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Your pal, Jess
I'm a straight, virgo/boar INTJ (age 55) who enjoys books, getting out into nature, music, and daily exercise.

(my email is JesseGod@live.com)

F.Y.I. There are about 2500 posts..

Here's a quote from Fyodor Dostoevsky to start things off right: Love the animals, love the plants, love everything. If you love everything, you will perceive the divine mystery in things. Once you perceive it, you will begin to comprehend it better every day. And you will come at last to love the whole world with an all-embracing love.

Thursday, September 9, 2021

Hello, Hell

 Wutsup ketchup

Yo, yoyo

Hi, Heidi

Hello, Lothar

Greetings, eatings

Hola, cola

Ciao, chow

Good morning, porn

Good evening, Bing

Good afternoon, after watching Dune


orgasm org

sex with satan, loving lucifer, fisting mephistopheles

devilish delight, boinking beelzebub, antichrist fantasy

in bed with a deadhead, who ate the red med 

coitus with criminals, dinner with sinners

fun with nuns, pleasure without measure

matin' satan, demon semen, stimulating hymns

vexed about sex, yummy cum, a deluge of splooj

sex with ex, dating kate, and orgasm spasm

just say know, knowing biblically, hi heaven


speak greek, geek

Rouen in ruins

pussy from Poissy

somebody tell Britney that Brittany isn't in Britain

don't spit, despite spite

pp, pure psychopath from the peloponnese peninsula

I love the Louvre, but hate Haiti; 

    I like lichens, but loathe clothes

rude buddha, and the quite polite white knight

delicious torte and delict/tort


Eff yu, yiu phuc ng bass turd

Dye, yew skum 

Lern 2 sp L, dik phayce

Gough suk anne eg

Rawt inne hel schitt hed


Things to do

Read, watch, listen

Write, talk, create, cook

Eat/drink, exercise, sleep

work, play, train

Meditate, nap, do nothing, vegetate

Piss, shit, shower, shave, brush, floss, rinse

ask questions, study, learn, research

Surf internet, surf ocean, catch a wave

People watch, watch tv, go to movies, youtube

Go to church, go shopping, go to hell

go fly a kite, go climb a rock

walk a dog, wok a hog


Namibian, the name be Ian

What more in the name of love?

Blessed is he who comes in the name of the lord

Now you do what they told ya. Killing in the name of…

Good gawd! In the name of all that is holy!

What’s in a name?

What’s in ‘Nam? 

Namaste


Who are you? Who who, who who

I’m an owl?

I’m a bird?

I’m a predator?

Hoo r u?

Russian and Ru (ruthenium) and RU486

What a hoot


Infinite carnivore (8 ate)

Eat, tea, ate

tae (language), aet (assistant english teacher)

eta (estimated time of arrival)

Ate and eight are homonyms

   125 sums to 8!

   59782 sums to 4

Homo words- homeowner, ho moaner

   Sapien, sexual

   homograph, homophone

   Whore modus operandi


Nein! Nine (ninevah? Jeannine)

Nigh (the end is), nye (the science guy),

neye (river in germany), nai (sodium iodide)

nie (polish underground)


hm

him, hymn (ham, hem, hom, hum)

his/her majesty

humility, meekness

holy mass

Hail Mary, holy Mary

have mercy, hope/mercy

holy man, heavenly mother

Henry miller, harley motorcycle

things that make you go hm

hug me!  history's mysteries


OOTI

only one true infinity

hoodie and the blowfish


my (self-assigned) daily reading homework: HORNET

history, onion, reference, news, email, trivia!

busy, busy (Theron, as well)


epic epoch, the aclu at ucla, Orkin (or kin!!)

on good terms with the terminator

FD, friend of the devil

   FOB with FOD (fresh off the boat with-)

   flirt with Death (sometimes fuct!)

Melania, give Don a kiss (but only if he reads the economist)

Serbia and Montenegro, in a binding resolution

government overturned by a chicken coup (lol)

momento mori, and Mamoru Mohri

it's a weird world, with weird words, ergo ergonomics

let's go to Lascaux!

Moose-dog (Moses mountain, musa dagh)

    mount horeb, mount sinai, mount ararat

a petulant pet petrel

they mauled Mahler

mergers and acquisitions, murders and executions

murder incorporated dealing with the corpse of a corporal

information about inflammation

taconite, and taco night

meadow and pillow, meds/pills - ow

right and left field, stage right and left, and inner/outer mongolia

murals, Muriel's wedding, Murano, and Muret

Sinbad gave a good show in Allahabad

watch The Good Place and go to the Badlands (SD)


Given Up (4) :

  1. surrender

  2. erection

  3. nailed (up) on the cross

  4. ascended into heaven (beam me up, scotty)

4u:  you, y'all, universe, smile


imax buybacks, and throwbacks/go-backs

Norm put the dead in deadpan

river winds, wind blows, vacuuming sucks

female judges, the fair sex

males, malevolent malefactors

acumen, ack! you men

woman, likes her human with cumin

men, mental, mendacious, menace

pathetic and phenomenal, pathet lao and phnom penh

lord of flies, father of lies

ducal dookie

give a shit, take a dump (what!?)

we're number 1! (lol)

basket bawl, basket brawl

selling corn on the corner

devoted voters

transit, trans it

foreign, for in

coffee, coffer, coffin, cough, kaffa

connection, shin to neck!

Hailie Selassie, highly Lassie (collie)

surfing smurf serfs

a pair of paragraphs for a paramour

werd pley

fair pharisees

JC, Jesse, Holy See, SI (St. Ignatius), c - computer

   bright, light-hearted, enlightened, visionary

ever-last, the constant stream of death and dying

intercession and the interring session

forever and ever (without 4!)

christ, chris, christine, christo, and cry 

cry iced, and chris' chin

inch by inch, at Inchon

muliebral or andric and viraginous?

int'l:  international intellectual

no mess (and no santorum), in the immaculate conception

stupid cupid, foolish ghouls, and dunce cunce

have you seen the epic epicene scene?

ptsd in stp (Sao Tome and Principe)

Saddam and Camorra

vampires will count on you, if you let them

(Tobitha) Toby or not-Toby, that is the question

original sin/ inherent vice / calvinist "total depravity"

Huguenots do not hug you?

Bart says keep your pumps off the bumps

please follow erections

I and I (united/divided)

freedom for freaks!

freak out, and out queers

I believe bees leave

you can't handle the cross Ruth!

sextinguisher 

bondage, tie up loose ends

the GRU crew grew cruel

3 bees give me the heebie jeebies

peach your children well

pallet (jack), (soft) palates, and pal - its

on the prowl for a gal pal

the dalit cast his ballot for the zealot

movie, and moving ecstasy

spider spied her;  fly, you effing lie

a big bag of bugs, by golly

don't listen to Liszt

turn off that Tina Turner!

Freud is a fraud

can you believe it? that fakir fuck says that Fokker is a fake

licentious Licinius

it's all Foucalt's fault!

Shannon shot by a cannon at Shenandoah valley

Chickamauga, a boom chika boom, a boom chika roka...

the bloodthirsty vampire Drake drank the drunk dry

repulsed by a re-pulse

juice for jess, a boring beer for the bear

wayne whining about the wine

a cold cola with coleslaw

a plea to say please, beverage rage, a soda episode

Teutonics, will have 2 tonics

at last! an Atlas!  salta?  might as well jump

be careful who you say "meet me at the butcher's" to

meeting meat at the meat market

Joan Lunden undone in London

fish in Finland, fin/all over, finally

fff, 666, flesh for fantasy

nasty ass fag hags hungry for the hung

lose your mind, find your voice, found a movement

lost in space, hearts of space, found sound

trick or treat for tots (and your sweetheart)

andes candies and sweet-meats

reasons for reeses-pieces and riesens

awkward talk of chocolate, confection infection

Cookie Monster and the candy man

sugar and Suge Knight and cavities, tooth dk

war for wealth and riches

money for the honey

foundation of a lost nation

police dog found a shin

skull-atons and jump-olines

awful, full of awe, and offal

I adore Mordor, the word murder, mr./dr. Redrum

herds of absurd nerds, and kurds getting omens from birds

Mr. J.L. Shackleton, free to freeze Friedrich from Frisia 

Death, The Devil, Father Time (sin o noms?)

you be trippin', have a nice trip, see you next fall

culture shock, electrocution, hair, shock troops, skinheads

moderna and social distancing, and modern social dance

lucubrate with Luke, study with studs

dancing, dan sings; sir dan, the dancer; dance, dan and ants

coffee grounds for divorce, sentiment and sediment

a horse's hay day, stunning and startling, reverence and respect

vp, veep, vice presidential, vision and persistence

Russia hour, jewels for Jules

foresight of Forsythe

Lares and penates, Larry's and Peggy's

helmet dome, do me Helmut

a ponzi scheme for pansies

god, a group of dancers

medicine, a med is sin

hl, heavenly love, holy land, hannibal lecter

Brian Laundrie, brainwashed

hostility and hospitality

a deep dive into diverse and disparate data

discussion and discovery, a divine diversion, on the docket

madly, music and dance, basket ballet, baal lay

logistics is choreography, god's dance, dancing wu li masters 

4D: devil, demons, darklings, and david

  in despair, because of depravity, death, and destruction

     death, disease, decay, and darkness

god and dog, doom and mood, married and buried, adieu dew

Harry, Larry, Barry, Gary, Jerry, Terry, and Mary

   Kerry, Perry, dairy, merry, very scary fairy, wary 

Ares, libraries, and militaries

chess, you left me, last knight

Otzi (ice man), Potsie (happy days), and the nazis

diabolical diablerie

The fuchsia, the prude, and the Maureens

I said bike rack, not buy crack

filly from Philly, bulky and balky


cheat sheet, zoot suit, brain drain, fag hag, holy moly, tex mex, fat cat, honey bunny, mike's bikes, cookbook, firewire, dream team, box of rocks, cock block, care bear, white flight, cool pool, hot spot, flex your pecs, ass gas, drug thugs, go with the flow, fun run, suck and fuck, legal eagle, fight or flight, kill bill, slick rick, messy jesse, rude dude, stupid cupid, dog blog, bird is the word, bird turd, shit fit, walk the talk, think pink, dumb bum, boy toy, loony tunes, honky-tonk, sand man, third world, funky monkey, near beer, god bod, thick as a brick, bright lights, fright night, cash stash, cruel gruel, witty and pretty, bad mad sad glad, had a rad dad, hell's bells, back in black, quasi-Ozzy, by hook or by crook, lez prez, queer cheer, happy pappy, a tad sad, thirst for the worst, need for speed, church merch, quiet riot, rock around the clock, blue shoe, vampire campfire, dick pic, bauhaus, itty bitty, large and in charge, rhyme time, pooper scooper, dust buster, hacky sack, flojo, picnic, evel knievel, ain't a saint, history's mysteries, snack attack, dip a chip, name of the game, fleet street, lean and mean, struggle with muggles, nook book, rock'em sock'em, protect your neck, the haitian sensation, the thunder from down under, the master of disaster, the man with a plan, bigwig, in hot water, flower power, reeses pieces, andes candies, sweetmeats, bedtime med, deadheads, wavy gravy, chugalug, rain in spain falls mainly on the plain, insane in the membrane, loco in a chokehold, crazy daisy, mad vlad, nuts about butts, barmy in the army, psychotic erotic, rape tape, chick flick, imminent eminent evidence from providence, forensic men sick, tense pence, primetime, ugly mug, insidious hideous, wicked and sick, gotten rotten, hatin' satan, despising spies, true blue, false assaults, subliminal criminal, cavity depravity, better red than dead, the bee's knees, cheese and see's, freedom and edam, lewd food, the trouble with tribbles, dig dug, gorgeous george, plump as a dumpling, flash crash, sherry's berries, have fun in the sun, stay cool at the pool, latest and greatest, juicy lucy, tighty whities, bee gees, squeegee, mimi, fiji, london, hong kong, downtown, crank yankers, roots and shoots, savings on cravings...   

   

AAA, not ZZ (alive, awake, aware) (zero, zombie)

a flood of blood

'nam dynamics

live saliva, dedicated to the dead

freedom, odom, edam, saddam, sodom

an analyst with an anelace, and a list

sig sauer and mig fighter jet, both big

eek-onomy and wreck-onomics

I figger the vigorous bigger n-  will snigger

ficus religiosa, and papal maple, fig tree vig-tory

kitsch and kitchen, ichor and icarus (unrelated)

aches and pains, trials and tribulations, hardships and softships

portly and plump, with adiposity and steatopygy

pussle-gutted, gorbellied, pyknic, and porcine

Mitch and Tawney, Michiko Kakutani

tryna find my fine china

McD and ming dynasty china

ala is a wing, allah's angels have right and left ala's

    like the whitehouse, or twix, or starboard and port

anoetic lachrymosity (lamentation?)

god, on the governor's desk! dog is my copilot

   dyslexics of the world, untie! ogd, original gangsta dude

guy'd guide, gal'd golden gelding, good god

Jesus and God, Jesse and Godot

fisherman, attending fish school, fisher of men? fishy

sacred ground? isn't all of it?

the altered boy, Lucifer, carried the crucifer

vw - violent women

ladies from Hades

Mel from hell, loose Lucy 

a low level devil named Neville

awful mephistopheles gave me scrofula

satan kept me waitin'

perfect surf

a lovely government

a wonderful blunder

a genius scene, yes?

best in the west

hordes of lords

Saturday, September 4, 2021

Speak of the Devil

Antichrist, christ was wrong, crazy, evil

Christ was anointed with chrism:  that's all it means

christ the teen, Christine; Chris T (Tucker); eucharist: eu a christ

Non-christian (of the book? jew, muslim) (or buddhist, or pastafarian, etc.)

atheist, agnostic, tree-hugging nature worshipper druid or Gaian…

A demon, a vampire, just to be contrary (contrarian), anti-sheeple

Satan, Mephistopheles, Lucifer, Beelzebub, Devil (four-evil, for evil)

   SLB, MD;   devil’s advocate, jinn eblis azazel, baphomet

Lucifer, light, knowledge, curiosity, education, wisdom

   Jesus, Morpheus, Adi Da (“conscious light”), Death 

   Light at the end of the tunnel, stairway to heaven, right/left hand paths

Evil gets your juices flowing, is fun, sexy, prohibited, attractive

   Meat is delicious, society loves evil (e.g. abortion), hypocrisy

   America, the great satan, and no country for old men

   Might makes right, the existence of nuclear weapons, balance of terror (fear of god, one, United States, United Nations, neo, unity of the Holy Spirit, scared straight, queer fear, right fright, homophobia)

God is love.  Love believes all things!  existentialism

God is a man of war, war is hell, hell is the devil’s realm

The devil is just god when he’s drunk, everybody is both (the one you feed)

A sinner, a criminal, a hellion, know-thyself, human-nature

The universe is indifferent, absurd, futile, incomprehensible, 

You make your own meaning, mean, cruel to be kind, 

punishment, consequences, justice, conditioning, negative reinforcement

nature is red in tooth and claw, every man for himself, dog eat dog

One man’s evil is another’s good, sometimes, zero-sum

Opinion and situational ethics and morality, culture, chess, black v. white

True religion, syncretic, incorporating all

Religion is an ancient means of social control.  Inculcation of values.

Carrot and stick, rewards and punishments, incentives/inducements

The parts I like, the parts I dislike (of everything!), personalized happiness

God is infinite, jesuits try and see god in all things, it’s all good

Life would be boring without an adversary, enemy, opponent, nemesis

It’s good to be challenged, kept on your toes

Dialectic for progress, or keeping things in balance

The devil is necessary for god, otherwise everything just grey and drab

villainy, malice, wickedness, amorality, psychopathy, sociopaths, depravity

Purity, genius, Hannibal Lecter, antihero, freedom, superhuman

choose you, chews you, Chuy, achoo! Choo-choo, Chiu

Everyone dies eventually anyway.  Do what thou wilt.  Die without regret.

O for zero, orgasm, offense, oblivion.  Omg.  o-sensei.  Dae-o.  

idea: I die eventually anyway, and DEA:  self-medicated

drug enforcement agency: non-authenticity, "medication non-compliant"


Satan

God is One.   Good without O. 

1 and 10, binary: penis and hole

Santa, saint, satan, satyr, saturday, and sated, satiated

Satan as ant, insects, in sects, in sex, fuct

lord of flies, LF elf, mosque and mosca (fly in spanish), mosquito

messiah:  ah mess (cleanliness is next to godliness)

phallus chalice, ahh men, cums in the name of the lord

Jesus Christ, 25, my cock, res-erection, hole spear-it

Teshara as earth, heart, hater

Moms: Ministry of magic, mercy on me, in memory of me

Bag it and tag it; Maggot faggot, like Bob Saget; Wag it!  Happy dog


wicked, worthless, and weak

Harm, Injury, Abuse, Neglect, Terror

Hell, Punishment, Karma, Justice, Consequences

Evil, most vile, of the devil, veil’d

Evil Knievel in a cadillac deville 

Live!  Alive! CBS and CVS and WEST

Cruel, Brutal, Savagery and Cthulhu Voldemort Sauron

And wicked evil sinful turpitude

DDD, depravity, death, destruction

   Diabolical devil demon

Smell:  satan mephistopheles lucifer 

   Bad: beelzebub antichrist devil

Sin, crime, immoral, unethical

   illegal, criminal, unlawful

Vv, vicious violence, vampire victim

Rotten, wicked, vile, depraved, merciless, unforgiving

Amoral, immoral, sociopathic, psychopathic, disturbed

War, torture, rape, genocide, holocaust, murder

Serial killer, mass murder, apocalypse, suicide, homicide

Unspeakable evil, hell, torment, twisted cruelty, horror

inhuman, ruthless, inflicting of pain, suffering, misery, despair

anger, hatred, rage, wrath, fury, ire, spite, malice, revenge

Hopelessness, injustice, unfairness, corruption, iniquity, vice

Beatings, broken bones, bloodbath, and burning

sadness, sorrow, sickness, depression, despair, death, disaster

atomic, biological, chemical, weapons of mass destruction, 

nuclear devastation, immolation, irradiation, blindness, cancer


mad

angry, insane (Isai, and AI, artificial intelligence)

   democrat says age is irrelephant

mom and dad

ministry of magic, dungeons and dragons

mci, mad crazy insane, legally insane, criminally insane

cray cray, outsane, inn sane, in Seine, unsane

"even a cray computer makes mistakes, sometimes"

nuts, stun;  a tick on the moon, lunatic, loon, loony

insane, in sin, in the sun, in the scene, signs soon


G-D

grand duchy, gadolinium

g'day, mate!

gathering data

Grateful Dead

Gray Davis

general disarray

greedy devil

glorious death

get down on it

government of dunces

I'm not guilty or depressed

   or horny, ornery, or born worn

   or forlorn about porn and fornication


forked tongue (lengua)

Mass, massive ass, assurance, and wmd/mass murder

prophet-driven corporations

assurance of insurance

air, heirs, and prayers

Labor Day, mothers in labor, lay-bore, brr

suing consumers with consumption

lsd, live simply, dude

gospel according to Luke skywalker

ah men, hymn for him, bread for breeding and reading

silent night, silencer knight

toiling for toys

glow, globe, and glory

families and famine

thinking, thing king; kingdom, king dumb/wizz-dumb

set the knight on fire, ig-nite

Thursday, September 2, 2021

Anger, Hatred, and Violence

 And 3 books

1.Healing Anger, by The Dalai Lama

2. Prisoners of Hate, Aaron T. Beck, MD

3.Unlearning Violence, Paul Kivel

anger, hatred, rage, wrath, fury, outrage, righteous indignation, resentment, grudge, spite, malice, revenge, hostility, aggression, violence, war, injury, harm, abuse, neglect, crime, dissatisfaction, dejection, distrust, discord, conflict, tension, uptight, destruction, adversity, self-loathing, abominate, abhor, execration, detest, harsh words, stress, frustration, lust, conceit, arrogance, desire, exploitation, unhappiness, suffering, pain, dukkha, disrespect, discomfort, perturbed and disturbance...

logic, analysis, reason, meditation, clarity, understanding, love, compassion, patience, tolerance, forbearance, endurance, withstand, kindness, polite, dispel misery, cultivate perfection, joy, fulfillment, liberation, freedom, generosity, equanimity, calm abiding, peace, presence of mind, internal discipline, stability, single-pointedness, altruism, wisdom, insight, virtue, ethics, intelligence, self-betterment, dignity, decency, practical, common-sense, humanitarian, affection, gentleness, wholesomeness, nobility, selflessness, dedication, passion, enlightenment, reconciliation, equality, commonality, devotion to all sentient beings, a good heart, bliss, awake


List of Lists

Busy, busy!

MUSIC/AUDIO

List of listens! : 1001 songs (10,001 listed in back)

Stations: college radio (8):  wprb princeton, kzsu stanford, kalx berkeley, kcpr san luis obispo, whrb harvard, wmbr mit, kdvs davis, kusf sf state, 

  (+2) gdradio (Grateful Dead) , just playing Haydn (Franz Josef Haydn).

Hearts of Space (weekly, on KALW), Philosophy Talk (also KALW), 

Joe Frank (archive subscription), Everything is Alive (podcast)

Ted talks (online)


BOOKS

1.Dog books (6)

dogs for dummies, what the dog knows, the new dog handbook, dog care, from predator to protector (science comics), good little dog book.

   also, Dog training masterclass (online),


2.Book books (4):

Speed-Reading (on kindle)

Harold Bloom’s Western Canon, link

501 must read books, 1001 books (you must read before you die)


3.MASD books (12) :

Basic wing Chun training, solo training, the art of self-defense, krav maga, the complete krav maga, analysis of Shaolin chin na, ultimate kempo, jiu-jitsu university, beginner’s guide to kung fu, unarmed combat, aikido, complete aikido.


4.Joke books (10):

Dirty jokes, dirty jokes every man should know, the world’s best dirty jokes, more of the world’s best dirty jokes, big book of jokes, best joke book, shits and giggles, pretty good joke book, ultimate book of jokes, jokes every man should know, insults every man should know.

 

5.Spanish books (16):

American heritage dictionary, spanish grammar, Borges, Neruda, essential spanish, easy spanish and English dictionary, entender y hablar, 501 spanish verbs, ultimate spanish, punto y aparte, puntos de partida, arriba, arriba, phrase book, most useful words, voces de hispanoamerica.   


6.Yoga books (5):

2100 asanas, hatha yoga illustrated, mastering the secrets of yoga flow, light on yoga, the complete illustrated book of yoga


7.(english) Language books (2): 

Chambers dictionary, Roget’s thesaurus


8.All Thomas Pynchons! (9):

Bleeding edge, inherent vice, against the day, mason and dixon, vineland, slow learner, gravity’s rainbow, the crying of lot 49, V.


9. origami books (3):

Kate’s borrow, sadako, the simple art of origami


10.News (8): 

new york times, economist, wikipedia, flash briefing (audio, echo), 1440 (daily email), Wapo 202, the onion, yahoo


11.Reference:

wikipedia, J! archive, oxford's atlas of the world, nyt book of essential knowledge, trivia cards


12.Best Americans (6):

2017 ba travel writing, 2006/2010/2014 ba nonrequired reading, 2004/2007 ba essays


Estimated time of arrival? Lol 

Wednesday, September 1, 2021

a few words

 on God, of course

god is one, 'my one' is money, god is 'gold, oil, diamonds'

Jesuits endeavor to "see God in all things" (dialectic, evil for good:  the devil is just god when he's drunk;  god is a man of war;  chess is war (both sides are gods/devils, "getting played"), chess as Si! he's S! ;  thou shalt not kill, (only) god is good;  vengeance is mine, sayeth the lord; pray and prey; grace and Gr,  ace;  spear and spirit; holy mass-assin!  death breath:  inspire and expire; most dangerous game: a fisher of men;  incisive commentary and cutting remarks and biting reviews and comedy routines that "killed" and businessmen "making a killing."   Jesus, he's wheezing.   Bloody hell, man.  

All-ah, reality is all the god there ever is, All-1, in the unity of the Holy Spirit, verses and the universe, university and unicycles and unitarians and uni-ball pens and United States and uniforms (and Muni and loony and the UN..) it's all good, dawg!  Snoop Dogg and the bounty hunter and all dogs go to heaven.