet under, like insects, underfoot

meth, breath, seth, and opeth

Deadheads and red meds

Drunk as a skunk

G-D, Jesus getting drunk, a drunk monk

Drunken monkey, what the hunk thunk

    jessamine, gethsemane

Jesse, the essence of J

jess-c (jizz, ejaculate, semen, splooge, cum)

jazz, jaws, jezebel, juzz - make your own meaning :-)

a cane, an umbrella

all words beginning with J

a perfect 10

JC, see SJ, sees J

jess' mess

8, jessant (issuing forth, as a. blade of grass),

   jessamine (jasmine), jesserant (splint armor), jesuit

jess (falconry strap), tie you down, ingest

jess t, you jest

infinite jest, DFW

chest, chess, chris cross, christ

less stress from jess

'Jess': hypocorism for Jesse, Jessica

god's gift, the whole office of the eucharist

     god makes forget

Jesse tree, JT

pi, Justin Timberlake, John travolta, James Taylor

  JT the bigga figga

  JT Snow

Joe Lynn Turner

   jail time, jolt, jilted

narcissism, solipsism, vanity all is vanity, neo, the one

rabbit hole, into the depths of self

"it's all your fault", all you ever knew

theandric, communion, unio mystica, all one, amen, am 1

music references: juicy j, jay-z, jc, josie and the pussycats, joe lynn turner, JT bigga figga, Justin Timberlake, John Travolta, James Taylor, jeezy, billy idol, gypsy kings, Grateful Dead, opeth, jazz, James brown, dead milkmen, my 3 sons, nelson riddle, enya, chris cross

Mortality Reality

 Fading Food

Worm food.  impermanent worms.  Today's predator is tomorrow's prey.  mortal sport.  evanescent edibles.  temporary tempura.  thyme time.   ower hour.    temporary scary.   going through anicca panic.  the presumption of consumption.  eaten meat.   transitory carnivore.   fleeting meat.  raiding the fridge - fading.   transitory cans.   brief beef.   short shortbread.  passing bass.  ephemeral emeril.  evanescent essence.  momentary dairy.  cursory nursing.  fugacious delicious.   botanical anicca.   flowers flow.   transient pansies.  mortal, chortling at the idea of a portal.   all things pass.   life will chew you up and spit you out.   pass through the ass.   a thought at mass, what a blast.   impermanent sermon.  life is incredible (and edible).  You're a snack - ack!  back in black, hard tack.   Meal, the deal, feel like an eel, before you keel (over).   Sushi, who's she?  A wish for fish, for food, dude.  male kale.  female ale.  a tall drink of water, a thirst for the worst.  chow now.  Vader, later. mortal torte.  hurting dessert.  limited pims.   Dead bread.   Bite me.  My name is Chuy.   Pronounced chewy.  Ooey gooey was a bear.  The butcher needs sutures.   The cannibal, an animal named Anne (I'm a fan).  Vampires suck, and fans blow.  Tesh flesh!? Ho! Whoa.  Eat me.  Take a bite out of crime.  Swallow a fellow.  Chew on Chuy.  Digest Jess T (jest?).  Anne Rice and anicca.   ick.  uh.   Food?  bag it, maggot.   Eat her, Peter.  Temporary hemp.

bite, chew, swallow, digest, shit.   She-it.   A Catholic mystery.  eucharist, chu a wrist?  christ, ew

happy halloween! randy for Candy.  sweetie, honey, sugar, flavor of the week,  eat them up yum, devil devours, consumed - your doom.  Wasted, for a taste.  Ciao, chow.

On the other hand, entertaining the possibility of heaven (immortal bliss):  live forever, forever young:  The Dreamworld!  (I think the dreamworld is the only afterlife we can hope to enter). So, perhaps consciousness persists, although fades and forgotten?  Religion makes beliefs "really real".   The Other Side:  live, awake/dreamtime.   dreaming of being a butterfly/the butterfly dreaming of being a man!  Life is but a dream (b.a.d?) (the dreamworld's dreamtime!).   The "dark side" of the earth.  (Jedi night and Pink Lloyd).  Dimensions, or the matrix, or other worlds (in space, like Avatar).   The Kingdom.  (Jesus as "hard to kill").  Virtual particles, popping in and out of existence.   Mind, code, dream, consciousness, holographic universe...  In that sleep of death, what dreams may come -Shakespeare.   Out of my depth.  Honda, deep (en espanol).  6 feet under.   intimations of immortality.  - Wordsworth... are there dinosaurs in heaven? do swatted flies have souls, too? ha

Food (contraction of fool's god)

Death, Oblivion, Nullibiety, End times/end of time/time's up

All s/he wrote, Fin, the End, Omega

sex cult

 Sex

The old in and out

Up and down, and round and round

Top and bottom, penetrator and penetratee

Male and female, if you like

Pump pump, squirt squirt, ooh ahh

Come together, right now, over me

And under me, if you change perspective

The earth is a ball, and you’ve got balls

Cum, splooj, jazz, ejaculate, semen

In a hole, the hole-y trinity, mouth, ass, pussy

All over the map, all over the world, in every orifice

All over?  All under?  Dominance and submission

Oriface, sacrifice, chalice, phallus

Death and the little death, le petit mort

sex, sucks, sax, six, socks (sex with socks sucks)

666, xxx, fox, oh oh oh! 69, 3sums, and orgy/orgasm/org

sakes, seeks/sikhs, wanda sikes/psyches, soaks, souks

That’s all she wrote, that’s what she said

The end, fin (fish flesh) (pussy pussy) 

Cats and roosters, birds and bees, doggy-style

Beast with 2 backs, do the humpty hump

Pink panther, one-eyed trouser snake

Dennis Rodman, the worm

A firm worm, and Microsoft, peacock

cock, caulk, pushy poissy, twat wattage

walking the talk, awkward, electric boogaloo

Auk word, bird is the word, larry bird/piggy peggy

Bird and bride, sex and tex-mex hex

Heck’s hex, hell’s bells

heaven’s 7-11 /leavenworth/ devan

learning the ins and outs of things

jess-c goes splat

coitus, copulation, congress

couple consummating

si, si, si (sin, iniquity) (sexual intercourse) (st Ignatius)

sex and fornication, suck and fuck

making love, bumping uglies

mating and consummating, the lust list, last but not least

issues with issue, blood of christ (be lewd)

  immaculate conception, cleanliness next to godliness

water, wine, blood, cum, spilled seed

Jesus getting drunk (G-D), the way/truth/life

wages of sin is death, jizz in little death

be lewd of Christine, issues of playboy/penthouse

messy Jesse, cleansed/pure/washed in the blood of Jesus

Jesus juice and the body of christ on the barbecue 

pink drink, purple drank, whatever Pink is drinking

thirst for blood, bloodthirsty, thirst for vengeance 

is mine, says the lord.   is mind: pray and prey

spiritual warfare, prayer warriors, culture war

7 up, my cock, 47 - 3632, 2-5, Jesus Christ, 

     come in the name of the lord, BE good

justice, vengeance, dish served cold, cold-hearted

victorious victim, vanquished vampire (beef v. demon/monde)

come again?  cum again, re-erection / resurrection

given up, checkmate, behold I am coming quickly

general idea: conception, what a concept

making love, making babies, making a mess

god the father, creator, love

bread and bred (and red) : pregnant (size of an ant!)

communion and cum union, unio mystica

in the unity of the Holy Spirit

Papal people use PayPal 

reading the popol vuh under the pipal tree

the pope's peepers, papal pupils, and the Holy See 

vision quest, seers, and morpheus, the god of dreams

pope's poop goes down the pipes

diligent pupils study pupal larvae

intimations of entomology, insects in sects 

in sex, out sex, inne sex

reading tomes before entombed

goofy sufis and whirling dervishes

rumi as your roommate

Gus and Horatio, cunnilingus and fellatio

aphrodisia, pareunia, venery, amphierotism, copula

Wizdumb

 Wisdom

W double you

Woman (white? woman)

Is dumb

Wizard is dumb

Wise is dumb

Sid (vicious), om

Meditate on aggression, hostility, anger, violence

Remain peaceful, unperturbed, tranquil, calm, equanimous

   You suck!  David is a dick.  

Harassment and Her ass, meant

ha! Are ass, mint

You’re sick, you suck, you’re a perv, and vampire

Fucking demon: hating self, all, life, everybody, soul, mind, name...

Go to hell

Die

Wishing sanity, peace, comfort, bliss, happiness, for all

That’s my final answer